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|Bruce, he/they, gay, autistic, 23| |learn more about me: braadvengolor.carrd.co| |Currently posting about: JUST RANDOM SHIT NGL| |Profile pic by @edgymoss!|

[holistic-fandoms]

Intro Post

Hiya! My names Bruce! I use he/him pronouns and am gay! I used to have multiple separate fandom accounts, but I've decided to merge them! I'm autistic, so I get special interests and hyperfixations a lot! I'll post about them here :) What I post about changes up every once in a while, so check my bio to see my most up to date interests!

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[sepulchretide]

Grabbing people by the scruff of their necks and shaking them. You know Jax being a terrible person was the point right. That she pushed everyone away despite having all the opportunity to be better.

It's meant to be tragic. That even after all that she realized she wanted to change as her last words and thoughts. She didn't want to go.

It's okay I understand this is baby's first nuance.

[ali-theshipper]

I know this joke has been done before but whatevs.

[pavlover-boy]

[sunsetstitches]

This was intended to be a human Jax doodle but I had a vision

I am so fully subscribed to transgender Jax I choose to believe this is how real world Jax is doing (should the brain scan clones theory be true)

[aqualiems]

Available as a print on my Ko-fi for pre-order! [edit]

Jax I Saw The Tv Glow 6x6” print [PRE-ORDERS] - Aqualiems's Ko-fi Shop

Print of Jax from The Amazing Digital Circus with a quote from the movie I Saw The Tv Glow US shipping only (for now) Ი𐑼 •° 6x6” This is

Happy finale day

[angele-darliing]

She would be lovely.

[b-h-art]

Just saw a post saying how Jax is utterly incapable of taking responsibility when it's her fault and like. Yea. But her entire skit is about thinking every fucking thing is her fault and trying to keep herself out of everything just so she doesn't mess up again. She DOES think it's her fault she KNOWS it's her fault but it's her coping mechanisms that's a mess. She keeps hurting everyone around her cause she doesn't know how to stop. She's still in that room playing the piano chained to that feeling while every other versions of herself keep laughing and taunting her along. She's scared of expressing a single emotion shes terrified she wants to break free and it's that terrified kid still stuck in that memory that has the key to opening up the current Jax. But she can't do anything about it cause she's still stuck there, to that piano and she knows if she tries to break free the other jaxs will get her. She couldn't even accept the fact that she could be something other than whatever was expected of her that she can't help anyone else cause she can't even fucking let herself in. And so she kept pushing everyone away. She KNOWS it's her fault but all the self hating self loathing parts of herself keeps laughing at her and they don't care. It's much easier being the people laughing at the little kid forced to play the piano than trying to please parents who don't care about you and who can't get over your other parent and expect you to be a replacement for them. She does care but she's so terrified to let anyone see her that she couldn't even get the courage to help someone else, in case someone figured her out.

All of this just to be a fucking asshole who literally pushed their two best friends towards suicide that goddamn fucker deserved everything that came to her and that IS the point of her story. If you can't be sympathetic towards yourself you will end up like Jax. The girl who was too much of a coward to be one. See idc what it is that you hate about yourself but this is what y'all should be taking away from this. Jax is a cautionary tale and y'all are having a debate over this.

[cheatsykoopa98]

gangle makes a twitter account

reblogs are appreciated

COMMISSION ME OR SUPPORT ME ON KO-FI

[notaplaceofhonour]

you die 15 times or live long enough to see yourself become your mother

[sorrydetka]

gotta get up, gotta get out

severance, 1.09 ‘the we we are’ // russian doll, 1.01 ‘nothing in this world is easy’

[horrorknife]

nadia nadia nadia nadia nadia nadia nadia nadia nadia nadia

[wuntrum]

sally :( <3

[yappleart]

Mamacita

[hellboundhorrormovielover]

oh god i just realised barry did get redemption. hes been begging god to wash away his sins as if they never happened to be seen as a good man and he fucking got it. the whole world thinks that he was a hero. buried in arlington cemetery with full honours. god is propaganda. god is hollywood.

[scintillatingshortone]

something about sally trying to become gene by using the abusive method he used on her but failing when the acting class called her out

something about barry trying to do what fuches did to him by manipulating hank but failing when hank didn’t fall for it

something about how both of them have been absolutely ravaged by the abusive people in their lives and how neither of them can take responsibility when they start perpetuating these cycles and despite the fact that neither of them are even good at imitating the people that made them who they are, they’re both hurtling at top speed toward becoming “the ugliest versions of themselves”

i wish i had some actual coherent thoughts about this but i all i can do is scream

[hellboundhorrormovielover]

not sally writing a whole show where shes an amazing mother supporting her kid out of an abusive relationship and then becoming abusive towards her real life kid. not telling her agent that she has 'more to bring to the table than breakfast' only to end up as a waitress in a breakfast bar. not barry spinning a narrative to his son about being a war hero and even naming himself after superman when his son doesnt even know his real name or that they're on the run for murder. 'he thinks my name is emily' 'but he knows who YOU really are.' not hank telling barry that he didnt want to take everything for himself and wanted to split it 50/50 with cristobal only to kill cristobal and taking it all for himself but still acting like it's both of their empire. naming his business a combination of their names and erecting a golden shrine to his dead lover. everyone is acting. everyone trying desperately to live their own lie.