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ESPN's Bob Wischusen on Nico Hischier
this is the cutest thing iâve ever seen
i miss being happy
[4.1k] as it would turn out, you were serious about your offer. and luke was serious about accepting. it was just going to take a while for his body to remember that this was a glorified business deal between friends and nothing more. and he was definitely okay with that. (smut)
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Stupidly, Luke didnât think you were actually serious.Â
In his head, the whole thing felt like a fever dream, starting from the moment he spilled his drink all over you leading to the moment you blatantly asked him if he wanted you to take his virginity. It felt like one of those weird dreams that made you wake up confused and bleary and unsure what year it even was, one of those dreams that linger in the back of your head for a few days before you eventually forgot about it.
Luke would have bet money on the whole thing being a weird dream that was haunting him if it werenât for the fact he woke up one morning, a few days after the party, with a message from you on his screen.Â
cherryđ: on a scale from one to ten, how likely are you to spill your drink on me again?
cherryđ: also my place or yours?Â
He stared at the messages for an embarrassingly long time, like he was staring at the proof the whole thing wasnât some messed up dream in his head. Luke had spent the better part of the summer wondering what would have happened if he had asked for your number that night like Jack always teased him about, and now he wasnât quite sure what to do with himself with it being a reality.Â
hockey boy: i cannot promise anythingÂ
hockey boy: you are welcome to come to my place but jack will probably be here soâŚ
hockey boy: heâs nosyÂ
hockey boy: and annoyingÂ
Luke frowned at himself, finger hovering over the messages like he would have a chance to delete them before you saw them, all one after the other like he was twelve and didnât care about double texting. Or quadruple texting. But before he could even try to hide his own embarrassment, you were typing again.
cherryđ: my place it is then
cherryđ: see you at seven ;)
He also didnât care to admit how long he stared at that message before he dragged himself out of bed, trying to ignore the odd buzz itching under his skin. It wasnât even nine in the morning and his head was already spinning.
Luke was thankful enough that it was still preseason, that there wasnât a game he had to prepare for because he wasnât even sure he could concentrate on anything but your messages. He had noted Jack giving him odd looks whilst they both got ready for training, giving him more space than usual as they moved around the flat (which was odd considering Jack was usually glued to his side and pissing him off whenever he got the chance).Â
However, the overbearing older brother role didnât completely disappear.Â
âAre you sure youâre okay?âÂ
âYes, Jack.â
âYouâre not sick or anything?â
âIâm literally fine.âÂ
âBecause we can tell the trainersââ
âOh my god, dude,â Luke groaned, sinking further into the passenger seat as he shot his brother a look. âIâm fine. Calm down. You sound like Quinn.âÂ
âSorry for caring,â Jack retorted, his fingers tightening on the wheel before his shoulders sagged. âIâm your older brother and itâs your first year in the NHL. I just wanna make sure youâre doing alright, okay? The last thing I want is you having a shit rookie year.â
But the rest went unsaid. I donât want you having a shit rookie year like I did.
Luke softened a little. âMâfine, promise. Iâll let you know when I need my big brother, okay?âÂ
Jack sighed, a small smile on his face. âOkay.â
âNow, can you please shut up so I can sleep until we reach the rink?âÂ
Jack snorted in response.Â
Though the conversation seemed to settle the worries his older brother had, Luke knew the other boys on the team were giving him the same looks of concern. It wasnât as though he was playing badly, it was just very clear to everyone on the teamâplayers, coaches and trainers alikeâthat Luke was distracted.Â
He had half the decency to be a little embarrassed when he overheard Jack reassure a few trainers that it was just rookie nerves.Â
But he felt restless, like he couldnât quite keep still or focus on one thing. He felt like there was a buzz resonating through his bones, making him painfully aware of his plans later tonight. It was like an anxiety settled at the pit of his stomach, constant and foreboding and eating away at him as the minutes slowly dragged on through the day.Â
It was horrible and exhilirating in the weirdest possible way.
Luke had managed to make it through the rest of training, managed to avoid any stern talkings from the coach but unable to avoid the one from Nico in the locker room. It was sweet and awkward all at once, especially when the rest of the team were clearly listening in to make sure one of the new rookies were doing fine. The Devils were like a family and usually he would appreciate it.Â
However, he wasnât exactly going to dive into the fact he was unfocused because a pretty girl offered to take his virginity to his captain or the rest of the team. He didnât even want to imagine how that would have played out.Â
But it was sweet to know the team had his back, that they saw him as his own person rather than just Jackâs little brother who was tagging along.
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Luke was relieved when you had mentioned him coming over to your place for your meeting later that day. Yet, what he failed to take into consideration was the fact his brother would still be a nosy shit on his whereabouts.Â
âWhere the fuck are you going?âÂ
Luke froze, keys gripped in his one hand and his phone in the other with your address already typed into Google Maps. He cleared his throat, trying to ignore his pounding heart as he turned to Jack with a (hopefully) nonchalant look on his face.
âJust going to hang out with some friends,â he replied vaguely with a shrug of his shoulders.
Jack paused, the spoonful of rice hovering just above his plate as he narrowed his eyes at Luke. âIs Nico hosting some rookie thing or something?â
âUh no,â Luke cleared his throat.
Jack frowned. âIs there a team thing happening tonight that I forgot?âÂ
âNo, uh,â Luke shuffled awkwardly, feeling like an interrogation spotlight was shining on him. âItâs nothing with the team.â
Jack raised his brows. âBut you donât have other friends outside the team.âÂ
Luke frowned. âYes, I do.â
âNo, you donât,â Jack retorted. âUnless youâre a part of a book club or something.âÂ
He shot his brother a confused look. âWhy would that be the only reason I have friends outside of the team?â
âI donât know, college and shit,â Jack answered like that explained something.
âYouâre such a weirdo,â Luke grumbled before he turned on his heel, making his way towards the door again.Â
âAre you at least gonna tell me when youâll be back?â Jack called out to him, a hint of older brother overbearingness in his voice.Â
âNot sure.âÂ
âIââ He heard Jack shuffle to stand up, his dinner now abandoned on the coffee table as he made his way over to Luke. The look of concern from earlier that morning was back on his face. âWhat dodgy shit are you up to that you canât just tell me?âÂ
âJack,â Luke groaned, his voice tilting towards whiny as he let out a huff of annoyance. âIâm just going out to see a friend. Nothing dodgy, I promise.â
Jack didnât say anything at first, just letting a slow smile spread across his face.
He frowned. âWhat?âÂ
âFriend, singular,â Jack pointed out before he let out a bark of laughter, playfully punching his little brotherâs arm. âAw, little Lukey is sneaking out to hook up with a girl!â
His cheeks burned. âShut up.â
âFucking finally, I thought you were going celibate for your rookie year or something!â Jack continued to tease him. âWho is it? Do I know her? Oh my god, is it the girl from the party? Do you have a secret girlfriend?â
âI am leaving now!â Luke shoved him away, making a beeline for the door as Jack continued to cackle behind him.Â
âDo I need to give you a curfew?âÂ
âFuck off!âÂ
He could still hear Jack laughing when he slammed the door shut behind him.
