sara

18, entj, lana's version, girly pop, pink everywhere

[hoetmess]

something about me!

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basic info

• name: Sara

• age: 18

• occupation: grammar school student

• from: Europe

• dream: be a doctor, have a family w

my dream man

my likes

• i love doing sports, especially hik-

ing, pilates and dancing

• i'm keen on listening to music: wher-

ever i go i must listen to music

• my FAVOURITE singer is Lana del Rey,

but i also listen to Ariana Grande,

Weeknd, Sabrina Carpenter, divorced

dad rock and 80s

• stranger things is my most favourite

show but gilmore girls and pll also

have a special place in my heart

• pink is the best colour and i have

loved this colour since kindergarten

extras

• my idol is the queen Audrey Hepburn

• my comfort character is Nancy Wheeler

and i see myself in her so much

• i love to learn and expand my know-

ledge

• my style is a mix of coquette,

elegance and sometimes clean girl

• this blog will be full of random

thoughts of mine

• hope you like it, have a good day!

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[hoetmess]

help a girlie out!!

hello girls, i need your opinion/advice/help ASAP!! please, please, it's really important

lately i've been struggling a lot, i'm so frustated, idk man. we have A LOT of school work to do and i can't do it anymore.

three years ago i decided that i will be a straigt A's student. firstly it went well, but slowly it begun to destroy me. i gave up my hobbies, became only sience centered person, simply i looked down at any artistic thing and lost myself with this. i used to enjoy a lot to dance, draw, paint, etc. after a half of year i received B instead of an A in maths and i LOST IT MAN. i cried, i was in a bad mood, i hated myself. this was the beggining of a downfall.

the burn out lasted for an year. then eventually i slowly got up from the aches. keep in mind that i still didn't have any hobbies.

this school year it got a lot better eventhough it was the fullest one of all three previous school years, i did driving school, wrote thesis, etc.

but now i'm tired, exhausted. idk what it is. i feel like the worst person, i'm so deprivated, exhausted, mad, sad. i'm fed up with myself. i leave things for the last minute so then i have mental breakdowns from all the school work we have. i think it's something deep down engraved in me. i know that if i would study sooner, then i would have time for my hobbies, be happier. but eventhough i know this, i still don't do it.

i think a major role in this plays my addiction to social media, this steals my time, energy, mental health. i know that i shouldn't be doing this, but i still do it. like wth. i KNOW i miss my hobbies, that only going back to my hobbies will solve like 90% of my problems, but i still don't do it.

why? why don't i do it? what is wrong with me?

i'm mad as hell with me, literally fed up.

SO PLEASE, PLEASE, HELP ME, TELL ME YOUR OPINION, I NEED SOMETHING, PLEASEE

[hoetmess]

hello girlies!!

i'm so sorry for being inactive lately, but we have TONS of school work to do due to the incoming end of school year and i'm not physically capable to pursue my hobbies and interests, so i was obligated to be inactive

from now on i'll try to be more active but we still have an enormous quantity of exams, so please excuse me for the possibility of being inactive.

now i'm so mentally exhausted and i'm not capable of doing anything. i don't know if i'm burnt out or whatever the hell is with me, but that's a story for later.

i love you all, have a great day <33

[hoetmess]

i hate nonchalant men

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he is so hot, like i need him so bad

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[welaughuntilourribsgettough]

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if WW3 ever happens and you're a man who:

drinks matcha

listens to Clairo with wired headphones

has a Daunts Books tote bag

wears loafers

wears blue-light glasses

claims to listen to Lana del Rey

I will personally be sending you to the front lines my boy

[hoetmess]

i still don't have enough clothes even though i buy something every week and have a full closet

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i'm so tired of school, i can't do it anymore

[ilzzey]

[hoetmess]

does he really like me or am i just delulu?

[hoetmess]

hey angell, how’ve you been??

yeaa good, thanks for asking! :DD

[nayeonskl]

[hoetmess]

help me w my crush!!

hey girlies! i need help with something, PLEASE PLEASE give me your opinions in comments. so there is a boy, my classmate.

in 8th grade i went to new school - high school, so i had new classmates, we all didn't know eachother. a boy sat at desk that was in front of me. we started to talk and we became friends. during the year we talked A LOT and became super close. in the half of 9th grade he "somehow" told me, he "likes me" (it was very wierd, i was talking w my friends from other class and he also was there w his friends and one of his friends came to me and asked me: what is your relationship with him? and i said what and the friend then said: like in a friend way or something else? and i was too stunned to speak and said in a friend way, so i somehow friendzoned him). after this we started to talk less and less, just grew apart. in 10th and 11th grade we didn't talk much but still behaved like we know eachother, like in a special way (idk man how to explain it better, im tired)

during this year, 12th grade, we started to talk more. we have A LOT OF eye contact, like i mean in an ENORMOUS WAY. whenever for example i walk in the classroom, he looks at me and makes funny faces, during a lesson, we make a lot of eye contacts. also he tries to start conversations, in a "nonchalant", but tries. when we have a spanish class, he always asks me something and boosts my ego, like in an ENORMOUS WAY, again (spanish used to be our class).

he's the dream man of mine. like LITERALLY. we have the same mindset. he have never had a girlfriend, he is such a LOVER BOY and doesn't use girls. i have the same mindset, i have never had a boyfriend. im a lover girl and don't want anything lustful.

do i have a chance? is it possible he likes me?

SORRY FOR THE ESSAY, IM SO SORRY, BUT THESE ARE MY THOUGHTS LATELY AND IM TIRED TO REWRITE IT AND CORRECT MY MISTAKES, IM SO SORRY

AND PLEASE, PLEASE LIKE REALLY PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR OPINIONS, IM DESPERATE

luv you all and have a great day <33

[hoetmess]

help me w my crush pt.2!!

okay so if anyone remembers this post, i have some more interesting facts? idk how to call it

for the past week i started to think less of him. we had easter break, then when we went to school for the first day he tried to talk to me, we talked a bit, but not too much. later we didn't even talk. it just happened like that. this week i haven't seen him at all, so i just stopped to think about him.

yesterday my good friend randomly texted me that she thinks it could be mutual, like she thinks it's very posible that he likes me and me slapped me, like brutally. since then i think i think about him twice as more than before and i cannot continue like that, it made me SO MUCH MORE DELUSIONAL (i am already delulu af)

also i was chatting with my other friend and we randomly got to this thing and she also told me that she thinks there is a chance and when someone liked you once, there's a high chance of liking you another time.

ALSO since the first post about my crush and admitting to my bestfriend that i like him, i started to see angel numbers, again. i see them all the time and when this happens i strongly believe that it is some sort of message. and when we talk about those messages, i also had a dream about him, which i don't have, so i believe it means something (yea im really delusional)

SO I WOULD BE SO GLAD IF YOU COMMENTED SOMETHING ABOUT IT, PLEASE I REALLY NEED TO HEAR WHAT YOU ALL THINK ABOUT THIS.

sorry for the mistakes, im exhausted from this week and i do not want to think. also if this post feels random to you, im sorry, i just wanted to write about my thoughts. and sorry for the long ahh post, i just don't know.

SO PLEASE, LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THIS

thank you and luv you all <3

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i love my silly little girly things