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This blog probably won't get any updates, please don't expect any. It has not been abandoned though. Please take care of yourselves and seek help if you need it. Love yall ❤❤❤

dont you love it when you tell a family member that one of your eyes is pulsating, which causes just that one eye to lose focus making you unable to see properly for that family member to say its your phone and compares it to feeling fatigue at the end of the day

the thing that i love (hate) about my ocd, is my severe fear of spiders, which is worsened by my fear of poisonous sprays/chemicals. Because not only is the spray the safest way for me to kill the spidee because of range, everything else ends up feeling contamonatee because not only does the spray get in the air, i also had to touch the can. there was also a spider on the floor o that means the floor is contaminated by spiders AND poison

I'm so surprised that no one is talking about how fucking bad the tr*nk is. Sure it has nice little package, but its plot is so ridiculous and misogynistic, like holy shit. Evil ex-wife is emotionally abusive and manipulative, its whatever, but the fact they added the "yeah, but she's extra evil cuz she didnt want a kid" and then her causing an accident while pregnant is a very obviously metaphor of her wanting/getting an abortion (regardless if she was in the third tri). She was pressured to have a kid by her ex husband and his family, ignoring the other shit, justifiable to want to make his life hell after that. If they really wanted to go with her using their dead kid against them, why didn't they just write the kid dying off as a baby, or due to complications and then have her not care.

The fact that they made the female lead, say that the ex wife "would have learned to love her unborn child and it would love her" as if taht would fix anything. Shitty writers for pitting woman against each other.

The irony for the 'vote blue no matter who' crowd blaming third party voters and non-voters for falling for a "no voting right-wing psyop" is crazy. As if these were not people telling others that their vote won't matter unless they vote for one of two major political parties, which leads to two things:

A.) People not votng because they believe their vote won't matter

B.) People who's politics aligned closer to the right deciding its not worth to vote another party and deciding to vote red.

C.) Hey, maybe a couple of those people decided to vote blue?

Baby girl if there was a "psyop" it was YOU

The only people to blame for these election results are the people who voted for Trump, nobody else.

SO STOP BLAMING OTHERS, COMMUNITY IS IMPORTANT

#i say this as someone who lives so deep in the red and still voted h*rris despite it going against my values #i am deeply regretful of that

I am actually so done with my friend. Pressuring me politically in real life then reblogs a post that is vague-posting about how too many people keep posting political and activist encouragement online and not everyone wants to do that all the time. I have never once pressured my friend on political issues irl or online, I post a lot about it online, sure, but still interspersed with fandom stuff. And guess what the post is about how you shouldn't have to post political stuff all the time, WHEN THE ISSUES MY FRIEND PRESSURES ME ABOUT IN REAL LIFE, THEY NEVER TALK ABOUT ONLINE, IN FACT NO ISSUES. THEY FEEL PRESSURED BY ME POSTING GET FUCKING REAL FOR A SECOND AND REALIZE NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU AND YPUR ONLINE EXPERIENCE.

I did them a favor and blocked them, then they wont see my political stuff online 🫶

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worst relationship status to have w someone is “objectively they’re a fine person who is nice but i don’t enjoy their company as much as they enjoy mine”

#i can never end a friendship with someone simply cuz i will always viewed as the ahole when you are on this side of the relationship #it happened with another one of their friends #i feel they always take from me and i try so hard to give the same energy and they never appreciate it #it always about what they want and i am their bff so of course i have to or else i am a bad friend #but i never wanted to be bff and i have never referred to them as my bff only close friend #i get tired innthe middle of the hang out they arrange but i dont say anything cuz its something they wanted to do #but when its something i organize when they get tired we must stop or theyll be upset

maybe hanging out with the same person all the time is fucking bad for you

#me thinking ill have no problem cutting them off cuz of how shitty they are as a friend (not cuz of what they did in previous post)#but realizing i do actually care (cuz of previous post)#wish i knew new friend's opinion sooner

im never going to let myself be peer pressured again

(continuing tags here: i should have told them this truth, i am ashamed and will be for the rest of my life, im sorry to those i hurt, nothing i do will make it up to you for the rrst of my life)

