♡ ❛ my euphoria.

sofia. 21+. gmt. selective.

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      it was almost ridiculous how sky’s voice made gun feel. there was not a single hint of anything other than a friendly conversation between two exes and the younger could still feel goosebumps on his skin. maybe because it had been too long and the minimum immunity he had once managed to create against the other had completely crashed down at his feet the second his eyes landed on him again. gun simply shook his head at sky’s words, eyes trying to keep eye contact but clearly failing since it took him less than three seconds to break it every time their gaze met. that’s when sky finally offered to take them all back to the vip section. great, now how was gun supposed to run away from the boy? if it was apparently impossible while being in the same bar as him without even knowing it, having the two inside the same room with alcohol involved sure as hell didn’t seem like the safest route. “ oh. s-sure.. ” he barely had the time to say anything back before sky shot him a smile and left the bathroom. gun made his way back to his table, quickly gathering up his friends and making their way up to the vip section. something about the whole moment that was about to unravel made gun extremely nervous – but definitely intrigued.

         to most people, the fact that sky had invited gun to join him at the vip section was most likely a very dumb idea. sky did not regret it for a second though — at least not yet. the two hadn’t seen each other in a really long time and the few minutes they spent in that bathroom were not enough to put out the fire that immediately lit up on his chest once their eyes met. — it didn’t take the group longer than ten minutes to join sky and his friends upstairs. they all greeted him with a few handshakes and firm pats on the back. “ how’s everyone’s night going? i already ordered a round for us all. drinks on me the whole night, i hope gun let you guys know. ” he spoke with a wide smile, shooting his ex a quick look. it was insane how much he had missed his face. as his attention turned back to their mutual friends, he was met with excited comments and loud laughs. this would definitely be a very memorable night. 

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     everything felt pretty much out of a romance. from how nice the girl was to the shyness that took over malee, it would most definitely end up being brought up in her next conversation with her best friend. the younger kept the smile over her lips as she heard her next words, only to bring up her tiny hands in a failed attempt to cover her face. “ ugh, yeah.. i rushed out of that situation because of how embarrassed i was. not to mention how upset my actual date got once i met up with her! you have no idea. she didn’t complain right away, she just kept saying it was okay, only to continuously keep bringing it up like ‘ oh, maybe if you had gotten here in time.. haha! just kidding! ’ – i swear those have to be the worst type of people. ” malee groaned out before raising her hand, pointing at her small apartment’s window. “ you can stop right there! i live on the third floor. i sure hope you’re ready to go up some stairs, i still have to complain about how long they’re taking to fix that elevator. ” she giggled out as she waited for kida to park her car.

       there was a quick expression change once malee told kida about the awkful experience she had with her actual date a couple weeks ago. she couldn’t understand how someone could be mean to the younger. the girl was easily one of the sweetest people kida had ever met. “ oh, i hate when people do that. they tell you they’re not upset but then keep dropping those little annoying comments. ” she spoke with a roll of eyes. “ i’m sorry you didn’t have a good time. your friend should’ve picked someone nicer. ” kida reached over and caressed malee’s arm for a moment before nodding at the girl’s instructions and parking the car where she told her to. she let out a soft laugh as she turned the engine off. “ looks like the odds aren’t in our favour. giving people even more time to see us with our dirty clothes. ” she joked as she started getting off her car and walking to the back to grab her spare clothes.

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      despite his cold and quiet personality, deep down sin couldn’t really blame kai’s mom for always trying to keep in touch with her son. it sure had to be a noticeable change when her nerdy, quiet and pretty much perfect kid is suddenly going out every night or staying at someone else’s place until late hours – if not until morning. sin clearly didn’t have to worry about that. with his parents always away on business trips or long vacations, paying barely any attention to him, a simple text from time to time to let them know he was alive and breathing was enough. deep down, his annoyance over how much kai’s mom worried about him was almost jealousy – but he would never say that out loud. the older waited as the other gave his mother a heads up before he was turning back his attention to sin. “ good. ” he said quietly before wrapping his strong arms around kai, pulling his upper body on top of his as sin started biting down on his shoulder. “ what time do you have to get ready for your morning classes? it’s clearly not right now but i wanna have some mercy on you and actually let you function tomorrow – or i mean, today. just so you can tell your friends i’m not a full on asshole. ” he scoffed, letting his head fall back into his pillow with a sigh.

