Go Back To Sleep

chicana, she/her, storyteller

[honeybeehuman]

Hello, this is my blog.

I hope whoever finds it enjoys their time here and leaves with a little more whimsy than they originally had.

~*~ Masterlist ~*~

CIRCuS/CIRCO

Coin-Operated/Cuenta Monedas

Little Star

Mockingly Magical

(Miscellaneous)

Rules and Information on Me below the cut:

~*~ Me ~*~

I post primarily OC content with some bits of fanart here and there.

I'm Mexican and I speak both English and Spanish (although I would appreciate some help with Spanish grammar if anyone noticed anything off)

I LOVE CLOWNS

Some of the stories and art I post will contain mentions and depictions of:

Racism

Sexism

Homophobia

Alcohol and substance abuse

Toxic relationships

Violence (domestic and/or otherwise)

I do not believe any of these things are good or moral nor do I intend to depict them as such. I depict them in my stories because they are part of the human experience, and I believe that condemning the portrayal of these topics in media is denial of issues that are reoccurring in society.

~*~ Rules ~*~

Chatting to me through the ask box is ALLOWED

Do NOT repost my posts (Reblog or share instead)

Do NOT privately DM unless we are MUTUALS

I would appreciate tone indicators, although, they are not required

Feel free to let me know if I missed a TW tag

Rules will be added as I see fit

[digiwoaha]

Small sketch cause why not

[its-emimi]

Happy Pride month! 🌈

[honeybeehuman]

Clippy my beloved 💫✨️

[thegameoflovemindberries]

TAG GAME ❗️❗️❗️

Mine

....I don't mind

I'll tag @rasin-c00ldude @bonnie181987 @latinumenthusiast @bubonichronic @hugoreyeswife @pepsicanzonthefloor @elliotmustd1e @fuckin8alien @frerardisreal666 @goatcutter @rowenrefugee @psycocilybe @enora-elk-kirkton @vierraz @whotfisflight and anyone else who want

[jakejavu-offical]

Option 1: including OCs

Ew. This is a bug (a 2ft tall one at that 😬). Plus I'm a het guy.

Option 2: not including OCs

SON OF A FU- /ref

So yeah. Puma from the Lion King. Another guy, another animal, another shortass (/aff). No thanks.

@s incoming

@ajithink @echothevessel @grandexcessivecoremode @ihavenocluewhatiwanttobecalled @ipaddres @jaithink @unnamed-fusion + open @s

[echothevessel]

can I like… not…

im too aroace for this shit

(/pos)

[sleepy-echo19]

its madeline celeste winning at life

[sleepy-echo19]

oh wait tags

@tanyindrawsandgames @andro-m3da @mantis-sisters-of-battle @lionacuty @floohy @partialpablo

[valhallas-last]

Huh. Guess I have a garden now. Neat.

@actualmastergrimm @apothecaryofdigitalis @zora-thesidecharacter @diverdrivedown @duckofmisfortuneoffical @grandexcessivecoremode

And anyone else who wants to join in.

[duckofmisfortuneoffical]

Fuck yesss open tags

[thestormwielder]

this is what i get for downloading images beforehand

open tags + @auxins-insanities

[auxins-insanities]

i guess i’m in a polyamorous relationship now

@2ofspadesssss @spacedout925 @helixmoment + open tags

[spacedout925]

was about to say i was in a relationship with myself (thats my sona) until i realized ten 17776 was there (how did i not notice her bruh)

so

hell yeah my beautiful ten i am very pleased with this

This art by the amazing @yzeebzics btw :DDDD

so uhh them and uh @mercymermaid as well if you'd like? and open tags

[mercymermaid]

kill me now i guess? i get karnak but i get my choice of twinknak vs oldnak.. guess we're doing oldnak? he'd probably spend our marriage hinting ominously at my death (a kindness compared to outright saying it) and lamenting about old man pains. also he's canonically dead so i'd be marrying a broken animatronic. okay then

@mysticalgiraffe @itskandykane @ogshtinker (tragic if it's not mike) @polswiss @helio-ii @gggggravel (and @yzeebzics again) !!!!! sorry if i forgot you i have a lot of moots on this hellsite.,,.,..,,

[gggggravel]

LMAO JACKPOT I GOT GRACE

@m0m3ntary47 @dougiedc3 YOUR TURN

[m0m3ntary47]

WOO MAMA LIFE IS TURNING UP I GUESS😭

literally who do i even tag lets see uhhhhhhhhhh @hcat15 @twotime86 I CHOSE YOU GO GO GO

[ashhcat15]

ERM ...

