evade the cradle of holy youth

fantroll musing sideblog. follows/likes from trubywrighf. rping on discord only nowadays. join the rp server!

[pomdraws]

Can’t buy? Just reblog, it helps a ton!

Caulin and Tacito belong to @crylliosfantrolls Jeslie and Sweetie belong to @weretrolls All characters used with permission.

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rp icon & doodle dump comm time

i’ll draw you a sheet of smaller drawings of any character and then make you some icons from it! i didn’t have an example of a simple color drawing but it’d be something like this

will do:

nearly any fandom, just ask me

original characters and au versions of characters

won’t do:

nasty/hateful/-phobic content

n$fw content of canon children

payment methods: i take paypal/venmo/cashapp or even gift cards! i’ll also take bitcoin and dogecoin but i ask for 1.5 extra coin to cover the occasional loss of coin if something were to go wrong

if you’re interested, you can message me on this blog or my art blog (@monokingdraws) or my rp blog (@monokingrps) OR discord (Monoking #5580)

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i guess its time for a judgment meme again and ppl liked val’s sprites so

reblog with 1 troll and vallis will make many assumptions about them based on their appearance. judging back is cool but not required. val likes mutants so make of that what you will

[holytrolls]

throwback thursday

[breeeliss]

quick queer rant

im really tired of people within the LGBTQ+ community pointing fingers at each other and saying “you don’t really belong because you benefit from [insert type of privilege here]”

a cishet asexual still suffers from marginalization. their sexuality has been pathologized as a mental illness right along with gayness and transness. in a hypersexual heternormative culture where we’re told we must enjoy sex and we must be in relationships, an asexual person is made to feel as if they’re broken, as if they don’t exist, as if forcing sex and intimacy on them is a corrective measure to “fix them”

a straight trans woman still suffers from marginalization. being able to “pass” as a woman while also being in a relationship with a man does not negate the fact that trans people face the most violence out of anyone in the queer community, must face a society that enforces a standard of womanhood that may not necessarily apply to them, and must navigate a political climate that seeks to banish them from public spaces and paint them as criminals

a bisexual man in a relationships with a woman still suffers from marginalization. compulsory heterosexuality not only erases this identity but enforces this idea that bisexuality is a phase or a kink that can soon be grown out of. bisexuality is the largest subset of the LGBTQ+ community yet has the least amount of representation and leaves bi people more likely to have mental illnesses. being constantly recloseted when you date different genders has psychological and emotional consequences

individuals in a polyamorous relationship still suffer from marginalization. they exist in a society that hails monogamy as the only acceptable relationship model and attempts to make polyamorous individuals feel as if their relationships are abnormal, deviant, and inappropriate for children. they are treated as the example of what not to do, seeing as how society fails to acknowledge the breadth of relationship models that don’t necessarily have to include just two people. 

examples like these can go on and on and on and on

these critiques also exist without the context of race, ethnicity, immigration status, ability, and/or religion. we’re so focused on worrying about whether certain queer identities even belong in the LGBTQ+ umbrella yet fail to see how whiteness, Christianity, citizenship laws, access to disability services, etc. further compound on the experiences of those who are told by a cishet world that we are abnormal. 

and that’s what it comes down to: there is a formula for privilege in our society, and part of that formula involves being straight, being cis, wanting to marry, desiring sex, and believing in only two genders. queerness was always meant to represent those who live in opposition of those formulas, in opposition of systems that enforce and perpetuate those formulas. 

our job is not to gatekeep our community because that is childish and unproductive. our job is to understand the systems that oppress us, figure out how to navigate/change these systems, and advocate for all people who fall victim to the violence and oppression that these systems were created to enforce. 

we don’t do that by telling people that they don’t belong in our communities bc “they’re not as oppressed as we are.” this isn’t the oppression olympics. this is a time to fight, to love, and to advocate. 

[discoursecherry]

marginalization is not oppression. polyamorous people and ace people aren’t inherently lgbt. ace was never classified as a mental illness. stop spreading misinformation. also hypersexual is a disorder stemming from trauma, don’t use it to push your agenda. it’s nasty.

[breeeliss]

I normally don’t reply to additions like this but Female Sexual Interest/Arousal Disorder and Male Hypoactive Sexual Desire Disorder are currently in the DSM-V and only in this most recent update (i.e. the one that only got updated in the last year) acknowledges that it is different from asexuality, probably due to heightened awareness of the identity.

so no. im sure there have been plenty of asexual folks forced into therapists’ offices, forced to go through physically invasive treatments, and forced to hear that their identity is a disorder before the DSM finally decided to mention the word asexuality. and even then, there’s no work done by the DSM to differentiate these disorders from asexuality so im sure there are still people who are ace and don’t know they’re ace undergoing this treatment.

i was a psych major with a concentration in abnormal and social psych. im not spreading any misinformation. just speaking truth and asking for respect for our fellow queer friends.