          the moment sin wrapped his big and strong arms around his smaller body, kai felt like he was floating. how could people expect him to move on from the man when a simple touch was enough to make the butterflies in his stomach go absolutely crazy? it didn’t matter if sin was fucking him stupid or simply resting his hand over kai’s thigh. he would shiver regardless. “ i don’t know... ” he spoke quietly, resting his chin over the other’s chest, hand reaching up to brush sin’s hair off his face once again. kai loved this sleepy/messy look on him but any excuse to touch the male was a good one. “ i’ll be fine with 30 minutes of rest and two big cups of coffee. ” he offered him a smile before pressing a kiss to his chest. “ what would you like to do, hm? ”

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     mina could almost feel some disappointment coming from the boy in front of her, which didn’t actually surprise the younger. they had caught themselves in that exact situation a few times before, enough for rae’s worry over mina to sparkle a question inside of her. ‘ is he into me or am i reading too much into this? ’ – that’s the one thought that kept coming in and out of her head every time she laid eyes on the boy. maybe because she was scared the answer to that would end up ruining the quite fragile friendship – if she can even call it that – that the two had built over restless nights and worried glances. mina’s eyes followed rae’s body as he got up from the tiny couch, smiling at him despite noticing his frustration. “ thank you, raerae! i looove ya! ” she raised her voice a little, hoping the other could hear her before slowly trying to stand on her feet. clearly, skipping over meals wasn’t for her. with a quiet sigh, mina grabbed everything she had brought in, putting on her jacket as she walked up to the main door so she could wait for the boy to finish his business.

         there was an almost hidden smile over rae’s lips once he heard the girl as he stepped away. mina was always like this. so captivating. it was hard for him to even put it into words. it’s a good thing he never had to. there was obviously no way that she would ever look twice at him. – pushing those annoying thoughts away, rae finished closing up the store, making sure that everything was ready for their coworkers’ shift tomorrow before making his way back to the girl. “ all good to go. this way i won’t get annoying texts from them to let me know i didn’t leave things where they were meant to be. ” he spoke with a quick roll of eyes. their coworkers could be a pain sometimes. that was actually one of the things that brought the two of them together. “ can you walk by yourself? i can help you. ” rae spoke, holding onto mina regardless of what her answer might be. “ let’s go. i’m getting kind of hungry now. ” 

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     if it wasn’t sky, maybe gun wouldn’t have completely freaked out over that dry chuckle, but yet again, it was him. it’s not that the boy was paying close attention to every detail of that short conversation the two were having – but that’s exactly it. still, his thoughts were washed away a bit by the other’s explanation, even though it seemed to show a bit of a nervous feeling behind his words. one that gun almost felt thankful to notice. “ if i’m being honest with you, i didn’t think they’d choose this place either.. but i didn’t want to be annoying and change the spot. i mean.. i’m sorry if it makes you uncomfortable that i’m here. i don’t know, but yeah.. it’s nice to see them again. ” he said, shrugging as he shook his hands, waiting for the other to grab the paper towels before moving to do the same. their closeness almost made his head spin, which ended up making gun move away as he dried his hands. sky’s next question caught the boy off guard. he fought hard against looking up with widened eyes, simply clearing his throat as he tried not to show any emotion or read too much into his question. clearly he was just asking that out of curiosity, it’s not like he actually cares. “ uhm, no. just here with them. trying to catch up with their lives.. ”

          after the two went their separate ways, there was never a moment when sky thought he had moved on and no longer felt anything towards gun. he figured it was pointless to lie to himself about the whole situation. this interaction was simply proving him right. the second his ex stood only a couple steps away from him, it felt like his skin was burning. “ it doesn’t make me uncomfortable at all. this is a public space and we all used to come here together so i guess it makes sense that this was their first choice. ” he tried to sound as casual as possible, not wanting to give gun the pleasure of knowing that seeing him had quite literally made his head spin. — hearing the confirmation that the boy was only there with their friend group was quite relieving. sky couldn’t even hold back the small smirk that showed up over his lips. “ well.. i’m sure it’s not easy to catch up in such a crowded space. you can let the guys know that i’m in the vip section. ” sky mentioned, almost as impulse but with no regrets whatsoever. “ you can all join me. it’ll be easier to talk. drinks on me. ” he offered gun a smile before walking out of the bathroom. 

