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𝙔𝙊𝙐'𝙍𝙀    𝙒𝙊𝙍𝙎𝙀    𝙏𝙃𝘼𝙉    𝙉𝙄𝘾𝙊𝙏𝙄𝙉𝙀.

[hkcr]

[akta]

ＦＩＮＡＬＬＹ  ,    i’ve  succumbed  &&.  made  a  multi  so  i  can  love  all  my  favourite  characters  in  once  place    !!!    bringin’   you   muses   from   ＹＧＯ  ,   ＴＢＨＫ   ,   ＭＰ１００   &&.  eventually  more  !!!  give  this  a  reblob  &&.  show  us  some  love  !!!!

[hkcr]

looks  @   a  bottle   of   mouthwash   that   says   “ alcohol  free ” first  thought ,  you   cant   get   me   drunk ,   you’re   useless  to  me.

[vulpesse-arc]

To be FEARED is to be loved   ──   Many times, throughout the incessant passing of the years, had she repeated this same sentence within the confines of her mind, over & over again until it became a self-sanctified prayer ( a desperate plea that would ultimately fall ‘pon deafened ears, for there are no deities out there willing to tend to the needs of such monstrous beasts ) . This is why, despite her short visits to the nearby human cities & towns, Ahri had never indulged in the company of other sentient beings for too long: although she longed for something that she had yet to fully comprehend ( what are FEELINGS to a monster ? ) , she knew that something had been missing   /   It was the empty void within her ever-tight ribcage, the frigid shiver creeping down her spine at night, the agonizing absence of warmth. 

And this emptiness had easily become all-devouring, stripping little pieces of humanity away from her and leading her closer & closer to the ominous shadows that would dance underneath the eerie luminescence of the moonlight ; a waltz of monsters, a ceremony for those who had lost their soul and broken their own heart in cannibalistic rituals. Who would have thought that a change would have come from the unexpected presence of an intruder within the forest ? 

Beastly urges were suddenly overtaken & replaced by puerile desires   /   Desires to know more about the world out there, about the strange little things that he would hold in his hands at all times, about the feelings that she experienced without ever being able to nominate them. In exchange for everything that he was capable of giving her, she’d offer her knowledge about nature and, although it was never properly vocalized, she promised to PROTECT him ( from whom & what was yet to be decided ) . 

Cushiony tails sway to-&-from around them, visual representation of the many thoughts waltzing on the edge of her tongue before ultimately withering.   ❝  Nothing remains untouched by the flowing of time so, eventually, things will indeed change. Can I HELP you, in any way ? I honestly wouldn’t mind it, if it’d get me to play that funny game of yours again.  ❞ 

cont ! ♡ @hkcr​ . 

[hkcr]

her  voice  is  a  honey-dewed  hymn   &&.      her   presence   alone   had   become   a   sanctuary   in   spite   of    the    wild    essence   that   she   adorned    -    however,   his  was   not   a   confession   easily   uttered.   for   a   hesitant   lip   was   often   gnawed  ,   pensive .     to   condemn   this   place   that   he   christened   home   was   audacious   in   its   own   right   but   he's   tired . . .   tired   of   that   desperate   need   to   be   better   than   someone   else ,   tired   of   that   feral   glimpse   passing   in   mello's   expression   when   near's   name   was   mention ,   tired   of   the   palpable   tension   that   seeped   from   those   harrowing   staircases.    he   lets   out   a   little   laugh ,   beneath   his   breath ,   almost  inaudible.  

❝   help  us . . .   help   me,   escape   this   place.  ❞    the  boy's  attention  flickers  southward,   transfixed   within   the   allure   of   a   deity's  gaze ,   he   tilts   his   head ,   expectation  settles  upon  the  tip   of   his   tongue.      ❝   is   that   something ...   you   can   do  ?  ❞   &&.   as   abruptly   so,   fizzles   into   nothingness.  

dismal   child ,   lost   amongst   expectations  &&.  realities   unravelling   before   his   fingertips   that   were   being   written   by   another  ;   surely   that   is   what   she   thought   of   him.   it   was  pretty   pathetic ,   atleast ,  he   thought  it  so.

    ❝   but ,   that's   just  a   dream.    people   don't   just   get   whisked  away  from   their   problems   like   in    some   story.  ❞   embittered   amusement   swathes   that   tone,   yielding   hands   extend   in   offering   the   console ,   it's   carmine  casing   glittering   in   the   trickling   shafts   of   afternoon   sun.    

