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Body and Soul

|fwb!Riki x f!reader| porn with plot!|

|warnings! cursing, mentions of alcohol and smoking, smut, mdni! protected sex, unprotected sex, oral sex (f and m receiving) fingering, praise kink, piv, throat fucking, choking (slight) porn with plot|

|synopsis! riki has an unspoken rule to never sleep with the same person twice just like reader has a rule to not get romantically involved with anyone right before graduation, but what are rules if not meant to be broken?|

|word count: 17.6k|

The reality of your final year of university could be summed up to one single word; boring. Outside of your lectures and study time all you had the energy for was napping or occasionally meeting friends for a short dinner before racing back home to be in bed at a reasonable hour.

It wasn’t that being studious and focused was a bad thing, but you had expected your time at university to be a little more interesting. Your first year had started with a bang, enrolling in your college with a long distance high school boyfriend who waited all but two months to cheat on you. His infidelity snowballed into a messy breakup, issues with your self image, and what would become the wildest version of yourself you have ever seen.

Through trial and error you were able to confirm it’s true what they say, the best way of getting over someone was to get under somebody else. Your spike of rebellion lasted just under three months and you have been extremely tame since then. It’s not like you enjoyed being intoxicated every weekend and waking up in unfamiliar beds but since then you have not only been single but you’ve been going through what you’re convinced is the longest running dry spell in history.

In the last three years you have only been to a handful of parties, only special occasions such as birthdays or holidays. You would only really get drunk in the safety of your apartment with close friends. Oh and you have shut down any guy that even looked at you suggestively.

You thought it was for the best, that you spent two months enjoying that life in your freshmen year. But with graduation soon approaching the tension was starting to ache in your bones. You needed release in every definition of the word. Which is why you invited your two closest friends over for assistance.

Haewon and Sunoo weren’t exactly party animals but they were a lot more well known than you around campus, each with much bigger friend groups that constantly had something going on. The three of you met in freshman biology and despite some drastic differences, you could not bear to part from each other as the years went on. Your closest friends understood why you are the way you are and they never tried to force you to be anything else. They had both been there for you through it all, they saw first hand how deep in rock bottom you found yourself in all those years ago and they were the ones to help you out.

With all this in mind, you knew your request was going to raise some alarms but that didn’t stop you from asking anyway.

“Wait, let me get this straight…you want us to dress you up, take you out to a party and help you hook up with someone tonight?” Sunoo's eyes were nearly popping out of his head. He was pacing across your living room shaking his head as if you had just told him you were dropping out of school.

“Are you okay, sweetie? Did something happen? We’ll stay in with you tonight!” Haewon suggested in that soft tone of voice she seems to only reserve for you. You only shake your head in response, placing your hands on your lap to remain steady despite the nerves settling just under your skin.

“I appreciate the concern, but I just need one night to let loose. I’ve been so stressed with finals and my courses. I’ve been thinking and I realized that after what happened I put my all into my studies without giving myself a break. It’s true I went off the deep end in freshman year but I won’t let that happen again, I just need one night to relax and then I can go back to normal.

“And the hooking up part is not required, I just want to have a good night and if you guys happen to know a guy that would be down for a casual hook up then even better. But really, I just want to go out and have a drink or two.” You present them your award winning smile, knowing Sunoo could never resist it.

The two look at each other, seemingly having a silent conversation with their eyes before turning back to you. Haewon is the first to nod, “Fine, you’re a grown woman and we trust you but if we’re taking you with us tonight then we reserve the right to pull the plug on this if we see you get out of hand. I mean it, sweets, if you get too wasted I’m taking you home or if I see you cozying up to some sketchy weirdo the same applies.” Instantly you nod in agreement. Since you haven’t been out much, you don’t know too many students on campus, you don’t want to get too comfortable or get close to the wrong guy and you trust that Haewon and Sunoo would never leave you on your own.

Sunoo abruptly stops his pacing in the middle of the room with a bright smile on his face, “Alright, lets get you some food because we’re going out tonight!”

The odds were highly in your favor tonight. After grabbing some fast food, Sunoo had texted one of his friends and found that they were throwing a small party at their house. Sunoo assured you Jake’s definition of a “small party” was anything but. However he was glad it was a party hosted by a close friend of his in a place he was already familiar with. Everything after that was almost too easy. Haewon and Sunoo dolled you up as if their life depended on it, insisting it was a casual party but that wasn’t an excuse to not look good. Before you knew it, you found yourself passing through the threshold of Jake's house clad in a curve hugging outfit that teased just enough of your cleavage to entice anyone with eyes. Sunoo had curled and styled your hair whilst Haewon did your makeup. You looked stunning and you felt like it too. It’s not like you never wore makeup or cute outfits, everything you’re wearing is from your own closet after all, but this was a night out and you wanted to put just a bit more effort to look better than normal.

“Ok, remember, if at any point you want to leave just say the word and we’ll go.” Haewon reminded you as you entered the living area. “No questions asked, seriously.” Sunoo reiterated whilst giving your arm a squeeze. You smiled at your friends as you took in the sight around you. There were people scattered all over the open living room space, some dancing in the corner, others lounging on the sofas pushed against the wall. At your arrival a tall guy with dark hair stood up from the couch with a smile on his face.

“Sunoo, you made it!” He quickly came up to greet the boy on your right before doing the same with Haewon. His eyes then dropped to you and his smile never wavered, “Hey, I don’t believe we’ve met, I’m Jay.” You smiled up at him and introduced yourself in kind.

“Jay, this is our close friend, y/n, I’ve mentioned her before.” Sunoo explains to which Jay nods with a look of recognition on his face. “Oh, shit, yeah I’ve seen you around but I don’t think I’ve ever seen you at a party. It’s nice to finally meet you. Sunoo talks about you all the time, all good things.” He then offers the three of you a drink, guiding you towards the kitchen. Jay walked with you while explaining this was his place and that he lived here with three other guys, Jake, Sunghoon, and Riki. He was kind enough to offer up his private bathroom upstairs in case you needed one instead of the guest bathroom downstairs that was probably contaminated with puke, piss, and other unspoken bodily fluids.

As Jay was serving each of you your drink of choice another guy with longer hair stumbled into the kitchen with a bright smile on his face. His eyes were wide and his cheeks were bright red, a clear tell of his soberness or lack thereof.

“Sunoo! You’ll never believe who’s here, Heeseung is back dude! He’s visiting and he's asking for you!” The guy informed excitedly, nearly jumping up and down as he did so. Another guy approached from behind, hands in his pockets and dark hair combed back to show off his strong features.

“Jake, where's my phone? Oh, hey Sunoo, Haewon.”

Sunoo wrapped an arm around your shoulders as if forcing their attention onto you now, “Guys, this is our friend, y/n! y/n, this is Jake and Sunghoon, two of the other guys that live here.” You nodded in understanding and smiled at the two with a small wave of your hand, “It’s nice to meet you guys.”

The one with the longer hair, Jake, blinked once before smiling so wide you’d think it would cause him pain. “Oh my god, we’ve heard so much about you, it’s so nice to meet you! Sorry for all this, I’ve probably had way too many. Hey, you should meet Heeseung too! He used to live here but he graduated last year and moved away, that's how we got stuck with Riki as a roommate.”

“I heard that.” A deeper voice echoed from behind you causing goosebumps to rise on the back of your neck. You turned just in time to find a much taller guy entering the kitchen with a bottle of water in his hand, long blonde hair pulled back with a pair of black sunglasses. He wore dark baggy jeans and a grey hoodie, slightly zipped down to reveal a black tank top underneath. His fingers were adorned with silver rings and his wrists circled with a thin chain bracelet. It wasn’t until you felt Sunoo pinch the back of your arm that you realized you were staring.

“Be nice, Jake. Riki is like the baby of the house.” Sunghoon teased with a proud smirk. The blonde shook his head and you noticed how his tongue poked the inside of his cheek. Haewon looked over to you smirking at the heat in your eyes before turning back to Riki.

“Hey, Nishimura, have you met y/n?” Haewon smirks as she watches the blonde's eyes slowly travel to you. He doesn't bother hiding the way his eyes travel over your body taking you in for the first time. He then nods at you without a hint of interest in his eyes and you feel all hope of flirting with him deflate. You give him a tight lipped smile back and nod as well before turning back to face Jay again just as he hands you your drink.

“Jungwon’s waiting for me out back for a smoke, I’ll catch ya’ll later.” The blonde nods once more before disappearing into the crowd once again and you're left wishing he would’ve stayed. You swore you had never seen him before and it was pure torture that you spent however long without knowing a man as pretty as him was walking around your campus. There was no way a guy like him was single is what you told yourself as you chugged a large portion of your drink.

“I’m going out with them to see Heeseung, are you good here with Haewon?” Sunoo asked to which the two of you nodded. The other guys smiled at you and told you to meet them outside whenever you wanted.

Once they were gone, Haewon quickly turns to you with a smirk on her face. “I believe we found your gentleman caller for the night.” Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion, you knew it had been a while since you’ve been with anyone but surely you would’ve noticed if one of the guys was flirting with you?

“I’m talking about Riki.” A wicked grin painted itself on his lips. “Riki? The same Riki that didn’t even say a word to me?” Haewon only scoffed, “Did you see the way he looked at you? He basically eye fucked you in front of all of us, even the other guys caught that.” You only shook your head in denial, “Yeah that doesn’t cancel out how he didn’t speak to me at all. How am I supposed to work with that?”

