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intro

felina. deeply obsessed with all things erotic and esoteric. very basic astrology knowledge but i am still learning and i will be wrong more often than not! my skills lie mainly in perfumes, lotions, salves etc as a form of protection, confidence and veneration.

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the above text was sent to me by one of my closest friends. over the past 4 days ive been exploring myself sexually in ways i never have before, and with another person no less.

in my excitement i was concerned about seeming too eager, too annoying; the woman who loves sex and sexuality is giggling and buzzing like a freshly kissed virgin. to which she remarked: you practically were.

with sexual experiences mostly tainted by rape, apathy and obligation, i now know what it feels like to be an active enthusiastic participant with someone who doesn't shame me or push me in uncomfortable situations. if anything sometimes it feels im pushing him to his limits. enjoying sex for the first time is thrilling. i feel like im coming into my own, i feel full and lush and so intensely feminine without compromising my values. not in some soft subtle divine feminine way. but women marked with voracity and passion. i want to consume him i want to bask in the feeling i want to be ruined.

tumblr user hoodsuburban has lost her virginity (again).

[hoodsuburban]

the above text was sent to me by one of my closest friends. over the past 4 days ive been exploring myself sexually in ways i never have before, and with another person no less.

in my excitement i was concerned about seeming too eager, too annoying; the woman who loves sex and sexuality is giggling and buzzing like a freshly kissed virgin. to which she remarked: you practically were.

with sexual experiences mostly tainted by rape, apathy and obligation, i now know what it feels like to be an active enthusiastic participant with someone who doesn't shame me or push me in uncomfortable situations. if anything sometimes it feels im pushing him to his limits. enjoying sex for the first time is thrilling. i feel like im coming into my own, i feel full and lush and so intensely feminine without compromising my values. not in some soft subtle divine feminine way. but women marked with voracity and passion. i want to consume him i want to bask in the feeling i want to be ruined.

tumblr user hoodsuburban has lost her virginity (again).

[hoodsuburban]

ill never eff with another aries moon again ik i said i wanted intense passion but this is ridiculous

[hoodsuburban]

the men who want to have sex with me are committing acts of psychic terrorism completely unseen before

[greeniery]

don’t be sad it’s sexy girl spring

[hoodsuburban]

cant say this on main but why do all my male moots wanna fuck me….

[hoodsuburban]

its literally fucking all of them holy shit

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Moody Violet

Introverted doesn't always mean shy. You may still find yourself a tad stuck up, a bit pretentious, and withdrawn all the same. It's not necessarily on purpose as you just be drawn to more cerebral things and struggle to connect with others. If anything it's protective armor to shield yourself from rejection. Your intuition never fails you.

Maybe you were the only one to do required reading, maybe you picked up a classical instrument, regardless you walk and talk with a certain poise otherwise unseen this day and age.

Literature

Whereabouts by Jhumpa Lahiri I Who Have Never Known Men by Jacqueline Harpman The Memory Police by Yoko Ogawa Love by Toni Morrison

Music

Mezzanine by Massive Attack Rabbit EP by Coltar of the Deepers Viva! La Woman by Cibo Matto Unrest by Rei Harakami Absolute Ego by ACO Charango by Morcheeba

Apothecary: Tonics and Potions that will build you from the inside out.

Elixirs and Morsels

Leone Violet Candies: sweeten your words with a soft powdery touch. Lavender French 75: your signature at home cocktail. you make it when you want a pick me up. make you feel elegant even when you're not. Chocolate Mug Cake: simple, indulgent and a perfect late night treat.

Garden

Valerian Root: hang around the home to ward off negative energies. steep in teas for help with insomnia. Sage: great for wisdom and mental clarity. when cooking its best on fatty, earthy foods like poultry, root veggies, and white beans. especially good paired with mushrooms. Mugwort: use for psychic protection, dreamwork and healing. try making a mugworth bath solution or drinking it in tea.

Glamour

Guerlain Apres L'Ondee: to wear while daydreaming. perfect for those rainy days where you wish you were someone else. Boy Smells Violet Ends: your day to day scent thats equal parts inviting soft violet and protective smoky leather. your moody soul in a bottle. Demeter Violet: a simple powdery violet, possibly your bedtime perfume. it reminds you of simpler times, of course you have the full set. Sand + Fog Violet Sandalwood: musky violets and a woody drydown. always applied to the pulse points so your friends smell iy when you hug them. Dream Sequence Marissa Zappas: nostalgic and slightly strange with an earthy base. your dreams do in fact smell like this

Salves

Freret Parfumeur Violet All in One Balm: hands, feet, skin, and nails it doesn't matter. it's great for it all. Salt & Stone Santal and Vetiver Deodorant: warm and earthy without being overpowering Naked Bee Nam Champa Body Lotion: earthy slightly smoky nag champa mixed with honey to soften your skin.

Claws

Mooncat Raven Essie Toned Down OPI Suga Cookie Orly Supanova Girl

Idol(s)

Taylor Russel speaks to your soul. Her gentle demeanor and soft voice is something you aim to cultivate.

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Felina's Apothecary - Orchid

Orchids are known for being luxurious, libidinous and of course beautiful. The name originates from the Ancient Greek ὄρχις (órkhis), literally meaning "testicle", which is ironic as it has come to be associated with femininity and female genitalia. Perhaps fittingly, this flower is associated with the astrological sign Aquarius which is known for androgyny and unconventional gender.

Throughout history, orchids have been used a variety of ways either in medicine or as decor. In Ancient Greece, men would eat large tubers to have a boy while women would eat the smaller to have a girl. Vanilla orchids were mixed with cacao by the Aztecs for strength and courage in battle.

