The Life And Times Of HorridBenji

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This past week I’ve been blessed so much. Family/friends came to see me in action and gave me three bouquets to celebrate my first show. To say I was teary eyed would be a major understatement. Check out some more behind-the-scenes photos as well. (at Redlands Footlighters Theatre) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXHX1tUhjv1Kruc-b1NgaFfdSWx_mmF-M1r8Jw0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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In costume waiting for our first Dress Rehearsal to begin. I can’t even begin to express my feelings at the moment. This is the moment I’ve dreamed of and I never would’ve been able to accomplish what I’ve done thus far without my partner, my nurses, my friends and most importantly @redlandsfootlighterstheatre. Thank you for making my dreams come true guys and especially huge gratitude to @rkthurmond for believing in me 💙💙💙 break a leg tonight everyone 💙💙💙 (at Redlands Footlighters Theatre) https://www.instagram.com/p/CW95LSdFY0wYrlUBs-Ba29SoTEuqemr8MmttqE0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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When your fake wifey, @aimee.ullrich, gets you flowers for your 90 days milestone of being clean you can’t help but feel loved. I love you so much hun. Without you I’d be floating in an ocean full of despair; lost, lonely and afraid. With you, I am stronger and stronger each and every day. I love you! 💙💙💙 (at Loma Linda) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWKJd6qJQrPL4Mno61KwanUSY_BTTOBXlLMjvw0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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It’s still Halloween at my house 👀👀👀 #SomebodysWatchingMe #TheTriad #Gnomes #MichaelMyers #Ghostface #JasonVoorhees #ByCandlelight #Spooky #TisTheSeason #Halloween365 (at Loma Linda) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWE7JZwJAdz/?utm_medium=tumblr

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My MacBook Pro takes shitty photos but here’s me before makeup. See you on the other side goblins & ghouls 🎃🎃🎃 (at Loma Linda) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVoeBQ5vLgw/?utm_medium=tumblr

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This beautiful woman has taught me so much about my life… about me… about everything. She’s loved, nurtured and guided me to worlds untouched nor dreamed of. I am completely honored to be her fake hubby 💙💙💙 women are such an enigma but this one is nothing but insightful and pure. I love you fake wifey @aimee.ullrich. Never going to say goodbye to you as long as I live. Thank you for being there for me whenever I need you. These last few weeks have been really special. #FakeWifey #FakeHubby #TrueFriendship #TogetherForever #IveBeenWaitingForYou #MyLove #MyLife #MyConfidante #MyBestFriend #YouWillAlwaysBeProtected (at Loma Linda) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVUWcGqLC6e/?utm_medium=tumblr

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These angels were able to meet Jeff on their visit. I’m glad you guys came over. I had a blast! Thank you for the chats and horror films. (at Loma Linda) https://www.instagram.com/p/CU7MlaHFMkI/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Recovery never prepared me for the awesome people I would meet in my life. I’m grateful that God has put you all in my life to show me I am more than my disability. I am more than my addiction. I am me and that’s all I really need to be. When I say we’re the Losers Club just watch IT and you’ll realize how much of an honor that is. Thanks for watching one of the gayest horror films of all time, A Nightmare On Elm Street 2: Freddy’s Revenge, with me and eating candy as if we were coming back from a bomb trick or treating. You make me live my best life and I am in love with every single one of you in many ways. Thanks for the laughs guys; @aimee.ullrich, @mr.alexbuza and @matthewedauenhauer #BestOfFriends #LosersClub #RealFriendships #LivingMyBestLife #GodsGifts #HiHoSilver #SpookySeason #HorrorAndFriends (at Redlands, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CU4UZ8Lr1H8/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Just a little behind the scenes Tik Tok after @caitlynnthomas0 took some headshots at @raremoonescape while doing makeup for #DimensionsOfInsanity which is running weekends all October long. Can you survive poor demented Sally’s (@paris_langle) nightmares while solving puzzles to escape Craven Hills Sanatorium’s inhabitants? Head on over to raremoonescape.com to book your trip to insanity. Located at 7373 East Ave, Fontana, CA. Song by @lvcrftofficial - Dead Heart Beat #Halloween #Haunt #EscapeRoom #RareMoonEscapeRoom #SpookySeason #HauntedHouse #InsaneAsylum #Horror #Creepy #EvilLaugh #LVCRFT #DeadHeartBeat #TikTok #EvilWeen https://www.instagram.com/p/CUzIknxgm8s/?utm_medium=tumblr