“You don't get it, Riki is perfect for what you’re looking for. He never really talks about his love life, least of all in front of me, but Sunoo has mentioned that he’s not the relationship type. He’s too occupied with classes and practice or something, whatever, the point is he only does casual hookups but he has a strict rule to never sleep with the same person twice. Something about not wanting to lead anyone on. Sunoo said that he doesn’t hook up often, just whenever he feels stressed like he needs to release some steam and I remember hearing something about an upcoming performance taking up most of his free time so the fact that he’s here tonight and not in the studio can only mean one thing.” Haewon smirks at you with a hint of mischief in her eyes.

With this a smirk rises on your own lips to match her own. “Oh, well I guess I should leave a lasting impression then.”

The party was in full swing now, you and Haewon have had a couple more drinks just enough for you to start to feel a slight buzz. You spent the first half of the party asking her about Riki, she let you know that he was a year younger and a dance major. He transferred last year from another school, he met Heeseung and Jake first so when Heeseung graduated he personally chose Riki to take over his room.

Now you had your back pressed to her as you swayed your hips in time with the song. Sunoo had found his way back to you with Heeseung and Jake in tow. The three were now dancing around you as well with Heeseung and Jake occasionally going into the kitchen for another round of ‘shot o’clock’.

“You’ve got eyes on you, sweets.” Haewon's voice in your ear raised goosebumps down your spine, her hands tightened around your waist leading you to grind into her. You didn’t need to look up to know who she was referring to, you could feel his stare burning your skin. You moved your hair, exposing the skin of your collarbone as you danced against Haewon all without looking up to meet his eyes across the room. It wasn’t until the song slowed down a bit that you looked up to meet his gaze. Riki Nishimura was in fact staring right at you without bothering to look away once he’s been caught. A small smirk rises on his lips whilst he continues to watch you grind on your friend. He slowly tilts his head back as he brings his water bottle up to his lips, you can’t look away as he drinks down the water, watching as his throat moves. The sight alone leaves you craving water of your own to which you straighten against Haewon and inform her that you’ll be getting water from the kitchen.

She gives you a knowing look and sends a wink your way. The kitchen is still just as crowded as it was before without a single water bottle in sight.

“You’d think a house full of athletes and musicians would be stocked up on water, right?” Riki steps closer until he’s right by your side, “It’s y/n, right?” You nod. “I have some in my room, I can bring you one if you’d like…unless you wanna come with me?” He’s standing so close now you have to tilt your head back to meet his eyes, he had to be about a foot taller than you and the fact alone was sending shivers right down to your core. His eyes now had a faint red hue surely thanks to his time spent outside with the others.

“Lead the way.” The smile on your face is incredibly flirtatious and the look in your eyes was anything but subtle, if what Haewon said is true then there’s no reason to hide your intentions. Riki guides you up the stairs towards the last room at the end of the hall with his hand just ghosting the small of your back the entire way.

His bedroom was a lot neater than you expected, there was a bed with a black frame and dark black and grey bedding in the center of the room, a full body mirror leaning against the corner right next to a tv with a gaming console and a small black leather couch across from that. There was a door in the corner which you could only assume led to a closet and another that was slightly left opened which revealed an ensuite bathroom.

“This used to be Heeseung's room before he moved out, since he was the oldest he got to pick the master bedroom, when I moved in the other guys were too lazy to move around so they offered it to me despite me being the youngest and the newbie. I think Jake secretly hates me for it though.” He chuckles as he answers the unspoken question in your eyes as you inspect his large room. There were vinyls lined on the wall, an old record player set up nicely with a Kendrick vinyl sitting waiting to be played. You watch the boy lean down to a small mini fridge next to his couch grabbing you a water bottle as promised.

“Thank you.” He nods in response, leaning against his desk and crossing his arms over his chest. His eyes never leave you even when you take a sip of the water. “How come I’ve never seen you around here before? Sunoo’s talked about you so much since I moved in. I expected to meet you a long time ago.”

You shrug in response, closing the water bottle before answering him verbally, “Parties aren’t really my thing, not anymore at least.” He nodded, “What changed?” His head tilts slightly awaiting a response from you.

“I’ve been stressed, needed something to get my mind off of things. I graduate this year so I haven’t had a moment to breathe since the semester started. I just wanted to relax…even if it’s just for one night.” You meet his eyes as you say that, hoping he understood exactly what you meant. The corners of his lips tilt upwards and you know you got him right where you want him.

“I hope tonight is meeting your expectations then.” He smirks up at you noticing how you took a step closer to him. “It’s getting there.” Your voice is as smooth as silk now, despite it being a while since you’ve made a move on anyone like this it felt like second nature to fall back into this flirtatious roll. You were always confident therefore flirting came naturally to you.

Riki raised an eyebrow in amusement, “Oh? What could I do to help make sure you’re getting exactly what you’re looking for tonight?” You take another step towards him, now standing at arm’s length. With him leaning against his desk as he is, you're almost the same height. His long legs are extended out, leaving just enough space for you to stand in between if you so wanted to.

“You could lock the door?” Your voice is suggestive with an underlying sensual tone that was impossible to miss. Riki’s smirk turns into a wicked grin, one that sends shivers all the way down your spine, “It’s been locked since we walked in, baby.”

With that he leans forward to grab your wrist pulling you toward him with his hands wrapping around your waist just as quickly, the water bottle drops to the ground forgotten. Without a second to waste, Riki crashes his lips onto yours. Your fingers instinctively rake into his hair, feeling the blonde locks under your fingertips. His left hand travels upward to hold the back of your neck, his other gripping your waist tightly. You meet his aggressive kiss and match it in kind, biting his bottom lip softly and making the first move to slide your tongue into his mouth. The kiss was rough and wanting, clearly a form of release for both of you.

The sensation was bordering on overwhelming, your skin buzzed wherever he touched and his lips molded against your own so naturally you were sure they were always meant to do so. With the hand resting on the back of your neck he pulls softly at your hair, just enough for you to tilt your head back so his lips could make their descent towards your jaw and neck. Riki pressed sloppy kisses all along your jawline and you couldn’t hold back the sighs that fell from your lips even if you tried. The blonde seemingly liked the noises you were making and decided he would rather die than have you stop which is how he found himself wrapping his lips around the sensitive spot on your neck just above your collarbone, his teeth nipped at your skin and then he sucked and licked until your sighs turned into whimpers for more.

Once satisfied, Riki let go of your skin with a pop, smirking at the dark red spot beginning to form. “Pretty.” He whispered as he swiped his thumb over the bruising mark, smiling to himself more than to you. At that you leaned forward, arching against him to feel the evidence of his arousal pushing against your stomach. Riki’s hips instinctively bucked upwards into you, searching for any ounce of friction they could find. Your eyes met his full of heat and desire, his stare bewitched you and before either one of you could do or say anything else you found yourself dropping to your knees in front of him. Something compelled your movements, you had never felt such a strong desire to go down on someone before but the look in his eyes and his flushed skin was intoxicating.

Riki watched you with a hint of bewilderment flashing across his gaze though quickly replaced with pure molten at the sight of you kneeling before him, your soft hands caressing his clothed thighs and hips before ultimately reaching his button and zipper. Your eyes travelled up to his as if asking for permission, Riki could come from the look in your eyes alone as he slowly nodded, “Go ahead, baby.”

Hesitation was no longer a word you were familiar with as soon as Riki gave you the okay to continue, you drop his pants and boxers down in one go admiring the way his dick sprang out all hard and angry red at the tip. Your mouth quite literally watered at the sight and you wasted not another second before wrapping a hand around him. Above you, Riki lets out an audibly sigh of relief, the feeling of your hand on him was too much and not enough all at once. He needed so much more but he understood you controlled the pace right now, he didn’t want to push you any farther than you were willing to go.

Your thumb travels up to collect the bit of precum on his slit before slowly dragging it down the length of his cock. He was big, probably bigger than any others you’ve taken, but the fact only excited you more. Once you reached the base you leaned in closer to slowly spit on the tip biting your lips as you both watched it slide down his length just as your thumb did before. Without taking him into your mouth, you press a delicate kiss to his tip and slowly stick your tongue out just to feel his skin.

Riki groans above you, he wasn’t used to this kind of attention before a blowjob, usually girls would rip his pants off and get right to it, shoving his dick into their mouths as deep as it can go. But the way you’re admiring him, touching him so sensually is making him stutter on his own sighs. “F-fuck..please.” It was so quiet you just barely heard it over the sound of your own breathing. A gentle smile paints itself on your lips with a hint of mischief. How could you deny him when he asked so nicely?

The moment your soft lips wrap around his tip Riki lets out an uncharacteristic whimper that caught both of you by surprise. Your eyes never leave his face as you ever so slowly push more of him into your mouth, it felt so heavy it was addicting, you needed more. Your left hand reaches up to wrap around what can’t fit in your mouth, squeezing and stroking at no particular pace. “Shit, that’s good.” His hands drop to hold your hair and cradle the back of your head, he wasn’t quite pushing your head down but you can tell he wanted to. Riki groaned as he threw his head back once he felt your tongue gliding on the underside of his dick, a mix of spit and precum spilled from the corners of your mouth. You pushed off for a moment to catch your breath, not missing the way Riki’s fingers tighten around your hair as if wanting to keep you exactly where you were. With a smirk on your lips you rested your right hand on his hip to stabilize yourself, you were just about to take him back in when a flash of red ink by your hand caught your eye. Your curious fingers pushed the hem of his hoodie up to reveal a tattoo of a kiss mark right on his left hip. That has got to be the sluttiest tattoo a man could ever get and it only turned you on even more, you couldn’t help yourself from leaning forward to press a kiss onto the ink smiling upon hearing Riki sigh.

“I want you to fuck my throat.” You’re not sure what exactly compelled you to utter those words, having never actually done that before you probably shouldn’t suggest it so casually. Riki’s eyes flash before his eyebrows furrow together as he studies your reaction. “You sure?” You appreciate him asking but you couldn’t allow yourself a moment to think about it so you nodded instantly, reaching both hands now to rest against his hips. You were starting to understand there was just something about Riki Nishimura, you were convinced you would do just about anything right now if he only asked.

