“what do i look like in your sad eyes?”

he/him gay fucking loser personal blog!!

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mfs LOVE the binary

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like a heart beat drives you maddddd

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ok i think im allowed to put sad music on and be mad at all men just for a bit before im sad for a while

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thinkign about it

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you know you gotta help me out YEAAAHHHHH oh dont you put me on the backburnnnerrr

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im fucking allergic to my goddamn soap suddenly

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“all this hate is gonna make rachel reid stop talking about shanes important traits like his biracial identity and his autism!!!”

hate to break it to you lad, she doesn’t talk about these things anyway. when you have a character so dense with story like shane (a gay, autistic, wasian hockey player) you can’t NOT write about these things right? they make shane who he is, and the way he is. HOWEVER. what we’re all forgetting is that this is a gay hockey romance. rachel wasn’t thinking about things like autism and race when she was writing heated rivalry. that’s why shane’s race never comes up, and why fabian felt like a flat character (try and tell me she didn’t create his character and then dip a paint roller and make him brown). like i can’t remember the context but fabian being lebanese comes up ONCE. and also as a brown androgynous gay man, he never experiences any form of homophobia in tough guy which is just. insane. like actually wow. she’s creating her ideal society for gay hockey players and yknow what. she’s allowed to do that. but i am also allowed to look at it and have thoughts

then again, it’s fair to NOT talk about these things if she so chooses. it is a GAYhockey romance. but you’re not allowed to be mad at people for wanting (or even expecting) a deeper character study of her own character that she did not think further about

idk if this even makes sense im just ranting

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ai ads so fake they look like fetish content

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why are people shorthanding hudson and connor’s names 😭 girl c could be anyone 😭

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i just wanna get high and write fanfiction. is that too much to fucking ask for

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guy was smoking on the steps of spark arena and asked for a piece of my chicken so i just gave him the rest. cause it doesn’t hurt to ask

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phil counted me down for my T shot yesterday

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hudson william and connor storrie are my friends bc i too have a close personal relationship with my friend after knowing her for a year and everyone mistakes it for romantic because for some reason everyone forgot what friendship can look like

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oh motherrrrr… i can feel… the soil falling over my head

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bro i cant do this AGAIN

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reading the nichest fic possible (and its het) just so i can get context for the gays

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wait cause now i get pissed off when people say hr is overrated 😢 no the show is genuinely good and entertaining and visually beautiful and didnt make me as an audience member feel like an idiot. its a good show. people just think its overrated bc it’s popular. no guys. its popular cause its good