you'll die anyway

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

[bahttery]

What if Doctor Strange was a cardiothoracic surgeon and was the one who performed Tony’s surgery au

inspired by @cruria

[keybladesoras]

#Mic drop # She’s the woman that just served you

[mellygrant]

sometimes, when i get a lil sad, i like to remember how liam and zayn both wore matching (the same possibly?) cartier bracelets in the year of 2016, and thus, once again, confirming their love Not So Subtly to the world :) thanks zayn and liam i aspire to be as flashy and Not Lowkey as yall!

I mean, what kind of terribly rich, terribly good looking and fashionable husband shit is that, amiright?

But maybe let’s don’t forget the roses tattoo that Liam got on Zayn’s birthday that coordinates with Zayn’s mandala:

Or the fact that Liam has a suspish “4″ tattoo on his corn cob sized wedding ring finger, NO BIG DEAL OR ANYTHING:

Or hey *Laughs nervously*, remember when this happened?

And just leaving this here, not saying it means anything at all, no siree:

Forever crying, 

xoxo Melly

[sexatoxbridge]

Dear Anon (who asked, “How can you be friends with people that are frankly bullies? There is a Larry circle of utter assholes and I’m just baffled at how vile they can be against Zayn.”),

It’s quite simple: I’m not. 

I don’t follow or surround myself with people that are bullies. And I certainly don’t follow anyone who is vile about Zayn given that I don’t believe the narrative that’s been built around him since March of 2015.

One of the first things Zayn said publicly after leaving was:

Even Simon’s version of this story is bullshit. Zayn wasn’t happy so Simon - Simon COWELL - let 1/5 of his main source of income just quit on the spot one day? And Simon was just like, “There he go…”

Because Simon Cowell just “heard about it” and gave it his best go at convincing Zayn to stay but in the end was like, “There, there. Here’s a record deal.” No. Simon Cowell is a manipulative psychopath and somehow managed to skirt over the fact that he relentlessly worked these boys as hard as he could for five years expecting them to die the noble death that most boybands do (RIP NSYNC) and trying to make as much money as possible off of them before they did. 

Zayn might be the literal embodiment of this gif:

But I still love that hoe. I love his music…literally the intro to Mind of Mine is some of the best fifty-seven seconds of music I’ve ever heard. Not to mention the rest of the album which deserved so much more than the half-arsed promo it got. No doubt thanks to the fact that it’s still linked to Syco’s ineptitude.  

So yeah when people are having their petty bitch fests about how much they hate Zayn I’m just like 

Because it is distinctly hypocritical to sit here and analyse everything ever about Louis and Harry but as soon as Dan fuckin Wootton whispers Zayn’s name it’s gospel? I think not. Niall even told everyone not to pay attention to the media.

Why has Liam gone out of his way to make everyone aware that he’s still friends with Zayn?

And why was Zayn part of the RBB tableaus? 

Five x’s for five members.

Look at all dat yellow.

So, yeah. That’s why every time I see people hating on Zayn I’m like 

I don’t know the truth, but I do know that what has been printed about Zayn leaving is so wildly inconsistent with the actions of the band and Zayn. And Liam is out here trying to shut down all the rumours himself. He gonna take everyone who badmouthed Zayn out like 

Anyway, I’m not posting that ask, since you explicitly asked me not to. Also it names specific people and I don’t need to give them any direct attention on my Pro-Zayn blog. 

If you’re interested in reading more about my thoughts on Zayn you can go here: http://sexatoxbridge.tumblr.com/tagged/sao+zayn or follow @mellygrant who is Zayn’s personal Hype Man.

And finally…for all the people being vile…just think, What Would Harry Styles Do? 

Thank you for your ask! xx

[sexatoxbridge]

Apparently I want to suffer today, so I drag you all with me: Imagine Zayn drawing Liam with the first lights of the day while he's sleeping. NO NO even better, I bet my ass Zayn has more than one superhero drawing based on him ngnghhg.

I’ll do you one better…imagine that Zayn said that Liam was “brave”

And then imagine that Zayn drew a lion on Liam’s hand

Imagine that’s Zayn’s hand holding Liam’s

And then Liam left it on to be papped with

And imagine that Zayn is totally in love with Liam

Because we don’t even have to imagine these things. They actually happened. 

[whenziamwere18]

Real_Liam_Payne: “Cause ever since I left the city, you started wearing less and goin’ out more”

[deanxelena]

[deanxelena]

My fucking feels.

[gilinskyspizza]

[mattfuckingespinosa]

You’re dating Cameron but Matt has the hugest crush on you

[lookingformatt]

And this is why I’m a Matt girl😍

[dilly-o-billy]

AU Meme: You and Matt Espinosa have been keeping your relationship a secret; hiding behind the cameras when he’s recording, going to MagCon shows, pretending you’re a fan. However, this all stops once Matt accidentally told all of his fans on a live stream about your relationship and he has no choice but to share you with the rest of the world. 

(my edits, credit to magcongifs for gifs)

[etherealbabygirl]

AU: Jack has been traveling with the boys a lot lately, going to events and working on his music with JJ. Since he’s been gone, he’s grown to miss you a ton; therefore he talks about you constantly.

Note: Thank to whoever requested this (anonymous), I hope you like it.

[etherealbabygirl]

AU: You’ve gotten to the point in your YouTube career where you’re considered “YouTube famous” and a fellow YouTuber, Matthew Espinosa, has a massive crush on you. You eventually find out from the copious amount of videos he’s talked about you in and after watching a few of his vlogs and main channel videos, you’ve decided he’s super likeable and adorable and you want to try to get to know him. Once you both become friends, it takes off from there and goes straight to you both having a collab channel and planning to meet each other at DigiTour. 

Note: THIS IS LITERALLY MY DREAM GUYS (and I’m starting a YouTube in the next week so you should follow me: Jordan Haley or RatedJTV, it’s gonna have magcon videos and beauty ones as well). Thank you to the beautiful anon that requested this, also sorry it took so long. Credit to the gif makers, I only resized and added text.

[lookingformatt]

[right-next-to-u]

this liam with this zayn

[paynezaynliammalik]

Okay so...

This is one of my favorite Ziam moments:

The fact that they even kept this in the video is still surprising to me. Anyway, what I love about it is how nonchalant it is; Zayn looks perfectly content to have Liam on his lap and is untroubled even when Liam starts acting silly for the camera. It just looks like an every day thing. 

However, what made this moment better/worse for me was when I saw this:

It is clearly from the same day/place (SNL) though I don’t know if this was before or after the previous gif. Once again Liam is being silly for the camera while Zayn could care less (talking or warming up) in the background. From this moment we can see that there is a TV on the wall. 

Now looking back at this moment:

I used to not be sure if Zayn was talking to someone out of frame but now I’m fairly certain he was just watching TV. Though its quick, it also looks like Liam’s head is tilted up in the direction of the screen before he turns to the camera. So…they were just casually sitting like this while watching TV. Pardon my language but that is some cute domestic shit. 

I don’t know why I love it but I do. 

*not my gifs