if you love me

and now here i am i feel numb on the fence on the run spill my guts what an act i am sad but to me i’m lovely sad

[hmuconnor]

wthtroye‌:

We’re going to be ridiculous and it’s totally fine. Anything for all of our cute little babies, right? Hopefully Nash doesn’t get jealous whenever that time comes. Until then he gets every ounce of our attention. You two just never let me off easy, do you? I throw the clothes in there in an attempt to do a good thing, and I’m told to clean it up again! The ridiculousness of it all. Sex is also too formal. What’s wrong with frickle frackle?! That’s the better question, my love. Are you too cool to say frickle frackle? I’ve seen you do some of your most embarrassing shit, Con. Neither of us are too cool to say frickle frackle. 

Absolutely. We’ll love our babies down and raise them right. I believe in us once that day actually comes. I’m sure we can be equal in our attention. Oh come on, you know if I’m not, the house would be a disaster at all times. The clothes can’t stay in piles in the closet. Me? Too cool to say frickle frackle? Absolutely not! You just caught me off guard because I feel like I haven’t heard you say that word in so long.

[wthtroye]

hmuconnor·:

Oh I guess so. We’re the best parents for Nash, it’s a family outing when we go. I think I can handle your mom. I don’t think there’s any way she could be mad at me for keeping you away. Only thing I won’t credit myself for is how messy our place is. There’s a million things on the floor so that part you can talk to your mom about. Okay, well yeah we are but I just mean if Sage really likes him we can’t initially scare him off. But I’ll leave that to you, I know how you are with Sage after all. I mean, not that I’d complain either. We both know that’s a given. But babe, you know you don’t have to use the word frickle frackle, right? Yeah, let’s go as soon as we can, I’d love that.

The gayest and the most well-functioning family there will ever be. We already spoil our dog child this much, imagine how much we’ll spoil our eventual human child? I will not be talking to my mum about that stuff, nope. There’s no way. I’ll just stuff all the clothes into the closet and we’ll call it clean, simple as that. You’re right, you’re right. And I’m not nearly as intimidating as I am in my head, so, it’s best I don’t start with all these weak empty-threats yet. What do you expect me to use instead, my love? Fuck? Too vulgar. Make love? Too formal. Frickle frackle are the only words we can use around our child and still keep him innocent. Perfect. I’ll make the arrangements… later. Once we get up. 

[hmuconnor]

Based on how we treat Nash, I can only imagine what we'd be like as actually parents. They'd be even more spoiled than our fur baby! Which is kind of crazy to think about but we know ourselves best. If you toss all our clothes in there when your mom comes, I'll send you right back in there after she goes to clean it up. It's fine though, I'm sure she'll at least appreciate the thought of you trying. Or get a good laugh. What's wrong with the obvious word, sex? God, you're lucky I love you, otherwise I'd hate that you're using the word but it's you so it makes sense. Mhm, let's just enjoy this for now as much as we can.

[hmuconnor]

wthtroye‌:

Even if it’s just taking Nashers out on a walk. I think we can afford to lose some valuable lazy time just to take him out. We can even hold hands while we do it and be all lovey dovey and such. I love you a whole lot as well so there’s definitely no complaints over on my end. But whenever my mum shows up here at our place, I’m running away and you’re going to be the one that will have to explain to her why I haven’t visited. She won’t get mad at you but she’ll absolutely go nuts on me. Aren’t we supposed to scare him off, though? Well, maybe not completely off but… just shake him off a bit. Just so he knows not to mess with her or the family and all that. I don’t know when I developed this mob-boss alter-ego but I’m not hating it. And don’t forget the most important thing: the frickle frackle. Just to up the romance a teeny tiny bit. You’re so fucking cute. I need this like, right away. Wanna go in a couple of weeks? 

Oh I guess so. We’re the best parents for Nash, it’s a family outing when we go. I think I can handle your mom. I don’t think there’s any way she could be mad at me for keeping you away. Only thing I won’t credit myself for is how messy our place is. There’s a million things on the floor so that part you can talk to your mom about. Okay, well yeah we are but I just mean if Sage really likes him we can’t initially scare him off. But I’ll leave that to you, I know how you are with Sage after all. I mean, not that I’d complain either. We both know that’s a given. But babe, you know you don’t have to use the word frickle frackle, right? Yeah, let’s go as soon as we can, I’d love that.

