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@hopeless-healer
Rules and Primary Muse: Imogen Haney
Secondary Muses: Jasper Haney, Rio Kamichika
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Everybody, without fail, comes crawling to him in the end.
It has been quite some time since Izaya last laid eyes on Rio. He kept tabs on her for a while, but she committed so wholeheartedly to normalcy in the aftermath of their little adventure that the boredom soon settled into his bones and he redirected his attention elsewhere. She made her choice, or so it seemed, to dedicate her life to bland acceptance of the mundane. To see her now is a pleasant surprise, a welcome jolt of the unexpected.
But perhaps he should have expected this: once you get a taste of the underbelly, it sticks to the back of your throat, even if you ‘go straight.’ And the underbelly most certainly remembers the taste of you. Again: everybody, without fail, comes to his office eventually; everybody, without fail, will one day need something only he can give. And because there is so much love in his heart, he will always give it.
His stands behind his desk, palms pressed and splayed on its surface, in an insufferably smug display of power. His grin is wide and as bright as the summer sun—and likely just as painful to look at. Izaya is pleased. Something interesting is happening. The air vibrates with possibility.
“You’re right,” he chirps, raising his hands from the desk to clasp them together. “I guess I can give you the Saved-My-Life Discount.” He laughs, continues on in his classic sighing purr: “Eiko Tomatsu, you said? Come closer; sit on the couch, make yourself comfortable. You seem so nervous! We’re good friends, aren’t we? I can—well, Namie can—make some tea—or do you prefer coffee?—while you tell me all about the last time you saw your Eiko Tomatsu.”
His energy is overwhelming. Unnerving. Too easy. He’s being so… accommodating. She would be a fool to believe that that’s out of the kindness of his own heart. But it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t. Everyone has given up on Eiko. She’s quiet and poor and forgettable. It’s not fair, but it’s the truth. What choice does Rio have? How could she ever forgive herself if she didn’t use every resource at her disposal?
Maybe she won’t just end up sick and jumpy this time. Maybe he’ll really help her, and they’ll find Eiko, and everything will be okay. Maybe all of the terrible things she’s gone through because of Izaya Orihara will become meaningful — worth it. Maybe, all those years ago, the universe delivered her to him like a toy to play with so that she could use him now.
That suffering wasn’t for nothing. She feels it. She knows it.
Stiffly, she sits. Back straight, knees together, hands in her lap. The tiny flyaway hairs at the nape of her neck stick to her skin. She doesn’t want to sit. She doesn’t want to drink tea. Every instinct she has urges her to get as far away from him as possible.
“Tea is… fine. Thank you.”
Polite. Agreeable. Desperate.
“I haven’t talked to Eiko in person since March.” It’s mid-summer now. Warm and sticky. The last few days have been exceptionally warm, the heat thick and wet and oppressive. “But her mom says she last saw Eiko the 17th of May.”
A long time. Everyone says too long. They’re wrong. They have to be.
“The police say she’s a runaway, but she isn’t. I’m sure of it. She was… strange. She’s been strange. And that last time we met up, she seemed... afraid."
@undeific
If there were any other choice, Rio wouldn’t be here. In fact, she’d rather be anywhere else. There’s dread coiled in her belly, cold and heavy. Her chest is tight. It’s silly. It’s so silly, because he’s just a man. He’s not some monster under her bed. He’s flesh and blood and human.
Even if he is… wrong.
There’s something uncanny about him, that’s for sure. She doesn’t understand him. He’s the kind of man to giggle with a gun to his head. She knows. She was there. She’d begged for his life. After everything, after all the things he’s done -- which she’s certain she’s only seen the tip of that iceberg -- she’d been desperate to not watch him die.
Maybe she’s wrong, too.
“Eiko. Eiko Tomatsu. She’s been gone for weeks. The police are…” She presses her lips together, stopping herself from saying ‘useless’. “If anyone can find something, it’s you, right? I know you aren’t… a detective, but maybe you could at least find who she’s been talking to? Or… anything?”
She sounds pitiful. Her voice is high and nervous. She wishes she could read the look on his face, but she can’t. She can’t read him at all. Their history says he’ll probably toy with her. That’s fine. She can entertain him if she must, as long as he helps her. Though his helping her, if she’s being honest, is painfully unlikely. Maybe he’ll surprise her?
