Hope remembered the first time he saw Marcel, it was lust at first sight. In that library, with a studious Marcel bent over a couple of medical textbooks, it seemed so easy to trace his eyes over the sharp edges of his cheekbones, his hair bordering effortless and styled, and then later his hard gaze. He remembered yelling across the library to no one in particular, just to get this attractive boyâs attention. And once heâd gained that, he remembered looking at his lips, wondering what theyâd feel like on his. Then looking down at his fingers, practically imagining how theyâd feel. And that was just Marcel in university-- Marcel now? Heâd matured like an irresistible glass of wine.
Upon his discovery that Marcel had been Fabiusâs best friend from preparatory school, Hope understood that he had to back off. No matter how fucking hot this guy was, he would suppress this lust underneath his skin. Seeing each other every once and a while was one thing-- living with each other was something else. And with that, this annoyance and lust and hate of each other only grew under Hopeâs skin. Right. He hated Marcel. This--this escapade was just Hope releasing that lust towards the man that heâd felt for years. After this, he wouldnât feel anything towards him but hate. And Marcel-- heâd see enough of the Hope underneath his persona and be satisfied enough to never press again.
Why the fuck hadnât he thought of this earlier?
Marcelâs knees spread his legs further apart, drawing a whine from Hopeâs throat. The sudden urge to close them and rub-- gaining that friction that he couldnât seem to get enough of-- only made Hope into putty underneath the older manâs body, tilting his head further back and exposing his neck for further exploration. The delightful scrape of Marcelâs shirt on Hopeâs bare chest only seemed to remind him of how his clothes were becoming less and less while Marcel still had his fucking gloves and mask on. âI wish you were a fool,â Hope gasped, barely louder than a whisper. Whether this was completely true or not... Hope could never be completely sure.
The new pressure on the front of his shorts as Marcel unbuttoned them was enough to make Hope make a struggle to be released from the manâs grasp. âPlease.â One of the simplest of words but between the two people present, it held so much more power than one could expect. It could be like submission, giving into the other and admitting that they had the control over the situation. âIâll be anything you want me to be after tonight-- just please.â How easily Hope seemed to give up, unfamiliar to Marcelâs slow pace, words spilling from his lips like promises even if they were both aware of how much truth was behind it.
In these moments, Hope was practically a servant underneath Marcel, subservient to his will and practically begging for the slightest touch. The slightest thrusts gifted by his hyung was enough to create electricity behind his closed eyes. Enough to make Hope grind harder up against him, desperate for any sort of pressure that would make his situation easier to deal with. By now, any other guy would probably have his clothes off and something inside of him. And yet, this time had passed and Marcel was still toying with him. Marcelâs words blurred in his ears, Hopeâs eyes open wide now. And then Marcelâs lips on his, soft and sweet and unlike any kiss that Hope had ever experienced before. He didnât desire the man that would kiss him softly. âFuck, Marcel. If you donât fuck me soon, you can be my first kill. How about that?â
The thoughts flashed through his head to the point he almost didnât process the slide of his zipper. Marcel on his knees with Hope in his mouth. Those long fingers of his right where Hope wanted them to be. And then finally, just when Hope couldnât take it anymore-- Fuck. Who wouldnât want that? Hope visibly gulped, the sudden urge to squirm coming upon him as he shook back and forth until he lifted his hips so that Marcel could slide of his shorts. And then a repeat of that word, relinquishing his control. âPlease.â