Kira

Art & diary (tag for art: #my art; tag for diary: #dear diary) Comms, collabs and trades are open

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Kinda hate girl(boy)friends (14/06/2026)

My friend said that he wants to be the best person for his girlfriend, which is of course very sweet, but it pisses me off that he thinks so much about her and considers her a real angel, although judging by his stories she is just a stupid moody girl. I generally don't like it when friends have girlfriends or boyfriends and that's it, now the whole planet seems to revolve around them. I feel like a minor character in a series about love who can't find anyone, but supports everyone and listens to their complaints about their relationship.

I also had another friend who was constantly crying for his ex, and I can tell you, she's a real bitch. She wanted to return the relationship when she needed him, but she didn't give anything in return. She's not even pretty, she's also very stupid. But he always protected her. Always. They justify everyone, but not me. Although I just made one mistake. It's not fair. My former friends weren't really as good as I used to think they were. I wonder if everyone needs me just to discuss these snotty relationship topics?

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Thoughts about Gleb Korablev (13/06/2026)

I made cream soup and crackers for it. I'm a good cook. At least I cook simple dishes well. I ate and then I started watching videos from Gleb Korablev's stream. You know, his friend wrote to him for a very long time and persuaded him not to do it. I think it's good to have a friend like that. But I also know that it's terrible to be a person like Gleb. It's like a curse. But sometimes it's easier not to think about it, about what kind of person you are. I'm fascinated by the way guns shoot. It's not scary, but there are some feelings.

My mom cried once when I left at 7 a.m. and left her all my money, she cried and begged me to come home and don't do it. And I came back, and there were no trains. But I do not know, maybe I will try to do it again... But now I don't want to die.

My eye is twitching a lot. I hate that. Its been doing this for a few days now.

+ (I take notes during the day): I want to start doing exercises again and run faster. Sometimes I'm scared that I might get killed because I'm pretty weak.

+ : I don't think anyone is really interested in my life and they are right in their decisions. One of my friends stopped communicating with me for half a year, and then returned when it became difficult for him. Yes, everyone thinks only of themselves. I'm so lonely.

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First notes (12/06/2026)

Hi guys! My name's Kira. I am not minor. My favorite hobby is art. I also love listening to music and watching movies, and I consider these things to be the best in the world, which helps me.

I started this personal diary because I feel lonely, and some people can't share my feelings. It's hard for me to discuss difficult topics with them. I don't trust many people, and I think my secrets can turn against me. Therefore, I will try to keep my identity a secret and not reveal any personal information about myself.

Let's change the subject and I'll talk a little bit about the things I like:)

I love movies, as I said before, my favorite movies are Little Miss Sunshine, There will be blood, American beauty. My favorite actor is Paul Dano. (Also I like animation)

I like a lot of genres in music, but I mostly listen to metal.

I'm actively exploring the world of video games and I love playing on the playstation.

Speaking of drawing, I've been drawing for a year. I like drawing characters the most. I haven't found my style yet. But my dream is to draw my own comic book and work as a concept designer.

I think that's all I can tell you about myself so far. Maybe I'll remember something in the next post.