Still lost

Will I ever get out of this labyrinth?

[historiara]

I was fucking traumatized because of the uv driver tapos ang sasabihin mo lang sakin “Okay lang yan, tapos na” POTANGINA

[historiara]

Birthday blues starts now

[historiara]

Yellow

[historiara]

Iba’t ibang kulay dapit-hapon

[historiara]

I feel numb

[historiara]

Not now but soon

[historiara]

I stopped praying for you kai at masasabi ko na din di na kita gusto and I thank God for that

[eatmysweat-deactivated20221001]

[historiara]

Teh wag ka mahuhurt sa sasabihin ko. Hahahahahahaha pota hurt na hurt ako animal

[historiara]

Sisikapin ko na hindi matulad yung magiging pamilya ko samin ang hirap ng watak watak ang hirap ng puro may galit ang hirap mabuhay sa pamilyang ganito

[historiara]

Kai sobra kang paasa kala ko ba di mo sya gusto tinanong pa kita ng personal bakit ngayon ganyan ka sa kanya bakit mo pa kasi sinabi yun na akala mo ako yung katabi mo matulog kaya mo yun ginawa sa kanya kasi akala mo ako yun. Bakit?

[rig0]

i realized that i'm not anyone's best friend. i'm just a background, an extra in a film, a noise that no one's willing to listen to and an accident rhythm that puts into a song. i'm one of the people that's the end of someone's list. people can easily forget my name and so is the deed that i've done with them. i am always the last choice and the least priority. it doesn't matter anyway, because they can continue their lives without me.

— i'm just a stop light wherein people come and go.

[historiara]

Di ko na alam gagawin ko pota

[historiara]

Everyday na kitang nakakasama kai tapos sa everyday na yun mas lalo akong napapalapit sayo mas lalo akong nahuhulog sayo pero ang hirap umamin sayang ang friendship. Bakit ang hirap

[historiara]

Dahil di nalasing kahapon di tayo nakaamin. Hahahahhahahaha potaca ka kai

[historiara]

Kai sobrang paasa mo bakit ngayon pa tayo naging mas close kung kailan mas lalo kitang minamahal

[historiara]

Kai! Pota bat di ako makaamin sayoooooooo