His body felt like it was on autopilot once he got behind the wheel. He followed the instructions spoken through his GPS, kept his concentration on the roadâon the journeyârather than the destination. He tried to pretend like he was just going to hang out at a friendâs, that he was back in Michigan going to one of his teammateâs houses he didnât live with.Â
It was fine.Â
Everything was fine.
Except for the fact that once he reached your door, closed fist hovering over the wood, he felt like his body was buzzing too fast to keep up with and all the pent up anxiety over the day was about to make him explode.Â
He didnât even realise he had knocked until the door swung open and you stood on the other side, grinning at him like it was a normal Sunday evening. You were dressed cosy, casual even. Just a pair of leggings, a baggy shirt and some fluffy socks that hadâironically enoughâcherries printed on them.
âYouâre early,â you noted.Â
Lukeâs stomach dropped a little. âOh shit, Iâm sorryââ
âI like my men eager, youâre fine,â you said as you waved him off, unaware of the fact your words just made his body feel like it was on fire for a whole other reason as you grabbed his hand and dragged him inside.Â
His eyes wandered over your apartment, taking in the small knick knacks that decorated the place. It was smaller than his and Jackâs apartment, but it felt more homely. His place had a habit of looking a little clinical, like a showroom they had moved into rather than an actual home. But between training and travelling and not really caring, neither he nor Jack had bothered to change it.Â
But, looking around at the small details of your apartment as you led him towards your living room couch, Luke found it endearing that he could see small insights into your personality.
âYou still like Coke, right?âÂ
His eyes snapped back to you, a light blush on his cheeks when he found you staring at him with intent. âUh yeah, Coke is good.âÂ
He settled down on the seat, awkwardly perched on the edge whilst you curled up in the sport next to him with your feet tucked underneath him. He tried to swallow the ball in the back of his throat, eyes wandering over the room once again before they landed back on you.Â
âYour place is really niceââ
âTell me about hockey.âÂ
Luke blinked. And then blinked one more time before he remembered to speak.
âWhat?â
âTell me about hockey,â you repeated.Â
âYou want to know about hockey?â He questioned, his brows furrowed together and suddenly the panic he felt moments ago was overwhelmed by his confusion.Â
âWell, no, I donât really know anything about it,â you admitted with a shrug. âBut youâre so tense over there like youâre about to enter the Hunger Games or something, I thought talking about something you enjoy would help you relax.âÂ
Something in his chest stirred at your confession. âOh.âÂ
âJust relax,â you said as you lightly pushed him back until he was no longer sat on the edge of the couch. However, Lukeâs body didnât seem to catch the hint, something that was very clear with how tense he still looked sitting next to you. âWe arenât going to do anything tonight,â you assured him, your hand dropping to his forearm to give it a small squeeze.Â
He didnât know if he was relieved or disappointed. âWe arenât?â
You shook your head, a soft but cheeky smile on your lips. âYou need to build up your confidence a little, to really feel comfortable with everything. Thereâs more to sex than just sleeping with someone.â
He blinked. âThere is?â
âYes,â you laughed, but it wasnât directed at him. He didnât feel dumb for asking you questions. âSo just take a breath and relax. Now, hockeyâwhatâs the big deal?âÂ
Luke couldnât help but snort. âThe big deal?â
âYeah, why do you like it?â You asked. âI mean, you love it enough to make it your job.âÂ
Luke smiled and there was something less heavy in his laughâbut hockey always tended to have that power over him. He knew hockey. He lived for hockey. It was as calming as it was exhilarating. It was what his whole world revolved around since the day he was born.Â
âI come from a big hockey family,â Luke told you. âI could skate before I could properly walk, to be honest. Itâs just something thatâs alwaysâŚbeen there. I couldnât imagine my life without it.âÂ
âDo you enjoy it?âÂ
Luke raised his brows in surprise. âNo, I just do it to torture myself.â
âOkay, smart-ass,â you rolled your eyes at the boy, and he tried not to think about how endearing the action was. âI mean, you said itâs been in your life forever. Do you enjoy it or is it just familiar?â
There wasnât even a moment of hesitation before he answered.
âI love it,â he replied honestly, sinking a little further into the couch as he turned his head to look at you. âIt was always there but I also always sought it out, you know? I wanted hockey as much as hockey wanted me.âÂ
âLucky thing you were good enough to go pro, huh?â You remarked, a teasing glint in your words.Â
Lukeâs lips twitched upwards. âYeah, lucky me.â
âSo, do you, like, fight people and shit?âÂ
He snorted, the noise a little surprising but welcomed nonetheless. âYeah, sometimes.âÂ
âDamn, the two hockey videos I watched before you came werenât lying then,â you mused.Â
And, fuck, his chest was doing that funny-tightening thing again.Â
âYou watched some videos before I came?â
âColour me curious,â you answered with a casual shrug of your shoulders.
He swallowed. âDid you like what you saw?âÂ
Your lips pulled upwards into a smirk. âFlirting with me now, Hughes?âÂ
In an instant, Lukeâs cheeks instantly burned a red shade with a mix of embarrassment and self-consciousness washing over him. âIâm sorry about thatââ
âI never said I didnât like it,â you interrupted, watching as his eyes widened a little in surprise. But the colour remained on his cheeks. It was cute, if you were being honest with yourself.
âOh?â
âYouâre not a shy guy, Luke, Iâve seen the way you are on the ice. You just need to bring that confidence off the ice too,â you told him, shuffling a little closer to him until your knee was almost brushing his thigh. âThink of thisâŚwhat we are doingâŚas your training.âÂ
âMy training?âÂ
âMhm,â you nodded as your palm landed on his thigh, right above his knee. He was so painfully aware of your hand, of the way your touch felt like it was burning through the fabric of his sweatpants to touch his skin. âGonna help you go pro.âÂ
His eyes darted down to your hand before it snapped back to your face. âCherryââÂ
âCan I kiss you?âÂ
He blinked. âYouâre asking me?âÂ
âItâs sexy to ask,â you told him, your thumb lightly rubbing a small line just above his knee. You shifted a bit closer, watching the way his eyelids fluttered slightly. âConsent is really, really sexy.âÂ
âReally sexy,â he repeated, eyes locked in on your lips.Â
âCan I kiss you?â You asked again, squeezing his leg a little to emphasise your need for him to verbally answer.Â
âYeah,â he managed to mutter out, a slight crack in his voice but you didnât seem to care as you closed the distance between you.
Your palm was soft and warm against his cheek, guiding his head until you pressed your lips against his. It was a soft kiss, almost sweet in a way. And maybe something about the tenderness of it all washed away the unease in his chest, that lingering anxiety that he had been smothered in since he woke up. It was like the kiss washed away the lingering concerns in his head, the ones that told him this was some twisted dream or malicious ploy.