This brings me to the most popular orchid of all: vanilla. A staple in cooking and perfumery everywhere, vanilla is perhaps the most versatile property ever. But that doesn't mean 'vanilla' in a fragrance is the same as 'orchid'. Most orchids carry no scent, making it a fantasy note. One that is often crafted to smell powdery, soft and gently vanilla-esque.

Whether it's beauty, strength or virility, orchids remain an alluring flower with it's own special properties. Which do you feel drawn to?

Pink Orchids: Pink orchids symbolize femininity, grace, and joy. Purple Orchids: Purple orchids represent royalty, admiration, and respect. White Orchids: White orchids symbolize purity, innocence, and elegance. Yellow Orchids: Yellow orchids represent friendship, joy, and new beginnings. Red Orchids: Red orchids symbolize passion, desire, and strength.

[hoodsuburban]

i hate how much meat eating has been co-opted by the far right. i love rich, fatty foods that are indulgent. The ways you can pit them over rice or potatoes or pasta and the gravys the food creates. im a rich savory girl. Nothing feels more nourishing and sensual than a great meal

[hoodsuburban]

cant say this on main but why do all my male moots wanna fuck me….

[saintfelina]

[inkpressedpetals]

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the thought of these on deep dark brown skin

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𝕯ivinity

~ the feline fatale. a barely domesticated alley cat.

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insp by this post by @melancholiaiseeinyoureyes

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[Perverted]: i'm a slave to my desires, something i say frequently. my thoughts are consumed by thoughts of sex, submission and degradation. i'm strangely at peace with that, and i yearn to find someone i can bare myself to. i want to be fucked. simple. i want to be ravaged because someone is so attracted to me they cannot control themselves. i want to be the first choice. I also want to explore my kinks and fetishes in a way that's satisfying.

[Kittenish]: it's a specific type of brattiness that's playful, mercurial, and slightly aloof. i enjoy being put in my place yes but i want the gentle voice that coos at me with a firm hand around my neck. so i laze about, spine arched and eyes sleepy on the couch while i ignore you. it's also important to be limber so i'll stretch often to increase my flexibility.

[Erotic]: to exude an aura of sensuality is the ultimate goal. i think on some level i do and that may scare some people, so it's important i find someone who can match me and my desires. it's more than just seduction. it's oozing sex in nothing but boy briefs and an old tshirt. the sight of pierced nipples through a shirt, soft thighs under a skirt, tan lines, kiss bitten lips. Reading and writing erotica is important, but so is reading the stories of women with abnormal sexual appetities.

[Wanderer]: i can't be tied down, something that both scares and enthralls me. who would want a girl that runs, but who would dare domesticate me? nowhere ever feels like home and that's why i try to find one in different people. i want lots of friends and lots of lovers. preferably one and the same.

[Indulgent]: a rebellion against diet culture and thinness. the image of a cat girl is almost always thin and white, but i desire to emulate the spoiled fat cat in all it's roundness. i eat often and well, a dinner or lunch date trying rich fatty foods bursting with flavor is the easiest way to arouse me. but i also indulge in myself. i prefer soaking in baths filled with oils and bubbles, moisturizing head to toe is important to me and lathering myself in body butters is a ritual. i paint my own nails reverently. i masturbate often and with full enjoyment.

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[Adornment]

STICK&POKE: my body is mine. i can do whatever i want to it. i will puncture my flesh with jewelry and etch it with ink as i please. genital piercings are the most important to me, i find them very sensual and erotic even when they dont add to pleasure. i would love a christina piercing. i adore my nipple piercings, i want as many as possible.

VISAGE: wide cat eyes. lashes stay fluttery on the outer corners. colors are muted yet deep with lots of cool toned plums and purples. gentle sparkly blush. full lips with a prominent cupids bow. matte and satin finishes but smudgeable for when i'm kissed.

CLAWS: i want the feeling of cat claws but not the pale, cool milky kind. very selina kyle meets alice wakefield. there's something so glamorous and enigmatic about an unconventional nail color. looking for silvers, pearlescent blacks with blue or purple undertones, even orchid pinks.

PERFUME: animalics all the way down. i want to feel like a semi feral kitten that's been taken in by a gruff old man. so furs and leathers wrapped in something gentle. soft musks. iris(orris) butter. raspberry. dirty scalp. slightly vaginal.

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[Iconography]

silver. cats. orchids. midwestern malaise. erotic mysticism. southern baptist mysticism. pigs. dragon's blood and frankincense incense. jasmine candles. soft brown nipples and vulva. black (midwest) american culture. anais nin erotica. silver grillz. motorcycles. dive bars. leather. bondage,

[Offerings]

whiskey. oysters and raw fish. dark chocolate. hibiscus tea. midrare steak. cannabis.

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[Philosophy]

Life is pleasure. Life is made to be enjoyed even in the suffering. I'll smoke and drink and snort to my hearts desire. I'll beautify myself because self veneration is just as important. I'll wrap myself in the arms of all my friends and hold them close.

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[Soundtrack]

[hoodsuburban]

golden downy skin glittering after a moon bath, softened by sea salt and sand. she shines day and night, the type of girl who makes you want to lick up her tummy to see if she tastes sweet.

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one thing i wish i was allowed to talk about is having gender dysphoria but…i dont feel like a man at all. in fact i feel like im a girl in the ‘wrong’ way. so much if my feminine expression is me crafting the type of woman i desire to be from the ground up. i feel very akin to trans women