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find elena here now.
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tobeblamed:
‘ we are not made to live among humans. our home is in heaven. we can’t stay. ’ it’s an undeniably delightful experience to visit earth, but their purpose cannot cease to exist. they have always been soldiers, and they shall remain merely that.
❝ how do you know this isn’t what’s expected of us ? maybe we’re here to do some good. ❞ ever so stubborn is she, armed with compassion and good will. ❝ do you know what the humans say ? everything happens for a reason. ❞
dont underestimate the power of kindness. strength is not being cold hearted and aloof, it’s being amicable in the face of bitterness or gentle with those who need to be loved. so please, if nothing else, be kind.
rcddoor:
her question hangs heavy around his neck, reminding him of all he has lived through to get to this point, so many years from when he was meant to die. broken hearts, broken bodies, they line his trail through history, carnage to rival any war, any plague. he reaches out to draw in the chair at her bedside, drawing it close enough that when he slides into it, his knees still touch her sheets. ( it allows her room for comfort, to stretch her legs. besides, it’s what’s proper when he has not received confirmation that his devotion is returned. )
“ it’s no simple thing. “ no, it never was. “ but, to simplify the experience, i would say it is merely a matter of finding something to hold on to. “
the unspoken “ or someone “ hangs in the air between them, so naked that elijah wants to snatch it back, hide the part of him it reveals. though what he had held on to had shifted over the years, he always came back to that single method. find something, find someone, and cling until the waters submerge you, force you to find something new to keep your head above the water. when he met her, his cause had been to destroy niklaus, to make him suffer for holding their family hostage. but here, with her, he can feel his purpose shifting under him as if the very earth itself were realigning. now, she is his anchor, the thing that keeps him from swirling in the storm of his years.
girl / devoted. she is the crumbling aftermath of everything. what remains when all hope is lost and something is still standing. she’s the aftermath of her own demise. the rebirth girl. to him does she attach herself, finding solace in his words. in the tips of his fingers that brush palms, in his eyes, in his everything, in him. he is so much stronger than she is, she thinks, and she does not want to be his dawn. with her follows tragedy. he has had enough for a lifetime.
❝ find what makes you strong. ❞
she repeats words said back to her once. it leaves an ache in her chest, but looking at him almost relieves it, he lifts off a thousand pounds. she is a sea filled with disaster, the crashing waves ready to devour at any moment, but he calms her --- gives her hope. fingertips reach out to touch his knee. they find homage there and the touch is hesitant, ready to draw back at any moment in fear of reaction. dear goddess, he is your everything. your strength and your weakness. redeemer and persecutor. it is good that the eyes of justice is blind. that he is too in love to see your flaws, something you’ll never know.
❝ do you want to know how i made it so far ? how i stayed with klaus, after all this time ? i thought of you, elijah. i knew you’d risk everything to keep the people you love safe. and i knew .. one day you’d find your way here. ❞
call out post for myself :
i have the worst way of organizing things, if you can even call it that, and i am & should be ashamed . it is awful . this is the worst thing i have ever witnessed in my entire life. i need to delete all the folders and images off my computer and start over because it is that bad. i’m going to hell. your fave is problematic.
i updated my rules so be sure to check them out.
their love is wilting flowers. ravishing beauty at first : alluring to the eyes , something prepossessing and god-like. it never fades, but it becomes damaged. becomes ruins to the world. argument after argument, it seems, then silence for days. it grows enervating in time. a soft pout paints porcelain, nimble fingers expand around her waist. hold yourself together ! ❝ are you coming to bed ? ❞ / @rcddoor .