[hmuconnor]

wthtroye‌:

Our asses are going to sink into the mattress and we’ll all be stuck here if we don’t get up and do something. Although I’d love to stay here a little bit longer as well, so let’s do it. It has been and that’s terrible for me seeing how I’m their son and all. I’m pretty sure mum is going to make the fly all the way out to LA just to drag me home for a bit. I’ve yet to meet Sage’s new mans so we have to go out there and interrogate him. Ooohh, Paris? What a romantic you are. Yes. I love the idea. So long as we can stay in at least one or two nights and drink fine wines and eat all the macarons. 

Alright, alright, fine. Only cause you said we have to I guess we’ll eventually get up and do something and go somewhere. It’s fine though, I’ll take full responsibility for keeping you here with me. Guilty as charged, but what can I say? I love you a whole lot so I hope they understand why I’ve been selfishly keeping you all to myself. Sage is going to kill us though if we scare him off, so let’s not be too harsh okay? I just think Paris would be perfect don’t you think? We could spend a few weeks there just basking in everything it has to offer, eat good food, go for some romantic walks, be those tourists who get a classic kissing picture under the Eiffel tower. Everything. Just as long as it’s with you.

[frantaupdated]

connorfranta: gloomy day in LA? time to play around with self-portraits in my studio #ad 🎞

[cwote]

[wthtroye]

I definitely think we should go out of town for the holidays. We deserve a little break, yeah? I say after an entire week of doing absolutely nothing but kissing you and Nash. But really. This year has been busy for both of us. We should go see your family, then mine, then go somewhere just us two. Somewhere romantic where I can just wrap my arms around your waist and it would be considered normal behavior because everyone around us is just as in love. Okay, I can’t think of a single place in which that would be considered normal behavior, but the point still stands. Let’s go on a romantic getaway, just because we can.

[hmuconnor]

Not that I mind staying in bed with you and Nash. That’s enjoyable in itself. But, yeah I think we totally should go somewhere. I wouldn’t mind seeing your parents again, it’s been way too long you know. As for where we should go, I may have an idea. And I think it’ll make your dreams come true of it being somewhere where being in love is just normal behaviour. How does Paris sound to you?

[werhopelessromantics]

I never knew how great it felt to truly be wanted and desired until you came along.

F.M (via werhopelessromantics)

[dangered]

[hmuconnor]

wthtroye:

So I’ve always thought Valentine’s Day was way overrated, which is why I’m showing up here a whole day late. Let’s say I’m fashionably late. Don’t worry, though. February fifteenth is the real holiday, also known as Half Priced Chocolate Day, so we have to celebrate by stuffing our faces. Also I must admit I almost didn’t even make it here. A fan came up to me at the airport and got down on one knee and gave me a very compelling proposal. There was no ring, but the thought was still very nice. I told them no, obviously. Very kindly I told them I had a beautiful boy waiting for me at home that I wanted to get to so that I could run into his arms and make out with him for hours and that I already had every intention to marry him someday as well. They were a little let down, but I think they’ll survive.

You always have a knack for being fashionably late, not that I mind though. I don’t even care that you’ve shown up a day late, I’m just surprised you came back and I am so happy to see you back! Forget the half priced chocolates, I would much rather just spend time with you and only you. I’m sorry you had to break a fan’s heart though but at the same time, I glad you turned them down otherwise we might have a situation on our hands. I’m just glad to have you back with me. It always feels so long and lonely when I don’t have you around. This is definitely the best thing any boy could ever ask for. Now come here, I want to give you a hug.

[mpmi81]

still thinking about this night tbh

[itseulonzobiitch]

[hmuconnor]

You Are In Love || Tronnor

[hmuconnor]

wthtroye:

“One, two, three!” Just a few short seconds after the countdown, Troye was coming up from the water, running his fingers through his soaked curls so he could see. “Oh my God,” he giggled as he stood on his tiptoes at the lake. “I can’t believe we did that. We like, we actually did that.” He spoke, the thrill and excitement bleeding through his voice as he spoke. His heart was beating hard against his chest –– there were very few moments he could have compared this rush of adrenaline to, and if it wasn’t for the cold breeze that followed the rush he would have liked to stay in that moment forever. “Do you think anyone saw us?” He asked with a shiver, glancing around and noticing the only thing he could really see through the cold darkness was just a splash of light reflecting from the water and in the direction of his boyfriend in front of him. “Y’know, this lighting is doing you all kinds of favors.” He continued, swimming just the slightest bit closer to Connor –– but not entirely closing the gap between them as he knew the two of them had stripped down and his better judgement was telling him not to go there quite yet. “Not that you need it. You always look good, but this is…” he trailed off as he tried to find the right word to describe his boyfriend, “sexy.” He finished, nodding. There was a small part of him that knew he was being bold, especially knowing that he usually never acted like this prior to tonight, but there was a bigger part of him reminding him that if he spent most of his time overthinking everything then he would have never gotten to where he was right now; in a lake naked with the most perfect boy he had ever set his eyes on. Troye hadn’t realized it, but he had moved just a few inches forward and was now face to face with his boyfriend, looking into his green eyes. “How crazy do you think you’d like to get?” He asked, a smirk tugging at his lips as he referred to Connor’s previous statement.