Before you could dwell on the possibilities of his lips being slicked with some kind of hypnotizing poison, Riki was slowly pushing himself between your lips once again. He started with shallow thrusts wanting to ensure you got used to the feeling of him being in control for something so intimate, his right hand grabbed your hair into a makeshift ponytail whilst his left cradled the side of your face, thumb coming down to wipe the corner of your mouth.

“Fuck, baby, tap my hips if it’s too much.” He searches your eyes for a sign of understanding before a groan pushes through his throat just as he thrusts as far into your mouth as he can go. He feels your throat constrict around him and he swears for a moment his vision goes white. Seeing you sitting there so prettily taking him into your mouth like you were made for it was enough for Riki’s abs to tense under his hood.

Another groan escapes his kiss bitten lips at the feeling of you swallowing around him. He swore he could feel the back of your throat with how deep he was thrusting. “Doing so good, shit. Feels so good, y/n.”

Hearing your name fall from his lips in that tone had you absolutely drooling for him, you couldn’t stop one of your hands from traveling down between your legs in response. In your defense, this had to be one of the hottest things you’ve ever done so, naturally, touching yourself through your clothing at this moment felt right. What was natural to you, however, was completely earth shattering for Riki. The moment he saw your hand slip between your legs he practically had to bite down onto his lip until he bled to stop what would’ve been an embarrassingly whiny moan.

He couldn’t believe it, you were actually getting turned on by this, this was probably just as pleasurable for you as it was for him if the hand rubbing your clothed clit and teary wide eyes was any sign. In an instant Riki gently pulled you off of him, relishing in the way you choked on your own spit at the influx of air. Riki was sure he’d never seen anyone so beautiful in such a messy state. “C’mere.” He helps you up and quickly guides you backwards onto his bed, shrugging off the remainder of his clothing on the way. His greedy hands were on you, pulling at your clothing to reveal more of your skin, you tried your best to help him but you were so ridiculously distracted by his bare chest now on display. It took everything in you not to lean forward and kiss and lick any and every inch of skin you could reach. You realized now that he had another tattoo, a giant one tracing the length of his side reading “Blessed.”

“Eyes on me baby, I wanna see you too.” He mumbles against your lips upon noticing your distracted state. With his lips on yours you managed to remove the rest of your clothing, earning a noise in response from Riki that sounded like something between a grunt and a moan. “Fuck, you’re unreal.” His eyes travel down your figure with his right hand following the trail, he grips at your waist and your hips before sliding between your thighs. The moan that stumbles from your lips is pornagraphic to Riki’s ears, he watches you tilt your head back as your hands grip onto his biceps.

“You’re fucking soaked, baby. All that just from sucking me off?” His voice is dripping with bashful pride, you couldn't deny it even if you tried. In a way that is entirely too delicate, Riki guides you to lie down on his bed, hovering over you before pressing his lips to yours in what had to be the most intimate kiss you’ve shared all night. You lose yourself in the feeling of his lips trailing down your body only blinking your eyes open once his kiss makes its way to the inside of your thigh.

“Wait, no..I need to feel you, please.” Your attempt at pulling him back up to you is futile against his grip on your thighs, “Fuck, let me taste you, sweetheart.” You only shake your head again, this time pulling at his hair until he’s hovering above you again.

“You can’t just give me the best head of my life and not expect me to return the favor.” He groans into your neck, sucking another mark by your ear. “You can return the favor by making me come on your cock, sound good?” Riki nearly chokes on your words, nodding instantly, “Yes ma’am.”

Without having to ask, Riki presses a kiss to your lips once more before reaching over to his bedside table to pull out what you can only assume is a condom. You can only watch in anticipation as he rolls it onto his length with practiced ease. Within a couple breathless moments, he’s rubbing his slick tip over your entrance, collecting your arousal before slowly pushing inside.

The stretch is expected having only relied on your fingers for far too long, however Riki's size and force has you clenching around him so tight he actually stutters for a moment. A dull ache settles in your core from the intrusion causing a loud moan to force itself from your throat.

“Fuck, angel, I’m not even fully inside you yet..fuckk let me in baby you’re squeezing me so goddamn tight.” He grunts, hiding his face in your neck to control himself otherwise he’s convinced this would end far too early. You whine in response, wrapping your legs around his waist to pull him closer.

“Shit, that’s it angel you’re doing so good, feels so good for me.” With one final thrust you find yourself completely stuffed full with his dick. A shared moan pushes past both of your lips at the feeling. “Still with me, baby?” He forces himself up to study your face and make sure you were still comfortable.

You nod, not trusting yourself with words at the moment but of course that wasn’t good enough for Riki. “I need to hear you baby, please.” With his eyes staring deeply into yours there’s no way you could refuse, “Yes, Riki please fuck me.”

“That’s it.” The smirk on his face could easily be your undoing if it weren’t for the way he swiftly pulls out and then slams back in so hard you briefly see white. Your walls clamp down harder and harder with each harsh thrust of his hips. It felt so good you couldn’t hold back the moans and cries of his name.

“This pussy was made for me, fuck- feels so good. Squeeze me just like that- shit.” His breath is hot against your collarbone, his lips wrap around the skin there and suck just to keep himself quiet. You could feel yourself getting wetter if that was even possible at this point. Riki pushes up to meet your lips with his own, swallowing your moans as they come. His tongue swiftly slides against your own all whilst his thrusts get impossibly faster. He pulls away from you only to force two fingers into your mouth, your lips instinctively wrapping around them.

“Suck on my fingers just like you sucked my cock, angel. Fuck I’m already close.” He groans as you do as you’re told, sucking and licking on his fingers. His other hand comes down to rub circles around your clit and your body practically jolts at the stimulation. “Shit, y/n you’re squeezing me so tight, I need to feel you cum, fuck come on my cock baby please.”

The blonde was practically begging but he didn’t need to, you could feel your high approaching faster than you’d like it to. Riki quickly pulls his fingers out of your mouth, grabbing your jaw instead to force your attention to him. His other hands circles your clit faster just to feel the walls of your cunt clench him impossibly tighter. He knew you were close and he wanted - no he needed to see your face when you come.

“Riki I’m-” “I know, I know angel I can feel it. Fuck you’re milking me right now, fucking come right now.” He groans as his abs tighten, holding back his own orgasm until he feels you come around him.

Luckily he wouldn’t have to wait long, one particular pinch at your clit fucking somersaults you over the edge. Your entire body locks up as your back arches into him. Your cunt squeezes around Riki’s length so tight he’s convinced he stopped breathing. Your lips form a O shape and your eyebrows are furrowed together just as you hit your peak, Riki can’t look away, you look so fucking sexy when you come he’s already planning ways to see it again.

The orgasm that rushes through you triggers Riki’s as he thrusts inside you one final time, forcing himself as deep as he can go before spilling his load into the condom. The groan that erupts from his throat is deep and chilling all at once, you feel your walls flutter around him as the aftershocks of your orgasm mixes with his ongoing one. A few moments pass allowing the two of you a second to breathe before Riki slowly pulls out of you. For a second you allow yourself to lay there, closing your eyes whilst Riki gets up to discard the used condom. Riki turns back towards the bed, pausing to admire how beautiful and sexy you look lying there still naked and basking in the afterglow. Just as he begins to lose himself staring at you, he stutters as you lift yourself up, stretching your arms over your head as you look around for your discarded clothes.

“Hey, you don’t have to run out of here, you know? If you wanna shower or use the bathroom. I can give you a change of clothes too?” Riki has no idea why he’s not so subtly asking you to stay. He’s never asked anyone to stay longer that what was necessary so why the fuck is that suddenly changing now?

A fond smile paints itself on your lips at his offer but you were already sliding on your panties. To his credit, Riki is quick to catch the memo, turning to get dressed as well. “Thank you for the offer but I really should get back to Sunoo and Haewon, it’s getting late and I know they won’t leave without making sure I get home safe. I will take you up on using your bathroom though.”

The blonde nods instantly, opening the door and turning on the light for you watching as you finish getting dressed before walking over to him. “Yeah, all good. I’ll wait for you out here.” Your eyes study his face, the quiet uninterested guy from earlier is nowhere to be found right now, he looks almost nervous. It’s kind of endearing. You smile at him, pressing a kiss to his cheek before entering the bathroom and closing the door behind you.

After a couple minutes you leave the bathroom, fixing up your hair, finding Riki sitting at the edge of his bed. “Do I look okay?” His eyes lift up to travel down the length of your body, “You look sexy…and like you just had sex so I guess that tracks.” His smirk is back, any trace of nerves from before completely gone.

A short laugh escapes your lips, “Yeah well that can’t be helped. It’s ok I’m gonna head home anyway. You sure know how to tire a girl out, Riki.” He laughs at that, standing up to walk towards you, “I do aim to please.” There’s a pause once he reaches you, both of you staring into each other's eyes.

“So, will I see you at one of our parties again, or was this a one time thing?” For a moment you’re unsure if he’s actually asking about your attendance but you ignore that. Riki supposedly never hooks up with the same person twice, you both got what you wanted there was no need to make it messy, right?

“I haven’t made up my mind yet,” You pause, smiling up at him innocently, “It was really nice meeting you, Riki.” The blonde scoffs lightly, shaking his head in disbelief with his tongue poking at the inside of his cheek. “The feeling is mutual, angel. Get home safe.”

It’s been a week since the party. One week since you went to that party, since you met and, shortly thereafter, fucked Riki Nishimura. After that night, the blonde went from being someone you’ve never seen before to someone you constantly bumped into on campus.

