LIFE BACK YET AGAIN , to deliver next bite of agony 'pon him : disguised as her. she , who had the power to change everything , she , who has survived through life's cruel play that stops for no one. she was strong. that was , without a doubt , his daughter. source of pain felt within heart , a pain that came in abundance && without any warning , that was the face of reality every day , daily reminder of failure he has become , nothing but an object that occupies space for more significant individuals. no excuse FORGED from brain or heart could justify the mistakes that he has committed ; no ounce of him could ever find it within heart to even speak the words that sought apology , for he knew that that forgiveness was not for his ears. not for his ears , not for him , HE'S NOT WORTHY. the consensus that had been agreed upon within deepest layers of fractured mind , yet changed with meager words that meant the world to him. ( HE NEVER INTENDED TO HURT HER. ) mundane as it may be , as poor as apology may be : truth veiled his words , her sweet hand enhancing it , gave it meaning.
❛ val ... i ———— ❜ cuts himself off, takes deep breath , shaking head adamantly , as if war against two sides of the mind were influencing decision of spoken words. she doesn't want those words , does she ? no matter how much it pained to confront fate's truth , it was no more but an INEVITABILITY ; disaster , keeps creeping up 'till both hearts are snatched , moment of sweetness replaced by anger && fueled by hatred. ( you're afraid. ) gaze averts briefly , nod of affirmation given : hates this vulnerability being shown , he's robert small , god damn it ! looks straight at her , warm resolution made without hesitation in words. ❛ i want to be a better father , so i'm gonna try ... to make sure that i can do better , to AMELIORATE those damn mistakes i made. is that — alright ? ❜
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