#i made a huge mistake last friday #and ill think ill regret it for the rest of my life if the results show #even then though #idk what was wrong with me #and this is going to be really weird #but im never letting myself be peer pressured by my white friend's concern and worey #and i dont like to bring our races/ethnicities into it #i am white latine but very obviously hispanic to those in my area i used to be more 'brown' although i am pale now #i say this because i have never fit in with white people as well as others because i was still hispanic #i grew up in an area where all hispanic looking people are considered 'illegals from mexico' from a good amount of people #but i acknowledge that i am still white and get that privledge #its just that my white friend from a conservative family is the type to worry over stuff that will affect us as queer people #'if this happens then our world will collaspe and war will happen and then the fall of the us' was the type of catastrophizing they were #doing and thinking and asked me for reassurance about #and its fine but the thing is is that she acknowledges how much my family and i are more at risk #which is good but still has this selfish mentality of what about me as a queer white person #even if that thinking goes against poc and queer poc #as if they are not at risk too?#and so i made a decision about something because i was worried (and ill feel bad if i lie to friend about this) that if friend found out #i made another choice they would hate me or say i am only hurting others in my community (queer and hispanic)#so i made the same choice as them #my friend who says protesting doesnt work and is unnecessary who is needlessly worried about themself first before friends #(ie what about MY friends that will be hurt by this but no explicit mention of others in oir communities)#someone who only acknowledges resistance and politocs when it benefits them directly (women protested to get you those rights but when poc #protest for rights of other poc its pointless and doesnt work)#someone who doesnt even acknowledge the issues i have been trying my best to express without mental exhausting myself (i am selfish too)#and will only acknowledge them in vague and COMPLETELY TONE DEAF WAYS #I let this person influence me and its so hard to fall into the idea that white 'leftists' think this until i recently met a white leftist #who actualy shared these points and was smart about the same decidion #i shouldnt have made a lame excuse to them

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how you can help palestine

*i regularly update this post with any new info i find so please always reblog the original post*

Donations

donations currently reaching gaza:

‼️ help buy e-sims for people in gaza

donate to get food packages to gaza - care for gaza

donate direct aid to gaza - ehab rida (longtime activist and volunteer, has been carrying out donations and humanitarian projects in gaza since 2021)

palestine children's relief fund

world food programme

aid to gaza - taawon/bank of palestine

help gaza’s children

female hygiene kits for gaza - pious project

donate to UNRWA

urgent humanitarian aid to palestinians - anera

medical aid for palestinians

urgent support for medical professionals in gaza

donate to ahmed (@/90-ghost on tumblr)

he is born, raised and based in gaza. please help him reach his goal of $50K to get his family to safety across the rafah border into egypt. as of right now… it’s $7.5K per person to evacuate gaza.

help journalist yousef escape gaza to treat his cancer

help mohamed evacuate gaza to get treatment for himself and his daughter

support palestinians: buy a keffiyeh from the last and only factory in palestine - hirbawi

secondary donations:

click to donate - arab.org

emergency relief for gaza - pious projects

palestine red crescent society

save palestine - islamic relief canada

send medical supplies to gaza - palestinian american medical association

help bring down israel's weapon trade - palaction

donate for the recovery of hisham awartani

one of the three palestinian students shot by a racist in vermont for wearing kufiyas and speaking arabic. hisham’s injuries have left him paralysed from below the chest.