On Tuesday, he was behind you in line at the coffee shop. You didn’t notice him until after you ordered when he tapped you on the shoulder and asked for your order because he supposedly wanted to try something new. On Wednesday after your lectures you went to the library to catch up on some work, Riki was on his way out as you were walking in and of course decided to stop to talk to you for a couple minutes.

And finally today, Thursday, you’re sitting on a picnic table in the courtyard with Sunoo and Haewon. Sunoo had bought lunch for the three of you today and was in the middle of telling you about some drama going on at his job when a shadow clouded over you. Your head whips upwards, finding Riki standing there with a playful smirk on his face.

“Thought that was you, angel. What are you guys up to?” He asked the group but his eyes are on you, not even bothering to hide it.

“Sunoo was just telling us how he thinks his supervisor is hooking up with the shop owner.” Haewon answered swiftly, biting down the grin that threatens to surface. Sunoo is stunned into silence once Riki enters their space and so obviously checks you out.

“Sounds messy. Hey, the guys are inviting some friends over tomorrow night. It’s not a party or anything, just watching the game. You guys should come.” His eyes briefly meet Sunoo and Haewon as if to make it clear the invite was extended to both of them despite his attention being solely on you. You were too stunned to answer, too busy looking up at him in complete shock to even breathe properly let alone form coherent words.

“We’d love to!” Sunoo responds cheerfully, slapping Haewon's arm in excitement that is missed by both you and Riki.

“Cool. I’ll see ya’ll tomorrow night.” He nods at your friends before tossing a wink your way. The three of you watch in silence as he walks away as though nothing happened.

“Okay, what the fuck was that?” Sunoo is the first to break the silence.

“I’ve never seen him like that, what the fuck?” Haewon adds in disbelief, “Oh my god, y/n you have a magic pussy that’s the only explanation.” Your face morphs into one of disgust just as Sunoo bursts into laughter so loud a group of girls at a neighboring table throw side eyes your way.

“Did he call you angel? What was that?” Sunoo continued, still laughing so hard his eyes were closed and he was clutching his stomach. “Oh my god, did he call you that when he was fucking you?” Haewon adds fuel to the fire, Sunoo’s laughter just gets louder as your face turns red.

“Oh god, did he call you angel because your magic pussy made him see heaven?” Your two friends are clearly having a wonderful time teasing your encounter with Riki but you couldn’t hide the flush on your cheeks at the memory of that night. Truthfully you’ve been trying not to think about it, you had told Sunoo and Haewon everything on the drive back to yours from the party and since then you hadn’t really brought it up. Not because it wasn’t good, quite the opposite actually. Sleeping with Riki was the best sex of your life, you have never orgasmed that hard before, never felt so wanted and desired all in one night. Just thinking about it made you embarrassingly wet in your panties though you refuse to admit that even to yourself.

It doesn’t help that he keeps trying to talk to you any chance he gets, you don’t get it. Usually guys are the ones to ghost the girl after the hookup, usually it’s them doing everything in their power to avoid the girl afterwards but Riki is doing everything but that. You’re not sure what he wants and that worries you, you were looking for one night of relief but now you’re left with unwanted questions about his intentions with you.

The laughter finally dies down once they realize your silence. “Hey, we don’t have to go if you’re uncomfortable.” Haewon turns serious now, placing her hand over your own. “Yeah, I’m sorry for laughing. We don’t have to go at all actually, we never have to bring it up again.” Sunoo nods in agreement, looking between you and Haewon.

“No, no, it’s okay really. Honestly I want to go, I need to talk to him honestly, figure out what he wants.” You nod decidedly. “Alright, but same thing applies, just say the word and we leave right in the moment, no questions asked.” Your friends assure you with gentle smiles on their faces.

You were starting to rethink your decision now standing in front of the guys house again for the first time since that night. The change was drastic, the front lawn littered with people and empty red solo cups that night was now clean and presentable, the loud booming of music that you could hear from down the street was replaced by silence.

The door swings open before you can knock, Jake standing on the other side with a smile on his face, “You guys made it! Incredibly late by the way, the game started forever ago, come in.” He guides the three of you into the living area where the rest of the guys and some other familiar faces reside. Your eyes scout the room for Riki but he’s not here.”

“Drinks and pizza in the kitchen, help yourselves.” Jay smiles after greeting y'all although his attention was solely on the tv screen. Sunghoon waves from the couch, also incredibly locked into the game.

Haewon finds a spot on the couch waving at you and Sunoo who were already making your way into the kitchen as directed. Sunoo is already raving about pizza and how badly he’s craving some when you find Riki leaning against the counter, cup in hand and attention fully on a shorter guy with dark hair.

“Oh, Riki, hey.” Sunoo greets first, smiling knowingly. The blonde turns to face you now, a wicked grin taking over his face, “There you are, I was starting to think you weren’t gonna show.” He says aloud though it’s clearly directed more at you than Sunoo.

“Are you kidding, sports game and beer? We wouldn’t miss this for the world.” Your voice is dripping in sarcasm. Riki smirks, setting his cup down, already moving to serve you and Sunoo a plate of food.

“Y/n? Hey, I didn’t expect to see you here.” The other guy standing in the kitchen, who you admittedly forgot was even there for a moment, turned to look at you with a smile. You recognized him now as Jungwon, he’s a boy in your literature class. You worked with him on a project once and have been friendly ever since.

“Jungwon, it’s nice to see you. I didn’t know you knew the guys?” Jungwon instinctively stepped closer to you, not in a flirtatious way but simply as a sign of interest in your conversation. Though none of that was clear to Riki who paused as he was handing a plate to Sunoo. The plate was held frozen in his hand as he arched a brow at the two of you. You, too focused in your conversation about the latest course material, didn’t even notice the way Riki visibly malfunctioned. Sunoo stifles his giggle but Riki catches it, grunting silently before handing the plate off.

Riki is quick to shove a plate into Jungwon's hands, “Hey, man, can you bring this to Haewon? She must be hungry.” Jungwon gives him a weird look before nodding, “We’ll continue this later, then.” The boy smiles at you, him and Sunoo taking their leave.

“That was passive aggressive.” You notice, turning to now face the taller boy. Riki only shrugged, grabbing another plate for you. “Was it?” He sets the plate softly on the counter in front of you, nudging it as if urging you to eat.

The silence lingers between you for a moment, Riki’s eyes dart from you to the entryway of the kitchen. For a second he lingers, debating his next move and before you know it he steps closer to you, his chest now fully touching your side.

“You look good.” His words are sure, no teasing remark following.

“Thank you, so do you.” He smiles at that, his tongue poking out to lick his bottom lip. “Aren’t you like missing the most important game of the season right now?”

“I could not possibly care any less about the game. All I’m thinking about right now is getting you upstairs again.” His tone is so confident, not even the slightest bit ashamed.

Your eyes widened in shock, you could’ve guessed Riki wanted to hook up again but you were not expecting him to be so upfront about it. “Fuck, Riki, you can’t just say things like that.” A light blush paints itself across your cheeks.

“Why not?”

You ignore his question, choosing to press over matter instead, “I thought you never slept with the same person twice?”

“Been asking around about me, angel?” You wish you could wipe the smirk off his face. “Is that what you wanted? You wanted me to fuck you so good one time and never speak to you again?” He presses and you would almost feel guilty if it wasn’t for the teasing glint in his eyes.

“It’s honestly what I expected. I just wanted one night, I don’t want strings or complications. And we have mutual friends so it would be weird to repeat it.” You turn away from his eyes, wondering if your words were convincing him or yourself.

Riki leans down until his breath is right by your ear, “One night was enough for you, baby?” The cockiness practically drips from his words. You shiver under his intense stare, not being able to hide the effect his words have on you.

“We can’t have sex again, Riki.” You don’t believe your own words and evidently neither does Riki.

“Oh but we have unfinished business, I didn’t get to taste that pretty pussy last time. You’ll let me, won’t you?”

“Fuckk Ki, right there!” You sob into the silence of your bedroom, finger gripping and pulling at his blonde hair. He groans into your wet cunt, licking and swallowing your arousal. He was going down on you like a man starved, already making you come once on his fingers before deciding to satisfy you with his tongue. His slick muscle thrusted inside of you before trailing up to circle and suck at your clit. It was maddening, borderline insanity, the way this man ate your pussy like his life depended on it, like he had something to prove.

Another loud moan pushes up your throat, your back arching as your hips thrust upwards into his face. He only groans louder, gripping your thighs and pulling you impossibly closer.

“Taste so good, angel, knew you would. Fuck I could stay here for hours.” And he meant it to, Riki was completely drunk off your taste. It took everything in him not to grind his hard and leaking cock into the mattress.

You couldn’t even recall how you got here, some excuse about a headache and Riki stating he would take you home. Not as subtle as you’d hope but it didn’t matter, what matters is the way Riki’s tongue was sliding up and down your soaked folds, bringing you closer and closer to the edge.

“Ki…fuck, please please.” One of his hands comes up to lace his fingers with your own, “Go on, angel, come all over my fucking face I need to taste it.” His words are your undoing, with one final breath your walls clench around nothing, creaming onto his awaiting mouth. You come with a moan of his name on your lips, an appreciative groan coming from Riki in response.

Riki doesn’t give you a moment to level yourself, lifting himself up to quickly flip you onto your stomach. His hands on your hips arched your back for you, lifting your ass and bending you in a way that’s entirely provocative. “You did so good for me, angel. Need you to come just like that on my cock now. Can you do that for me, hm? Can you come for a third time for me?” He teases while he presses his chest into your back, biting softly at your ear.