You just wanted to help, you wanted him relaxed when he was with you.Â
And Luke had half the mind to trust you would do just that after the initial kiss.Â
Your thumb slightly swept along the high of his cheekbone, soft and reassuring as he sunk further into the kiss. He seemed happy to let you take control, to let you decide how fast or passionate it was. He seemed happy to just follow.Â
âBetter than hockey training?â You murmured against his lips between kisses, the light smacking noises a vague echo in his ear but he didnât even have it in him to be embarrassed.
âMhm,â he hummed as he ducked his head back down, eager to press his lips against yours again.Â
âImpatient,â you teased but didnât hesitate to kiss him back. âFeeling confident already, Hughes?âÂ
Luke could feel your smile against his lips. âMaybe.âÂ
âGood,â you stated simply and before he got the chance to realise what you were doing, before his brain had even fully processed you had asked him a question, your leg was thrown over his body and you were straddling his lap.
Luke pulled back a little, looking up at you with his cheeks flushed. âOh.âÂ
âRemember, this is just your training,â you reassured the boy, though it was hard for him to focus on the words coming out of your mouth when your lips were red and kiss-swollen and probably a mirror image of his own. âJust practise, yeah?â
âJust practise,â he confirmed with a nod.Â
âSo practise,â you told him as you reached for his hands where they awkwardly hung at his side. You gripped his wrists, giving them a small squeeze before you rested them on your waist.
He swallowed. âOh.âÂ
You raised your brows. âThis good?âÂ
âMhm,â he nodded.
âLuke,â you prompted until his glossy eyes found yours. âWe can stop any time you want. Just say the word, okay?âÂ
âI donât wanna stop,â he reassured you, his hands giving a testing squeeze on your waist. âNot right now, at least. Promise.âÂ
And when you smiled at him, he could have sworn his heart was about to beat right out of his chest.Â
His chest was thudding with each racing beat, blood roaring in his ears and butterflies exploding in his fucking chest when you leaned down to kiss him again. Itâs like his brain was locked in on you at this very moment, not a care or concept for the world beyond this apartment. It was just about you, you, you.
And then your hands were pushing through his hair, fingers tangled in his curls as you tugged his head back until the column of his neck was exposed to you.Â
Luke was almost embarrassed of the whimpering noise that left his lips when you tugged on his curls, a dull but desirable pain coursing through his whole body before your lips explored his neck. His breathing was heavy, borderline panting as your teeth scraped along the sensitive spot just below his ear. And, fuck, he felt like his whole body was on fire.Â
âHmmm, pretty noises,â you murmured against his neck, wet and sloppy open-mouthed kisses pressed against his skin as his body squirmed beneath you. âYou gonna keep making them for me, baby?â
He nodded.
âYeah?â You nipped his skin lightly, almost teasingly, as his hips bucked up on instinct. âKeep moaning fâme, baby, letâs see what you like.â
His grip on your waist only tightened as you continued to explore his body, as you tried to find the spots that had him whining and panting beneath you. And just when Luke thought he had a hold on himself, when he could handle the way your hands felt in his hair and your lips on his neck, your hips slowly rolled down against his and he could feel a rush of pleasure race down his spine.
âFuck, fuck, fuck,â he choked out between broken moans, head thrown back against the back of the couch and eyes clenched shut. âPlease. More.â
âYou want more?â Your warm breath fanned against his cheek as you lifted your head, hooded eyes watching the way his face scrunched up in pleasure as you continued to rock against him. âKeep making those pretty noises, baby.âÂ
The whimper he let out made his cheeks and neck burn bright red.Â
âLook at you,â you mused, the bulge in his sweatpants pressed against you as you continued to grind down on his lap. âDoing so well for me, telling me what you want.â
And it was too much.Â
The constant stream of praise leaving your lips, the way your face was inches away from himâeven if his eyes were shutâwith your breath hot against his cheek. The way your hips rocked against his hard cock, the way it was straining beneath the boxers he was wearing. The way your fingers gave another experimental tug on his curls and he saw white.Â
His grip on your waist was almost bruising with how tight it was, the way he held onto you as his hips bucked to meet your thrusts, the way your name left his lips on a loop as a hot flush of pleasure washed over his body, as you guided him through it.Â
And once his brain had caught upâonce he was sure his heart wasnât going to jump out of his chestâhe was painfully aware of the sticky mess in his sweatpants.Â
âOh my god,â he muttered, his whole body burning with embarrassment as he looked up at you. âI am so sorryââÂ
âFor what?âÂ
âIââ His eyes fell shut, his body wanting nothing more than to curl in on himself. âIâm sorry, that was embarrassing.âÂ
You frowned. âWhat was? The fact you came?âÂ
His stomach twisted a little.
âLuke,â you murmured, and he could feel your hands cupping his warm cheeks but he didnât have the courage to open his eyes just yet. âIf I didnât want you to come, I wouldnât have been grinding on your dick like that.âÂ
He finally looked at you, but the hot shame remained. âYou didnât evenâŚâÂ
âGet off?â You supplied and he looked sheepish as he nodded. âI can still enjoy something and find it hot without getting off, Hughes.â
His brows furrowed together. âI thought the whole point was that you were teaching me how to make you feel good. For womankind.âÂ
You snorted, grinning down at the boy. âThat doesnât mean you canât get off too.â
Lukeâs lips parted with a silent âohâ.
âIâll grab you some sweatpants to change into,â you told him as you shifted off his lap, looking down at his flushed cheeks and dazed eyes. âYouâre a good student, Hughes.â
He raised his brows. âYeah?âÂ
âYeah,â you grinned back at him, and his chest did that funny thing again. âAnd I wasnât lying. You make pretty noises. I like my boys vocal.âÂ
And Luke was thankful you disappeared down the corridor after that, saving him from even attempting to come up with a response.Â
And he was shocked that once he cleaned up as best he could in your bathroom, you patted the spot next to you on the couch and told him to choose a movie whilst you ordered in some food.Â
It was almost laughable to think about how anxious he had been all day, only to lead up to him sharing a pizza with you with some old Jim Carey comedy playing in the background like you two really were just friends. Like you were just hanging out and enjoying each otherâs company. Like you hadnât just made him come in his pants like he was some wound up teenage boy.Â
It made his head spin, in a good way.Â
And when he was dragging his feet through the front door of his apartment a little after midnight, there was a voice in the back of his head that was telling him this was risky, that he shouldnât have felt so giddy or jovial after he had seen you.Â
You were just training him, helping him. You were just his friend.Â
But, for right now, Luke was happy to ignore the logical voice in the back of his head and instead focus on the fact that maybeâjust fucking maybeâyou were right and this whole virginity thing was far more bigged up in his head than he realised.Â
You were his friend. And he knew you were just his friend.Â
Who cares if his body took a little longer to remember than his brain did?
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[2.6k] it's hard to remember you are good enough when everyone and everything in the world seems hellbent on convincing you otherwise. or, at least, the voice in your head is.
tw: description of panic attacks and symptoms
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Luke Hughes thought he was ready for this.