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     it sure is a good thing that the two are so different. with malee’s all over the place personality and kida’s chill and laid back feeling to her, the two ended up finding balance in each other in a situation like this. somehow, the younger managed to stay quiet for a bit and listen to the older, simply nodding and letting out a sigh at kida’s comment before her hand is taken by the other and the blush comes straight back to her cheeks. needless to say, malee lived in a pretty, pink little universe. she had always been a bookworm and there was something about the other that made her feel straight out of a fairytale. the tiny one made sure to follow kida to her car, holding on to her hand before letting go so she could get inside. “ i love your car.. i just hope we don’t get it all messy with our clothes.. god, i feel like i should keep apologizing but that’s just annoying of me.. ” she let out a laugh, not reaching for her seatbelt since they were stopping right above the street and she didn’t want to mess up the other’s car. “ i just.. hey. i don’t think i said that already. i wasn’t expecting to see you again, much less in these.. conditions.”

        it probably wasn’t a smart idea to get in her car with dirty clothes on but kida was hoping it wouldn’t be too bad. in reality, anything would be better than walking around with everyone’s eyes on them. no matter how confident the girl was, she had never loved the idea of being the center of attention. “ thank you! i picked it myself. and don’t worry about the clothes! you said it wasn’t a long drive so it’ll be no problem at all. you really don’t have to apologize for any of it. ” she smiled back at malee before starting the engine and getting ready to drive off. a soft laugh could be heard once the girl finally greeted her. it was nice to see her, even if the circumstances weren’t ideal. “ hi. it’s really nice to see you again. you left so quickly the other day that i didn’t get the chance to ask for your number so we could stay in touch. ” she pointed out with a chuckle as she made a u-turn and drove up the road.

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      there was no doubt the relationship between the two could sparkle some talk around the town. sin wasn’t exactly someone unknown and his fame had rubbed a little on kai. maybe because he was the only one the older managed to keep around without getting tired of him after a round or two. don’t get him wrong, there were no actual feelings involved. never had sin felt anything for anyone. it’s always just about the sex. but weirdly enough, kai had the power of keeping sin around without making him bored. whether it was for a quick fuck after a long party or a whole night of messing around while getting high, kai always managed to do a good job. if sin had to describe it some kind of way, he’d probably be the only person he actually assumed to be a friend with benefits. eyes now examined the younger’s face as his so well known pout made it’s way to his lips. on sin’s though, all you could find was a lustful smirk as he shrugged. “ i could almost say you’re getting lazy. ” he teased him some more before stretching his arm that kept kai close to his body so he could grab his phone. sin rolled his eyes at his words. “ every time.. i’m starting to think she knows when you’re with me. ”

          when kai’s friends found out he was messing around with sin, they weren’t very happy. sin was quite popular in town and not exactly for the best reasons. most people knew he wasn’t someone you could take seriously when it came to relationships. they were aware that he was a ‘one night stand’ type of guy. yet kai couldn’t help but stay close. call him naive but he had caught strong feelings for the other and he was failing miserably at pushing them away — as if he was even trying to do so. “ i’m not getting lazy... i think i made that really clear less than one hour ago, and i can do it again. ” he scoffed a little before paying attention to his phone. “ there’s no way she could know. i haven’t told her anything. ” it was true. kai hadn’t told her anything, but who knows what his best friend might’ve said. the boy scrolled through some texts with a sigh. his mom was obviously really worried so he decided to send her a quick text to let her know he was safe before putting his phone back down. “ there. she won’t bug us anymore. ”

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      the girl found it quite endearing of rae to try and keep her safe, but that was simply not her way of living her life. she had always been the adventurous and honestly, quite careless type of person. mina wasn’t the kind of girl who sits back on a party just because she felt a bit nauseous before hand – even if that was clearly an understatement when it comes to how she was feeling about five minutes ago. “ even though i would love to spend some time with you, you have to trust me! i have partied in way worse conditions, a little headache isn’t going to stop me from having a good time!” she chuckled out, patting the boy’s thigh before getting up on her feet, only to be shaken down on her ass again in less than a second. mina moved her hands up, harshly massaging the sides of her head as she let out an awkward laugh.“ okay, maybe i will sit down for a little longer.. but still! if you’re so worried, i’ll let you grab some mcdonald’s with me.. but only if you promise to leave me at the club after.. i promise i’ll be brand new as soon as i get some food in my system! please?” mina smiled widely at rae, hoping somehow that would make him cave in.

