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★ 𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐄 [hotd series]
born the second daughter of king viserys i targaryen, you (princess vaelyra targaryen) have always burned a little brighter than the rest of your house. wild, sharp-tongued, and utterly impossible to tame, you would rather soar above king's landing on dragonback than sit through another lesson in courtly grace, earning you a reputation as something of a little rogue prince in skirts, much to the exasperation of half the red keep.
⋆ can also be read on archive of our own (ao3)
⋆ chapter one: the brightfire of king's landing
⋆ chapter two: draevax, the great
⋆ chapter three: sworn and forgiven
★ 𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐃 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒
below you may find some hotd x fem!reader fics and/or one shots, ranging from full length stories to shorter drabbles, so feel free to have a browse and see what catches your eye. please note that mdni applies to certain fics depending on content, so do check the warnings and ratings before diving in.
𐙚 𝐒𝐄𝐑 𝐆𝐖𝐀𝐘𝐍𝐄 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑
⋆ some part of me was waiting [fluff/smut/13k] -- you've been married to ser gwayne hightower for years, yet the path that brought you together began in reluctant duty rather than desire. as rhaenyra's younger sister, you once wanted only the sky and your dragon, resenting the red-haired knight who became your husband. time, patience, and quiet devotion slowly reshape what duty first forged, turning distance into trust and trust into something far deeper, even as the weight of the court's expectations and your own lingering fears test the bond you share.
𐙚 𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐔𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑
⋆ coming soon. . .
𐙚 𝐒𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐖𝐈𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆
⋆ coming soon. . .
𐙚 𝐃𝐀𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐘𝐄𝐍
⋆ coming soon. . .
𐙚 𝐃𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐘𝐄𝐍
⋆ coming soon. . .
𐙚 𝐉𝐀𝐂𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐒 𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐑𝐘𝐎𝐍
⋆ coming soon. . .
Chapter 03: Sworn and Forgiven
Word Count: 11,015 words
Summary: Your midnight escape earns you a proper reckoning before the Small Council, where your father's fear and fury collide, Otto seizes the moment to needle at old grudges, and Daemon proves, as ever, that restraint was never really his strength. But it's the quiet after, an apology owed and an old knight's steady kindness, that cuts deeper than any scolding could, and by the time your sister catches you in the Godswood, you've stumbled into a confession you weren't quite ready to make, not even to yourself.
Tags: Reader Insert, Second Person POV, Named Reader (Vaelyra Targaryen), Overprotective Viserys I Targaryen, Protective Daemon Targaryen, Sibling Relationship, Harwin Strong, Otto Hightower Being Otto Hightower, High Valyrian, Inaccurate High Valyrian Translations
A/N: Hi! Sorry this one took a little while to be posted, I've read this draft again and again and tried as best as I could to make sure the High Valyrian actually made some sense (still probably not perfect, so forgive me if it's a bit off, I am not a linguist by any means). I also ended up going back and tweaking a few things after watching the Season 3 finale, since I wrote this chapter two years ago, back when I had no idea how certain things would actually play out on the show, so a bit of canon divergence was inevitable here and there. Anyway, thank you so much for reading, and for all the love on the last chapter, it truly means the world to me. See you in the next one!
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"What in the Seven hells were you thinking?!" King Viserys' voice struck the walls of the Small Council chamber with such force that even the ravens nesting upon the towers outside took startled flight, their wings beating frantically against the pale morning sky.
No one dared answer the King, not immediately, and certainly not while his temper still burned so visibly close to the surface.
You sat between Lord Lyonel Strong and Prince Daemon with your hands folded neatly atop your lap, every inch the image of a dutiful princess who had never caused a single moment's trouble in your entire life.
It was, by any measure, a rather convincing performance. Unfortunately for you, no one seated within that particular chamber had known you for fewer than ten years, and every face around the table wore some variation of the same knowing disbelief.
Viserys remained standing at the head of the council table, one hand pressed flat against the carved wood before him as though he needed its solidity to steady himself. "I entrusted you to the protection of your sworn shield," he continued, his voice no quieter than before, each word carrying the full weight of a father's fear disguised as royal authority.
"You are the daughter of the King of the Seven Kingdoms, not some common child who may wander the streets of King's Landing whenever the fancy takes her! Do you possess the slightest notion of what might have happened had someone recognised you before Ser Alester found you?"
You lifted your eyes carefully toward your father, choosing your words with obvious care. "I understand why Your Grace is angry," you said quietly.
"I am not merely angry," Viserys replied, his response coming so quickly that it cut straight across your words entirely. "I am frightened!"
The admission lingered heavily within the chamber, settling over the assembled council like a weight none of them quite knew how to bear. For just a heartbeat, the King looked less like a ruler addressing his council and more like a father who had spent the hours before dawn imagining every dreadful possibility his mind could conjure.
"I woke this morning to discover that my youngest daughter had vanished from the Red Keep without a single guard at her side," he said, his voice dropping lower though no less intense for it. "Do you know what thoughts cross a father's mind when he is told that his child cannot be found? Hm? Do you imagine I immediately concluded that you had simply decided to spend the night beneath a dragon's wing?"