He had spent the better part of his life preparing for this moment, letting it lead up to this moment. From the day he was born, it was like a prophecy that he would inevitably fulfil, just like his brothers. From the moment he put on those skates and took his first step onto the ice, it was like planets aligned and stars shone down on him and the universe decided that Luke Hughes would make it to the NHL.Â
It was everything he wanted in life, it was everything he trained for in his life.Â
And he watched his older brothers do the same.Â
He had spent his childhood listening to his parents tell him all about the bigger leagues. He trained and trained and pushed his way through the junior leagues. He went as far as doing his stint in college hockey, in following Quinnâs footsteps in hopes of being just like him.Â
He watched Quinn be drafted. He watched Jack be drafted. He watched his own name be called out.Â
He even got a fucking taste of it all in the playoffs, that small insight into what would be the rest of his life before he officially started his rookie year. It was overwhelming but it was everything he ever wanted. He had trained for this. He was prepared for this. He was made for the NHL.Â
He thought he was ready for this but he really fucking wasnât.Â
The bitter sting of a loss was a familiar but unwelcome feeling, one that washed over him and suffocated him as he stood on the ice. He liked to torture himself a little, to tilt his head back and look at the losing score on the big screens whilst the echoes of the fans around them hit his ears. He liked to make himself feel the sting so he wouldnât forget it, so it would push him to do harder, to play better.
But these days, it seemed like nothing was enough.Â
It was humiliating, some of the games they were losing. No one on the team was going to outrightly say it, but Luke could see it on their faces. He could see it in the way Nicoâs face shut down like he didnât want them to see their captain down. He could see it in the way Jack gripped his stick a little tighter, like he was reissting the urge to hit it against something to vent his frustrations out. He could see it in the way Jesperâs shoulders sagged as he skated towards the tunnel, or the way Daws kept his head down so nobody would see the look on his face.Â
He saw it on all of their faces, and some horrible, bitter voice in the back of his head told him it was all of his fault.Â
Logically, Luke knew that was impossible. Hockey was a team sport and one bad player didnât make the whole team bad. But it didnât help him from feeling like he was dragging them down, stopping them from being the same team that made it to round two of the playoffs last year.Â
Luke couldnât help but feel that maybe he wasnât made for the big leagues, that he didnât belong.Â
That he didnât deserve his spot.
His body felt heavy as he followed the team and skated towards the tunnel. Every move felt slow, lethargic, weighted. Everything felt like it was too much, and yet his mind never stopped moving.Â
It was like watching a tragic movie on loop in his head.Â
Each fumbled pass replayed in his mind. Each missed shot. Each stumble on the ice. Each bad call. Each intercepted passes. All of it. The shitty plays and shittier calls. Not even from the game they just played, but the string of losses they had been pushing through. They all played in his head over and over again until that voice was screaming at him.Â
It was his fault they were losing.Â
It was his fault they werenât scoring the points they were capable of.Â
It was his fault he wasnât good enough.Â
It was his fault because they thought he would be as good as Quinn and Jack, and he fucking wasnât.Â
It was all his fault.
It was all his fault. It was all his fault. It was all his fault. It was all his fault. It was all his fault. It was all his fault. It was all his fault. It was all his fault. It was all his fault. It was all his fault. It was all his fault. It was all hisâ
And the voice just didnât stop.Â
It didnât stop screaming at him as he stepped off the ice, his body wanting nothing more than to stop fighting gravity and just give in. It didnât stop screaming as he joined the line towards the locker room, every other sound muffled to him. It didnât stop as he shuffled towards his stall, collapsing onto the bench like his body couldnât handle his weight anywhere.Â
It just didnât fucking stop.Â
His brain was so loud and noisy and deafening, he couldnât focus on anything else. He couldnât focus on whatever post-game speech Nico was inevitably giving the boys. He couldnât focus on whichever players got pulled for media. He couldnât focus on the way everyone was meticulously packing up their equipment, discussing what their plans were for the night since they didnât have practice until the afternoon tomorrow.Â
He couldnât focus on anything but that screaming voice.Â
And truthfully, Luke didnât know how long had passed since the horn blared at the end of the game. He didnât know when everyone else started leaving the locker room. He didnât know when his hands started shaking and his vision started to well up with tears. He didnât know when it became so fucking hard to breathe.
âLuke?âÂ
The voice was muffled and he should have tilted his head back, he should have looked up to see who was calling out to him. But his head felt heavy and his blurry vision was making it seem like he had more fingers than he should and it was just all too fucking much.
âHey, Luke. Buddy? You good?âÂ
And then there was another voice.Â
They both sounded concerned. They sounded close. They sounded like they cared.Â
But Luke couldnât handle it. He couldnât lift his head and see looks on their faces because he know, without a fucking doubt, who those two voices were. He knew it was Nico and Jack. He knew it was his captain and his brother. And in complete honesty, they were the last people Luke wanted to see.Â
He didnât want to see the look of pity on Nicoâs face. He didnât want to see his captain look at him like he was some wounded animal that probably wouldnât make it. He didnât want to see that disappointment like he expected more from a Hughes brother, like he expected more from Luke. He didnât want to see Nico stare at him like he was a freak for being upset when it was his fault they lost the game.
He didnât want to look at Jack. He didnât want to see the mix of emotions on his face. It had always been a dream of theirsâall three of themâthat they would play in the NHL together, and it fucking happened for them. He didnât want to see the regret on his brotherâs face. He didnât want to see the disappointment in what heâs turned Jackâs team into. He didnât want to see the anger on his brotherâs face that he had fucked up their chances of playoffs again. He couldnât fucking handle seeing his brother look at him with distaste, for not being good enough.Â
Nico and Jack were the last fucking people Luke wanted seeing him like this.Â
He didnât want his captain or any of his teammates right now. He didnât want Jack or Quinn or either of his parents.Â
He didnât want anyone.Â
His chest felt tight, his body felt cold, his hands wouldnât stop fucking shaking and the gear felt like it was weighing him down even more to the point he swore he could have melted into the ground. He didnât fucking want them around him, he didnât want them to see him like this. He just wantedâ
âLuke?âÂ
This voice was softer and quieter. It was like a hum, familiar and warm andâ
Fuck, it was just what he fucking wanted, needed.
His movements felt slow and shaky but he managed to lift his head, his bottom lip wobbling like he wasnât sure if he wanted to scream or cry. But somewhere in the well of tears, in the blur of colours and blobs, he saw you.
âBaby,â you whispered, soft and heartbroken and he honestly thought that was worse than any pity or anger he could have received. He didnât like seeing you sad, and he hated it even more when he was the reason behind it.
But when he opened his mouth, no words came out. Just a garbled noise, a choked out sound that had his lungs heaving for the air they so desperately needed.Â
âHey, shhhh,â you murmured, and suddenly your hands were on his face. He could feel you wipe away the tears streaming down his face, soft brushes of your thumb against the irritated skin of his cheeks. He could feel you shift closer until you were kneeling between his legs, until you were as close as you could be whilst still keeping your eyes on his face. âJust breathe.â
Luke shook his head, something like frustration bubbling inside him.Â
âYes, you can. I know you can,â you continued, your voice firm but reassuring. One of your hands dropped from his face and he almost cried a little harder, cried for you to keep touching him. But then he felt your fingers wrap around his wrist, felt you guide one of his shaking hands until it rested on the centre of your chest. âJust copy me, okay?âÂ
Luke blinked at you.