You nod instantly, “Mhm, Ki, please.” He chuckles softly, “Sound so pretty when you ask nicely, baby.” Riki doesn’t skip a beat, pulling his pants and underwear completely off not before grabbing the condom he slid into his pocket before leaving his place. He slides it over himself before guiding his tip down the length of your slicked folds. Another whimper falls from your lips but Riki is quick to shush you, “I’ll give you what you want, angel, hm? You’re gonna take it so well for me.” With that he pushes in all the way to the hilt, a shared moan is all you can hear in the quiet room.

“Fuck! So deep, Riki.” You hide your face in the pillow, moaning into the fabric so loudly you could only hope it was somewhat muffled. Riki retreats before snapping his hips back, practically impaling you on his dick. His hands grip your ass so roughly he can already see your skin flush underneath his touch.

His thrusts are relentless, fucking into you so hard and deep if you didn’t know any better you’d think he was angry with you. Pushing himself as deep as he can go inside you. Riki was on a mission to have your walls mold around the shape of his dick, he knew you were made just for him but he needed you to realize it too.

“Take it, baby, take all of me, fuck.” He grunts, biting down on his lips as he watches himself slide in and out of you. The way your walls clench around him is enough to alert him of his quickly approaching orgasm.

His hand snakes around around body, finding your aching and swollen clit instantly. “Come with me, shit. It’s never felt this good, I need it.” You were sure he didn’t mean to say that last part but it practically goes in one ear and out the other. The sensation of him thrusting into you and rubbing your clit all while groaning and grunting to show his own pleasure is enough to fall right off that edge with him. Your orgasm crashes over you, your walls squeezing Riki is enough to kick his own. You ride out your highs together, Riki still fucking you through it until the overstimulation kicked in.

His soft hands caress your hips and lower back as he pulls out, you groan at the loss, suddenly feeling all too empty. Riki collapses beside you, wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling your back into his chest.

Any rational thought to get up and avoid falling asleep is quickly forgotten with the way Riki hums contently behind you, clearly already falling asleep. Your own eyes close from exhaustion and before you can think better of it, you find yourself falling asleep with Riki Nishimura in your bed and his arounds wrapped around your waist.

Looking back at it now, it probably wasn’t the best idea to let Riki spend the night as it only led to a delicious round of morning sex, followed by insatiable shower sex and then a crisp makeout session in the kitchen over coffee. All seemingly good, great, amazing things but ultimately they’ve caused you to develop such a desire for the blonde that you cannot go two days without sleeping with him.

It’s been three weeks since that night and at this rate you’re seeing Riki more than your other friends, classmates, and professors combined. He was constantly coming over under the guise of helping you study, or cook, or clean- but it all ended the same. It was working out for you pretty well, you weren’t dating, not even close to it but the casual intimacy with the same person was nice.

At this point you were positive your friends knew, they weren’t stupid. They had all seen you leave together that night and the boys noticed when Riki didn’t come back home. Sunoo and Haewon have found pieces of discarded clothing or jewelry he’s left at your place, a forgotten sock or chrome hearts rings tossed on your counter. Still, no one has asked any questions, until now.

“So you guys are like fuck buddies?” Haewon asks into the silence of your living room. You had invited her and Sunoo for a study night, it was pretty uneventful until Riki sent you five consecutive messages practically begging to come over and only getting worse when you told him he couldn't.

Sunoo chokes on his water, shaking his head, “Fuck, Haewon, you can’t just ask that. I thought we were gonna pretend not to notice until she brought it up?” Haewon shrugs before turning her attention back to you.

“Um, yeah I guess that’s the best way to put it.” Your friends nod. “But he stays over sometimes?” Sunoo questions. You nod, “Yeah, sometimes it’s too late for him to go home so he stays here. If he has class or practice early in the morning he’s usually gone before I wake up, if not we’ll sometimes make breakfast or coffee and chill and then he leaves.”

Sunoo and Haewon eye each other before looking at you as though you had suddenly grown a second head. “He stays the night,” Haewon starts, “And you have breakfast together?” Sunoo finishes for her, both sharing a look of absolute shock.

“Yeah, it’s no big deal. Sure it's a strain on my groceries but he makes up for it by bringing takeout sometimes so it's fair.” The look of bewilderment on their faces doesn’t falter in the slightest despite the calmness in your voice.

“He buys takeout?” Haewon sits up completely, hands on the table as if she was bracing herself.

“Are you gonna end up dating him?”

You immediately shake your head. It’s not the idea of dating Riki that’s pushing you away, if things were different you could totally see yourself with a guy like him. But there’s just too much working against you right now. You graduate soon and you’ll move away, he’s younger so he’ll be here for another year and as you know very well thanks to personal experience, long distance relationships never work.

That and he has never shown any hints that he wants anything more than what you two already have so why push your luck?

“But you guys are exclusive, right?”

The question makes you pause. Exclusive is a big word, it’s like dating before dating, it can mean a lot to one person and nothing to the other. It’s also a word that has never been brought up during your time with Riki which is why you have to give Haewon an answer she won’t like.

“No, I don’t think so at least,” You shrug, “We’ve never had that conversation so I guess he could also be hooking up with other girls right now. I mean I haven’t been with anyone else but I can’t stop him if he wants to.”

“That doesn’t bother you? Not knowing if he is hooking up with other girls?” You let the question sink in for a moment, as if you hadn’t been asking yourself that same question for the last week and a half. You were no longer sure what the right answer should be so you just shrug in response.

“y/n, if it bothers you-” Sunoo starts but you’re quick to interrupt, “Whether it bothers me or not is irrelevant, Riki and I have an unspoken understanding. We’re just hooking up, he doesn’t owe me any loyalty and vice versa.” You can tell by the looks in their eyes, your friends are anything but convinced. But nevertheless they drop the subject, deciding to focus back on their schoolwork instead.

The silence was unsettling, the air tense, you knew the unspoken questions still lingered behind their teeth and it was slowly eating away at you.

“I’m going on a coffee run, I’ll be back.” Before they could ask any questions or offer to go with you, you were out the door, slipping into your sneakers and throwing a jacket over your shoulders as you went.

The short walk to the cafe did nothing to clear your thoughts. What you and Riki had was supposed to be easy, thoughtless, fun. But as time passed it was getting harder and harder to convince yourself that was all still true. It may have started out that way, but now it was all too familiar.

The way his touch flamed your skin, the way your body so easily molded against his own while you slept. Or how his fingers felt brushing through your hair as he soothed in your shampoo in the shower. The way his smile almost turned boxy around you, like he was genuinely happy and unafraid to look like it. It was a smile you realized he only showed around you, you hadn’t seen that boxy smile anywhere else and it made your heart warm to have such an intimate thing all to yourself.

Maybe it was silly to consider a smile something that belonged to you, but truly that’s what it felt like, something private, shared only amongst you two. At least that’s what you believed.

Standing just outside the cafe you spot him. He’s inside, sitting across a girl you can’t fully see as her back is facing you. Her shoulders shake with laughter and painted right on his face is that same boxy smile you had foolishly believed was reserved just for you.

You didn’t allow the moment or the feeling to linger, twisting on your heels just as quickly as you arrived. The walk back to your apartment seemed quicker than before, coffee long forgotten.

Your friends didn’t question why you showed up without the coffee you so loudly claimed to go get, they didn’t ask questions when you shut down for the rest of the night or when you ended your study session early, claiming to have a headache. You loved your friends, as curious as they were, they knew when to leave you alone and bless them for that. Being alone was all you needed right now.

After a long shower you sit on your bed, phone resting by your thigh with no new notifications since earlier this afternoon. In the silence your thoughts begin to spiral without permission, it can’t be helped.

He came to you first, texting you, begging to see you. But you declined because you were busy with Sunoo and Haewon and then he turned and found someone else to spend his evening with? Was it that easy for him? Was it ever about you as a person or just how you made him feel? That wasn’t a fair question, not really, not when you both were benefitting from how the other makes them feel. Still it hurt to think about how easily he could find someone else that could make him feel just as good if not better. Hopefully not better.

The darker parts of your brain start to wonder if he would prioritize you over the others. If you texted him to come over, would he drop whoever he was with to do so? Or would he lie and say he was busy with the guys?

You wish you could say you’d remain curious but the text was sent before you could think better of it. You stare at the “Come over?” text on the screen, heart thumping out of your chest once it’s marked as ‘read’ not even a minute later. The bubbles pop up on his side of the screen for a moment before they stop and you literally feel your heart drop to your ass, body tensing as if preparing for the rejection.

“Omw.” He texts back. A breath pushes through your teeth, your hands gripping the phone so tight it could snap in two. As ashamed as you were to admit it, you can’t help the wave of relief that washes over you. It was a sick thought, maybe you were wrong to find a bit of pride in this? He prioritized you. He chose you. God, it didn’t escape you how pathetic that sounded even in the privacy of your own thoughts.

You knew realistically this means nothing. Riki probably just wanted to get his dick wet and he’d take whoever gave him the green light, surely this says more about you than it does about him but you were too deep in your own head to let that sink in.

Rationally, you thought up a plan of conversation. You were practicing how to bring up the exclusive question to him tonight, still deciding if you even wanted to mention it at all, when he knocked on your door.

Then he was in front of you. Then he was pushing you towards your bedroom with his lips on yours. Clothes were discarded until you could only feel his skin on yours. Any rational thought of conversation was long gone before you even fell into bed with him.

“Missed you, angel. Fuck, you’re so warm.” His kisses light a fire on your skin, marking parts of you you never thought twice of. Within moments his hand was between your legs, fingers spreading your arousal before pushing inside you. Your back arches into him as moans stumbled from your lips without care.

“So beautiful for me like this, I’ll never get tired of seeing you fall apart for me.” He groaned, eyes trailing from your face down to your core. His lips found yours again, bruising your lips with the force of his kiss but you’d never think to complain. You jolted as his thumb circled your clit, already pulling an orgasm out of you. Before you could reach that peak, you gathered your strength to push him away, flipping over to straddle him.