          there he was, failing once more to get mina to spend some time alone with him at his place. it’s not like rae was trying to make something happen between the two but it wouldn’t hurt to do something other than helping her sober up – even though that’s exactly what would have happened if she came over anyway. “ just because it has happened before, it doesn’t mean it’s good for you. ” he pointed out in defeat as he watched her get up from her seat, only to quickly have to lean over and stop the girl from falling. “ if that’s what you want to do then sure. anything is better than letting you leave on your own when you can barely even walk. ” with a sigh, rae got up from his seat. “ i'm just going to finish closing things up and then we can go. stay here. ” that was the last thing he said before stepping away from mina to turn off all the lights and close everything in the store. it wouldn’t take him longer than five minutes. 

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     gun’s thoughts were all over the place and, at the same time, the boy’s head was empty. it sure should’ve been a nice guess to think there was a slight possibility the two would cross paths, especially with him being at the place he was. it would be a lie to say he didn’t know sky kept frequenting that bar, even after the two broke up. call him obsessed, but he sure kept a close eye on the other, only actually letting go around a few months ago when he started dating rain. maybe it was that heavy feeling of guilt taking over, but he couldn’t allow himself to keep checking the boy’s social media with such an angel next to him, trying to cheer him up and keep him feeling his best. but the truth was clear, there was never a moment that rain made him feel the crazy amount of butterflies that were now planted on gun’s stomach as his eyes land on sky. “ hi. yeah.. i haven’t been here in a while. i’m hanging out with.. with some friends. i thought maybe they would’ve told you about it. ” he spoke calmly, wanting to send out the same confidence the other was being able to exhale. eyes moved down to his hands, starting to wash them despite not actually having any need to.

          ever since the breakup, sky did his best to not check up on gun. he avoided every social media post, every comment his friends made, pretty much anything you could think of. considering how impulsive and explosive he was, it wouldn’t be clever to keep checking on the boy that made his head spin with a simple look. “ they did, yeah. i just didn’t think this would be the spot they would choose for your hang out. ” he spoke with a dry chuckle. “ i mean, not that it’s a problem. you can come here whenever you’d like. i just figured you would maybe find it awkward or i don’t know. — it doesn’t really matter anyway, as long as you’re having a good time. ” sky was obviously stumbling on his words a little but he hoped it wasn’t too noticeable. he finished washing his hands and walked over to the paper towels, drying them up. “ are you here alone? i mean, besides our friends. ” it was quite easy to tell what sky was asking but again, he hoped it wasn’t too noticeable. 

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     malee could only imagine how red she was at the moment. not only did she ruin her whole outfit, which was definitely one of her favorite ones, she was also standing in front of the girl that had been taking over her thoughts for days now. a quiet groan escaped her lips before she quickly smiled back at the girl, despite being ashamed of the whole moment. “ kida, i– hey! god, i just made a mess, didn’t i? i’m so sorry! ” she fought back against a pout, even though it was useless since it immediately took over her lips. malee reached for some paper wipes once kida grabbed hers, clumsily trying to wipe some of her drink from kida’s clothes. “ i’m okay! i hope you’re okay! geez, why do i keep embarrassing myself every time i see you.. ” her last words were almost a whisper as her head fell down, eyes on the floor to avoid herself from blushing even harder. her thoughts were a mess, definitely going too fast for her to function. still, after taking a deep breath, the girl tuck her hair behind her ear and looked up at the other, trying not to trip over her next words. “ i feel so bad! please, let me take you back to my place! i live up there, you can clean yourself up better.. ” malee’s hand moved up, pointing up the street as an apologetic smile made itself visible.  

         there was no denying how absolutely endearing malee was. kida had known it as a fact since the day the two met. the girl would ramble like no other, making it impossible for the conversation to die or even become boring at all. that was probably the one thing she liked the most about her. after all, kida was quite the opposite. “ hey, i’m okay. these things happen so please don’t worry about it. ” she spoke, giving her a comforting smile as she tried to help the girl calm down a bit. hearing the offer though, she quickly agreed. everyone was looking at them so kida was more than happy to leave the place and get cleaned up somewhere else. “ oh, please. i can’t stand all these eyes on us. i have a spare outfit in my car so i’ll just drive us to your place and get changed there if that’s okay. ” she suggested before reaching for the girl’s hand and pulling her out of the coffee shop. 