âJust gotta copy what I do, baby,â you told him, giving his wrist a soft squeeze like you were telling him you knew he could do it. âJust breathe with me. Deep breaths. We will go slow, okay? Just follow what I do.âÂ
So, he did.Â
He wasnât sure how long had passed. He wasnât sure where everyone else was. He didnât know if the team had already left, if Jack had already left. He didnât know if there were any fans left in the building or if the rest of the team had started making their way home too.Â
He didnât know anything except you.Â
It took a while to ease the band around his chest enough to let air into his lungs. His breaths were shaky and shallow, his body still felt buzzed and on alert like it was preparing him to run at any given moment. But with each passing breath, each little exercise, his heart slowed down from his thundering pace and his blood wasnât roaring in his ears anymore.Â
And somewhere along the line, the rest of his tears were blinked away until he could finally see you again.
âThereâs my pretty boy,â you murmured with a soft smile on your lips, one hand remaining on his cheek whilst the other was pressed over his on your chest. âYouâre doing so well, baby, just like that. Keep breathing.â
And Luke continued to breathe, continued to copy the way your chest moved with each breath until his brain started to remember he could do this himself. And it was only then he spoke.Â
âIâm sorry,â he blurted out, his voice a little rough and croaky like he hadnât spoken for years. Like his throat wasnât used to it. âI am so sorryââ
But before the hyperventilating could take over his body again, you were squeezing his hand to catch his attention. âHey, no,â you frowned at him, an emotion he couldnât quite read passing over your face. âDonât do that. Donât apologise. You didnât do anything wrong, Luke.âÂ
âBut Iââ He let out a shaky breath, feeling a ball form in the back of his throat like it was stopping the words he wanted to say. âThe gameââ
âWas unfortunate,â you finished for him. âBut it happens, Luke. And it wasnât your fault.âÂ
He shook his head like he disagreed.Â
âLuke,â you started.
But the boy looked away. He couldnât do it. He couldnât see the expression on your face when he pointed it out. He knew you had probably seen it all online anyways, he knew you knew what they said about him. But he didnât want to see the moment it clicked for you.
He didnât want to see the moment you realise he wasnât good enough, for the league or for you.
âLuke,â you said in a firmer voice, a little more serious and it finally scared him into lifting his head again. âNone of this is your fault. Hockey is a team sport. You win as a team and you lose as a team. This isnât on youââ
Luke let out a choked noise. âPeople sayââ
âPeople will say a lot of things but that doesnât mean itâs true,â you said to him, the hand on his cheek becoming a comfort he leaned into. âLuke, baby, itâs your rookie year. You are going to make rookie mistakes. It happens to everyone. It happened to Jack.âÂ
âI know.â He could feel his throat closing up. âItâs justâŚmaybe it was a mistakeââ
You frowned. âWhat was?â
âThis,â Luke said as he gestured to the locker room around him. âMe. Hockey. I donât know.â
Your frown deepened. âLukeââ
âMaybe I just wasnât cut out for the big leagues like Jack and Quinn were,â he continued as he swallowed harshly, the truth raw and bitter and suffocating.Â
âLuke,â you said once again and this time both of your hands were cupping his cheeks. âDonât start bullshitting me now.â
His eyes widened a little. âBabyââ
âNo, Luke, listen to me,â you said, squishing his cheeks a little to emphasise your point. Your stare was strong but full of sincerity, and it made his chest tight for a different reason. âYou arenât here because of Jack and Quinn. You are here because you are good enough. Because they saw your skills. Because they think you are skilled enough to be a fourth overall draft pick. Are you hearing yourself right now? You are made for this. And yeah, a couple of losses are gonna knock anybodyâs confidence. But you are at the start of your career, Luke. You have so much ahead of you.âÂ
He blinked away the tears that were starting to form again.
âYou are more than these last few games, Luke. And you are more than enough to be in the NHL.â Your voice was softer, quieter too. âYou are going to get past this rough patch. And Iâm going to be by your side and so is the whole team. This isnât the end of the world, this is just the start.âÂ
âI love you,â he blurted out because he didnât know what else to say. His body was still shaking with the after effects of his panic attack and his body still felt heavy, but it was hard to focus on the bitter voice in the back of his head when he was so full of love and admiration for you. âLike, so much.âÂ
You smiled at him and he could have sworn his heart fluttered.
âI love you too,â you told him, leaning forward to press a sweet but chaste kiss to his lips. âNow, câmon, letâs get you changed and then we can head back home. I told Jack to order us burrito wraps.â
He swallowed back the urge to say âI love youâ again.Â
âYouâre amazing, Luke Hughes, and Iâll be damned if you ever forget it.â
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Who would be the best nhl boyfriend
i 100% believe that nico hischier would be the best nhl boyfriend
âł NICO HISCHIER POSTGAME | 2024 STADIUM SERIES | 2.17.24
OFF LIMITS
nico hischier x hughes sister!reader
Itâs not the first time theyâve run into you on a night out, and Nicoâs pretty sure it wonât be the last. You live in New York, close enough that your paths overlap quite often. It is, however, the first time heâs seen you this drunk. On top of that, itâs the first time Nicoâs run into you without your brothers with him.
Jack may be younger than you, but what he lacks in age he makes up for in overprotectiveness. When they run into you at a bar, Nico rarely gets a chance to even say a word to you before Jack is questioning how much youâve had to drink or why youâre even out in the first place.
But Jack is in Toronto, for the All Stars game, and Lukeâs still too young to be out at a bar and is also out of town, and youâre there, standing under a neon sign, leaning up against the wall. You look hazy. Out of it. Thereâs a guy standing nearly over you, arm next to your head on the wall. Nicoâs stomach twists.
âIsnât that Hughesâ sister?â Someone asks.
Nico nods, juts his chin at the scene unfolding. âDoes she look uncomfortable to you?â
His teammate lets out a snort. âWas wondering the same thing.â
Nico keeps a watchful eye on the situation for just a moment. He doesnât want to overstep, but something feels off. When you put your hand on the guyâs shoulder and try to push him away, and he stays put, caging you in farther, the switch flips. Heâs gone from concerned friend to overprotective captain within a second. He passes his beer off to someone and makes his way across the bar in a few short steps.
âHey man. Back off.â He snaps.
The guy turns with a glare. Nico stands his ground. Your eyes meet his, and he watches relief wash over your face. He knows then that heâs made the right choice.
âI saw her first,â the guy sneers.
Nico really didnât want to get in a fight tonight. He was supposed to have a chill night out with the guys, maybe talk to a couple girls, get his mind off of⌠things. But now heâs here.
âNico,â you say, softly, and he watches the guyâs face drop as he realizes you know Nico.