rcddoor:
the desire to protect is one carved into his bones, an eternal promise to his loved ones engraved on marrow in the core of his being. yet, she is defiant, steps out from behind the wall he has created with his body. EQUALS. has she always seen them as such ? both of them the protector and the protected. ( she has always been eager to place herself on the pyre for those she loves, but he does not claim to possess such a spot in a heart already so full. ) his tension does not falter as his gaze flicks from his smirking brother to HER. ( the goddess made mortal ; the storm caged in frail human bones. ) a thousand years of paranoia do not vanish, even with the presence of someone who seems so determined to coax out the best in him. klaus’ gaze remains predatory as he fastens shining eyes on the doppelganger ; it takes all of elijah’s restraint not to move between them once again. those that klaus fixes with that gaze wind up DEAD more often than not. ( this would be a loss he could not bear ; nearly on par with the loss of a SIBLING. he cannot lose her. not to his brother. )
“ i respect your choice. “
the words are low, meant only for her ears, despite the rapt attention of the hybrid surveying the pair of them. elijah resists the urge to reach forward, to uncoil her arms from around herself. ( do not be angry with him. forgive the beast that time has made him. this world is cruel, and its scars run deep in this immortal being. ) he means the words he says, but the steel remains in his eyes. he’s not to be deterred from her protection, even with her quiet warnings.
“ but niklaus and i will be negotiating our own deal. “
for this is where he EXCELS. from the moment they met, his relationship with elena had been about DEALS, about negotiation and barter. now is no exception, and he fixes his brother with the expression that those who know his reputation have come to FEAR. he shines in the realm of diplomacy. he knows how to get what he wants, even if his opponent is as dangerous as his brother. maybe she will not forever leave her cage, even with him at her side, but he will expand it if he can. he will find her the space to BREATHE again.
“ she’s already admitted she wants to stay here. what more could you want for her ? “
at his brother’s question, elijah can’t help but glance back to her. her hair shimmers in the light of the chandelier, and despite the hard tension of her muscles and her wasted lines, he can’t help but think she is quite possibly the most beautiful woman he has seen in a long time. the DIPLOMATIC SMILE is momentarily replaced by a softer expression, one meant for her alone. ( silly boy, stupid boy. gods who love mortals never recover. )
“ you will guarantee her safety and her comfort. she’s to be treated as your highest priority. she’s to have the food and medical care she needs. you will take her blood no more than once a month, and she WILL be allowed to leave on occasion. i will accompany her, if that’s what she wishes. “
niklaus’ eyes are cautious, flicking from his elder brother to the caged bird beside him. his brother is clever enough ; elijah knows he’s making the connection between the two of them: the feelings elijah cannot hide from FAMILY. he speaks again before niklaus can comment.
“ in return, i will not murder every werewolf in a hundred mile radius. you can continue building your precious hybrid army, but she will be cared for. “ his diplomatic look is still in place when he looks elena in the face once more. “ if you agree to allow me to negotiate on your behalf, elena. “
she walks on a wire , the world fallen at her feet. it is tiring : being up so high , floating in the sky , having the fall to come . it is always the fall that hurts , it isn’t worth the towering heights. if she could , she would almost give up everything to return to a normal life , to not have this blood feud . almost . doing so would mean she would have never met him , and that one fact is worth it all . like the montague’s & the capulet’s , their bloodline extends to a war that may never be broken . katerina & klaus , a battle that extends to them , one they can not escape . perhaps forbidden love is sweeter in the end . perhaps the sweetness is of the forbidden is why the apple was picked at the beginning of time . she , eve , extends her arms for it with open palms / bruised palms. her hands will always reach for his love , even if they are cut deep in the process . they defy god with the way that they look at each other & neither of them know it . everyone does except them .
❝ i know. ❞
the dove speaks ! the dove : a sign of peace & hope . that is what she tries to bring. she will always be the one to try and coax the softness out of him . beast-tamer . war-stopper . rosen lips strike a deal , pleads mercy & justice . for whomever they touch they will speak for , for whomever she loves , she will die for . it is her curse . the golden heart , the love that outpours , has always been her downfall . your loyalty will get you killed ! in deals they speak / in negotiations they love . she trusts him , after everything , she still does . she gives him the chance to speak . to barter when she would normally do it herself . it is long since her gaze has left him , and when she realizes it , she pulls away . looks to the other man . the one who has not stolen her heart .. she is less afraid . klaus may take her freedom , but it is less frightening than the one who holds her heart .