Now with your thighs on either side of him you grinded your went cunt onto his clothed erection. “Fuck, baby, don’t tease. C’mere.” His hands reached for your hips but you leaned back, unbuttoning his pants and lowering them and his briefs before hovering over his bare cock. Riki could feel you dripping on him and the grunt that escaped him was devastating.

“Sit on it, baby. Ride me, take what you need.” Riki’s eyes never left yours as you sit up on your knees to line him up with your entrance. His hands caress your hips, biting down on his lip the second you start to sink down on him. Neither one of you cared enough to notice the lack of a condom, it felt too good to stop now. Riki whispers soft praises as you lower yourself onto his achingly hard dick.

“S’too big, Ki. Shit.” Another moan rips from your throat, hands finding purchase on his chest for balance. “You can take it, baby, you’ve taken it before. Come on, fuck.” He feels your walls clench around him, his abs tightening in response. “That’s it, fuck y/n.”

Once you finally sink all the way down you feel Riki grip your hips, with his encouragement you begin to move your hips, lifting up before sliding back down the entirety of his length. For the first time you watch his eyes drop from your own to admire your slick cunt.

You ride him fast and hard, grinding on him until you feel him hit that deep part inside you that has you clenching his dick so hard it hurts. “Shit, angel, I know you’re close, hold on for me, yeah?” His thumb finds your clit as his left hand presses into the mattress so he can lift himself up enough to drag your nipple into his mouth. Your hands wrap around him, one holding the back of his head and pulling at his hair the closer you get to your orgasm.

“Riki mmph” His lips release your breast only to pant against your own mouth, “I’m right there, angel. Come with me, yeah?” You nod, unable to speak with the way your cunt begins to spasm around his dick. With the way your walls flutter around him Riki can’t hold off his own orgasm, spilling inside you with a final grunt.

He sighs against your lips, kissing you softly with his arms still wrapped around you. You hum as he caresses your body whilst still being inside you.

“Fuck, baby, I’m sorry I shouldn’t have- I’ll buy you a plan b first thing tomorrow, I swear.” You shake your head, “It’s ok I think I have one. For emergencies you know, as long as it’s not expired we should be good.” You had bought one last week, although you and Riki had always used protection up until this point you wanted to have one just in case you needed one, clearly it came in handy.

Riki gently lifts you off of him, laying you down on your side of the bed and covering you with your blanket. “Where is it? I’ll get it for you along with some water.” He says it so gently and lovingly it’s intoxicating, you always want this side of Riki. You hate that you may not be the only one to see this side of him, you hate that you’re thinking of that right now even more.

“Should be in the bathroom, third drawer next to my pads.” He nods, pressing another kiss to your lips before pushing himself out of bed, slipping on his boxers then disappearing into your bathroom.

You push yourself up towards the pile of clothing by your bedroom door, picking up his black shirt and slipping it over your body. He comes back out then, handing you the box of the plan b, “Get back in bed, I'll bring you water and then I’m going down on you.” He says it so matter of factly you can’t help but giggle and nod.

Once Riki leaves your room you lean down to pick up his clothes, wanting to just fold them and place them on your desk rather than the floor. You didn’t mean for his phone to slip out of his pocket, lighting up to show three consecutive messages from a girl's name you didn’t recognize.

“Just got home, thanks for coffee.”

“Next time, it’s on me.”

“Let’s not wait too long though, I don’t say it enough but I missed you.”

Your breath gets caught in your throat suddenly feeling a pit in your stomach the size of a baseball. Maybe it shouldn’t bother you as much as it did, you already saw them together, these text messages are only showing you what you already know and yet that doesn’t stop your chest from tightening or your pulse from spiking.

“Hey, your ice machine is way too slow, I could take a look at it if you want. I think something might be stu- what’s wrong?” Riki’s voice falters upon seeing your frozen stare, hand clutched around his phone.

“Baby?” His tone is cautious.

“Are we exclusive?” You don’t stop yourself from asking, despite being able to name at least a dozen reasons why that wasn’t a good idea just off the top of your head.

“What?” Riki takes a step closer, setting the water down on your desk.

“I mean, I know it’s weird just bringing it up like this and I swear I had this planned better in my head but I just need an answer, are we exclusive?” You were spiraling. You knew it, Riki knew it. It was hard to back down now.

“We never really talked about it, I mean we never explicitly used the word ‘exclusive’ did we?” You wished you could be mad at him, but he was right. The two of you failed to ever communicate what this arrangement was, surely that was no one's fault but your own, you can’t be mad at him now for seeing someone else.

“Right, right,” you shake your head still gripping onto his phone like a lifeline, “You’re right, but I would have at least hoped you would’ve respected me enough to tell me you were fucking someone else before coming inside me.”

“Whoa, what are you talking about? I haven’t hooked up with anyone else since we started seeing each other. Whatever you think you saw on my phone has a perfectly normal explanation. Fuck, angel, I spend all my free time with you and when I’m not I’m thinking up reasons to come over.”

“Okay, well maybe you haven’t hooked up with her yet but I saw you with her, Riki and now she’s texting you. Look, I know I have no right to be mad, I’m not your girlfriend and we’re not exclusive I just,” You pause for a moment and Riki takes the time to think about who you could’ve possibly seen with him.

“I’m sorry, maybe you should just go. I’m out of it tonight, I guess. Don’t take me seriously right now, I have no right to be jealous, if there’s someone else you’re interested in, that’s fine. But I’m not interested in sleeping with you if you’re sleeping with other people, I haven’t been with anyone else and I wouldn’t without telling you first.”

He sighs, “Baby, y/n, who did you see me with? I’m not interested in anyone else, please tell me what you saw, baby.” He took another step toward you, his eyes growing soft.

You don’t say anything, choosing to instead hand him his phone where the messages still sit on the illuminated lockscreen. Without meaning to, you realized you’re holding your breath, waiting for Riki to drop a bomb on you. What you don’t expect is for him to laugh out loud, he shakes his head and closes his eyes.

“This is what you’re talking about? You saw us at the coffee shop earlier today, I’m assuming,” he waits for you to nod, “Baby, that’s my sister. She was in town for the afternoon, didn’t tell me anything until like twenty minutes before we met up. I haven’t seen her since the semester started.”

You feel stupid. You were sure you’ve never felt more stupid in your entire life.

“Oh.” Embarrassment washes over you, not knowing what else to say.

“Oh? That’s all you have to say after that? Angel, how long have you been wanting to ask me to be exclusive?” His tone is soft, not mocking.

“A while, I guess.” He smiles at that, “Well, thank you for asking now but if we’re being honest, I assumed we were exclusive from the moment you let me spend the night.”

Your eyes widen at his confession and he only sighs, “I’ve never done this before so I guess that’s my fault. I should’ve just brought it up. Before you, I never really saw the same girl twice, but with you I just…I can’t get enough of you so from the moment we started hooking up casually I just assumed we were exclusive. I didn’t feel the need to look at anyone else or pursue anyone else.” His eyes lift to find yours, relishing in the surprise and softness painted across them.

You can only nod softly in response, still not registering how badly you’ve handled this. You’ve pictured this conversation going very differently in your head.

“Have you?” You raise an eyebrow in question, “I mean have you wanted to get with anyone else?” He asks and you can almost hear a hint of insecurity laced in his words.

You shake your head almost immediately, causing Riki to chuckle. “No, it’s just been you.” He nods, releasing a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding for the longest time.

“I’m gonna be honest here since we’re already getting pretty vulnerable for the night,” he starts, “I know we’ve never really talked about what this is or what we’re doing but…I need you to know that this isn’t just sex for me. It started like that, sure, but now it’s more. I don’t know what this is, I’ve never really had time for relationships or feelings, not seriously anyway. I had a girlfriend in high school but once I started university, I was just so focused on classes and practice I never really wanted more.”

He pauses then and you hold your breath, this was the conversation you were hoping to avoid because you’re not sure if the two of you were on the same page. You weren’t oblivious to your feelings for Riki, you knew exactly how you felt about him despite never saying it out loud. But that doesn’t matter, your feelings don’t matter when you know by this time next year the two of you could easily be in different parts of the country.

“What I’m trying to say is I feel more for you than I expected to, I like spending time with you and talking to you and yeah the sex is great, amazing really, but that’s not the only reason I seek your company.”

The beating of your heart against your ribcage grows so loud you’re sure he could hear it by now, it would be impossible not to with the way it rattled against your chest as if your heart was trying to leap out. This was the truth you were unprepared to face, it was already a big step admitting you wanted exclusivity with Riki but determining the root of that desire, the real reason you got jealous over him being with someone else, was something you were not ready to face. It had been so long since you last trusted someone with those feelings, and they didn’t take very good care of them so to speak.

Rationally, you know, Riki is nothing like your ex but the defensive parts of you would do anything to avoid that pain again. It doesn’t help that the odds are against you. But you’re also not blind to what you feel for him, you’d be lying straight through your teeth if you said this arrangement with Riki was just sex. Despite this, you know you can’t ignore what is true, and that is the fact that you will be graduating in a few months and you are in no place to get emotionally involved in a relationship destined to fail with distance apart from one another. Which is why you force yourself to say what needs to be said,

“Riki…I can’t offer you more than this. I’m sorry” Your voice is weary, a false shield of confidence barely masking the uncertainty that lingers there. Riki caught it before you could look away, he nods, “You can’t or you won’t?”

The strings of your heart are being pulled in all sorts of directions. You want to come up with something better to say, something smart and assured but all you can think is, this wasn’t how it was supposed to go.