[discoursecherry]

asexuals aren’t queer. also the disorder ur talking about is for victims of trauma who lost their sex drive after their trauma and want to get it back. you can’t be diagnosed with it if you’re asexual. so you are spreading misinformation.

[breeeliss]

hahahaha. okay. prepare to be educated everyone because i’m going to give you a very brief run down on the pathologization of asexuality. 

so for those of you who don’t know, the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (or DSM) is a book re-released every few years that mental health professionals use as a reference to diagnose and treat mental disorders. currently we’re on the fifth version of the DSM (or the DSM-V) and before that we had the DSM-IV. now both versions of the DSM have a whole section on Sexual and Gender Identity Disorders. female hypoactive sexual desire disorder and male hypoactive sexual desire disorder are those that are most reminiscent of asexuality – i.e. the lack of sexual drive or the inability to become aroused. 

now, obviously trauma can lead to a loss of sex drive or lack of arousal. but, there is plenty of literature to support the fact that these conditions (i hesitate to call them disorders since that implies that these are things that need to be corrected which isn’t true) can possibly be due to biologic, environmental, and hormonal factors as well as social and psychological. menopause/andropause, fluctuating estrogen/testosterone levels, surgeries such as hysterectomies/prostate removals, etc. can all affect sex drive and arousal. and obviously, if you’re asexual you do not experience attraction and may not experience arousal in certain situations. 

now the DSM-IV made no mentions of asexuality. doctors considered asexuality to be a sexual dysfunction (i.e. an abnormality that needed to be fixed because we are so obsessed with the idea that experiencing sexual attraction is normal and necessary). the ace/aro community has done a fuck ton of advocacy over the years and the DSM-V was updated to state, and I quote, “If a lifelong lack of sexual desire is better explained by one’s self-identification as “asexual,” then a diagnosis of female sexual interest/arousal disorder or male hypoactive sexual desire disorder is not made.” 

now this is a start, but there are problems with this. the biggest being that the only way treatment can be halted is if a person self-identifies as asexual. if a person doesn’t know that they’re asexual, the DSM does no work to sufficiently differentiate between these “sexual disorders” and a sexual identity. so it could very well happen that someone who doesn’t know that they’re asexual is convinced by a therapist that they have a sexual abnormality that needs to be corrected. 

so yes, you absolutely can be diagnosed with these disorders if you’re ace. it’s very possible. it’s also not true that difficulties with arousal are only caused by trauma (that’s completely medically and factually incorrect). asexuality has been pathologized for many years and despite new strides taken to become more inclusive, the DSM-V still has problems that maintains the likelihood that asexual folks may still be treated for a disorder instead of being respected for their identity. 

oh. and ace/aro/grey/demi folks are inherently queer. good bye and good day. 

[holytrolls]

okay the mass unfollow time is here

if you still wanna interact with me n my trolls. ddiscord.

no hard feelings against anybody i’m unfollowing tbh i really like some of you i just… don’t want anything fantroll rp on my dashboard anymore and i also don’t know who thinks i sent those anons so i’m just gonna leave it open for anyone who wants me to seek me out

[holytrolls]

hey reblog this if you’re an active fantroll blog (or a blog open to fantroll interactions) who won’t judge me for having trans trolls and things like that?

thank you please

[holytrolls]

hey y'all please check dates on the original posts. this blog has not rp'd in a very very very long time and although i've been considering using it for character musing storage i probably won't ever rp again on here. thank you

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hey gamers i didn’t want to do this but i’m fucking struggling. i found some money for food after the food bank literally gave me a bunch of stuff that’s very expired, but finding money for my transportation to work is not going that hot. please help if you can

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what if i started rp’ing trolls on tumblr again

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here’s hoping this looks ok in a text post

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some hot digital downloads at my sellfy

the existential dread coloring book, a short collection of printable coloring pages, is temporarily free pride flag printables set #1 is also free and that poetry book me and @attorneyfluid​ put together is now just $1 (from 3.75)

blease support my dumb ass and enjoy, thank u

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here’s version 2 of this post to keep it organized

i have some toyhouse invite codes and i’m tired of seeing people sell them for like $5 when they’re worth 26 cents according to the site, so if you want one from me. they’re 25 cents/25 dA points

the number i have keeps changing bc i keep getting more and then selling a bunch so just message me or just. pay n lemme know your tumblr url and i’ll send when i get one for you

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i have some limited commissions open right now! (on dA)

panel edits (.10)

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tumblr is still poopy, but for you folks still using it can i have promo

links

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cyber monday or whatever

i’m gonna have like $650+ more monthly expenses after december so allow me to advertise all my links

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at the time of this post a lot of these sites have promo codes at the top so definitely check that out, thank u

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redbubble is having a sale on stickers so why not take a peek at my high quality merchandise

click the shopping cart icon here since tumblr kills outside links

[spades-chilling-teal]

@ this community

I’ve been meaning to make this post since like, October, but since something new has come to my attention recently I’m finally going to make it.