❝ elijah . can we talk ? away from where he can hear us . ❞
never will she put her fate in someone’s hands. no matter how much she does trust him . no matter the fact that she would lay her life at his altar . they must be a team : they must learn how to work broken parts again . together , they were unstoppable , but she can not stop thinking of how they left things . of how they ruined something pure & unadulterated . like cutting up a rose , they tarnished beauty. there has to be a way to get it back .
her body turns from the villain . it faces elijah now : a brooding storm . something in her voice tells them that it isn’t up for debate , not for either of them . look at this girl who runs among demons .
it is holy. the way that her hands reaches for his , unbeknownst the way that the choir sings when flesh touches flesh. she expected his hands to be colder , and yet , she reached for it anyway . now she does not let go , instead she tugs him along , goes down the stairs . how she doesn’t want to let go . this love was not meant to be , but still , it is here .
i updated my rules so be sure to check them out.
i’m not dropping my drafts , or anything you may reply to from this point forward , but i won’t be making the rest of those starters . i am becoming almost strictly plot based . this helps me keep muse & i’m frankly just interested in exploring elena more & having a purpose here .
rcddoor:
goddesses don’t need their priests to rescue them. the words linger on the tongue, a near accidental confession of how he views her. outsiders would see the immortal, sitting on his throne of a thousand years and a thousand bodies, and would call him GOD. but in this quiet chamber, one thing is clear to him above all others: this is divinity. this golden sun encased in mortal bone. the strength to keep living, the will to struggle for air when the world would smother her is transcendent. and so timeless fixture finds itself bowed to the ephemeral gale that is ELENA GILBERT. god help him, he has worshiped at her altar for so long, longer than he would care to admit, especially to her. what would her reaction be, to his own peculiar religion ? he can’t help but anticipate rejection, imagine her shudder as a monster’s hands try to show their devotion.
“ of course, i will stay. “
ask the world of him, he will lay it at your feet, miss gilbert. you’ve snared him, and he is helpless but to fulfill your every whim in the faintest hope that it will redeem some part of him in your eyes. for what does anyone’s opinion matter but yours ?
“ sometimes it is not rescue that we need, but COMPANIONSHIP in the dark. “
there is no worship for a dead girl. she with her chagrin, perplexed by the vulnerability she has let taint the air , while she is normally not so pellucid. there is something pure about them : the heart of them does not live in coquetries or deathmatch , but in tenderness , in the use of one another as a rock. her final denouement can only be that he is good . that she has finally found something worth saving since her rebirth . the tidal waves of her breath is finally done crashing , for now , the water no longer fills her lungs and she can breathe. she is vacillating , wondering how far she can push this --- never knowing quite where they stood. they go in circles , he loves me . he loves me not .
❝ how do you do it ? stay so strong , after everything that must have happened to you . ❞
translation : how do you stay so golden ? he speaks sometimes as if he is a villain . as if his years has chipped away at his heart, but she will always be gainsayed. she will always see him as light. her back straightens as she sits up , the blanket pools in her lap. eyes always tell a story , but hers do not speak , instead they say that they are listening . his words, the sound of his voice , will always be an anchor that pulls her back to land.
tobeblamed:
‘ no, this isn’t right … ’ angels aren’t meant to have freedom GOD created them to obey orders, and that is what they should do. they cannot be free. ‘ we need to find a way to fix this. we need to go back. ’ BALANCE must be maintained.
angelic eyes are tainted by the ways of the world . her fingers , shaped like claws , reach out to grasp it . ❝ it is right . ❞ a beat . ❝ maybe this is the solution . i don’t think our father has been the one speaking to us . ❞
❝ i’m sure you’ll have plenty of fun without me . ❞
the words aren’t venomous but instead reassuring , something in her sweetened tone tries to convey that it’s okay . doe eyes swell & the ghost of a smile haunts her lips , if only for a second . a sigh fills tired lungs . she , retired provocateur , resists the night calling .
❝ i’m not really in a ... gala mood . the last thing i need is gossip girl blasting out how i’m arriving without a date . ❞ / @likethcrns
Suddenly i’m overcome dissolving like the setting sun