“I doubt anyone saw us, we’re in the middle of nowhere! Even if they did, I don’t think I could give a damn because I’ve been looking at you this entire time.” Connor said as he met his boyfriend’s gaze on him. Having Troye be as close as he was to him made him feel all sorts of things. And in this moment, he swore his own heart had stopped beating when Connor caught the hint of lust behind Troye’s words as he spoke. He hadn’t ever heard him say such words but in his most vulnerable state, only having the safety of the space between them, he didn’t mind it. Besides, this was a side he hadn’t seen of him and to be honest, he really liked it. Although, in this moment he was thankful for the dark skies to shield the heat rush to his face after Troye calling him sexy. It felt right hearing it from him. Upon hearing his boyfriend’s question, Connor let out a quiet chuckle, not even giving it a long moment of thinking. Instead of answering right away, Connor broke the rest of the distance between the two of them and brought his lips up to his ear to speak. “Whatever it takes to go all the way with you tonight. I want to get absolutely crazy with you.” Connor said quietly before going back to look into Troye’s eyes as his hands went to the small of his back, pulling his body against his own.

[hmuconnor]

You Are In Love || Tronnor

[hmuconnor]

wthtroye

It took everything in Troye to not stare at Connor once he had removed his shirt from his skin. In that moment, it was all becoming very real to him and his thoughts were now being flooded with how unreal the whole moment between the two of them felt. It was only a few months ago when they were only calling themselves each others best friends, and now it was like with every smile, laugh, breath, and touch, Troye was falling harder and harder for the boy standing in front of him –– his best friend and his boyfriend. He took a sharp breath as he carefully eyed his boyfriends body, then met the others eyes with his own. “I- I just want you to know that whatever happens and whatever comes out of this… I’m glad it’s happening with you and not someone else,” Troye admitted to the other quietly, “I know that doesn’t make a whole lot of sense. I’m trying to make sense of everything myself, but what I’m trying to say is that I’m incredibly happy and lucky that I’m with you, right here. Right now.” He nodded before bringing himself in closer and kissing his boyfriends lips softly –– a change from the passion charges kisses that were happening only a few short moments ago. “And you know what else I think?” He asked, a small smirk tugging on his lips as he allowed his hands to wander slowly down his boyfriends sides and only his hips. “We’re already… y’know. Half naked. No one is around. It’s dark.” He shrugged, the smirk not leaving his lips. “How about we keep this whole theme of trying out new things? Wanna, you know.” He chuckled in between his words, gently nudging his boyfriend. “Get naked and jump in the water and potentially get pneumonia but it’ll all be worth it because it’ll be an act of passion?“  

Connor listened intently to his boyfriend as he spoke, happily enjoying being completely close to to him  in such an intimate moment. He titled his head in curiosity when Troye had inquired about what he thought before he head answered his own question. He then suddenly felt an excitement from the comment about trying new things. He felt comfortable around Troye, so he knew that he would be okay trying out Troye’s suggestion. Nodding his head, a small smirk fell over his face. “I think I would be more than happy to. With you, I feel fearless.” His gaze fell more lustfully across Troye’s chest, allowing his hands to fall directly on Troye’s hands, guiding them to the front of his jeans to undo as he gave a nod of reassurance. As Troye began to undo his jeans, he could feel a sudden nervousness, he wasn’t afraid of showing off his body but it was because of the new sensation of Troye removing his clothes, let alone his jeans. Once they were off completely, he felt himself blush slightly being so vulnerable in front of his boyfriend. Although, he knew he wanted to see Troye as well so as soon as he felt okay to proceed ad got the okay from his boyfriend, Connor undid Troye’s jeans, pulling them off of his body. Connor took a quick moment to allow his gaze to go down Troye’s fully naked body before they went for a dip in the water. “Baby, you’re beautiful.” Connor breathed out, taking his hand into his, placing a brief kiss to his lips before nudging Troye. “Shall we?” He asked as he took a step forward near the end of the dock. With Troye’s hand in his own, he felt like he could do absolutely anything. “Count of three, okay? One, two, three!” By the time he shouted out three, he took a leap into the water with Troye, creating a huge splash in the lake. Once he emerged from the water, he waited to see Troye resurface before he began letting out a giggle. “That was totally crazy, but I love doing crazy things with you.”