I almost dated a guy I worked with back in February of 2018, but he turned out to be a MAJOR asshole so I told him to get lost. He was so rude and a lot of my coworkers noticed afterwards how his behavior towards me and in general had shifted. All but one, who was another girl my age on the team who he IMMEDIATELY targeted next. (As in, 3 days after I told him to fuck off lmao) When I noticed this, I warned her about what he’d done and said to me, and how badly he’d treated me and told her to watch out for the red flags because there were many. She acted genuinely grateful but continued to date him because she wanted to be “neutral” and “get to know him herself first”. I found out later that she’d believed I’d been trying to spread gossip about him, because he “explained” his side of things and they made sense to her. They were just a “matter of differing opinion” (spoiler alert: they weren’t)

Fast forward to like, September/October-ish, and guess what? She is now living with me, because he fucked her over SOOO badly that she got manipulated and abused into a 15 month apartment lease with him. He isolated her from friends and loved ones, and tried to control who she was friends with, where she was and when. He mentally and emotionally beat her down and belittled her, and also tried to convince her to sabotage me at work. She’s stuck on this lease with him but it’s unsafe to live with him, so I offered up my home.

I’m bringing up this story because it parallels the situation that happened with Z (chromaticmaelstrom) back on New Years of 2017. When I told people about what he did to me and they “supported me” but only to my face, and then only days later were back by his side claiming his “story” of sleepwalking was legitimate or that they wanted to take a “neutral stance” because it didn’t “directly involve them”.

And now, at the tail end of 2018 I come to find out that Z (chromaticmaelstrom) has done it AGAIN. I won’t be naming who it is that it happened to, as they do not want any association with him. But I want ALL of you, EVERYONE in the fantroll community to know I am both really frustrated and really disappointed in the fact that for 2 whole years, Z (chromaticmaelstrom) is STILL welcomed in this community by people. People who thought I was lying, people who believed his “sleepwalking” excuse, People who reached out to me to give their consolation yet continued to be his friend and associate/interact with him. Those who felt it “wasn’t as big a deal” as I was making it out to be. Those who unfollowed me “for the drama” anytime it was posted about or brought up (of which I have each and every one of you who did so blocked). Those who claimed to cut ties with him and the group around him but then turned around and drew art for him.

I am SO very disappointed that, of all the posts I’ve made both about what he did, and what the people near him have done to me (Orchidraindrops, torturedspirits and sealtrolls all cyberstalking me, harassing me, sending me anon hate, calling me slurs) with ample amounts of evidence to back up and support my claims, hardly ANY of you reblogged those posts to alert others of how dangerous and hostile these people in the community are.

People like russetschemes, smashtrolls, strawberriroyalty, orchidraindrops, torturedspirits, and sealtrolls, individuals who all brushed off what happened to me as little more than me being “overdramatic” about a very traumatic situation, getting little to no backlash for associating with someone like Z. I want each and every one of you whose url I just typed out to know that, because you felt what happened to me wasn’t “serious enough” an issue to cut ties with Z, that he has once again physically assaulted someone while they were attempting to sleep. I will not name names, to respect this persons privacy, but I want you all to know that from yalls “neutral stance” to full on defending of this person, you’ve enabled him to do this bullshit for a THIRD TIME. YES, THIRD. Because he did it TWICE while he was here with me. Once with my friend Hannah, and again with me only a couple nights after. I would @ each and every one of these URLs if I wasn’t blocked/didnt already have them blocked.

I’m not gonna make a whole big fuss about this, but I felt it necessary to make this post after finding out the info in December. I’ve linked my BYF up above that has most the evidence already compiled, though it’s still incomplete due to just how much I still have to gather/organize/censor. If you don’t see something listed there or want to know what isn’t yet listed, feel free to IM me about it and I will provide what I can.

Just in case yall need it linked again though

HERE IS MY BYF WITH EVIDENCE AGAINST MOST THE URLS LISTED ABOVE

Please consider reblogging any of the posts made that are linked, thank you.

If you are friends with any of the people ive listed about, feel free to come speak to me or just full on block me, because I do not want to be friends with people who associate with someone who has been known to physically assault others, or those who consciously choose to associate with that individual!