This wasn’t how things are supposed to be between you and him. What you would give to go back twenty minutes, to stay in bed when he asked you to. To fall asleep in his arms like you did so many nights before.

“Riki, you know we can’t. It won’t work, there’s too much-”

“So you’re given up before ever really giving us a chance?” He interrupts, not being able to stop himself from doing so. Riki was never the kind of guy to put his heart on the line for someone else, he had girlfriends here and there but his heart was always in his future, in his dancing, he always put that first. For the first time in his life he wants to put someone else before all of that, and you’re rejecting him. The pain is greater than he cared to admit. Surely he was aware of the differences between you, he knew your future probably looked different that his own but that wasn’t enough of a reason for him to give up on the possibility of the two of you being something more than what you are now.

“Riki, think logically here, please. I’m graduating in a couple months, you still have another year of school. I’ll probably move away and who knows how far we’ll be from one another? It’s easy to say it’ll work when you can come over whenever you’d like, but once the distance is between us it’s,” you pause, feeling your throat tighten in your chest, “It’s not the same, okay? I refuse to let either one of us go through that.”

He doesn’t say anything, his eyes study you wanting to ask all the questions his lips were too scared to utter.

“Riki, if you can’t continue this as strictly casual then maybe we should just end it here.” The words slip past your lips before you can hold them back. There they were, out in the air without giving you the chance to weigh the gravity of them first. You watch in slight horror as Riki drops his gaze to the floor. He nods softly and you would give anything to throw your arms around him, to kiss him and tell him everything will work out fine. But for some reason you’re glued to your spot, unable to move, talk, let alone breathe.

“Ok, if that’s what you want.” His voice is soft and quiet as if speaking any louder would risk a crack into how he truly felt. You watch in silence as he gets dressed. He casts one glance towards his shirt on your body before sighing and throwing on his hoodie instead. Your hands move slightly to lift the fabric over you but Riki holds his hand out, stopping you, “Keep it, I don’t want it right now. I’ll see you around, y/n.”

He was gone before you could even register he had finished getting dressed. All you could do was stand there in his shirt and replay how badly you fucked up.

The weeks flew by after that night, you drowned yourself in your school work and applications, your closest friends knew better than to bring it up but they were worried for you. You had somehow gone back to how you used to be before Riki but only ten times worse. You never went out at all anymore, studying or applying for post grad positions in other cities, as far away from here as you could go.

You missed him. You knew it and Sunoo and Haewon knew it too, hell even Riki knew it though you’d certainly never hear it from him. You still occasionally slept in his shirt, knowing you should’ve washed it and given it to Sunoo to return it to him but you couldn’t bring yourself to give it back. It was the only thing you had left of him and the only thing you could hold onto anymore.

The words of the textbook in front of you were starting to blur together until you couldn’t make out the lines anymore. Your distraction came in the form of Jay, “Hey, y/n, it’s been a while.” The smile on his face is warm and inviting, you almost forget how awkward this could be. Your friends knew what was going on between you and Riki and surely now they know whatever it was didn’t end well.

“Jay, hi. Yeah, I'm sorry I’ve been busy.”

“It’s all good, this is an important last few weeks for all of us. I get it. Hey but you’re coming to our barbeque this sunday, I hope? Jake wants to take advantage of the grill as much as he can before we move out” He laughs then.

“Oh, I don’t know if that’s a good idea.”

Jay shakes his head and waves his hand dismissively, “Riki won’t be there. I don’t know all that went down with you but he’s practically been living in the dance room, he only comes home to sleep and he has a meeting with a scout on Sunday so he won’t be there. Sunoo and Haewon are coming, you should too.”

“Wait what?” That definitely caught you off guard, you knew what Riki felt for you was real but surely after several weeks apart you would’ve expected him to go back to normal, or at least whatever version of himself there was before you.

“Yeah, we haven’t seen much of him honestly. He does his own thing now and we just let him be, his scholarship has him running around meeting deadlines like crazy, they have him interviewing with scouts from programs across the country. It’s a great opportunity for him but if they take him he may have to transfer again. Poor kid has been moving around his entire university career.”

You had no idea Riki’s scholarship was so demanding, he had brought it up once or twice about how he transferred here in the first place because of it, but you didn’t realize they had him jumping from program to program on a yearly basis.

“That sounds awful, I had no idea. I hope he’s doing okay, that sounds very stressful.” Jay nods in response, “Yeah, it’s a lot on him but he’s used to it. He’s hoping to stay here but his scouts will throw him at whatever school offers the best program so it’s very likely he’ll be moving out at the end of the semester along with the rest of us. Either way, you won’t see him on Sunday so does that mean you’ll come?”

Seeing Riki suddenly wasn’t an issue, in fact you wanted to see him, wanted to check up on him and make sure he was doing okay. Jay shrugged it off like it’s no big deal but you know Riki better than that, he’ll give and give until his body wears down and he won’t notice until it’s too late. And despite Jay assuring you he won’t be there, it still is his house so the possibility of him coming home, although being low, couldn’t be zero. Which is why you find yourself nodding and smiling up at Jay, “I’d love to go.”

Sunday rolls around faster than you’d like, you had spent the last hour and a half changing out of your outfit, touching up your hair and makeup all under the low chance of bumping into Riki today. After the news you received this morning you were hoping to be able to talk to him, at least have a proper goodbye. The interview you had earlier this week finally reached out, it was official you were moving right after graduation. A company has offered you a position as soon as you graduated and you couldn’t say no. Today may be your last chance to speak with him before everything changes.

When Sunoo knocks on your door to pick you up you’re left with no choice but to leave with a brown off the shoulder top and low waisted jeans, it was cute but casual. Enough to look good but not give off the idea that you were trying too hard to get his attention.

“I don’t think he’ll be there.” Sunoo speaks into the silence of the car. It was just you and him, Haewon had gone over to the guys place earlier to help with the groceries and setting up.

“I know.” You distract yourself by looking out the window.

“But you want to see him?” He asks.

“Of course I do. Why didn’t you tell me he’s been distant with everyone? I just assumed he went back to normal after everything, I had no idea he was digging himself under his work and practice, he must be exhausted.”

Sunoo softly sighs, turning into their street. “Sound familiar at all?” You only raise an eyebrow in his direction while he parks the car in their driveway. Sunoo shuts off the engine, turning to face you without making any moves to get out of the car.

“You two are a lot more alike than you think. He has been drowning himself with his dance, just like you’ve been drowning yourself with school and interviews. Both of you have been trying to distract yourselves from how you feel about each other. I just don’t get why? It’s obvious you two felt something for each other, anyone could see he was different with you and you were different with him, I’ve never seen you like that with anyone else, and I mean anyone.”

You know he’s referring to your ex boyfriend, you never really thought about it but it was true. Even before he ruined your relationship by cheating on you, the two of you didn’t talk much, the effort to make the long distance work wasn’t being put in by either one of you. There was the weekly facetime call, and text messages here and there but truthfully Sunoo didn’t even know you had a boyfriend when you first met. You never really talked about him or to him but with Riki, you spent so much time talking on the phone or texting about the dumbest things, it was hard to miss.

“I got some news today. I got a job offer from a company in Chicago, they want me to move in June. The company is offering to assist with my relocation, I couldn’t say no.” You pause, picking at your cuticles, “I just want to say bye to him. A proper goodbye, not what we had before. And I want to apologize to him for the way I handled things.”

Sunoo gasps quietly, “You’re really moving?” You nod, “It’s across the country Sunoo, I can’t do long distance again, I won’t”

The blonde next to you nods in understanding, he knew he couldn’t convince you to give it a try, not after what you went through.

“I get it, I’m happy for you though! Heeseung lives up there now too, you know? He just moved in with his girlfriend over there like last month, I could give you his number so you’re not completely alone when you’re over there. His girlfriend is really nice too, I think you guys would get along.”

“That would be great.” You smile at him before the two of you get out of the car and enter the madness that is Jake's attempt at barbecue. The backyard is lively with music and people hovering around the grill whilst Jake swats his spatula around for space. Haewon greets you with a smile and a hug all the while your eyes scan the yard for your familiar blonde boy. He’s nowhere to be found, just like Jay said.

“y/n you made it! Come have a drink with us!” Jay greeted, waving you over to where he and Jungwon stood by the coolers. Jungwon hands you a drink and starts up a casual conversation.

The entire afternoon went by like that, easy conversation over bitter tasting beer and Jake’s secret recipe burgers that he claims he learned from his dad back in Australia. Laughs were shared in the backyard of their house and as the sun started to set you had pretty much given up hope that Riki would show.

You don’t notice Jake and Sunghoon disappear inside the house, you don’t notice the clapping and cheering from inside either until the two boys drag a flustered looking Riki out to the backyard.

“Ladies and gentlemen! We have a very important announcement to make on behalf of our beloved Riki.” Jake yells but you’re too focused on Riki to hear him properly. The blonde hasn't noticed you yet, not with you standing between Jay and Sunoo with Jay practically covering you entirely once he steps forward to see better.

“Our Riki is going to the big leagues, he got offered a full scholarship with the best dancing program in the country!” Sunghoon finishes for him, cheers erupt outside and Riki blushes under the attention. He shakes his head as if it bothered him but the smile on his face told you otherwise.

“That’s right, Riki here will be joining our friend Heeseung in the Windy City.” Jake cheers again, slapping his hands together and whistling for his friend.

Your eyes widen in surprise, feeling the breath get caught in your throat. “He’s moving to Chicago?” You ask aloud without meaning to but thankfully only Sunoo could hear you over the cheers. A smirk plays on his lips as he nudges you with his shoulder, “I think the universe just granted you a second chance, y/n.” He whispers to you before joining the others in their cheers.