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      sin almost felt prideful of the tiny demon he had created. there was once a time when he had to ask the other to turn off his phone, not wanting him to get distracted by anything other than sin. but now, there he was, hiding his face on the crook of the older’s neck, whining over his sleepiness and not even paying attention to the annoying bzzz that could be heard from the nightstand. a quiet chuckle escaped sin’s lips as the other complained, hands gently caressing his back with a smirk. “ you slept enough. you used to be way more energetic than this before, pretty boy. where did all that neediness go, hm? ” he said it all in a teasing tone. that was usually his way of getting what he wanted from the other. somehow, delivering the idea that kai was no longer able to fulfill all his desires sparkled up a flame inside the other, one that sin really enjoyed. it made him feel powerful, almost as if he was the only thing kai could think about – day and night.

       it was unbelievable how easy it was for sin to get literally anything he wanted from kai. the boy could never ignore the tightness he felt on his chest every time the other insinuated that he was no longer doing a good job at pleasing him. from the outside, it must look quite embarrassing for kai but that’s just the way things were between the two. he had grown so attached to sin that the mere thought of losing him could almost trigger a panic attack.  – pulling his head back a little, kai looked up at sin. “ don’t say that... i’ve just had a really exhausting day. i’m just as needy as i’ve always been. ” he spoke under his breath, clear pout over his lips as he reached up to brush sin’s hair off his face. “ was it my phone that woke you up? i’m sorry. i forgot to turn it off. ” he rolled his eyes at himself before turning a bit to grab the phone that was still buzzing non stop. “ it’s my mom. she called me like ten times already... i told her i was busy tonight. ”

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      mina felt ridiculous. it’s not like she wasn’t used to drinking, obviously the girl had quite an alcohol influenced lifestyle, but she usually tried her best not to chug down a whole bottle without having, at least, one decent meal during the whole day. whenever rae used to help her, which was actually quite a few times, he usually found her in a funny and way too energized mood, not a barely awake and breathing one. mina took a deep breath as she focused on drinking the water, the boy’s words making her shake her head quickly. “ hey, i’m fine! you know how i work, this will be gone soon and i’ll be okay. i promise you don’t have to worry about me. plus, i have plans.. it’s a saturday night, do you think i’ll be going home, rae? ” she smiles at the boy, grabbing his hand from her forehead and gently squeezing it a bit, then placing it over his own thigh. “ i should’ve eaten something before all that pre-game.. it was dumb of me, i’ll let you call me out for that. ”

    it was definitely quite naive of rae to think that mina would simply agree to go home on a saturday night but he wasn’t about to let her go out in that state. the girl could barely keep her eyes open so how was she planning on partying the whole night? with yet another sigh, he shook his head at her words. “ there is no way you’re going out like this, mina. it’s not safe. ” he spoke, voice soft and quiet as it always was with rae. “ if you don’t want to go back to your place then at least come back to mine. we can- ” a small shrug could be seen. “ i don’t know. we can watch a movie or something. i get that it’s not as fun as going to a club but i’m worried about you. ” and it was true. he was worried. today and every day. mina had a grip on him that he couldn’t quite explain. rae felt the need to always protect her and make sure that nothing bad happened to her when she was feeling so careless. 

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connection: based on this – the way i loved you. muse:gun.

     it had been a while since gun last hung out with his old friends. since the beginning of his new relationship with rain, he had pushed himself away from his old habits – which automatically included his old friends, since they were once his ex’s peers too. if he was aware that that was wrong? yeah, he sure was. but gladly everyone understood his need to step away and were extremely gentle when he texted them, trying to make some plans for next friday. despite being nervous, the day had finally arrived and he was excited to see them again. gun stopped right in front of the bar, the one he used to go to every night before everything went down, and took a deep breath. he could feel that funny feeling at the bottom of his stomach, the one he used to feel when his eyes locked with the person he was once madly in love with. he shook his head, trying to shake those thoughts away, and walked inside, his smile growing bigger at the sight of familiar faces. “ hey guys! god, it has been too long. ” he chuckled out, hugging each person before sitting next to them and ordering a beer. the night went smoothly from there, loud laughters and dumb jokes as everyone tried to catch up. gun nudged his friend, not wanting to interrupt the conversation that was going on, and whispered to him that he would be back in a second, then getting up to make his way to the bathroom. as per usual, it was practically empty, the last guy making his way out as gun walked inside – or at least, he thought so. the boy looked in the mirror as he fixed his hair, the sound of a toilet flushing behind him catching him off guard, eyes shooting up as the bathroom stall door opened. he felt his heart sink the second their eyes locked and his body froze, mind blank as he stood there, quiet. there was no freaking way this was happening to him right now.