Petitions

‼️ urge icj to invite gazan journalists to testify

international cultural workers to strike from german cultural institutions for their complicity in oppressing palestinians and promoting genocide - strike germany

petition to investigate war crimes committed by israeli military

demand ceasefire - amnesty international

open call for immediate ceasefire

american government call for immediate ceasefire

american government to stop funding israeli military

ceasefire and increase humanitarian assistance - oxfam au

petition to get canva to address their pro-israel stance

invoke the genocide convention to call for ceasefire in gaza - world beyond war

suspend israel from international sports - diem25

UK to expel israeli ambassador - change.org

gaza healthcare workers for nobel peace prize - change.org

teachers around the world demand ceasefire - teachers for palestine

president whitten: reinstate samia halaby retrospective NOW - action network

demand the immediate release of mansour shouman

location specific petitions

gaza call for lasting ceasefire - oxfam (UK)

end israeli occupation - parliament uk (UK)

email your MP - medical aid for palestine (UK)

protect gaza civilians - islamic relief (UK)

stop fuelling genocide - action network (USA)

@ biden: call for ceasefire now - move on (USA)

ceasefirenow.com - jewishvoiceofpeace (USA)

call congress and demand a ceasefire - uscpr (USA - they provide a script of what you should say, so don't worry about it)

note: you can call everyday. they tally the number of calls per issue. so more calls = higher chance for them to take action. p.s. you mainly go to voicemail so don’t worry about phone call anxiety. fight through it just this once please.

no forced displacement! - action network

australia call on israel to stop attacking palestinians - apan (AUS)

immediate ceasefire and increase in humanitarian aid in gaza - actionaid (AUS)

email your MPs - stand with palestine (AUS)

‼️ australian senate to investigate australian citizens in the IDF for war crimes allegations - fpm (AUS)

‼️ arms embargo on israel - cjpme (CANADA)

sign to send letter to MP for ceasefire - nccm (CANADA)

ceasefire now! - ijv (CANADA)

call on your local mayor and council to demand ceasefire - LeadNow (CANADA)

cessez-le-feu et un couloir humanitaire - le mouvement (FRANCE)

écrivez aux député-es et sénateurs-trices - association france palestine solidarité (FRANCE)

write to your député - assemblée nationale (FRANCE)

skydda civilbefolkningen i gaza! - mittskifte (SWEDEN)

singaporeans call for immediate ceasefire (SIN)

contact your elected reps and demand a ceasefire (GERMANY)

write to the EU demanding a ceasefire (EUROPE)

template of letters you can send (EU)

guide on how to contact your MPs in EU

p.s. if the template is outdated, just use it as a guide and add a few sentences here and there that reflect the current situation. i can’t find any recent templates so :/ at least this is something

multiple actions you can take to help palestine - plant een olifbloom (NETHERLANDS)

includes: links for donations, emails to MP, emails to media, links to petitions and demonstrations

den haag, maak nú werk van vrede in israël/Palestina - the right forum (NETHERLANDS)

māori call for palestine - ourActionStation (NZ)

deem israeli actions as war crimes - NZ parliament/pāremata aotearoa (NZ)

basta ao genocídio em Gaza! - awaaz (BRAZIL)

globo e grande mídia, parem de desumanizar civis palestinos - the intercept (BRAZIL)

manifesto ao governo brasileiro - petição pública (BRAZIL)

Campaigns

‼️ justice for palestine

reach out to countries to back up south africa’s invoke genocide convention at the ICJ

‼️ international criminal court

submit evidences of israeli war crimes

friends of al-aqsa

❥ UK-specific

urge your MP to speak up for palestine

hands off al-aqsa

stop administrative detention

petition for UK to stop arming israel

❥ International

boycott puma — email them to end their partnership with israel

boycott coca-cola

islamic relief canada

urge your MP to rally for ceasefire

decolonise palestine

poster campaign to raise awareness on the war crimes being committed against palestinians

text/call campaign for people living in USA

text RESIST @ 50409 to send a letter to your representatives to pass HR3103–a bill that prohibits tax dollars from going to israel

download 5Calls app to contact members of your congress | (more info)

fax campaign for people in the USA

go on this website to send 5 free faxes per day

here’s a link to a pre-written fax copy you can download to send (the first link on the linktree)

here’s a video that explains how to fax your senator (it’s very easy and all you need is a valid email address)

‼️ BDS movement

get involved in boycotting companies associated with israel

palestine diaspora network

global strike guide - join the global strike!

please let me know if you have any more links. i will add them in. and please reblog the original post!!