âHi,â he says, kindly and quietly to you. He juts his chin at the guy and shoves his shoulder firmly. âGet lost.â
The man melts away into the crowd. Nico watches him go. Then he turns back to you, to where youâre leaning against the wall, doe eyed and drunk as hell as you stare up at him. His breath gets caught in his throat for just a moment- if your brothers knew the things he thought about when you looked at him like that, theyâd have his head. Jack and Luke are a bit oblivious, he thinks. Heâs lucky heâs not around you and Quinn at the same time very often. There was that game last year, in Vancouver- you in your Devils jersey, elbowing him lightly, and Quinnâs glare trained on him, one raised brow, like he was just waiting for Nico to take a wrong step.
âMy hero,â you say, reaching out to tug on his wrist.
Your words are extremely slurred, and when he gets a closer look he realizes youâre probably close to blacking out. The light is gone from your eyes. He winces.
âOkay, schatz,â he says. He ruffles your hair just to get you to stop staring up at him through your eyelashes, afraid of the way it makes his heart jump. âCan I call someone to come get you?â
You shrug. âWhereâs Jacky? Or Lukey?â
Nico groans. âToronto, and who knows. Not here, though.â
You purse your lips. âRight.â You dig in your pocket for your phone, find it, and Nico watches you try and turn the screen on with no luck- itâs dead. âHuh. Thatâs not good.â
And⌠Nico could call one of your brothers. Could ask for some sort of phone number- a roommate or a friend or anyone. But as you stare up at him, you lean away from the wall and fall into his chest, and he knows he needs to act quickly. Preferably before you pass out at the bar.
âŚ..
You donât remember the walk out of the bar, or the car ride, or the elevator up to the apartment that youâre sure you mustâve taken. Your world zaps back into focus on the entryway of Nicoâs apartment. Youâve been here twice- both for parties. Itâs different when itâs not full of people. Feels more like Nico.
You toe your shoes off in the doorway. Nico swipes them to the side with his foot and then reaches out to catch you when you stumble. You lean into his shoulder and laugh- he smells good, like honey and whiskey. You want to breathe him in. He laughs, too- you can tell by the way his broad shoulders shake.
He leads you out of the entryway and into the kitchen. He grabs you by your hips to maneuver you, and you nearly squeal at the feeling of his fingers splayed against your body. Instead, when he moves you to lean against the counter, you sigh. You brace yourself, elbows on the granite, and stare up at him as he moves through the room.
âStop staring at me like that,â he says in a warning tone.
âLike what?â You ask, innocently.
If heâd look at you, youâd bat your eyelashes at him. But heâs not looking, and youâre not going to waste your energy. He has his head in the fridge, an empty glass in his hand. He returns with a pitcher of water and pours it into the glass before sliding it over to you.
He never clarifies what he means by staring like that. You want to circle back to it, but youâre getting really tired, and the water is cool and refreshing. You laugh when you spill a little bit, the water running down your chin and neck. Nico just groans and rolls his eyes.
âYouâre drunk,â he states, like you both didnât already know it.
You nod. âI had a lotta tequila.â
He gives you a look of exasperation mixed with affection. âTrying to forget?â
You shrug. âSomething like that.â
Once youâve finished the glass, he starts maneuvering you again, hands on your shoulders this time as he walks you down the hallway. You wonder what it would be like to have him do this all the time- maybe when youâre not drunk. Does he manhandle his girlfriends, his dates, like this? Maybe manhandle isnât the right word. You donât feel handled, you feel⌠taken care of. Like heâs making sure youâre exactly where you should be. Itâs sweet. It makes you shiver just a little bit.
He mistakes the movement for a chill, and he rubs his hands up and down your shoulders. You sigh. The two of you step into the bathroom, and he digs through the drawer until he finds a new toothbrush and toothpaste, and he hands them both to you.
You stumble your way towards the bedroom five minutes later, his hands on your hips again. He pushes open the door to his bedroom and leads you to the bed, having you sit down on the edge while he heads for the dresser. You look around. Youâve been to his place, but never here. Itâs⌠calm. Quiet. The sheets and duvet beneath you are soft, and the lmao next to the bed casts a warm glow over everything. He has trophies taking up space on his desk. The bed is unmade, blankets rumpled and messy.
âAlways wondered what your room looked like,â you say.
His shoulders tense, though he shakes it out a few moments after. âYeah?â
You nod, forgetting he isnât looking at you, and then supplement with words. âCan learn a lot about a person from their bedroom.â
He laughs and looks over his shoulder at you. âWhat have you learned, then?â
You shrug and cast your eyes to the calling. He goes back to rifling through the drawers. You flop backwards onto the end, laughing lightly at the way it bounces beneath you.
Something lands on your stomach- a large t-shirt and a pair of shorts. You pick them up and hold them above your head.
âGet changed,â he says. When you lean up to look at him, the whole room spins. He sighs, like he can tell. âIâll be back in a second, okay?â
âŚ..
Nico nearly panics five minutes later, because he knocks on the door to ask if youâre decent and you donât answer. Heâs torn between worry about seeing something he shouldnât, and worry about you dying- one of them trumps the other, so he shoves his way into the room frantically.
Youâre laid out on the bed, swallowed up by his t-shirt, the drawstring of the shorts pulled tight around your waist. Your lips are just barely parted, soft sighs escaping with each rise and fall of your chest. Youâre asleep. He could leave you, but right now youâre asleep on your back, and very drunk, and heâs worried youâre going to throw up and- they warned him about that, years ago, when he first started going to parties. Friends donât let friends sleep on their backs.
He crawls up onto the bed and tucks you into the blankets. Then he rolls you onto your side, and sighs when you immediately try to roll back onto your back. He repeats the process, and this time you groan loudly in response. Without really thinking about it, he sits down on the bed behind you and props his leg against your back. That seems to keep you in place- you lean into the warmth but you donât try to roll over again.
So. Thatâs great, except, now heâs stuck. Realistically, he was going to stay anyways. If he was the last person to see you and something awful happened, heâd never forgive himself, and neither would your brothers. So itâs fine, really, that youâre leaning against him, but⌠youâre warm, and breathing softly, and your hair is strewn all over the pillowcase, and god, he hates the way it all makes him blush.
He canât do anything about it, especially not now, with the state youâre in. So he just sits and watches you sleep, the way heâs sort of always dreamed about.
Hours later, Nicoâs woken from a half asleep state by a loud noise- itâs his cell phone, ringing on the nightstand. He scrambles to pick up, blinking blearily at the screen. 4:53 am, and Jack is calling him. He wouldnât normally answer, but itâs Jack, and by now heâs probably heard about you, so he swipes to take the call.
âItâs not even 5am, Jack,â he says softly.
âHischier.â A voice returns- itâs not Jack.
âQuinn.â He replies, carefully.
He keeps his voice low. His gaze flickers down to you. Youâre asleep -on your side, thank god- one arm still wrapped around his leg. He swallows tightly and carefully brushes a stray piece of hair from your face. You donât stir.
âItâs not even 5am,â he repeats.
Quinn scoffs. âI know. Woke up to go do some early morning training, and imagine my surprise when I see about ten texts from various people telling me you took my baby sister home with you last night.â
Right. Everybody knows everybody in the NHL. Nico rolls his eyes. Youâre older than both Jack and Luke- youâre not a baby. He refrains from saying that, though- knowing itâll only upset Quinn more. He may sound relatively calm now, but Nico can sense the undercurrent of tension.