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J.R., Willard the rat, Sally (@paris_langle) and the Craven Hills Sanatorium habitants can’t wait to see YOU this #SpookySeason at the @raremoonescape (Oct 1st-31st Fri-Sun). Will you SURVIVE? You can get tickets to #DimensionsOfInsanity at https://www.raremoonescape.com #WeAllGoALittleMadSometimes #EscapeRoom #PsychiatricPatient #Sanatorium #Halloween #Horror #Actor #ScareActor #Fontana #RareMoonEscapeRoom #Insanity #DirtyBirdie (at Rare Moon Escape) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUb2VverLOx/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Damn… I’d do me if I had blue eyes. #mesmereyes #Sexy #BlueEyes #OceanEyes #SexyBack #IPutASpellOnYou (at Redlands, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CULxrBPJ-iX/?utm_medium=tumblr

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When you have a psych appointment and they say that your smile is beautiful because when they last saw you addiction controlled your life uncontrollably and you wanted to commit suicide for the third time it makes you feel accomplished. #WeDoRecover #ILoveMe #HalloweenTree #MortalKombat #SmilesForDays #MentalHealth #MentalHealthAwareness #ListenToYourDoctor #TrustInGod (at Loma Linda) https://www.instagram.com/p/CUGgueEPI9L/?utm_medium=tumblr

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And so the decorating begins!! #HHNForever #TheDevilInside #ILikeYourHorns #ThisIsHalloween #Horror #BestDamnSeason (at Loma Linda) https://www.instagram.com/p/CTwIAAGFTZF/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Staring my continuous Halloween Horror marathon (now until October 31st) with the @shudder original Slasher: Flesh and Blood season. It’s a Canadian-American tv anthology series I’ve never watched but I’m already impressed by the horrendous opening sequence. A rich family goes one on one for last chance to earn the family inheritance. Family ties will be tested and this time the game is even deadlier. Not a bad start to my Halloween extravaganza! Have you watched the show/series yet? What’re your thoughts? #SHUDDEROriginal #Slasher #FleshAndBlood #HalloweenMarathon #HorrorFam #MutantFam #Horror #Suspense #FamilyBloodIsThinnerThanWater #RichPeopleProblems #FamilyInheritance #Deceit #DeadlyGames #FamilyGameNight #OnlyOnShudder #NewEpisodesEveryThursday #Halloween (at Loma Linda) https://www.instagram.com/p/CTT45JNLKkB/?utm_medium=tumblr

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To say I’m stoked about the new Conjuring series at @dccomics is an understatement. Finally some good news. #TheLover #DCHorror #Horror #Comics #TheDevilMadeMeDoIt #LorraineWarren #EdWarren #Paranormal (at Loma Linda) https://www.instagram.com/p/CS_Ds1gr1QM/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Today I get to experience one of my major birthday gifts. I get to go on a @zoom watch party featuring @darrencriss!! I’ve loved Darren ever since he first appeared on @officialglee! He gave me my first relation to a famous pop song by @katyperry “Teenage Dream”. It was song from a gay perspective and finally I felt as if I wasn’t something condemned to hell. I even flew out to New York to see him in his limited run as the gay musical icon Hedwig and the Angry Inch where I got meet him afterwards. I got starstruck but he was such a sweet and gentle soul. My ex even got to play hit his shoulder and he smiled saying, “I was Hedwig not Darren onstage”. Darren Criss does a boatload of charity work and even appeared on the @mrrpmurphy hit tv limited series @americancrimestoryfx as the infamous killer of fashion legend Versace Andrew Cunanan where he totally embraced the role and gave me the creeps. He’s an inspiration, a crush, a friend and so much more. I can’t wait to meet him for the second time today 💙💙💙 I love you Darren. You can check out my Darren Criss favorites on @applemusic as well as carefully curated playlists that’ll keep the party going on and on. https://music.apple.com/profile/horridbenji #DarrenCriss #ZoomParty #ANightLikeThis #HedwigAndTheAngryInch #Glee #BlaineAnderson #NewYork #AppleMusic #CurationsByHorridBenji #ScreamingLikeTheGayIAm (at Loma Linda) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSSJ0aOJw1r/?utm_medium=tumblr

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And the birthday keeps on giving. My @cpa_authentics SCREAM poster has finally come back with @rljtoday’s signature. I really love this signature because the quote I asked to be signed was “Hey, we’re not finished yet!” and I chose this quote because SCREAM 5 is officially happening with Roger returning as the dreaded killer of Woodsboro Ghostface. It is disappointing that all of the actors signings are finished with because this poster would look rad with a full cast participation but I love it so much. Two of the most important people are on this making it special to my heart forever and ever! Besides, who’s to say I’ll NEVER get the other signatures? Stay spooky 🔪🎃🩸🩸🩸 #Signings #ScreamSignatures #NeveCampbell #RogerLJackson #Horror #WoodsboroSlasher (at Loma Linda) https://www.instagram.com/p/CSQhg5UHtGg/?utm_medium=tumblr