#actually delusional

[manic-starlight]

Hello!

The name I currently go by is Pure Vanilla Cookie. You may also call me Manic, but only if I specifically allow it.

I use it/its or he/him pronouns. Please use both interchangeably!

As of now, my current IRL is PVC from Cookie Run: Kingdom. But I do not view us as separate beings; we are the same cookie. I will update this and re-theme accordingly if/when my IRL changes.

Please send me asks! I am very friendly, and I love to make new friends.

Do not reality check me under any circumstances. I am much happier living my life the way I would like!

I have many memories and past lives. Feel free to question me about them! I would enjoy telling my age-old life stories.

I'm well versed in nonhuman/alterhuman terms! I use the fictionkin tags because it is the group I most closely relate to.

I am taken by two. Please refrain from flirting with me...

That is all. Farewell, and remember to take care of yourself! <3

~ Pure Vanilla Cookie

[sparkley-bones]

to all my psychosis and delusion havers,

birds are just animals and not cameras

god is an optional concept

you are valid and your experiences are real even if they aren't actually reality, your fear isn't something that should be dismissed just because no one else understands what you are going through

[ashesinurcigarettebox]

“my crush looked at me for one picosecond im so delusional” no the fuck you are not. you are not delusional stop misusing terms oh my god. tell me have you ever locked yourself in the bathroom because you thought you’d be killed if you left. have you ever strategized on how to protect yourself from “the aliens that assimilated your loved ones”? have you ever had delusions, psychosis, etc? no? then shut the fuck up and stop misusing terms for MENTALLY ILL people

[themadlobster]

Me messaging with my friend (aka how to be cool and supportive to someone with psychosis)

Me: Had some pretty bad delusional thinking last night. I became convinced that the woman in the YouTube video I was watching was going to murder me if I watched to the end and I had to stop and cycle through like a bunch of different videos very quickly to throw her off my trail so she lost track of me and couldn't follow me and I was safe again. (Delusions are usually worse at night.) Anyway just thought I would share with you because. Well. I love you and you should know what I'm going through. I'm okay btw. It's interesting because I knew it was a delusion but I still had to act on it to feel safe and calm.

Her: Shit

Her: That sounds really scary

Me: Yeah but I'm okay now

Me: I hate horror movies usually, a propos of nothing

Her: I like horror movies

Me: There's one I did like called I Saw the TV Glow

And then we just carried on with normal conversation

And that's how that works!

[systematic-change]

I'm going to die, everyone's going to die, but it's okay: I don't give a damn about it.

I will face it with a smile on my face.

[sunphrenia]

my brain has been so fucked recently

[little-autistic-gremlin]

hate how ableism toward people with delusions is everywhere

sometimes feel like :

- have to put up with it from friends because if do not then would have very few friends

- have to put up with it from TV because if do not then would never watch TV

- have to put up with it from books because if do not then would never read books

feel doomed to listening to people turn scariest things of my life into joke