    ❝   i   would   say   you   gotta   buy   me   a   new   one   if   you   break   it   but,   i   dunno   if   forest  people  even  carry  cash   so ,   just   try   to   be   careful.  ❞   in  transience   does   he   succeed   his   own   age  ,   as   if   speaking   to   one   much   younger   than   he ,   before   placing   it   gingerly   in   the   palm   of   her   hand.          

                                                          ❝   promise  ?   ❞  

[hkcr]

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems. - near

it  all  seemed  too  arduous,  didn’t  it  ?   &&.  yet  he  cannot   recall   in   lurid  reminiscence  the   times  that  predated  this  precarious  habit  of  his.   when  was  it   that   this   writhing   discomfort ,   this   incessant  trepidation   that   curdled   in   his   stomach   &&.  filled  his  mouth  with  acetous  bile  had   become  the  norm ?   he   couldn’t  say,  he  lacked  those  seemingly  simplistic  answers.   alas,   he  is   but  a  deceiver,   a   liar  &&.  never  quite  as  talented  as  he  would  lead  himself  to  believe.  

he  scoffs,    it’s  raspy   &&.   pervades  the  putrid  aroma  of  tobacco,  dismissively   rolling   his   eyes   at   these   supposed   reprimands.   he  had  a  distinct  dislike  for  pity,   not   that ,   as   far   as   he   was   aware  ,   near   was  capable  of   it   but    the   way   it   rolled   off   the   other’s   tongue   made   him   want   to   laugh.    

❝   …   i   don’t   remember  asking  you   for  advice. ❞   his  rebuttals   are   slurred ,   embittered  ,    the   kind   of   resentment   that   belonged   in   the   pyres   of   mello’s  aftermath   not   one   like   himself  ,   simply   condemned   to   stride   alongside   him   in   this   death-march.    matt   cants   his   head   to   the   side ,    half   hidden   behind   a  veiled   fringe ,   shadows   cast   reveal   the   harrowing   nature   of   their   fates ;   the   exhaustion   that   left   him   jaded.   ❝   besides ,   if   the   whole   reason   you   wanted   me   here   was   to   rebuke  my  drinking  habits  …  well,   now   that’s   just   not   like   you. ❞  he  crinkles  his   nose,   evoking   memories   of   times   &&.   places   lost   to   the   passage   of   time.    dubiety   courts   his   brows,   gaze   finally   settling   upon   his   countenance ;  a  soft  sigh  drifting   from   pursed   lips.

 ❝  so,  are   you   gonna  fill  me  in  on  why  it   is   you   called   me   all   the   way   out   here  ? ❞

[joeofmedan-deactivated20210728]

Interact with muses from dead fandoms even if you don’t know what they’re from. Read their information, ask questions, engage with the mun. They’re practically an OC to you and that’s more than okay. We just want to write and interact with folks– don’t ignore us because you haven’t heard of what our characters are from.

[glumshoe]

hope u get run over

Hoping is all well and good, but ultimately, it gets you nowhere. Be the change you wish to see in the world. Get in your car and run me the fuck down instead of waiting for others to do your work for you, you coward. You lazy fool.

[promptfairy]

𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐄 𝐋𝐘𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐒   ♡   𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒

    some lyrics slightly modified.     change gendered language to your needs.  ♡

“  people say crazy things.  ” “  everybody here is watching you.  ” “  let me stay here for just one more night.  ” “  if you’re gonna let me down,  let me down gently.  ” “  where you go,  i go.  ” “  why don’t you remember?  ” “  i want you to love me.  ” “  you know my heart more than i do.  ” “  you’re gonna wish you never met me.  ” “  i’ve made up my mind.  ” “  nobody told me that you’d be here.  ” “  for me,  it isn’t over.  ” “  i see my future in you.  ” “  they say time’s supposed to heal you,  but i haven’t done much healing.  ” “  hold your breath   &   count to ten.  ” “  have i ever asked for much?  ” “  when will i see you again?  ” “  you’ve been telling people things that you shouldn’t be.  ” “  i hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited  …  ” “  i still care,  do you still care?  ” “  i can’t help myself from looking for you.  ” “  don’t underestimate the things that i will do.  ” “  i must’ve called a thousand times.  ” “  don’t forget me,  i beg.  ” “  say it ain’t so.  ” “  you’re like a dream come true.  ” “  why do you love me?  ” “  when was the last time you thought of me?  ” “  yes,  i swam dirty waters but you pushed me in.  ” “  i ain’t lost,  just wandering.  ”

[youngesper-deactivated20230509]

     Hellooooo … !! So to cut to the chase ( I hate to do it on my RP account, but it’s all I got ) I’m offering some ko-fi doodles !! Held off as long as I could but there’s pretty much no food in the house and no one gets paid until next week. 

