Disenchanted

kofi

[hollywoodafrican]

tag urself if u have also given up dating white people

[hollywoodafrican]

i neglected to make last few posts private; i should have just rant-texted my friends instead of posting here; that was my bad; this is why i stopped using tumblr

[raveneuse]

Kerry James Marshall, When Frustration Threatens Desire, 1990

[sandylamu]

Ghana. Photo: Aboya

[b3ngal]

[hollywoodafrican]

im feeling super, like, earnestly su*cidal tonight. whatever that means.

[hollywoodafrican]

I don’t need you to respect me, I respect me I don’t need you to love me, I love me But I want you to know you could know me If you change your mind If you change your mind If you change your mind Change your mind

[arpeggioem]

That scene

[hollywoodafrican]

1. you can do whatever you like on your blog

2. it’s pretty shitty to repeatedly write on a blog you know i read, “i have never loved anyone as much as i love elliott.” like, cool? we were just two years of bullshit i guess? glad we moved to a new city together and shared an apartment and a life for a year? glad those things mean literally jack shit.

[hollywoodafrican]

i hate elliott they’re not a good person 🤷🏾‍♂️ i also absolutely hate having feelings

[hollywoodafrican]

getting an actual diagnosis for combined type ADHD seemed to have made my symptoms...worse??? or maybe i’m just recognizing them now and that makes them “feel” worse? idk. but my brain has been fucking racing all day and i can’t focus on my readings and it’s just ahhhHHHHHHHHHHH

[adhighdefinition]

why do so many ppl believe adhd works like a light switch. one minute you have it, the next you don’t. like no, sorry to disappoint you, that’s not how it works

[adhighdefinition]

me: *hyperfocusing aka full blown adhd mode* the Fools: see!! you can focus if you choose to!! don’t let your adhd define you!!

[enoughtohold]

who is she

[regularlesbian]

woman seeking woman. i’m six feet tall, fashionable, and enjoy long walks through brackish estuary water off the coast of virginia

[estebanwaseaten]

She’s our most famous cryptid 

[theweddingofthefoxes]

The bae in the bay

[osheamobile]

The Chesapeake Bae

[hollywoodafrican]

wow delta lambda phi is offering me a bid this week...all of my gay bro dreams are coming true...

[kundst]

Toyin Ojih Odutola (Nig. 1985) First Night at Boarding School (2017)

[hollywoodafrican]

this speaks to me on a deep emotional level after the past few weeks in iowa city...

[hollywoodafrican]

ok so here’s the thing: i’m a fucking hufflepuff. i’m a gemini double leo. it really and sincerely takes *a lot* for me to actually dislike a person. sure, sometimes I make snap judgements, but 99% of the time I’ll give someone a million chances for me to develop a positive opinion about them.

for a long time I thought there was something wrong with me because i didn’t like you and didn’t trust you. you’re SO popular in the community, extremely charming and self-deprecating, and there wasn’t much concrete evidence I could point to besides “I just don’t think they’re a good person.”

but then lo & behold, just as I suspected, you’re selfish as fuck, coast along on your “radical politics”, and don’t treat people nearly as well as anyone thinks you do. don’t doubt my hufflepuff intuition.

[andrew-minayrd-deactivated20220]