He’s not exactly predictable.
“I don’t have a lot of money, but… I helped you. Before. You could’ve been killed. So maybe, we could work something out?”
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kurama can’t help but to agree . a hundred years ago , he never would have felt such pain over the plight of humans , but it’s hard not to see his friends and family in every lifeless face . it’s hard to escape the empathy he’s built in his heart . that’s not to say he can’t set his feelings aside when the need arises , but … it eats at him . even still , it eats at him .
“ mm , i’d like to avoid that as well . we may also be able to find herbs or something else useful in the forest . ” or maybe his youko - side is just eager to be back out in nature . kurama can’t deny that the wilderness would be a great comfort , right now .
“ … well . ” he rises from his crouch over their wasted food . “ let’s not waste any daylight , shall we ? ”
Oh, right. Another useful skill. He's a damn plant expert.
With a hum of agreement, Imogen moves to follow him. For a brief moment, her knees threaten to buckle as she stands. She chooses to ignore it, hopes her companion hadn't been paying attention. It would be easy to dwell on how heavy her limbs feel, how much of a contrast it is to the hollowness at her core. It is wishful thinking that pretending she is fine will make the feeling disappear entirely.
She is tired and hungry. That is it. There is nothing more to it.
"Been a while since I've been camping," she jokes as they make their way out of the building. Her blood buzzes in anticipation; she feels as though she has been in fight-or-flight mode for days. "I wish I'd thought to pack marshmallows."
bonescribes:
curiosity is quick to mute kurama’s suspicions . he remains trepidatious , but imogen’s sudden change of demeanor is interesting . if she isn’t a demon – and he’s somewhat willing to believe the notion – she certainly isn’t entirely human , either . if that’s the case , then what is she ? he will most certainly have many questions … as soon as he’s sure that she doesn’t pose a threat .
“ i wouldn’t murder you in a room with cameras , i assure you , ” answers the fox with a small smile , following her lead and re-entering the empty grocery store . the door closes quietly behind him . “ although , i don’t know if this is the wisest course of action for someone uneager to be hurt . why the sudden change of heart ? ”
“Some things are just worth the risk.”
It’s great to know that a few pieces of outdated technology are his biggest deterrent. This is another warning sign she refuses to dwell on. As crazy as he sounds, Imogen can’t squash that feeling that she’s close to something. It’s as though the information she gains to learn from this interaction is tangible, something she’ll soon be able to hold and treasure. A key, perhaps.
She ducks under a curtain, holding it open for him more out of polite habit than intentional courtesy. The room they enter is clearly a break room, small and ancient. Plastic chairs surround a wooden table, nicked and scratched from years of use. Harsh yellow light halos from the ceiling lamp, casting a sickly artificial glow to their skin.
“So,” she starts, pulling out a chair and taking a seat. The plastic is hard and unforgiving, which only adds to her discomfort in the situation. Still, she presses on. “Do you want to start, or should I?”
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bonescribes:
kurama frowns , frustrated . perhaps in his worry for his mother he moved too fast ; approached before knowing all the facts , but – is her scent not unmistakable ? how else is he supposed to interpret this ? ( if something terribly strange is going on here , kurama supposes he can always erase her memories , but … why would a human smell like a demon ? it’s an absurd thought . )
“ you smell like a demon , ” he says finally . no need to hold back , anymore . “ so much so that i could sense it on my mother . i want to know why . ”
“I smell like a demon,” she repeats slowly, incredulously. “Shuichi, do you even hear yourself? What in the fuck does that even mean?”
She’s so caught up in the hostility, in that fight-or flight mode, that it takes her a second to remember why she’s here in Japan in the first place. It hits her like an epiphany. Could this demon thing be a lead, or is he just batshit crazy? He seems pretty convinced. It is her turn to abruptly shift her demeanor, and she takes a step closer, lets her arms drop to her sides. Her craving for answers far outweighs her apprehension, makes her disregard that the likelihood of him actually being able to smell some demon on her is small, and that he’s probably just suffering from some sort of delusion.
“I’m not a demon,” she says the word like the mere concept is ridiculous. “That being said...”
She turns from him, pulls her work keys from her pocket, and unlocks the door.