GUYS 😭 I'M NORMAL I SWEAR @mercywashere

Plz don't come for me

Anyways I tag @nyxorni67 @cuphead030 @insufferablewhore @csepelcurry @yourlocalavian

@justzenn17 @jesse-the-star @turtlefirefly @brightgoat @burtrubber

[turtlefirefly]

YAY I LOVE HENCHMAN

@maxtheweirdo1812 @cups-terr @unstableautonomy @peachykipp @drunkendicez

[shidraoftheworldpillar]

Ok. I'm fine with this honestly

@randalcandal @confusedeldritch @alex-the-bard @lesmond-sycamore @aurorazepic

[confusedeldritch]

Perfect, no notes.

@macawthestarwing @captaincreative @swolfcantdraw

[macawthestarwing]

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

@stargazin-on-mars @poyoyaki @freezedom @gamegem92

[freezedom]

I mean, it's alright like (/ref)

@pantaloons152 @juice-ity @emmmochi @smal5504 @makithewizard @that-theaterkid @exams-will-make-me-cry @easterartist @mist-the-husky-mix and open tags cuz I kinda forgot blog names.....

[makithewizard]

Thanks for the tag Freeze ^^

I would rather be with Fold, but she's fine as well. Poor silly is so traumatized (and I guess she's about to ragequit uno lol)

Tagging: @eventide-paradox @izafetess @slipperychip @viennflowerclass @adeafad @jakejavu-offical @lilatheglitchybunny @hardal201 @haruhikiomori @invader-rewa @insightfulillustrator @tarrblariathemess @nabitodexart @vermillion20064 @f-mariaa @stellaghost @milk-teaz-room @screwzara @pegz-and-rexy-offical @pers0n1ch @i-am-trashyy @matveytale @mraltruist @axelworlddw @character-director + open tags :3

[matveytale]

AWWW! TYSM TADDED ME! @makithewizard

SO~

I LOVE HIM REACTION ~ 😌💅✨

TADDED

@milkyway-art25 @stellaghost @f-mariaa @digiwoaha @s3rvurcortado @who-loves-mango @imn0tnightmar3 @impostorcrisis @resttaleau @reyyyt @13wrio @oneeqaisara @veshalllka @quietneighbor @xcrossverse @shr3202 @perihelion-of-the-night @weirdghostcat @that1aceidiot @randomic1 @blu3ndraws @aurora-starlight-silly @fufudraws @glyk-worldy @gachaxtime6 @kyaturu @foxalone @illustrationisbarb @cypher-030 @lucidfile MEHEHEHHEHE

[digiwoaha]

Uhh- lol-

@oneeqaisara @honeybeehuman @a7067

[honeybeehuman]

I'm counting the characters on my shirt and background. I have no clue who or what the deal is with the green guy but I know its from DHMIS (i thrifted the shirt). I have no opinion on this character

And then Sun fnaf, which honestly - I'm not at all upset at. 20/10 character 💪✨️💫

@beanbotblogs @crystalpine49

[ilgneunda]

Princess Jellyfish, Chapter 37

[honeybeehuman]

princessjellyfishprincessjellyfishprincessjellyfishprincessjellyfishprincessjelly-

[asexual-amanita]

OCD is never about liking being clean or organized. I’ve never met a person with OCD who actually likes to do their compulsions. We do them because we’re terrified of what will happen if we don’t. It’s not preference that makes us act, it’s this false sense of urgency and extreme panic.

[nonbinaryjudean]

OCD things that you don't hear about:

episodes of paranoia, delusions, and dissociation

cyclical thoughts/spirals

magical thinking

episodes that can be very similar to psychosis or mania

attributing human emotions to inanimate objects

dermatillomania and trichotillomania

false sensations (like bugs crawling on skin)

paying way too much attention to very small things

physical health issues caused by compulsions

symptoms that are "problematic" (doing things that are considered "wasteful", needing reassurance or validation from others...)

extreme, deep, dreadful fear of things that can't truly be explained

disconnect between emotional and cognitive/logical responses or thoughts

contamination fears

problems with addiction and dopamine regulation

other people trying to force exposure therapy onto you without your consent and it making your anxiety way worse

list making

[fuzzytalescomics]

Ocd 🤝 psychosis struggles

[digiwoaha]

Idk what to draw :3

Stinge and Spark belong to me :D

[grub-muncher]

This comic only mentions different hallucinations based on sensory modality (which sense it impacts) but there are other ways to categorise hallucinations such as the theme of the hallucination or the severity of the hallucination

Hallucinations don’t only affect schizospec people and can happen to people without a psychotic disorder or any mental illness/condition

[disabirbity]

May 24th is World Schizophrenia (Awareness) Day

So here's some reminders. Feel free to add on with your own as well!

Psychosis does not make someone inherently dangerous. In fact, psychotic folks are more likely to be the victims of violent crime. Anyone can be dangerous, regardless of whether they have a psychotic disorder or not.

Psychosis doesn't mean your life is over. Psychosis affects quality of life in a lot of ways, but it's not hopeless! Plenty of people with schizophrenia manage to live a fulfilling life, even with the struggles that come with the disorder. There's ways to manage, there's ways to find support, and all psychotic people deserve help to get to the point where they're at their healthiest--their own definition of healthy, whatever that might look like for them. Healing looks different for everyone, remember that!