[hmuconnor]

You Are In Love || Tronnor

[hmuconnor]

wthtroye:

Connor’s reassuring words washed over Troye as he stood in front of him taking in a full deep breath of the brisk air. He couldn’t ignore the fact that he was nervous, but he knew Connor would not be anything but respectful and kind with him. He knew that if he had told him he wanted to stop, Connor would –– no questions asked; but right now he didn’t feel like it was necessary that either of them stopped. Despite the fact that this was new to the both of them, he figured if it ended up badly, which he knew it wouldn’t –– they could at least both know they had this experience with each other. Nervously, he bit down on his lip and took a small step back to aid with the removal of his shirt. As soon as he felt the air hit his bare chest his initial reaction was to cover himself up with is arms, but just as he was lifting him, he heard his boyfriend speak. The kind words were everything to him in a moment like this where he felt overexposed, and they gave him a sense of warmth that suddenly gave him a little more of a confidence boost that he hadn’t had before. Not long after, he found himself wrapped up in Connor’s lips once again, little goosebumps forming from beneath his boyfriends cold hands as they wandered in places they never had before. In the rush of things, Troye found his own hands sliding up and under the front of his boyfriends shirt, but as soon as he realized what he had done, he pulled back from his boyfriends lips slightly just so he could speak. “C-can I?” He stuttered, thinking just how happy he was that it was dark out and Connor couldn’t see the blush forming on his face. “Can I take it off?” He asked, gently tugging at the shirt. 

As they stood on the dock, wrapped up with one another, Connor’s own hands tracing the bare skin of Troye’s chest, feeling completely immersed in the feeling since he never experienced a situation like this with Troye before. And Connor knew he did not want it to end. Instead, he knew he wanted to go further with Troye, if it was allowed. He hadn’t ever felt like this with anyone, but he knew that what he is feeling felt completely right. Once Connor felt Troye’s hands underneath his shirt, he slightly shivered from the contact of Troye’s hands. He looked at Troye as he pulled back, briefly looking down at his hand holding onto his shirt before looking up at his boyfriend and nodding his head. “Go ahead,” Connor reassured with small smile. In that moment, he was feeling excited and overwhelmed. Connor couldn’t entirely think of anyone else he would rather be with in this moment, even in the cool air as he began to think of where the night may end, but did not want to make any assumptions either. A moment after the thought, he took his hands off of his boyfriend’s body to allow Troye remove his shirt with ease. Once his own shirt had been tossed aside as well, Connor blushed lightly. He knew that this wasn’t the first time his boyfriend had ever seen him shirtless, but the circumstances were also different than now. This time felt a lot more intimate instead of the casual one months ago.

[hmuconnor]

You Are In Love || Tronnor

[hmuconnor]

wthtroye:

As the two of them stood in the middle of the dock and Troye was listening to Connor speak, he could feel himself getting overwhelmed with emotions by all the words that were leaving his mouth. He was feeling everything and anything good all at once, and yet he was still fighting against himself to keep it all in –– because if he spoke up now, he wasn’t sure what he was going to say. Despite the fact that in this moment, Troye felt completely comfortable with the boy standing in front of him, he was still scared of saying too much and having the other not feel the same way. So, he figured, the longer he kissed him, the less time he’d spend putting his heart on the line and run the risks of getting rejected. So he did. He kissed his boyfriend back as passionately as the other was kissing him, moving his hand from his chest to behind his neck to join his other as he brought him in closer, never once breaking the kiss because he had to. Yet as they continued, so did Connor, and at this point Troye was sure his heart was beating so loud that anyone could hear it. “Kissing me forever and ever seems like a very tall order, but I think between the two of us we can make things work.” His lips turned into a small smirk as he leaned in once more, this time only brushing his lips against the others. “I’m so glad we’re together. Promise me we’ll never go that long without seeing each other again. Promise me,” he repeated, closing the centimeters between their lips and locking them within one another. At this point, he didn’t want it to stop. He wanted to see where this all would take them, but just as soon as he felt the gentle tug on his shirt he pulled back just as soon as Connor had. A deep red washed over his cheeks as he stood there, thankful that they were standing in the dark. “What?” He asked, even though he had heard his question. He could feel the nervous pit starting in his stomach –– but it was the good kind of nerves. The kind that were more exciting than scary, and the kind that convinced him going through with it would lead to something better. “No, no. It’s okay. Yeah. You’re uh… you’re fine. I’m fine. It’s just you and me, right?” He asked, closing up the little distance they had made together, and gently brushing his hand against Connor’s arm. “It’s just us,” he spoke quietly, reaching for his boyfriends hand and bringing it back down to his own shirt. 

