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hi guy.s

andy(or andrew) / brandon ♱ he/it/tech

╋━ achillean, non binary, aroace

╋━ !!!aiwc for being a landmine blog(jirai danshi/kei)!!! , this blog is for my most deepest thoughts, i dont want 2 be famous but any follow is welcome!

╋━ i have asd, cptsd & paranoia + more.. yet i always try to bring happiness into the world and not let my problems eat my mind...well, sometimes ^_^"

╋━ i tend to have very several episodes of a heavy low empathy and dissociate too..b carful

╋━ no dni, i block freely!

╋━ i like music, writting and baking, such things make me being at ease

╋━ Andrew fictionkinner ~~~

╋━ hmmm this is mostly a vent acc focused on my traumas, expect sensitive content >o<

Tag sys !

"🎮; developing..." = normal posts

"🧩; painful4soul" = vent

"🪓; malignantumor" = vent but specifically about my gr00mr

"🎧; artisticbenevolency" = art(rarely post)

"📃; redoing2script" = reblogs

╋━ Anons allowed! ill leave a list for them :)

Currently theres no nonnies:(

LMAO WHAT THE HECK ARE THESE ADS

hmmm nope

#🎮; developing...

whatever

atleast thats not real for now

i should stop getting that unstable over things that wouldnt even happen

..right?

#🧩; painful4soul

im kinda sad for my best friend,,

he suffers from memory loss because he takes pills for his depression and bipolarity

im scared someday he wouldnt remember me or the things we did together

im scared he will stop loving me like before because he would forget about me

i dont want to be forgotten by him, he is everything i got on irl to keep going

#🧩; painful4soul #i love you somouch dylan please dont forget me #slight vent #jiraiblogging #jiraiblr #landmineblogging #jirai kei #landmine jirai #landmine kei #landmine type #landmineblr #jirai posting #landmine boy #landmine girl #landmine enby #jirai boy #jirai lifestyle #jirai danshi

amygdala-decay

⚠️ PSA! ⚠️

I know many people in our communities have alcohol/drug addictions or are around people who do, so I want to teach you all some first aid tips!

if someone is unconscious, for example if they've passed out drunk, first make sure the scene is safe, then check for breathing and a pulse!

make sure to check if the person's airway is blocked. placing your fingers under their chin and tilting the head back can help clear their airway.

to check for a person's pulse, place two fingers on their neck beside their windpipe and press firmly for 5-10 seconds.

if the person has no pulse, call emergency services, find an AED (or tell someone to find one if that's possible) and begin CPR if you know how. follow the instructions on the AED to defibrillate the person.

if the person is breathing and has a pulse, place them in the recovery position!

make sure they are on their side with the higher arm folded under their head, the lower arm bent forward, and the higher leg bent, like this:

their mouth should be open and facing downward. that way, if they vomit, the vomit can drain out of their mouth and they won't choke on it.

you can place soft but heavy objects, like pillows weighted down with something, around the person to keep them from accidentally turning over.

this information can save a life. please share!

#📃; redoing2script

hihhh...I stole some of your userbars okay I hope its okay

its okay theyre not even mine,,,

#🎮; developing...#jiraiblogging #jiraiblr #landmineblogging #jirai kei #landmine jirai #landmine kei #landmine type #landmineblr #jirai posting

i sometimes think about

how he victimized himself and blamed me for our rupture, called me the problematic one

i sometimes think that is my fault, that i was too impartial, someone who didnt care about their own boundaries

but the truth is that i didnt even respected myself when i was with him, i was fully manipulated here, i loved him and i never recognized the manipulation/emotional blackmail coming from him.

i feel dirty and used