    one more friday, one more night spent at the familiar bar. at this point, sky was more than a regular. the owner would quite literally find it weird if he didn’t show up. needless to say that someone like sky was good for the club’s marketing. the boy arrived with a couple friends and immediately made his way to the vip section. his friend group had let him know that they had plans with his ex so he had to find someone else to spend time with. – after drinking and dancing for a while, it was time for a quick bathroom break. sky made his way over and did what he had to do before getting caught off guard by the person standing outside his stall.  – what the hell were they thinking? out of all places, they had to choose this bar for their hangout?  – sky wasn’t sure of what to do nor what to say. after all, he hadn’t talked to gun in what felt like an eternity. so instead of overthinking too much, he simply walked to the sink and started washing his hands. “ hey. i didn’t know you were around. ” he spoke, trying to break the awkward tension. 

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connection: based on this. muse: malee.

     “ you’re driving me insane! ” those were the words that kept being repeated by the young girl, this time in front of her mirror as she got ready to go out. it had been two weeks since those funny jokes and charming laugh had gotten stuck inside malee’s brain and it was starting to get desperately exhausting for the girl. surely, this could all have been avoided if malee hadn’t been embarrassed enough by the whole situation to not even be able to ask for the other’s number. but clearly she wasn’t able to, and now she was stuck with only the thought of the other, not knowing if she will ever lock eyes with what could’ve been the love of her life inside her head. “ no reason to be sad now.. it’s not like you can do anything about it. ” she sighed, disappointed smile on her lips before she finally finished getting ready and left her place. the girl had decided to treat herself to some starbucks before heading to her favorite bookstore, that being the only way to cheer her up and distract her a bit lately. soft chuckle escapes her lips at the kind man handing her her drink, a gentle ‘ thank you! have a nice day! ’ leading to a genuine smile from the barista before malee turns around to leave, her clumsy self immediately bumping into someone, causing her frappuccino to spill everywhere. “ oh my god! i’m so, so sorry! fuck, i’m so clumsy! did i– ” she’s cut off by a tiny gasp, eyes meeting with those that had been stuck in her mind for the last couple of days. now that was an unexpected turn of events.

    the past couple weeks had been quite busy for kida, between college and her part time job the girl had barely gotten a chance to breathe. she was always running from one place to the other. trying her best to not be late and to always stay as productive as possible. thankfully it was finally saturday so there was no college and her shift at work had been pushed to the next day thanks to her coworker needing her sunday off, so kida had some time for herself. she decided to grab some starbucks before driving to the park. — little did she know that even that small task would end up changing all her plans. “ oh my god! ” she blurted out once the girl crashed onto her, spilling the drink over both of them. before kida could say something more, the girl looked up, their eyes meeting and simultaneously widening. “ malee, hey! ” she greeted her with a smile. kida didn’t expect to see malee again after their awkward first encounter. they had had a blast together, but it quickly went south once the younger realized she had been talking to the wrong person. “ are you okay? let me help you with that. ” she quickly said, reaching for some paper wipes.

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connection: based on this.  muse: sin.

    the hours marked 4am, eyes set on the bright light that came from his phone and lit up the dark room as he stretched on the bed, arms moving up above his head with a yawn. sin hadn’t slept more than thirty minutes, the annoying buzzing of the notifications from the other’s phone had woken him up. still, only a smirk made itself visible over his lips once he turned his head and found an exhausted and sweaty body asleep next to him. nothing he wasn’t used to. it simply reminded him that it had been yet another amazing night, with the company of the once perfect and fragile person that sin had managed to get his hands on. “ wake up.. ” his voice dragged itself off his lips – a deep and hoarse voice, to be exact. his hand gently traced the other’s lines, soft touches slowly waking the other up. “ c’mon, you gotta entertain me.. i can’t sleep. ” 

   you would think that after the night the two had just had, sin would allow kai to sleep a little longer. yet there he was, waking him up after what felt like only five minutes since he had managed to fall asleep. it would be a lie to say that he wasn’t enjoying the soft touches but he wasn’t ready to give up his sleep for them. “ try to go back to sleep.. ” he groaned as he shifted closer, burying his face on the other’s neck. “ i’m tired. ” he almost whispered. — kai could hear his phone buzzing on the nightstand but he chose to ignore it. there was once a time when he would never ignore his phone, always too worried that it might be his mother checking up on him, always making sure that she knew he was safe and sound. at this point he had grown a bit numb to it, simply giving a small warning that he would come home late — if he even went home at all. 

