Nov 9, 2021
Hello blog, here to declared how depressed I am and I should end my life right now again in my middle age. I don’t deserve to live really. So much wasted time and so much have gone past me. Unable to change , unable to achieve. What am I even on earth for. Not for love not for glory not to lead not to give. Parasite, decaying replusing everyone around me. Solitude that was infected and made, created by self that wanted to be alone and watch the slow decay of the lonely mind. Fuck let me be dead but no, I don’t want to be. Useless piece of shit be better, oh let me die. fuck no.