UPCOMING PROTESTS

PALESTINIAN LITERATURE READING LIST

PALESTINIAN BUSINESSES

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For all the "go to therapy" and "mental health matters" mantras I see on here, it doesn't seem like a lot of people know what treatment, recovery, and accomodations actually look like

Yeah, someone learning to manage their DID is probably going to report more internal communication and voluntary and purposeful switches. They're breaking down the dissociative barriers that prevented those things. It's a sign of recovery, not a sign of faking.

Yeah, someone in treatment for trauma might end up no longer having triggers that they previously told you they had. When you're learning to process and move on from your trauma, the things that remind you of that trauma may not affect you as badly as they did before. It's a sign of recovery, not a sign of faking.

Yeah, someone with schizophrenia may leave a psychiatrist's appointment still believing in the delusion they held walking in. It's hard to shake off delusions, and a psychiatrist can't "make a patient snap out of it" just because they have a medical license. It's an average experience for a disorder like this.

Yeah, someone may have specific symptoms or accommodations without having a diagnosis for a disorder commonly associated with those specific things. Disorders aren't all-or-nothing; you can have some symptoms without having enough for a diagnosis, and sometimes people just need specific accommodations and don't want, need, or can get a diagnosis for an entire disorder. It happens sometimes.

These are just a handful of examples. Don't assume that just because you know the basics of a mental health problem that you know what living with it – or being in treatment for it, or recovering from it – is like.

Fully realising the implacations that you are probably suffering from mania amisdt cutting your hair is truly an experience

#hair grows back and all #i cut my hair that was at my lower back to my chin less than a year ago #yet again this time its really bad lol #but i can hide it #but this is the first time i started tearing up while cutting my hair because i realized how badly i fucked up #any who #hair grows back #(im actually balding at 20)

I was thinking my mental illness isn't that bad until I thought how I would explain some weird thing that I do, that I believe is caused by my ocd, and then realize it very much doesn't sound like ocd and more like paranoid schizophrenia. Which I know there are overlaps between the two, but I think these types of thoughts I have might mean that I am self aware, but if I'm self aware, could it still be schizophrenia. Its probably just my ocd acting as such, but still. I don't think I would benefit from the typical ocd meds, but I wonder if medicine usually used for schizophrenia might help. I know that I am suffering from these delusions to a certain extent, probably not enough for meds, but it still concerns me.

Unpasteurized milk doesn't equate to raw milk. I keep seeing people say that people still drink raw milk in "x" communities. So its okay to drink raw milk. When most of the time these people are not drinking "raw milk" in that sense. You boil your fucking milk before you drink it. Which obviously makes it safer to drink. Boiling is not the same as pasteurization. So no don't drink raw milk especially if you haven't been raw milk before, because yes your gut can get used to it if that's what you are used to drinking.

#people these day being like but these people are drinking raw milk #my mom had family who owned cows and they would drink 'raw milk' aka they have to boil it before drinking it #drinking milk straight out of the cow is fucking dangerous

Just had a mentally ill moment (past 12+ hours)

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I can't scream, I can't yell, I don't even have time to wallow in self-pity becayse I have so much shit to do and everything fucking sucks and I can't tell anyone about it

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I was fucking right, telling someone was one of the worst mistakes I could have done here, in hindsight i should have kept my mouth fucking shut

I think i hate my friends, I hate my classes, I hate life, I don't know what to do anymore, I hate my family, I hate my assignments, I hate everything

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