Schizophrenia (and other psychotic disorders) aren't always just delusions and hallucinations. There's other symptoms including flat affect (lack of emotional expression), catatonia (restriction or loss of movement), depression, isolation, anhedonia (inability to feel joy), disorganised thinking and speech (word salad, words lose meaning, etc), problems with your memory and attention, and more.

Hallucinations aren't always seeing and hearing things. You can experience visual hallucinations, auditory (hearing) hallucinations, tactile (touch), olfactory (smell), gustatory (taste), and really any sense your body has.

Hallucinations also aren't always horrifying. What I mean by that is it's not always ghosts and demons and blood and bodies, like in the movies. Sometimes it's a little beetle, or a cat. Sometimes it's hearing a friend's voice when they're not around, saying something mundane. Sometimes you hear your phone ring in another room. They can be mundane and annoying as well as something more stereotypical!

You can't "snap someone out" of a delusion. Belittling someone, telling them to get over themselves, that they're being silly/stupid, or things like "you don't really believe that, do you?" are generally not how you speak to someone in active delusion. This is more likely to push the person away from you. Delusions, even if the psychotic person knows they're delusions, are fixed beliefs that affect us and our reality as if they were real.

Different people have different opinions on reality checking. For some, being reality checked while in a delusion might help! For others, it will push them further into it and make getting out of the episode much harder. It's best to ask each individual psychotic person you know what they want you to do, if anything. You should never encourage (or affirm) a delusion or reality check a delusion without knowing what the person needs.

It's not always as simple as "take your meds". For some, medication can be lifechanging and make their symptoms few and far between! For others, they might still experience symptoms even if they're easier to manage while medicated. Others prefer to be unmediated, or need to be because of other medical complications. Psychotic people, regardless of if they're medicated or not, are worthy of support and care. Someone not taking medication doesn't mean they're "refusing to get better".

[reaperdrawsart]

-hmm, I think someone here is happy to see you, Captain

-[as per request from a lovely anon, I finished this silly doodle and he looks so goofy I love him sm]

[honeybeehuman]

Oh my stars I love this art style!!

[maidslime]

mom's minion memes for real justice

i posted these originally like 9 or 10 years ago or something but I can't find them anywhere, so now you get retortured.

[daikaiju-arts]

Having OCD in the Digital Circus would make me abstract probably

[digiwoaha]

Feeling nice, have two skellies >:3

Lumi and Sparrow belong to me :3

[honeybeehuman]

So tea ✨️🕺👏

Love their capes

[tortillachips19]

some fan kandi i made for @honeybeehuman's cool radical absoultey awesome show round round roller go round (go check it out its so kewl)

bonus photo of the 014 puppet im working on

[honeybeehuman]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

THIS IS SO COOL!!!!

I love the kandi so much - and the green for 014's eyes (im assuming) is so wonderful as well as the stars on sparky's bracelet is so fitting!!!

What you've got for the 014 puppet is looking real cool too!!!

Seeing this legitimately brought tears to my eyes this is awesome 😭

THANK YOU

[angel3479]

April is sexual assault awareness month. I’m not sure if that’s made its way to tumblr but I feel that it’s a topic that is not talked about enough and that it’s important I speak on it.

1 in 3 women and 1 in 6 men experience sexual assault in their life time. I believe those statistics are wrong and it’s a lot higher than that. Many don’t speak out, many don’t tell anyone or ask for help.

Majority of my friends have experienced some sort of sexual assault and so have I. It’s not something to joke about and if you have experienced something like that you are not alone.

I notice people always like to make excuses, “well you shouldn’t have been wearing that”, “you shouldn’t have drank that much”, “you shouldn’t have hung out with him”. It is NEVER the victims fault, we shouldn’t have to walk around expecting to get assaulted. We shouldn’t have to change what we wear because people can’t control themselves. So remember it’s never your fault.

Sexual assault isn’t always violent it’s not always black and white it can leave you confused violated and blaming yourself. After I got assaulted I didn’t really understand what happened and I didn’t know if it counted. Here is the definition “when someone either touches another person in a sexual manner without consent or makes another person touch them in a sexual manner without consent”

I feel that as a society we have forgotten what consent means so I’m going to re explain. Something being non consensual isn’t just saying no.

Flirting is not consent

Pressuring till they say yes is not consent

Hesitation is not consent

Fear is not consent

Being unconscious is not consent

Being intoxicated or drugged is not consent

Saying stop is not consent

Previous consent is not consent

Being in a relationship is not consent

Threatening is not consent

Guilt tripping is not consent

Just because someone didn’t say no does not mean that it means yes.

Consent is freely given without pressure, it’s reversible it’s enthusiastic and you should feel safe when giving it.

You are not alone. You are valid. And don’t be scared to reach out for help.