“You should come in. I think I have some questions for you, too.” She says it over her shoulder, bell chiming over her as she opens the door and steps inside. She peeks out, adding as though it’s an afterthought. “If you murder me, I’ll be pissed. So take it easy, alright?”
skullfck:
“I’m the coolest,” he says dryly, carefully wrapping an arm around her shoulders. He glances back toward the bar one last time, making absolute sure that nobody is following them. No one is.
He guides her back to his car, making sure to move slowly and steadily. Without much else to keep him occupied, he recedes inward, lost in thought — locked in thought. Guilt is eating him alive. Guilt over selling to the scumbag parasite, guilt over cornering her in the bar under false pretenses, guilt over his own relief at the crisis forcing his hand. How absurd, how wonderful, how absolutely fucking terrible that he accidentally orchestrated his own excuse to abandon the mission.
They reach the Thunderbird, parked shittily on the curb. He should have straightened the car out more, he thinks idly. He opens the already-unlocked door for Imogen, helping her step down and into the vehicle.
“You’ll have to give me directions on where to go,” he says once he’s taken his own seat.
The leather seats are cool to the touch, and it feels nice against her flushed skin. Imogen shifts to her side, brings her knees up, rests her cheek against the headrest. She only blinks, she’s sure, but suddenly he’s in the seat next to her, speaking. The return to consciousness is sudden, and she jumps.
“M’kay,” she mumbles, blinking hard in an attempt to keep her eyes open. “Y’know those apartments,” she talks slowly, struggles with her uncooperative tongue, “on Lindley? Downtown? Meadow somthin’?”
It’s not far, maybe a ten-minute drive, with traffic. The spinning is worse now, though, and she slides down one leg to rest her foot on the floor in an effort to slow it. She wants to stay awake, knows that she needs to, but it’s so hard. She watches him through half-lidded eyes, remembers thinking he looked like trouble.
She supposes she misread him.
“’m sorry,” she says, “that I dragged ya’ into this shit.”
@hopeless-healer // cont.
kurama nods . he’s tired , of course , but such a thing is inescapable these days . imogen is no doubt just as weary , if not moreso . he’s been conserving his energy as much as possible , ready to offer it up to her should the need arise – but that’s a last resort . for now , all there is to do is move forward .
“ i did sleep , ” he replies as he stands fully , no longer crouching over their ruined stock . “ i don’t require as much sleep as humans , luckily . ” then , a small smile – something rare , these days . “ thank you for your concern , imogen - san . ”
“ unfortunate as it is , it may be worth our while to loot some houses . we can make our way towards the forest and try to hunt if we don’t find anything – though I’m hesitant to waste the energy . how does that sound to you ? ”
She smiles back, small and not quite reaching her tired eyes, concern mildly abated.
Imogen sometimes wonders if he feels responsible for her. He’s a demon, an experienced fighter, a genius. Imogen is good at compartmentalizing, good at thinking on her feet, but mostly blessed with frequent occurrences of blind luck.
It doesn’t help that this whole thing that’s happening to the world seems to be hitting her harder than him.
There’s insecurity there, and perhaps that’s fueling this concern of hers. Imogen hates feeling less than, hates admitting to any potential weakness. On one hand, Imogen is grateful to have someone so capable, but feeling so inferior...
As if the fucking apocalypse is any place for wounded pride.
Still, she worries he feels pressure. She remembers their first interaction, as far away as it seems, and considers his protective nature. He’d been willing to threaten her for existing near his mother, just for being a perceived demon. Now that it’s only the two of them, does he shoulder that responsibility for her, too?
Every day she sees him, and every day he looks just a bit more worn down than the last. It’s silly, but she can’t deny the guilt she feels any more than she can her rising inferiority complex.
“Sounds like a plan. The further we get from the inner city, the better. Those people... I don’t want to get stuck in another mob.”
Those people. People. Imogen struggles to remove them from their humanity. She will fight for her life, defend them both at all cost, but there’s that nagging worry that they are still in there. That they can be brought back, and she’s snuffing out a life.
Yet another nagging feeling.
It’s in Imogen’s best interest to keep moving. It’s easy to avoid introspection when there’s a task at hand, a goal. If she’s never still, she doesn’t have the time to be scared or homesick or exhausted. When he calls for her, she’s rifling through desk drawers. Her hope is to find bottles of over-the-counter medication or snacks left behind by office workers, but she’s not having much luck.
