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got the keys to my new apartment today

#now to clean and pack up the rest of my current space #so i can finally stop crashing with my dad and stepmom and have a place of my own again #this hot dog is making moves!!!

accidentally took a second ritalin dose at 7:30 pm instead of my antidepressant 🙃

#i need to sleeeeeep i'm so fucked lmfao

#you ever want to live in the feeling a good anime ed gives you #oops i'm a super lowkey weeb again for dumb anime idol girls #Spotify

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oops I accidentally separated myself emotionally from everyone to avoid feeling any bad feelings & it worked but at the expense of my sense of connectedness and belonging

#i have literally like.........no friends anymore #and there are days where i'm sad about it but also #sometimes it's nice #protecting my peace or whatever vs avoiding feeling things

~guess who got a new job~

#it's full time m-f weekends off with health insurance and pto #and it's not retail or service industry or customer facing at all BLESS #i needed this so bad i'm so happy lmfao

dinhui

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#i was driving my bf and i to philly friday night at dusk and i noticed the road we were on was home to a million fireflies #not literally lol but i haven't seen that many in such a long time!!!#and it made me think of doyoung's appearance on i live alone where him and gongmyung go firefly hunting in korea #anyways the speed at which i put this song on and drove and admired all of the fireflies and just had this beautiful moment #it was amazing lol #doyoung please come tour america solo one day i would sell my kidney to hear his solo work live

kimsmingyu

something that always bothered me about taeil and kim soo hyun's situation is the people who comment "i knew there was something off about him" "i knew there was something sinister and no one believed me" because these comments make it seem like these aggressors are always in plain sight when it's men who appear good and great on the outside can be the most vile and evil and use it to their advantage. i think someone trying to boost that they knew all along this supposed good man is actually evil is in bad taste and just weird to say over all. like there's a reason these type of men can get away with their crimes for so long and sometimes manipulate others to believe them over their victims

#this #i also hate the narrative that he only had pity stans #it gives the same air of 'i knew all along he was shit and lol at you if you liked him at all'#i'm obviously embarrassed but i didn't stan him out of pity lol i thought he was cute his talent spoke for itself #his group praised him deeply and now stans pretend like he was always a black sheep and disliked #it's just weird idk fuck taeil