âItâs not like that,â Nico says.
âRight. And youâre just whispering for the fun of it, then? Not because youâre afraid to wake her?â
He pinches the bridge of his nose. âShe was wasted. I brought her back here to keep an eye on her. Did they tell you about how I nearly punched a guy to get him to leave her alone?â
He hears Quinn falter whatever he was going to say next. Then he speaks up again. âDoesnât explain why youâre close enough to her right now that youâd need to be whispering.â
âI was worried she was going to choke on her own vomit,â Nico says curtly. âSo I stayed up most of the night making sure she stayed on her side.â
âRight, sure, by what- curling up with her?â Quinn sneers.
Nico slumps down against the headboard. âJesus, Hughes. You trusted me to take care of your brothers. You said that yourself. You canât trust me with this?â
âItâs a bit different and we both know it,â Quinn says.
Nico figures thatâs fair. If it was his sister⌠he understands. He just wishes Quinn would give him the benefit of the doubt.
âLook, man. Nothing happened. I swear to you, I wouldnât ever do anything to harm her, alright? We ran into her at a bar, she was wasted and by herself and trying to push some guy away and he wasnât letting up. So I put a stop to it, and we couldnât call any of her friends because her phone was dead. And not sure if youâve noticed, but your brothers are out of town. I didnât want to leave her alone.â
He hears Quinn sigh. âYou just happened to be there to save the day?â
Nico groans, this time a bit too loudly. You shift next to him, and suddenly youâre awake, blinking up at him with soft eyes. His heart catches in his chest. You wrinkle your nose, likely in confusion at the sight of him on the phone at 5am. He mouths your brotherâs name, and your confusion only grows. You gesture for the phone.
âQuinn,â you say, sleepily. âItâs 5am. Why the fuck are you calling?â
Nico canât hear what your brother is saying anymore- a welcome reprieve, really. You roll your eyes and he holds back a laugh. When he meets your gaze, youâre fighting a laugh, too, he thinks.
âSo you called because you were checking on me, right?â You ask, blinking up at Nico. âNot to harass my friend, right? Because that would be a rude thing to do at 5am, you know.â
Youâre quiet for a few more moments. Then you yawn and roll your eyes again. âOkay. Well. Iâm fine. Iâm going back to bed. Goodnight.â
You hang up on him. Nicoâs torn between laughter and panic, wondering if Quinnâs going to call again. The phone stays silent in your hand, though. He takes it from you, sets it down on the nightstand carefully. Your arm wraps back around his leg, and he tries not to let it make him sigh in relief.
âSorry about him,â you say, quietly. âHeâs like a guard dog. But one of those little yappy ones.â
Nico laughs. âAnkle biter.â
You nod and laugh, too. âWhyâd you even answer?â
Nico drags a hand down his face. âHe called from Jackâs phone.â
âSneaky little bitch,â you scoff.
He shrugs. âTo be fair, I probably shouldâve at least let someone know where you were. If Iâd woken up to a message about my sister like the one Quinn probably gotâŚâ he scrubs at the hair on his jaw. âNot sure Iâd have reacted differently.â
You huff- your warm breath washes over his leg. âYou hockey players are a bunch of gossips, you know that?â
He grumbles at that, not even giving it a real response. He slumps down further against the headboard, eyes feeling heavy, head feeling even heavier. You pat your hand against his knee and sigh.
âYou should lay down,â you mumble.
He sighs. âYeah. If youâre feeling okay I can go to the couch. Didnât want to leave you alone, I was scared youâd throw up.â
You stare up at him. He stares right back. Pretty eyes. God, your brothers would kill him.
âNo, like, just- lay down,â you tell him, patting the bed next to you. âItâs your bed.â
His heart does a somersault. His stomach follows suit. He shouldnât. Jack will punch him, Luke will deliver the final blow, and then Quinn will fly down from Canada to stomp on his grave. But heâs exhausted, and the bed is comfy, and you⌠youâre there, like heâs always dreamed. He wonât touch you. Heâll just lay down right next to you, barely under the blankets, plenty of space between the two of you in his big bed. Itâll be fine.
âŚ..
You wake up hours later with a raging headache and your head against Nicoâs chest. You nearly panic until you remember who he is. Then you worry heâll think itâs weird, having you pressed against him like this, but you realize his arm is wrapped tightly around your waist. Heâs strong. You know that, but itâs different to feel it for yourself, the way the thick muscle presses against your back. His cheeks is resting on top of your head, too, and heâs just barely snoring, soft sounds through his lips.
Youâd stay right there forever if your head didnât hurt so bad.
When you try to wiggle free, he holds on tighter, groaning softly. You try to pry his arm off your waist and he grunts this time. When he finally wakes up enough to be somewhat coherent, he doesnât let go.
âWhatimesit?â He asks groggily, lips brushing against your forehead.
âDunno,â you admit. âHead hurts. Sâthere ibuprofen in your cupboard?â
He groans softly and then peels his arm away. Before you can make a move, he rolls out of bed and stumbles towards the bathroom. You watch him go and try to pretend you donât shiver at the roll of his back muscles beneath his t-shirt. He comes back with a glass of water and pills in his hands.
You fight a laugh at the sight of him, sleep rumpled and groggy, brows furrowed tightly. You push yourself up to sit up, leaning on your left hand and rubbing your eyes sleepily with your right. He hands over the water and the pills. You take them eagerly.
You blink up at him after you down the whole glass and cock your head. âDid I dream that Quinn called?â
Nico snorts and sits down on the edge of the bed. âNope. That was real life.â
You roll your eyes. âOverprotective asshole.â
Nico laughs at that, eyes slipping closed. âLike I said. If I were him, Iâd have had the same reaction.â
You let yourself fall back down to the bed. âRight, like youâd everâŚâ you cut yourself off with a laugh. âI mean, he and Jack and Luke are always so worried about teammates being into me or something. Itâs ridiculous.â
Nico laughs, but it sounds hollow. You lay on the bed and stare at the ceiling. Youâre already planning how youâre going to chew Quinn out for this one.
âI donât blame him,â Nico says, quieter this time. âJust wish he wouldnât have called so early.â
You close your eyes. âHeâs annoying. Whyâs he worried? Like⌠none of you guys have ever shown any interest in me, so. â
Your lack of dating hockey players is not for lack of trying. Thereâd been Quinnâs teammates in college, and Jackâs from the club teams, too. Youâve had crushes that youâve eventually let fizzle out after getting nothing in return. Nicoâs the only crush thatâs stuck around this long. Because despite the fact that you can barely even call him your friend, sometimes he pulls shit like this- taking you back to his place and staying up late to take care of you, fielding phone calls from your protective older brother. Nicoâs a giant human teddy bear. You think at this point itâs gone beyond a crush.
âWhy dâyou think that is?â Nico asks, breaking you from your train of thought.
âWhy do I think what is?â You reply.
You swear you feel his hand brush against your wrist.
âThat none of us ever show any interest?â He says.