[hopcless]

dcmaged​:

closed starter for @hopcless​.

connection: based on this. muse: mina.

     there she was again. room spinning as she tried to keep herself awake, waiting for the one who always had her back to arrive with a glass of water. of course, the store had just closed and for some dumb reason, mina thought drinking a whole bottle of vodka on her own – and may i add, with an empty stomach – would be a great way to start her night. eyes lifted once her friend’s steps got louder, weak smile slowly taking over her features as a shaky hand now reached for the cup of water that was being handed to her. “ thank you.. ” she practically whispered before taking a long sip. “ i’m sorry again. you always happen to be around when this happen, it’s almost scary. i might just have to call you my guardian angel from now on, huh? ” she’s quick to let out a quiet laugh, eyes barely open as mina fights against the throbbing headache that made itself comfortable inside her head.

     it was quite sad to think about how this had become some sort of a routine between the two. rae would find himself taking care of drunk mina pretty much weekly at this point. yet he always did it with a comforting smile and a shoulder to lean on. letting out a small sigh, rae made his way over to the girl, cold glass of water on his hand. “there you go.” he said, handing her the glass before taking a seat. “well, we both had the closing shift tonight so we sorta had to be here together.” with a small shrug, the brunette let out a soft laugh. he wasn’t very good at making jokes but it was clear that he was trying to lighten the mood. “how are you feeling? i should drive you home. you can’t leave on your own.” he pointed out, reaching up to touch her forehead, checking her temperature regardless of the fact that she was obviously drunk and not sick. 

[hopcless]

╰  ♡  romantic firsts !

status: closed ! @dcmaged sent: kiss me. ( siwoo & lay )

it  was  crazy  to  think  that  a  few  months  ago  siwoo  would’ve  kicked  lay’s  ass  if  he  moved  even  an  inch  closer  to  him  than  he  needed  to  ,  and  now  the  two  would  cuddle  all  the  time  ,  hang  out  pretty  much  every  day  ,  even  go  on  dates  without  siwoo  groaning  at  the  idea  .  things  had  definitely  changed  .  the  younger  was  slowly  warming  up  to  the  thought  of  actually  giving  his  heart  to  someone  .  that  someone  being  no  one  other  than  lay  .  the  two  were  so  different  but  so  alike  .  they  clicked  .  he  was  able  to  make  siwoo  feel  wanted  ,  something  he  had  never  felt  before  .  another  day  goes  by  and  siwoo  finds  himself  in  bed  ,  tangled  up  in  lay’s  body  .  the  two  were  watching  a  movie  but  neither  of  them  were  paying  much  attention  to  it  —  or  at  least  siwoo  wasn’t  .  he  was  too  busy  thinking  about  a  million  things  related  to  the  male  who  was  holding  him  so  close  .  lay  had  been  so  patient  .  all  this  time  ,  ever  since  that  night  he  made  his  feelings  known  ,  he  had  patiently  waited  for  siwoo  to  feel  something  back  .  and  he  did  .  he  really  did  ,  but  it  took  him  some  time  to  feel  comfortable  enough  to  show  it  .  tonight  was  the  night  though  .  as  his  head  rested  over  lay’s  chest  and  he  felt  his  heartbeat  against  his  ear  ,  siwoo  felt  the  need  to  show  it  .  to  show  a  little  bit  of  these  new  and  overwhelming  feelings  that  had  been  eating  him  alive  .  that’s  what  caused  him  to  pull  back  ,  looking  up  at  lay  for  a  second  before  leaning  in  ,  pressing  a  kiss  to  his  lips  .  the  feeling  of  their  lips  pressed  against  one  another  caused  shivers  to  run  down  his  spine  .  this  was  it  .  this  felt  right  .