You lowered your gaze, some of your composure finally beginning to waver. "No, Father," you admitted quietly.
"I imagined assassins," he continued, and his words landed one after another with painful, deliberate precision. "I imagined kidnappers. I imagined your horse thrown somewhere beyond the city walls. I imagined your body lying in some alley where no one had yet thought to look."
The room had grown so quiet by then that the crackling of the hearth fire seemed almost deafening in the silence that followed his words.
"You left without your sworn knight," he said, each accusation delivered like a separate blow.
"Yes, Father," you answered.
"You left without your attendants."
"Yes, Father," you said again, your voice smaller now.
"You left without informing anyone at all!"
You hesitated for a long moment before answering, your fingers tightening slightly where they remained folded in your lap. "I informed Draevax," you said at last.
A heavy silence followed that admission. Lord Beesbury suddenly became fascinated by a ledger he had already read twice through that morning. Lord Corlys looked down at the table before him with remarkable and sudden concentration.
Lord Lyonel Strong remained perfectly motionless throughout, though the corners of his mouth twitched so violently that he clearly feared any movement whatsoever might betray the laughter he was fighting to contain.
Beside you, Daemon lowered his head slightly, and his shoulders shook once, only once, before he mastered himself again.
Otto noticed immediately, his sharp eyes missing nothing, and his expression darkened further still. "I hardly believe the dragon counts as an appropriate recipient of such information, Princess," he said coldly.
You turned politely towards him, your composure returning as quickly as it had slipped. "I did not expect him to relay the message, Lord Hand. I merely thought it courteous that he should know I intended to visit him."
Otto stared at you for a long moment, clearly searching for some flaw in your logic he could not immediately locate. "You believed it courteous," he repeated flatly.
"I have always found courtesy to be a virtue," you replied evenly.
A faint sound escaped Daemon at that, whether a cough or the beginning of laughter remained genuinely impossible to determine, and Viserys shot his brother a warning glance sharp enough to still him before returning his full attention to you.
"Courtesy has nothing whatsoever to do with this matter," the King said firmly.
"No, Father," you agreed.
"It has everything to do with your astonishing lack of judgement."
"I disagree," you said, and the words left your mouth gently, respectfully, and yet entirely firmly all at once.
Viserys blinked, clearly caught off guard by the direct contradiction. "You disagree?" he repeated slowly.
You folded your hands once more, speaking with the same calm composure you had maintained since first entering the chamber that morning. "I do not believe my judgement was lacking, Father. I believe my judgement simply led me somewhere that others would not have chosen for themselves."
Otto gave a humourless laugh at that, shaking his head slightly. "Princess, you deliberately slipped past the guards protecting the royal apartments, evaded your sworn shield entirely, concealed your identity beneath a travelling cloak, crossed King's Landing in darkness entirely alone, entered the Dragonpit without permission, and then elected to spend the remainder of the night asleep beside a dragon. I confess I find it rather difficult to identify which portion of that sequence demonstrates sound judgement of any kind."
You met his gaze without the slightest trace of offence colouring your expression. "I entered the Dragonpit with permission," you said simply.
Otto frowned deeply at that. "You had permission?" he asked, plainly sceptical.
"I gave it," you replied.
Lord Corlys looked away so abruptly at that that the motion itself seemed almost suspicious. Lord Beesbury removed his spectacles altogether, polishing them with more attention than they strictly required. Daemon simply rested his forehead briefly against one gloved hand, clearly struggling against his own amusement.
Viserys closed his eyes for a long moment, drawing a slow breath before speaking again. "Vaelyra," he said, your name alone carrying a warning.
"I am his rider, Father," you said quietly.
"You are a child..."
"And I have been his rider for years!"
"You are a child," Viserys repeated more firmly still, "and you are my daughter before you are anything else in this world. I care very little whether the dragon obeys you when you insist upon placing yourself in needless danger regardless."
Your expression softened then, some of your stubbornness finally leaving your features as you looked properly at your father for the first time since entering the chamber that morning. "I truly did not mean to frighten you," you said, your voice gentler now.
"I know you did not," Viserys replied, his voice quieting further still, which somehow made the moment worse rather than better. "But intentions do not erase consequences." He drew another slow breath before continuing, his composure finally beginning to crack at the edges.
"When Ser Alester burst into my chambers before dawn, pale as a ghost and unable to tell me where you had gone, I have never experienced terror quite like it in all my years as King. By the time word reached us that you had been found, I had already imagined… burying my child."
The colour drained, if only slightly, from your face, your composure faltering for the first time since the confrontation had begun. "I had not thought of it that way," you admitted quietly, your fingers tightening together upon your lap until your knuckles paled beneath the fabric of your skirts.