Heâs quiet. Quieter, at least. More tentative. Softer. You pry one eye open and look up at him, and you swear heâs blushing. Hm.
âBecauseâŚyouâre not- nobodyâs interested?â You say, softer than even him.
He tilts his head. Your mouth feels dry.
âYou remember the first Devils game you came to?â He asks. You nod, and he continues. âBefore the game, in the locker room, Jack mentioned his sister was going to be there, and, well, you know how hockey players are. Couple people made comments about wanting to meet you, asked if youâd be at the afterparty. Jack made it pretty clear you were off limits. And, you know. Guys do that shit all the time, get overprotective over their sisters, and itâs never been, you know, an issue. Half the time I donât even meet the guysâ family, you know?â
He trails off and scrubs his hand through his hair. You watch him closely.
âBut that night, after the game, I was leaving and I saw⌠this girl. This beautiful girl. And she was wearing a Hughes jersey, and I wasâŚâ he laughs and closes his eyes. âI was coming up with all these stupid pick up lines, about how I was better than him, and I was walking towards her, and I swear I looked away for a second and then Jack was there. Hugging you, and glaring at me over your shoulder. I got the message.â
You reach up and pinch the bridge of your nose. âI hate my brothers.â
Nico laughs. âIn Lukeâs defenseâŚâ
âDonât defend any of them, Lukeâs the worst of them, heâs just quiet about it,â you scoff. âHe chased my college boyfriend out of my dorm with a hockey stick.â
Nico laughs. You laugh, too, but you shake your head. He nudges his knee against yours. When his thumb brushes against your wrist this time, you open your eyes. That blush is there, soft and rosy on his cheeks.
âSo you get it, then,â he says, head tilted as he blinks down at you. His hair is falling over his forehead messily. âWhy Iâve never made a move.â
Youâre so busy trying to process all the information of the day that you almost miss it. Why Iâve never made a move. It couldâve been a fleeting moment, just a quick crush when he saw you the first time, but something about this tells you itâs not. He presses his thumb to your pulse point on your wrist, and the warmth of his hand on your skin makes you shiver slightly. You stare up at him and chew on your lower lip.
âI think you should ask me about my limits,â you say, quietly. âTheyâre a lot different than my brothersâ, you know.â
The grin on Nicoâs face grows wider. âSâthat so?â
You nod eagerly. He lets out a low, slow breath, like heâs bracing for impact. Something in your chest aches. He plants a hand next to your head and leans towards you, and your heart leaps in your throat.
âWhatâre your limits on kissing hockey players?â He asks. His other hand comes up and cups the side of your face. He brushes his thumb against your Cupidâs bow. âYâknow. If the opportunity were to come up.â
You shrug. âWould depend on the player, I suppose.â
He nods in understanding, pursing his lips. âHow about⌠hm. 6â1â, brown hair, brown eyes. Team captain. Nice guy, I guess. Would definitely make sure you got home safe from the bar.â
You reach up and draw a hesitant line on his jaw with your fingertip. âTeam captain, huh? I do like a man in charge.â
He nods. You nod back. For a moment, the two of you sit in limbo.
In the end, youâre the one to wrap your arms around his neck and pull yourself up to kiss him. When you do, though, he responds eagerly. He cages you in with both arms, and as you melt for him, he does the same for you. Itâs a sweet kiss, one full of hope and excitement. Youâre surrounded by him, by his arms and his touch and the smell of him on the sheets. Youâve never been more happy you ran into him at a bar than in that very moment.
âŚ..
Youâre back in that same bar from weeks ago, standing under the very same neon light. Except this time, thereâs no guy hovering over you, and this time, you and Nico both know the other is going to be there. Heâs at the bar, pretending heâs just noticed you, smiling and waving as he orders. You shake your empty cup at him, and he nods.
He wanders over a few minutes later, drinks in hand. He leans against the wall next to you and hands you the cup. The neon light glows bright on his dark hair. You sip your drink and smile up at him. Politely. Friendly. Nothing more. Heâs a polite, friendly distance away. Thereâs space between the two of you.
âIf weâre gonna make this believable, youâre going to have to come say hello to the rest of the team,â he says.
You nod. âIn a minute.â
Across the bar, one of his teammates is yelling about a game on the screen. For now, you want just a minute with Nico. A moment for just the two of you. One where heâs not your brothersâ team captain, but your boyfriend instead.
The word feels new in your brain, would feel even newer on your lips if you said it. So far, youâve only tried it out a couple times- when he asked the question, and then after that in the bathroom mirror, a wide grin on your face. You havenât told anyone else. Nicoâs worried about Jack and Lukeâs reactions, and the seasonâs almost done- he wants to wait to tell them afterwards, when the results of a game wonât rest so heavily on how they take the news. Itâs been a lot of staying in dates, movie nights at home on his couch, which both of you are partial to anyways. And lots of this, too- seemingly chance meetings at local bars, quick texts from him telling you where heâs headed with his friends and you showing up, purely coincidental to anyone other than him.
Eventually, you follow him through the crowd of people to a secluded corner full of hockey players. You spot your brothers, blissfully unaware, nursing matching beers. Just before everyone catches sight of the two of you, Nico sneaks a hand back and squeezes yours. You smile brightly.
âLook who I found!â Nico calls out.
He moves his grip on your hand to your wrist, raises your arm like youâve won a fight. You laugh and shake your arm free of his hold. Youâre met with cheers from the team, loudest of all from your brothers. You can wait to tell them. For now, the way he smiles at you is more than enough.
âŚ..
âShould we just tell them we know theyâre⌠a thing?â Luke asks.
Jack shakes his head, watching you and Nico. âNah. Let âem sweat. Sheâll slip up eventually, or heâll start to freak out.â He sees Nico reach to grab your hip, then pull back at the last second like heâs been burned. A mix of disgust and amusement passes through him- youâre his sister, after all. âJesus, dunno why they think theyâre fooling anyone.â
Jackâs known since the day he got back and saw you at lunch. Youâd been overly happy but basically refused to talk about your impromptu stay at Nicoâs. Then, heâd seen Nico at practice, and heâd been much the same. By the time the team had gone out to a bar and you mysteriously happened to show up, heâd had his suspicions and had relayed them to Luke. Theyâd watched you and Nico leave the bar together one night when you thought nobody was looking.
Luke laughs. âOkay, but, when do we tell Quinn?â
Jack turns to him with wide eyes. âWe donât! Dâyou want our captain to die?â
Luke directs his gaze back towards you and the aforementioned captain. Jack follows suit and tries not to roll his eyes. The two of you arenât touching, but the smiles on your faces say it all.
âI mean,â Luke starts quietly. âTheyâre kind of cute. And we want them to be happy, right?â
âDonât even start,â Jack says firmly.
Heâll let it go for now, in the interest of finishing out the season on a good note. But after that, all bets are off. Definitely. Probably. Jackâs the one who set the rules, who declared you off limits, and heâll stick to his word.
No matter how much the two of you together are starting to grow on him.
if youâve made it this far, thanks for reading! i hope youâve enjoyed
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