His voice reaches her easily, the only competing noise being the light rustle of old paperwork. She rises from her crouch, wincing at the responding ache in her bones. When she moves through the hall, her footsteps are light. Moving quietly has become a habit at this point.
“What’s up?” she asks upon entering, readying herself for whatever bad news will present itself this time.
They’re holding up alright, considering the circumstances, but there’s always another obstacle. As far as companions go, though, she’s grateful she has him. An unlikely partner, brought together by nothing more than chance, but he’s good at this. She sees him there, frowning at what used to be their food supply (their small problem, she assumes), and is struck by how crazy it is that he is who she’s facing the end of the world with.
“Damn, how the hell did something chew through that?” She sighs, leaning down for a better look at the damage. “Are they all like that?”
bonescribes:
“ they’re all like that , ” kurama confirms , mirroring imogen’s sigh . “ there seems to be a bit of food left in the bottoms of the cans , if we’re feeling desperate , but i wouldn’t consider it safe , exactly . ” he isn’t above eating dangerous food , given their situation , but it’s far from a preference – and while his demon physiology lets him get away with a lot , he’s still quite susceptible to food poisoning .
“ we’ve already searched most of the immediate area , no ? we may have to risk adventuring out a little further for more supplies . ” he’s hesitant to waste energy by going out and doing too much , but there’s little recourse . “ and it would probably be wise to try and rodent - proof our food storage … somehow . ” he doesn’t foresee them finding any stores of rat traps , but surely there must be a way to create something for themselves .
“ do you feel up to going out ? ”
No. I feel like I’m fighting an invisible force that wants to pull me down, down, down...
“Yeah, I’m good,” she reassures him, pairs it with a little smile. “You have an area in mind?”
There’s a grocery store a couple miles out, but she’s willing to bet they wouldn’t be the first to try to loot it. The odds may be against them, with slim pickings and more of them running around, but it could be worth a shot? Or maybe, they could reach the forest at the edge of town? They’d have no structural shelter, but there would be animals to hunt. Surely it would be much less crowded than anywhere in the city.
She looks back down at the damaged cans, nudges an empty one with the toe of her shoe. Imogen imagines fat, happy rats sleeping in their nests.
Fuckers.
“Are you okay to go? You’re not too tired, I mean? You were still up when I finally fell asleep last night. Did you sleep at all?”
Though whatever is going on seems to effect him less than her, she can’t help but worry. In this new, hellish reality, Kurama is all she has. They’ve known each other only a short time, been on friendly terms even less, but allowing anything to happen to him is out of the question.
bonescribes:
it’s almost funny , how eager she is to pretend to be normal . almost . he would be more amused if he weren’t so busy being concerned that she might be a threat to his mother . ( and he wouldn’t be so concerned if she would just admit it already . )
“ yes you do , ” kurama answers quickly , crossing his arms . “ there’s no need to dance around it . the sooner you come clean , the easier it will be for me to determine whether or not you’re a threat … and i assume you don’t want me to perceive you as such . ”
“Oh, I’m the threat?” she scoffs, crossing her own arms, unconsciously mirroring him. “What, you waited for me to get off work so you could corner me here? Accuse me of being — what word did you use? Inhuman? Demand I come clean? That’s pretty fucking nuts, man.”
She’s unnerved, scared even, and that fear is quickly turning to anger. She feels trapped, with no choice but to lash out. Her hands, tucked away under her arms, shake. That pisses her off, too. It’s rare for Imogen to be intimidated, and she can’t figure out why she’s letting this guy make her feel this way.
“If you want me to answer any questions, not that it’s any of your business, maybe stop talking in riddles and come out with it. Otherwise, I’d really love to go home now.”
ohfiendangelical:
“Any ritual worth doing is always a little risque.”
His hand follows behind her own, undoing the buttons in her wake. Zero savors the feeling of her skin beneath his fingertips, but is careful not to linger in one place too long; he wants to entice her until her desire is as dizzying as his hunger. Hunting and seduction are the same thing.
He treats her like rare fruit, slowly, carefully peeling the shirt from her.
