Melt into the night

It's a blog. How interesting.

[hotarus-hellhole]

Hello.

The name is Hotaru… I’m a 3D artist and some sort of spirit. Tag guide:

The wind whispers… and I speak.

A drifting leaf… I’ve taken something along with me to here. Perhaps included thoughts as well.

Now for some stamps and blinkies. Blinkies is a rather... childish name, I'll admit. But I like them.

(OOC: hey gang this is a project sekai OC roleplay blog! Interact with your roleplay blogs, don’t interact, do whatever so long as it’s not violating! Character is a minor, blogrunner is as well. Be nice.)

[hotarus-hellhole]

@ten-i @midori-moriko

I'm at the meeting place... Are you here? Been watching for an hour, no sign of anyone that seemed like you. Plenty of pigeons though. Those gluttonous things... they tried to steal my chicken.

[hotarus-hellhole]

Hello.

The name is Hotaru… I’m a 3D artist and some sort of spirit. Tag guide:

The wind whispers… and I speak.

A drifting leaf… I’ve taken something along with me to here. Perhaps included thoughts as well.

Now for some stamps and blinkies. Blinkies is a rather... childish name, I'll admit. But I like them.

(OOC: hey gang this is a project sekai OC roleplay blog! Interact with your roleplay blogs, don’t interact, do whatever so long as it’s not violating! Character is a minor, blogrunner is as well. Be nice.)

[hotarus-hellhole]

I've updated my introduction to include those website decoration things!... It took forever. never adding those again. my claws hurt....

[midori-moriko]

@ten-i @hotarus-hellhole

I’ve noticed you both lurking around on this website. Don’t we go to the same school? Are you both free sometime soon? I’d like to chat with you both.

[hotarus-hellhole]

free is a… generous term, really, but I suppose I could sneak away for a bit… at 19:00, maybe? My parents are always out around then. There’s always the “while at school” option but… I fear I’m not very coherent during school.

[midori-moriko]

any time would work for me. I can always make dinner for Riko and Dad beforehand. Dad won’t really care if I go somewhere. Maybe we could go to the park?

[ten-i]

Eep…! I didn’t think I’d get recognised… for the second time…

I’m not worthy of friendship.

What if this is the piece I’m missing?

…but I can try. 19:00 is good for me. And the park… ok. The one with the pretty carnations..?

[midori-moriko]

that’s the one!

[hotarus-hellhole]

So we’re decided. See you there. You’ll… know it’s me. Maybe we can do… whatever it is that people do together.

[mousegirlheart]

[midori-moriko]

@ten-i @hotarus-hellhole

I’ve noticed you both lurking around on this website. Don’t we go to the same school? Are you both free sometime soon? I’d like to chat with you both.

[hotarus-hellhole]

free is a… generous term, really, but I suppose I could sneak away for a bit… at 19:00, maybe? My parents are always out around then. There’s always the “while at school” option but… I fear I’m not very coherent during school.

[ten-i]

I found a photo of her… why have I kept it?

Why can’t I throw it away…?

Maybe it’s because I worry I’ll become nothing once I forget her…

[hotarus-hellhole]

Everything decays in time. I suggest you leave the photo out somewhere, let the memories drift away. Not that I'm an expert on letting go, or anything.

[ten-i]

Huh…? Oh- um-

Maybe I should? I feel like there’s something stopping me-

Sorry stranger, that sounds weird…

[hotarus-hellhole]

no, no, it makes sense, the mind holds all, it’s not unfathomable that it can stop you from doing something even if you desire it most.

Also we’re not strangers.

I think we’ve talked before.

[ten-i]

We… have?

[hotarus-hellhole]

you’re… the purple hoodie one, aren’t you? From the conbini; the one who always buys the chocolate freeze-dried strawberries. I linger near there, often.

I never mean to… I just get so wrapped up in watching the humans…

[hotarus-hellhole]

Y'know, I used to go to Miyamasazuka... not anymore, but I remember the courtyard being nice.

[hotarus-hellhole]

There were always little birds there, you know? Soft little things, pretty leaves on the trees, bricks that I used to play jumping games on… shame that they won’t let me return. They’re far too… strict, though, for someone like me.

[hotarus-hellhole]

Every single local store is out of clay… damn it. Also I think I scared a little kid on the train… didn’t mean to.

[midori-moriko]

I hate myself sometimes.

why must I be a completely different person for each different classmate and teacher?

which of my personas am I really?

[hotarus-hellhole]

all and none! Humans form many a mask, pieces of the self slip in to each but in the end they are all created. You are all and none of these selves.

[ten-i]

I found a photo of her… why have I kept it?

Why can’t I throw it away…?

Maybe it’s because I worry I’ll become nothing once I forget her…

[hotarus-hellhole]

Everything decays in time. I suggest you leave the photo out somewhere, let the memories drift away. Not that I'm an expert on letting go, or anything.

[ten-i]

Huh…? Oh- um-

Maybe I should? I feel like there’s something stopping me-

Sorry stranger, that sounds weird…

[hotarus-hellhole]

no, no, it makes sense, the mind holds all, it’s not unfathomable that it can stop you from doing something even if you desire it most.

Also we’re not strangers.

I think we’ve talked before.

[ten-i]

I found a photo of her… why have I kept it?

Why can’t I throw it away…?

Maybe it’s because I worry I’ll become nothing once I forget her…

[hotarus-hellhole]

Everything decays in time. I suggest you leave the photo out somewhere, let the memories drift away. Not that I'm an expert on letting go, or anything.

[hotarus-hellhole]

Y'know, I used to go to Miyamasazuka... not anymore, but I remember the courtyard being nice.

[midori-moriko]

Hello. I’m… sort of a Kamiyama student, I at least live close. I think I’ve seen you around? You seem… nice. Maybe we’ll meet properly sometime.

-@hotarus-hellhole

Oh, you’re Hotaru, right? Maybe we will, you don’t seem to bad.

[hotarus-hellhole]

ah, i see you can read the blog name. May our paths cross.

[midori-moriko]

I can read, thank you very much! I’m not stupid!

maybe I am…

[hotarus-hellhole]

did that come across as rude? Humans always add such odd meanings to words.

[midori-moriko]

uh, a little… maybe I’m just a bit defensive though, hehe…!

[hotarus-hellhole]

why must you infuse your giggling into text.

[midori-moriko]

Hello. I’m… sort of a Kamiyama student, I at least live close. I think I’ve seen you around? You seem… nice. Maybe we’ll meet properly sometime.

-@hotarus-hellhole

Oh, you’re Hotaru, right? Maybe we will, you don’t seem to bad.

[hotarus-hellhole]

ah, i see you can read the blog name. May our paths cross.

[midori-moriko]

I can read, thank you very much! I’m not stupid!

maybe I am…

[hotarus-hellhole]

did that come across as rude? Humans always add such odd meanings to words.

[midori-moriko]

Hello. I’m… sort of a Kamiyama student, I at least live close. I think I’ve seen you around? You seem… nice. Maybe we’ll meet properly sometime.

-@hotarus-hellhole

Oh, you’re Hotaru, right? Maybe we will, you don’t seem to bad.

[hotarus-hellhole]

ah, i see you can read the blog name. May our paths cross.

[thexfl-deactivated20220712]

thank you to all of the music artists that live in my phone and sing songs whenever i want them to