LOVELY BROKENNESS

in a hopeless world, love will prevail. 25

[hopelesslovely]

Why is it too much to ask to be loved? I just want someone to hold me, to ask about my day, to tuck my hair behind my ear and look into my eyes, I want someone to go run around in the rain with me, too cuddle with on cold nights, someone who wants to love me as much as I want to love them. What part of me is so unlovable? Why can’t someone just love me?

[hopelesslovely]

“Being the mom friend is special, you get to celebrate the highs and love your friends at their lows. Being the mom friend is lonely because no one is there to love you in the same way at your own lows”

[hopelesslovely]

"How many times do you have to change your wording to make you sound like you are okay, before someone realizes you are not and that you are actually dying?"

K.K. (via @hopelesslovely)

[hopelesslovely]

“Would the world collapse if I could just have one person care about me the way I care for everyone?”

- K.K. (via @hopelesslovely )

[hopelesslovely]

[hopelesslovely]

“I want to kiss every inch of your skin until your very being screams my name”

-K.K. (via @hopelesslovely )

[hopelesslovely]

You looked at me and finally I felt truly beautiful

K.K. (via @hopelesslovely)

[hopelesslovely]

Slowly loosing someone you care about hurts far greater than any sort of falling out. You know it is coming, yet there is nothing in your power to stop your world from collapsing.

K.K. (via @hopelesslovely)

[hopelesslovely]

You aren’t supposed to make me feel this way, it shouldn’t be possible. But when you look at me, I can’t stop the butterflies. I can’t stop thinking about you. I wish you could see how hopelessly lovely you are..

[hopelesslovely]

“How can something so wrong, feel so right?”

- K.K.

[hopelesslovely]

“The scariest things about my darkest thoughts is that they don’t go away. They keep recurring over and over again. I’m worried and hopeful that one day they might come true.”

-K.K.

[hopelesslovely]

[hopelesslovely]

“I wear a metal corset

It wraps around my body

Sometimes it decides to tighten

Squeezing my body even tighter

I gasp for air in shallow breaths

I need to escape

I try to run to no prevail

Panic sets in as a realize

There is no fleeing

From something that's apart of you

I can not do anything

But hope and pray

To relax and wait

For the corset to loosen”

- K.K. (via @hopelesslovely )

[hopelesslovely]

“Perhaps the only solution to what makes us go together so well, is that we are one in the same. Maybe we from the same atom in the beginning of the universe. Possibly our souls were once one single person. But I do know for a fact, that there is something special between us. For some reason I am drawn to you. No matter what I can't get you out of my head. Everything keeps coming back to you. Perhaps we are from the same beginnings. Fate and destiny could be involved... but maybe just maybe we are soulmates.”

- K.K. (via @hopelesslovely )

[hopelesslovely]

"For someone who is just my friend, we sure kiss a lot like lovers."

- K.K. (via @hopelesslylovely)

[hopelesslovely]

[hopelesslovely]

Glimmer

I saw a glimmer that night. I glanced up at you, we were talking about our fears, our weaknesses, I felt undoubtably vulnerable. When I looked up, I saw a glimmer of you. You looked different than before. I saw you for more than just a friend. I was thrown in to a glimmer of a daydream. An entire life flashed before my eyes. We were laughing on a beach, then on our wedding day nervous as can be, to a white hospital falling in love with our child, to retirement where we live as an old couple together still forever in love, all in but a moment. I still see that glimmer in you, every once in a while. You'll never know, for you chase another for the glimmer you caught. I'm stuck waiting, yearning for our glimmer of forever.

- K.K. via (@hopelesslovely)