so here is my love story . . i never really had a lot of friends, or been the 'popular type' in 7th grade i had french class, i sat in the back by myself for the first few days untill a girl i was kind of friends with switched to french then i sat by her. as the semester moved along she introduced me to her friend (the guy i fell in love with), from then on we teased each other joking around. then the end of the year came and i never got to say good bye to him on the last day of school. but he added me on myspace (so seventh grade ; b haha), and we began to talk a lot more. only sad thing is he was dating this gorgeous girl ever since the fifth grade. insane, right?! she was the total oppisite of me, but that's what he liked about me. he soon said he liked me, and before i knew it i liked him too, even though before i thought of him as a best friend. he broke up with his girl friend, and soon asked me out. i felt terrible but she or him seemed liked it effected them. so i said yes, but it only lasted for about a month because my dad wouldn't let me see guys and it was summer so we never got the chance to hang out a lot. before i knew it he was back with his ex again, but i was fine with it sort of, i mean she's his real love, i'm jus a side girl..on to 8th grade, first day of school. he was in my firist three classes, but we avoid conversation cause it was awkward. but again i saw him in my 4th hour class so i teased him for 'following me' even though we didn't get to pick our classes. when we realized we had every class together we sat by eachother in all of them. by the end of the first week of school he said "i broke up with her again" and i simply responded "you'll be back together". he asked me out, i talked to his ex before i answered him and she said it didn't bother her, i could date him, she liked another guy. so i dated him for three months, i was head cheerleader he was captain of the basket ball team. everyone teased us calling us a perfect couple and for a moment it felt like we were. but on the way to an away game he dumped me, out of the blue and i wasn't my bubbly cheerleadder self, i actually felt hurt, that game was terrible. but it hurt more when i saw he dated her again, even though they only dated for a week.. he asked me out again after that, i made him promise he wouldn't do it again, but he did four more times for her every time. i dated him on and off for over a year. he knew what he was doing to me and her. he would make jokes saying she was better and when hed get mad at me hed threaten to go back to her, it was almost torture. he took advantage of the fact i liked him so much. i even found out he even cheated on me with her.although summer of 8th grade, he dated her still but still talked to me almost 24/7. we'd kiss and stuff even though he dated her. yeah, i felt bad but she did it too me and i was still in love with him.. i was different though, more open and confident about myself, heck i was head cheerleader and had a bunch of friends. finally i stood up to him & told him you pick, me or her. i knew the answer would be her, he was going to her school for highschool, i just needed to hear him say he picked her and sure enough he did. it hurt me, it felt like he broke up with me again, even though we weren't even dating this time..but now, two years later, i'm happy for him. yeah you can say i love him still, i mean he was my first kiss and everything. i left a lot out though, i think i already wrote too much, aha. but i never knew when i said "you'll be back together" that it would happen over and over again. i don't regret taking him back all those times. i don't regret nothing, because at one point that was exactly what i wanted..
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