That’s when his eyes finally meet yours. The smile on his face falters for a moment, a look of disbelief waving past his features. He never expected to see you here of all places. He never really expected to see you at all if he’s being honest with himself.

“When do you leave?” Jungwon asks aloud. Riki stutters for a moment, having to force himself to look away from you to be able to answer Jungwon's questions. “Uh, late August I think? Program starts in September but they want me to settle into the dorms early to complete all the necessary paperwork.”

“What a coincidence! Our very own y/n is also moving to Chicago, she just got the job offer this morning!” Sunoo announced to everyone making your heart drop down to your stomach. The shock on your face only intensifies as suddenly all eyes are on you, including Rikis.

“Yeah, sorry, I didn’t want to say anything. I just found out.” You shove Sunoo beside you, earning a wince in response. More cheering commences at your announcement as well, Jay congratulating you with a pat on your shoulder and a smile.

“Damn, at this point let’s just all move to Chicago, hear me out guys.” Jake starts, pointing his hands up as if coming up with a master plan. Riki’s eyes never leave yours, his eyebrows furrowing together as the gears in his head start turning. You watch as his lips mouth the words, “Can we talk?” Thankfully no one else notices his words or how you nod softly, placing your drink down before walking towards the doors leading inside the house. Riki holds the door open for you, not caring that everyone definitely watched the two of you leave together, again.

“You’re really moving to Chicago?” Both of you ask at once, sharing a quiet laugh in the aftermath.

“Come on, let’s talk upstairs.” He guides you to his bedroom, closing the door behind him.

“Congratulations on the program, Jay told me you’ve been working your ass off these last few weeks. This is an amazing opportunity for you.” You say as you take a seat on the edge of his bed, watching him lean against his desk similar to that first night all those months ago.

“Been asking Jay about me, have you?” He smirks in a teasing manner before nodding, “Thank you, it was a lot but this is the best program and school there is, I’d be crazy to let that opportunity go.” He smiles, “Congrats on the job offer, I didn’t know you were looking for positions in Chicago.”

You shrug, “I wasn’t, not really. I was applying for anything that would take me. This company was the best offer I’ve received and I couldn’t give it up. I leave right after graduation in June.”

He takes a step towards you, “So we’ll be in the same city again come fall.” The corners of his lips lift up in amusement.

“I guess so.” You nod along, suddenly feeling breathless.

“That wouldn’t change anything between us, would it?” He teases, lifting an eyebrow up at you in question.

You shake your head at him, you know what he’s playing at and you can’t help but play along. “It shouldn’t, what I said before remains true.” He nods and clicks his tongue against his teeth, “What you said before was that the distance would ruin us, that you couldn’t let either one of us go through that, but there wouldn’t be any distance if we’re in the same city again. Unless there was another reason you were against it?”

He takes another step towards you, waiting for you to answer only to be met with silence. You lift your chin to continue your eye contact with him. Riki steps closer until he’s right in front of you before dropping softly to his knees on the carpet, head tilting now to be the one to look up at you. His hands rest softly on the mattress on either side of your thighs, close but not yet touching your skin.

“Tell me you didn’t feel what I felt, tell me it meant nothing to you and I’ll walk away, I’ll leave you alone just as I have these torturing last few weeks.” You swallow, heart pounding out of your chest. You can feel the heat radiating off your body the closer he gets to you. While waiting for an answer, Riki softly lifts his hands to caress your thighs, softly pulling them apart to press a kiss to the inside of your clothed thigh. You feel your stomach tighten and your breath catches at the sight. Before you can think better of it, you shake your head, right hand coming up to rake through his blonde hair very softly. Your thumb caresses the side of his face, admiring how beautiful he looks at this moment.

“I can’t say that. I can’t lie to you.” Your voice is barely above a whisper but Riki hears you, he hears you loud and clear and he can’t help but groan softly in response. “Then let me show you what life could be like with me in Chicago, let me show you how much I like you, how much you mean to me, angel. Let me show you this was never casual for me.” He practically begs against your clothed thigh, pressing kisses over your knees.

“Riki, I want that so bad. I want to be yours, all yours.” You whisper, already breathless despite still being fully clothed. Riki is already so painfully hard in his jeans, he would be embarrassed if it was anyone else, but with you he only wants to show you how good you make him feel. He wants to prove that this means more to him than you know.

“You’ve been mine, just like I’ve been yours since day one. But it looks like you forgot that for a while so let me remind you, angel, yeah?” You nod quickly causing the blonde to chuckle at your eagerness. “Lift your hips for me, baby.” You do as you're told, allowing Riki to pull down your jeans and panties in one go. You’re completely bare now from the waist down, blushing at how Riki pulls your thighs apart to admire your soaked cunt.

“Fuck, I’ve missed you. Missed this pretty pussy too.” His hand reaches up under your hips to pull you closer to the edge of the bed, wasting no time in burying himself between your thighs. His tongue swipes from your entrance to your clit, drinking up your arousal in the process. “Fuck, best pussy I’ve ever had and you kept her from me all this time.” Riki goes down on you like a man starved, his tongue slides over your folds with his spit mixing in your arousal.

“Rikii.” You whine, pulling at his hair with one hand while the other holds you upright. Your moans are loud enough to be heard down the hall but luckily everyone else was still outside. His fingers make their way inside you, thrusting them at a steady pace just as his lips suction around your clit. The moan that rips through you is guttural, almost painful in the way your back arches. “Fuck Riki!”

“Yeah? Like that, angel?” His tone is teasingly sexy, you would give anything to have him speak to you like that during all hours of the day. His fingers don’t stop their movements while his tongue circles your clit, hitting exactly where you need.

“Come on my face, baby, mark me as yours.” He groans into you, the vibrations striking a thrill up your spine. “Riki, I’m gonna come, I’m gonna,” Your muscles tense and Riki feels your walls tighten around his fingers until they flutter with your release. You fall back onto the bed, your hand that was previously holding you up coming to meet your other still tangled in his hair, willing to push him away from you as he continues to fuck you with his fingers through your orgasm.

“Riki, please.” You're breathless, twitching with the aftershocks of your high. “Hmm?” He mutters, still licking up your release while softly pulling his fingers out of you. He breaks away from you then only to lick his fingers clean, moaning at your taste.

“Rikii, please.” You whine again, this time grabbing at his shoulder to pull him on top of you. “Use your words, baby.” He whispers against your lips, kissing you once, twice, before leaning back. “Please fuck me.” He smirks then, reaching to pull his shirt over his head then leaning down to remove yours as well. He groans upon finding that you weren’t wearing a bra underneath your shirt, tits already bare and ready for him to lick and suck on.

“Fuck, I missed every part of you, I missed you so bad.” He sucks your nipple into his mouth while his hands unbutton his pants, pushing them and his underwear down at the same time. “I missed you too, Ki. Missed you so much.” You throw your head back as his hard dick finally makes contact with your wet folds. Riki wraps a hand around the base of his length, guiding his tip up and down your folds, collecting your wetness and smearing it all over you.

“So messy for me, angel, just how I like you. So perfect like this. You gonna let me fuck you raw again? Gonna let me come inside you and show you you’re mine?” You nod, wrapping your legs around his waist and tilting your hips upwards. “Please, Ki.”

Riki crashes his lips onto yours just as he pushes inside you, you swallow each other's moans without breaking the kiss. His hips thrusts into you, reaching so deep inside you so brutally you were already seeing stars. You walls clench around him, already trying to milk him for all he’s worth.

“Shit, you were made for me, angel, you feel that? Feel how well we fit together?” He snaps into you harder, lifting up to have his right hand hold your hips while the other gropes your breast. “Ki, s’good Ki.” His name is the only coherent thing you can moan now, feeling your eyes rolling back to your skull at the insane pleasure you feel.

His right hand sneaks under your thigh, pushing it up until it's against your stomach. With this angle he can feel himself even deeper inside you, your walls clenching even tighter. You lean your head back, exposing your neck to him in invitation. Riki takes his left hand to wrap around your throat, squeezing slightly, not enough to restrict your airway but enough to show you he could if he wanted to.

“Feels good, baby?” He waits for you to nod, “Yeah? This is all yours, you can always feel this good with me, here and now and in the fall in Chicago. I’m all yours baby, this dick is yours, this mouth is yours, these hands,” he squeezes your throat again, “are yours. Now come on my dick and show me you’re mine too.”

Another moan rips through your throat, “I’m yours, Ki, fuckk all yours. I’m gonna come.” His left hand releases your throat to play with your clit in time to his thrusts. “That’s it, that’s my girl.” Just as you both reach your highs, Riki leans down to crash his lips onto yours once again, kissing you deeply all while his motions never cease, fucking you both through your orgasms.

Riki doesn’t slow until he feels your body start to twitch with the overstimulation, he presses another kiss to your lips before slowly pulling out of you. His release mixes with yours and oozes out of you and Riki can't help but state, still holding your thigh up to see your cunt clench around nothing. “Fuck, that’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.” He groans as he watches you clench again at his words.

Your hands reach to pull him on top of you again, this time kissing him slower but just as passionate as before. “Why wait until the fall?” You ask as you pull away.

“What?”

“Move in with me in June, just until you get your place in August. Move to Chicago with me, Riki. I don’t want to spend any more time apart.” Your heart is pounding again, still attempting to catch your breath.

“You’re serious?” He asks, studying your eyes for any hint of hesitation but you only nod and smile at him. “Dead serious, I want to be with you.” Riki smiles that boxy smile you’ve grown to love before pulling you in for another kiss. “I want to be with you all the time, you’re gonna be sick of me by July.” He laughs into your neck, kissing down your bare collarbone.

“I don’t think that’s possible.” And you believed it, at this point Riki has found his way so deeply into your system it would be impossible to get rid of him even if you tried. Not that you’d ever want to anyway.

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