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I changed the layout of my blog, it's now hippie/hippy themed. I also deleted my intro post. So I am going to tell ya a few key points about me.

I'm an adult age dreamer/ regressor. (30+).

I'm a permaregressor as well. My mental age is between 6-17. I do regress to as young as a newborn.

I don't have a set DNI, but I will block anyone who makes me feel uncomf.

Thank you for reading this updated post.

sleepylittlebabie

Tw for self harm mentions !

💭 thinking about my caregiver looking after me after relapsing

Him rocking me in his arms and humming until I’m calm

Him cleaning up my arms and legs and putting cute plasters on to help me feel better

Him reassuring me that everyone makes mistakes and that he’s not mad at me

Him checking on my cuts as they heal to make sure they’re not infected

Him sitting on the couch with me when I’m finally calm and putting on a movie while he makes me a snack

Him still loving me and caring for me because I can’t do it for myself

Big thank you to all the caregivers out there helping their littles with self harm, you’re all absolute angels

babykithasbottle

I wish there were sippy cups that looked like normal water bottles until you opened up the cap. I love sippy cups, but it'd be really awesome to be able to take them out and about without having to worry about hiding them.

I get that there are silicone thingies that you can put on any cup to make it a sippy cup, but I've tried those before and they're so hard to put on a cup. Like, 'needs my full big kid strength' type of hard. I'm thinking of something low effort that comes with the bottle.

And I don't even care if the 'normal water bottle' looks like a kids water bottle. What matters is that anyone passing by me assumes there's a normal straw in it rather than a sippy cup lid.

axes-regression

I need a sippy cup lowkey

tinybunnyprince-blog

reusable juice boxes x

floridak1los0

“the time to hesitate is through, no time to wallow in the mire.” - Jim Morrison

selfcarereminder

run yourself a bath if you can (candles optional) and lie there longer than you technically need to. that’s the whole plan

june-bug-jive

The teenre urge to run away but you literally cant cause you're seen as a legal adult, and it is your own house, and the back pain is gonna follow you no matter where you try to go to 😩😫😖

catgirl-kaiju

involuntarily age regressing: i'm scared and lost and confused and i need my parents where are my parents i'm just a kid!! i need help from a grown up!!! 😭

voluntarily age regressing: i am going to have fun with my toys an my crayons an my coloring books while i watch my cartoons an drink appley juice from my sippy cup :) yay! yippee!

maesfaewell

♡ I realize for myself that what makes being a permakid such a strange, mismatched experience (besides having a physical adult body) is that I have to be like an adult. I can't be my kid self, fully, throughout each and every day. I have to do my best to be responsible in ways expected of adults. I have to do my best to take care of my body and my mind and emotions, and have to figure out so much on my own (while I also struggle immensely and fail to do/keep up with such). It's being forced to live out a reality that I never agreed to, never consented to, never even fully understood.

I didn't realize what I would be walking into. I walked into all of this with unawareness, completely, devistatingly unprepared, and even if I was prepared, it still would not take away the immense exhaustion and self disconnect that comes with trying to be an adult. I don't want to be an adult. I don't want to be in charge of my adult responsibilities, especially when it's already so difficult taking care of my physical health on my own. I don't want any of this. I was not meant for any of this.

littlestdemonever

"why aren't you answering your discord" i am three years old

patronsaintofweepingmothers

"giant bubble #4" (2010), alexandra

selfcarereminder

genuine question: what actually makes you feel loved? have you ever properly sat with that?

lynleaf

how age regression has helped my relationship with food 💗🥪

tw / food (pos) / all of these things are things you can do while big, but this is my personal experience relating to agere! (pics are mine)

- making my meals cute has made eating more fun and engaging!

things like getting to play around with shapes when preparing fruits and veggies, adding in hearts and sprinkles to my meals, making faces and friends out of food has made eating so fun and less of a chore! also using cute plates, lunchboxes, and utensils!

- my food doesnt have to make sense to anyone but myself!

i am finding a lot of liberation in eating the weirdest food combinations without caring about it if seems weird or out of the norm! age regression has helped me be more carefree about my food choices!

- age regression has helped me remember new foods i used to like as a kid that i "grew out of" as i got older!

rediscovering kids meals and dishes that i used to love when i was bodily younger has gifted me with lovely nostalgia. and now that i'm bodily older, i can tweak the dishes with my own autonomy to make them fit my taste exactly! and there's no pressure to eat everything or to not ask for more! i can do what feels right to me.

- i'm not focused on what's healthy, but rather what makes me happy!

age regression has brought me so much joy when it comes to food. i love eating silly snacks, cute desserts, big meals, small meals, and just listening to my body! i'm able to buy all the snacks and food i wasn't able to eat when i was younger, and it feels so amazing to be able to give myself the childhood i didn't have.