As Connor looked at Troye, half scared and half worried that he did something completely wrong just because he let himself get too into the moment. His hands were off of his boyfriend’s body just because he startled himself, and could see that he had startled Troye as well, which caused his fear of messing up. He quietly watched over Troye, for any sign of discomfort only to hear him speak up again. “Y-yeah.” Connor said, agreeing with what Troye was saying about it being just them. His gaze watched Troye’s hand against his arm, noticing as he didn’t seem too concerned with allowing him go a little further than what they had gotten accustomed to. Even though, there were times in the past he would have wished to go further but he knew not to push Troye if he wasn’t ready. But, this time felt completely different. His touch was soft, reassuring and welcoming all at the same time. “It’s just us,” Connor repeated, letting out a soft breath as his eyes met up with Troye’s, his heart beating fast as he anticipated what was to come. “If it is too much, though, let me know.” Connor reassured as took the bottom of his shirt, before slowly taking it off of his body to reveal his soft skin underneath. His eyes drifted down to admire Troye once the loose material was off, a warm smile spread across his face. Then, he broke their distance even more, brushing his lips with Troye’s, speaking against them, “You’re beautiful, darling.” As he finally connected their lips, his hands were against Troye’s bare chest, enjoying the feeling.

[hmuconnor]

You Are In Love || Tronnor

[hmuconnor]

wthtroye:

As soon as the two of them stepped back outside and the chilly nighttime air hit their body, Troye knew that they’d probably freeze to death in the lake, but he also knew they’d have a lot of fun doing it as well. He allowed Connor to lead the way down the trail, seeing the lake in the distance with the water glistening down on it in the darkness. The whole area was so private and secluded, and Troye was happy about that. The only person he wanted to see and spend time with on this getaway was his boyfriend, and there wasn’t a better place to do it than here. Just as soon as they had gotten to the dock, Troye let his towel rest on a nearby seat and caught Connor’s glance over at him as he turned as well. “It’s not a problem, babe. It’s never a problem. I want you to be happy and I want to make you happy too,” Troye responded, putting one arm around Connor’s neck and the other on his chest. After a kiss, he continued, “besides, I think we really needed this, you know? After all, it’s been a while since we’ve last seen each other and spent time together. We’ve been missing each other. I know I’ve been missing you like crazy.” He nodded as he looked into the others eyes, before leaning in and pressing a soft kiss to his lips.

Everything about this moment felt so right. Being there with Troye in the middle of no where, under the moon was everything he could have ever wanted in life. It may not be much to some but, to Connor, this moment was beyond perfection. “You make me happy every day. Every moment I spend with you is the wonderful and peaceful.” Connor answered happily, resting a hand on Troye’s lower back and the other against his cheek. “This was so needed, I’ve missed you so much. I know it was only a few months, but it’s felt so much longer than that.” Connor spoke, with a sigh. “I’m just glad to have you back here with me.” His thumb brushed against Troye’s cheek, as he took a moment to admire his boyfriend’s features under the moonlight, a smile spreading across his face. Connor then met his lips up with Troye’s, lingering his lips against his as his hand moved to the back of his head, tangling his fingers in his boyfriend’s curls. Breaking the kiss for a quick moment to take a breath, he spoke up. ”I swear, I could kiss you forever and ever.” Connecting their lips back together, Connor slowly moved his hand to Troye’s waist, deepening their kiss. After a couple minutes passed, Connor went to pull on Troye’s shirt before realizing what he was doing, quick to stop himself and break their kiss, slightly embarrassed. “I-uh, would you mind if I took off your shirt at all? It’s okay if you don’t, I just, uh, got ahead of myself...” He said nervously, not wanting to make it seem like he was trying to push anything onto Troye if he didn’t want to.