The Last of a Nation

indie and private star wars oc character. loved by natalia. 

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I am about 90% moved to the new blog!

I will be archiving this one and moving forward on the new one.

Hope to see everyone there. <3

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PSA: At some point today I will be archiving this blog and remaking it since I’m still censored. 

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@iamthecrder

“But Varick—,” Rose softly pleaded as the door behind her sealed closed. “I’m okay, I promise.” It did not matter how many times that Rose could convince Varick otherwise, he always seemed to see past it. The past several cycles had been rather rough for the young Cousland. Sleep evaded her and it was evident that despite how much she told him that she was okay, she was engaging in a war within herself. Rose watched as her Husband stepped into the walk-in shower. Water began to fall from the shower heads and land against the tile flooring. Rose watched as Hux stepped out of the shower. Pieces of his clothing started to fall to the floor and Rose felt compelled to follow suit. As her final piece of clothing dropped to the floor, Varick was out of sight.

Her lips pursed together as she ran her fingertips through her blonde hair before entering the shower and shutting the door behind her. The warmth of the steam against her skin was a welcomed feeling. An extended arm reached for her. His fingertips wrapped around her hand and tugged her body close to his. As she grew close, his arms opened wide and wrapped around her. “Varick, I—” Her words were silenced as a gentle hand gripped the back of her head. Her eyes closed with a sigh as she gently rested her head against his shoulder. Her arms curled around him and there the two stood. The warm water poured over them and the two stood in silence.

The thoughts that plagued her dissipated as he moved his fingertips gently against the base of her neck. Rose could feel herself relaxing underneath his touch. The stiff muscles in her shoulders began to soften under the water’s warm touch. Her fingertips pressed gently into his skin as she took a deep breath.

For the first time, Rose finally realized why this man was meant to be her husband.

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@muddledbloodlines

A soft sigh passed by her lips as her eyes slowly opened. The walls of the room were barely illuminated from the full moon looming over them. Her head felt fuzzy and her vision was slightly blurred. The evening had been rather eventful. Her chest fell with a breath as her eyes closed.  Gently, the fingertips around her middle pressed into her skin and Rose suddenly recalled where she was. Armitage’s arm rested heavy around her middle. His chest pressed closely against her back. His soft breath graced her blonde locks as he slept. His grip around her middle tightened lightly and Rose sighed contently, closing her eyes, and breathing his scent in deeply. His arms felt like home.

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@iamthecrder @beefsolo @muddledbloodlines

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JJ and her new adorable baby boy  (◕‿◕✿)

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ENDLESS GIFS OF JENNIFER JAREAU: Season 9, Episode 14; “200″

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@muddledbloodlines xx

Her tongue ran across her swollen lower lip. Her brow’s furrowed and terror filled eyes looked to Hux. “Do—no,” Her voice faltered as she began to take a step back, pressing her back against the corner that was her ­shelter. “Don’t—don’t touch—me.” Her voice was horse, her throat scratched like glass from the painful shouting from moments prior. 

“Just stay away from me! Don’t you think you caused enough damage?!”

The room began to waft and wave as she straightened herself against the corner. The white blouse she wore had been destroyed. Shreds of the white fabric stood jagged and stained with the deep hue of blood. Rose swallowed. She could feel the blood tickling down towards her waist.

Rose sucked in a sharp breath between her lips. She needed to leave.

She needed to leave now.

With no hesitation Rose made her escape bolting past him with the last of the energy she had left. She knew it wouldn’t make it far but all she knew was that she needed to be out of his quarters.

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Side note: I need a Cullen Rutherford in my life.

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                  ❝  tell me,                                                                underneath my armor                                                                               am i loyal, brave and true?  ❞

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So a lot of things have happened so far, but I have decided that I will archive this blog and remake it since they won’t unmark it.

Please look for the new follows in the next few days! Same username.

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A soft sigh left her lips as she watched him move. “There’s just something that you do that seems to calm the inner storms I have.” She admitted. “I find myself able to rest when you are around.” Her fingertips ran gently through her blonde locks. She swallowed heavily as she sat on the edge of the bed. “It’s hard to describe.”

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“You look like you laid on a tack,” Rose raised a single brow as she leaned in the door frame. Her arms crossed over her chest loosely as she looked to Kylo. “Are you sure you don’t want company? I heard some people sleep better when someone else is beside them.”

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moreprofoundbonds​:

“True,” came the Supreme Leader’s curt response. “Look closer. What do you feel? In the Force?” In his mind, all beings had the capacity for Force Sensitivity but to actually wield it takes great skill. He hopes to put her to more tests of this ilk in the future. He is cold and calculating behind the mask, peering into her very soul in effort of pining her down as friend or foe. “Come! We have much to discuss.” With that, he turns and makes way for his throne room in anticipation of her following.

Her teeth bit down at her lower lip, tugging gently at the thin skin as her eyes glanced over the window. She could feel a low vibration, a unnerved feeling settled in her stomach. “I feel anger,” She admitted. “But there is also a sense of calm. A welcoming feeling of familiarity.” She took a breath. “I sense something happening in the southwest from here. Exactly what, I can’t be sure. If I followed my instinct, I would say it might be something worth looking into.” Her head snapped to his direction at his order. She turned on her heels and started to follow him towards the throne room. The heavy door closed behind them and Rose found herself in the room, alone with Kylo Ren.

She stood behind him in silence, anticipating the conversation to come.

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Probably going to archive this and make a new one since they haven’t unflagged me yet. 😩

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I like how they flagged me but don’t tell me why. : <