Schizopheind

Idk dawg, i used to post a lot of schizophrenia stuff on here and then 2020 happened and now I mostly just post bs when I feel up to it.

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I really hope my new jobs sitting spot isnt stools bc how do I ask for a chair that I'm less likely to dislocate my hip on? Scary

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Also like i dont want to use my crutches while working but its a long ass walk from the door to my station so like lockers for at least after the train?

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I really hope my new jobs sitting spot isnt stools bc how do I ask for a chair that I'm less likely to dislocate my hip on? Scary

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do you think I'm okay at art?

I just never make a consistent effort to post it anymore, plus i usually only do my weird photography stuff, but I feel like its not as well liked as my physical drawings and paintings.

And like its not like it has to go viral, but like its hard when work doesn't get interaction on ANY social media.

My art website I understand, whos googling my name except me/people with the link to my portfolio(website)?

Idk, I think 2020, paired with never actually going to art school killed my drive to make art making my career reality

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Face Pain Squirrels

Facial Pain Crowd • Community on Tumblr

A page focusing on facial neuralgias and atypical face pain

I made a community to talk about coping with face pain

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I'm makin art

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The endless battle between the artist and apathy

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A lifeline store in Vic, Australia

😩

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my joints are hurtin

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In the name of disability pride month start giving a shit about psychotic people NOW

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We got my dog a chew snack bc she has bad anxiety and chews cords, but she does not want us to take it (we wont). I think shes used to us taking the plastic chew bones due to the choking hazard being p high for my lil dummy.

ID:

A photo of a black and white Chihuahua terrier mix of some kind protecting her treat on top of a gray comforter

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So i got a new psych provider shortly before applying for ssdi which was a long time coming

I never got an evaluation or appointment longer than 10 minutes

I wrote down things that happened in the last appointment

Tw maybe psych abuse

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told me i NEED to work

said i can just live with it if i don't want to do therapy when due to circumstances outside my control i have a 3rd new therapist as of Wednesday

told me to ask my PHYSICAL health doctors about conversion disorder which would make my providers never listen to me about concerns ever again due to stigma

told me "it seems like i want to be on medicine" when in the previous appointment i asked to work on tapering off seroquel, which i was no longer taking at the time of comment

when i mentioned wanting to go up on rexulti from 2mgs to 3mgs, made yet another vague comment about clozapine being my only option left for antipsychotics

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Is this weird behavior from a psych? I requested a new one, but i can't tell bc i also fear hes trying to kill me in coordination with my other doctors.

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So I'm not able to transfer psychs at this center so im going through another psych at a center i went to before all the hospital stuff happened.

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Its world UFO day

Tell your mom i said hi

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lmao my HRT clinic has my sexuality as ABCW (anyone but cis women)

It feels so gender

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In other news I really appreciate my new therapist

she outright told me she doesn't have much experience with severe mental illness and apologized for and told me to correct anything she might mess up on. It was truly appreciated. I worry that I got paired with her tho bc the psych team thinks i'm faking.

We made a goal and treatment plan for the trauma stuff tho so I'm excited

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emoji kitchen is lowkey beautiful guys…

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am I doing this right

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This disability pride month im advocating for myself by getting a new psychiatrist that will even give me an introduction interview