The drumbeat of her heart teases him. He feels the blood moving in her body, its rhythm, its warmth. Slow kisses are trailed down to her shoulder, where he nuzzles delicately. Vicious temptation makes him bow his head against her as if in prayer; his eyelashes flutter and tickle her skin.
“And I can always deliver deviance.”
Her shaky inhale precedes a laugh — always laughing — drawn out by the teasing nature of his words, the teasing nature of his touch. She closes her eyes, leans her head back, feels her hair slide from her bare shoulders to tickle her spine.
“Oh, I know you can. You culty ones are known to.”
A tug of his hair invites his lips back to hers. Impatience makes her touches less gentle than his are. Her blouse is discarded at her feet, and she feels it only fair when she tugs at his shirt as well.
“I hope these are coming off, too.” she whispers, lips close enough to his that they brush together as she says it.
So gentle, so slow. Anticipation builds, bringing closer and closer the snap that is sure to break someone’s control. Imogen isn’t willing to be the one to break, not yet, won’t admit that she’s the one being driven crazy by it.
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Lost in Time. Teresa Palmer for Vogue Australia March 2015.
skullfck:
Hawk glances backward, making sure that nobody has followed them. Luckily, it looks like nobody inside the bar really gave a shit, and the would-be rapist is ( unsurprisingly ) too much of a pussy to try anything else. He makes a mental note to remember the guy’s face; the next time he tries to buy from him or any of his friends, he’s going to get a beating — and a maybe nice, visible tattoo or brand advertising just what the fuck he really is.
“Yeah, uh, about that,” he says, looking back at her. “There was some greasy fuck in there watchin’ you. I’m pretty sure he slipped somethin’ into your drink.”
She’s owed the truth about that, at least.
“Let’s get you back to yours so you can sleep this off, okay?” His hand raises, then drops; he hesitates, all-too-aware of his position, their proximity, her vulnerability. “Is it okay if I put an arm ‘round you? You seem like you need help stayin’ upright.”
“No, I don’t...” Imogen starts to deny it, looking back towards the bar’s entrance. She tries to think back. Had she left her drink alone? When? Who was it? She can’t seem to place a single face she’d encountered in there. Maybe-
Her grip on his shirt tightens.
He’s talking again, offering to help her stand. What was his name again? It was weird, right? Like, an animal or something? Is she really about to get in his car like this? She wants to say no, tell him to go without her, but the Earth is spinning over a thousand miles per hour and she can feel it.
“Okay,” she says, finally. “’m trustin’ you to be cool, though, yeah?”
@hopeless-healer | plotted starter
the fox can often be found counting their supplies -- for any number of reasons equally true and false . to prevent thievery , to assess that their quality hasn't waned , to know when a resupply is necessary , to avoid petty conversation . boredom . regardless , he has a perfectly good excuse upon first examining the supplies and realizing that several cans -- cans -- appear to have been chewed through , presumably by rodents . the contents have vanished .
he only barely restrains a sigh before turning on his heel to find imogen . it's an easy enough task -- the world is so very quiet , these days . hearing the movements of others is practically a trifle .
" imogen - san , " he calls into the halls of the old office building they've holed up in , perfectly aware that she is close enough to hear him . " will you come here ? we have a small problem . "
It’s in Imogen’s best interest to keep moving. It’s easy to avoid introspection when there’s a task at hand, a goal. If she’s never still, she doesn’t have the time to be scared or homesick or exhausted. When he calls for her, she’s rifling through desk drawers. Her hope is to find bottles of over-the-counter medication or snacks left behind by office workers, but she’s not having much luck.
His voice reaches her easily, the only competing noise being the light rustle of old paperwork. She rises from her crouch, wincing at the responding ache in her bones. When she moves through the hall, her footsteps are light. Moving quietly has become a habit at this point.
“What’s up?” she asks upon entering, readying herself for whatever bad news will present itself this time.
They’re holding up alright, considering the circumstances, but there’s always another obstacle. As far as companions go, though, she’s grateful she has him. An unlikely partner, brought together by nothing more than chance, but he’s good at this. She sees him there, frowning at what used to be their food supply (their small problem, she assumes), and is struck by how crazy it is that he is who she’s facing the end of the world with.
“Damn, how the hell did something chew through that?” She sighs, leaning down for a better look at the damage. “Are they all like that?”