     I don’t reaaaally know what to post here but uh, here’s my doodle tag. I don’t mind doing other stuff, just offer a price ! These were just my most recent works and they’re quick. Keep in mind these are just doodles ; I won’t be doing too complicated designs.

     My paypal has always been super finicky so thru ko-fi may not work - didn’t have anyone to test it for me - but I should be capable of sending a payment request/paypal.me link, just with ko-fi prices … eh, we’ll see. Please be patient with me, its super whack and doesn’t like me.

[araiguma]

mello could fucking murder me and id thank him

[hkcr]

my  dash  being   blessed   by   ygo   muses   is   like ,   nostalgic.  

[hkcr]

things won’t always hurt this bad.

a   child's   mind   was   a   precious   thing  ,   to   be   cultivated  ,    to   the   utmost  degree   tended   to   &&.   so   often   did   that   place,   with   its   sombre   grey    stone   walls   breathe   the   ambience   of   an  ossuary  ;   an   abode   for   the   brittle  cadavers   with   their   hollow    eye   sockets   &&.   gaping   maws   to   find   respite   rather   than   an   orphanage.   it   was   suffocating ,   his   lungs   poisoned   by   the   virulent   fumes  ;   he   had   to   escape .  

it   was   these   places   that   he   found   his   own   sense  of   repose ,   where   the  heads   of   daisy's   danced   precariously   to   the   dulcet   symphonies   of   wild   zephyrs.   where   the   decaying   trunk   of   an   old   oak   had   finally   succumbed ,   forging   the   perfect   place   to   sit   &&.  relish   the   shade   whilst   playing  a   new   game  !   he   had   never   anticipated   company,   lest   mello   find  &&.  reprimand   him   for   neglecting  his   studies,   so   the   first   time   they   met,   was   she   greeted   with   doe-eyed   curiosities.  

so   often  ,  after   that,   did   matt   go   to   that   place ,   rustling   amongst   the   verdant   foliage,  quivering   in   his   wake .   he'd   share   stories   of    their   home  ,    speak   in   fond   hymns  of   those   which   he   shared   listless   days   with ,   with   pride  ,   showed   off   his   newly   enhanced   game-boy  !    ...  honestly  ,   it   had   been   nice   to   have   someone   to   talk   to   outside   of   wammy's   house.

so   there   he  sat ,   perched   atop   the   log ,   swinging   his   legs   back   &&.   forth  ,      lips   drawn   to   a   doleful   pout.   this   boy   was   not   of   the   honest   breed   &&.   so   often   confessed   not   to   that   which   plagued   him,   found   contentment   in   the   mundane   of   his   life ,   so   long   as   it   were   filled   with   distractions . .   surely   that   would  suffice.  

❝   you  don't  think  so . . .   ?  ❞   the   boy   echos ,   the   dissonant   thrumming   of   nimble   fingers   against  the   controller   wavers.   there's   a   hollow   depth   to   his   tone ,   an   almost   forlorn   glimmer   in   those   eyes.    ❝   i  don't   think . . .   ❞    his   attention   averts   to   the  sky,   so   pristine ,   so   infinite .   sometimes ,   it   felt   as   if   it   could   swallow   him   whole.      ❝   i've   ever   know   anything   else.❞

[hkcr]

matt,  doing  something  illegal : 

[planetbass]

[doctor voice]: so i see you’re here to get your vibe checked?

[hkcr]

oh ,  i  forgot  to  mention  that   matt   has  the  tendency  to  crush  easily  ??  if  he  finds  someone  attractive  or  they  show  interest  in  the  things  he  cares  about  he’ll  kinda  be  like  !!!  but  it’s  not  anything  deeper  than  that  . 

[rothelp]

miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

[pussylipgloss]

ok i’ll say it …….i need affection ….ok damn