For a fleeting moment, the chamber seemed to soften around you both, the tension easing just enough that several of the council members dared to breathe more freely. Then, the familiar spark of stubbornness returned to your eyes, and you drew a slow breath before meeting your father's gaze once more, your chin lifting slightly despite the ache still lingering in your chest.
"But Father," you began carefully, your voice remaining respectful despite the conviction plainly threading beneath it, "I did not wander aimlessly into danger. I rode to the Dragonpit, a place I have known since I was old enough to walk. I went to the dragon I have ridden for years, the dragon who has guarded me since I was a babe barely old enough to speak. I have never felt safer than I do beside Draevax."
Viserys stared at you, something between exhaustion and disbelief passing across his features. "You continue to speak as though the dragon is the point," he said.
"He is part of the point," you replied evenly.
"He is not," Viserys countered at once.
"He is," you insisted gently, holding his gaze without flinching. "You ask me to trust sworn swords whom I have known only a handful of years, yet you are astonished that I place greater faith in the creature who has never once failed me in all my life."
"You are speaking of a dragon," Viserys said, his tone carrying the particular weariness of a man repeating himself.
"Yes, I am speaking of my dragon," you returned firmly.
Viserys' jaw tightened visibly at that, and the words that followed carried an edge sharper than he perhaps intended. "You are speaking like a child," he said.
The words landed harder than he had meant them to, and you blinked at the force of them. A flicker of genuine hurt crossed your face before pride swiftly buried it beneath something steadier. "And you are refusing to listen to me because I happen to be one," you replied quietly.
A heavy silence settled over the chamber at that exchange. Lord Lyonel Strong shifted almost imperceptibly beside you, suddenly finding the polished wood grain of the council table intensely fascinating, and never in his life had he wished more fervently to be somewhere, anywhere, else entirely.
Viserys drew himself upright, visibly gathering what remained of his composure. "I refuse to listen because you insist upon confusing recklessness with courage," he said.
Your shoulders stiffened at the accusation. "I do not believe they are the same thing," you said.
"No?" Viserys replied, his voice sharpening once more with renewed frustration. "Then explain to me how abandoning your sworn shield, deceiving the guards entrusted with your safety, and sleeping in a dragon's den demonstrates wisdom rather than folly."
"I was not deceiving anyone," you answered, unable to keep the defensiveness from creeping into your voice despite your best efforts. "I simply wished to be somewhere I knew I would be understood."
The words escaped before you had truly thought them through, and the instant they left your lips, you wished desperately that you could call them back.
Viserys looked at you for a long moment, something shifting behind his eyes that was far worse than anger. "Am I to understand," he said quietly, "that my daughter believes herself better understood by a dragon than by her own father?"
Your lips parted, panic flickering briefly across your face. "I did not mean—" you began.
"No," Viserys interrupted, and the disappointment threading through his voice somehow cut deeper than his anger had managed to all morning. "Perhaps you did."
You swallowed hard, your throat suddenly tight. "…I only meant that Draevax does not question every choice I make," you said softly.
"No," Viserys replied, "because Draevax is a dragon. He cannot tell you when you are wrong."
The words struck you harder than you cared to admit, and you lowered your gaze for only a heartbeat before lifting it again, forcing yourself to meet his eyes despite the sting behind your own. "Perhaps," you said quietly, "he simply trusts me."
"And perhaps," Viserys answered, his exhaustion finally overtaking whatever temper remained in him, "someone in this family ought not to."
The chamber fell utterly still at that. You did not move. You simply stared at your father, something fracturing quietly behind your eyes, for it was the first time in your life he had ever said something that truly wounded you.
Before either of you could speak again, another voice slipped almost lazily into the silence that had settled over the room. "I confess," Daemon remarked, still lounging comfortably in his chair as though the entire exchange had been mildly diverting rather than deeply painful, "I fail to see how sleeping beside one's dragon is the greatest outrage committed in King's Landing last night."
Viserys' head snapped towards his younger brother, the frustration that had, moments before, been directed squarely at you finding an altogether new target with equal ease.
"And you," he said sharply, his voice carrying every bit of the strain that had built throughout the morning, "would do well to remember that I have not forgotten your own conduct. I have spent the better part of this morning worrying that I had lost one member of my family. Do not presume that I have the patience to entertain another."
Daemon inclined his head ever so slightly at that, though the faint smile lingering upon his face suggested the rebuke had landed precisely where he expected it to and troubled him not at all.
Before the prince could offer any response, Otto Hightower stepped neatly into the silence that followed. "Your Grace," the Hand began, clasping his hands with the composed air of a man who had been waiting patiently for his moment, "if we are to discuss Prince Daemon's conduct, I fear it would be prudent to begin with the events that transpired in the city last night."
Viserys exhaled slowly, his temples already aching from the morning's exertions, and he looked briefly towards you, still occupying the chair between Lord Lyonel Strong and Daemon. "I believe my daughter has heard enough for one morning," he said at last, weariness plain in every word. "You may escort youserlf back to your chambers while the council attends to matters of state."
You rose immediately at the dismissal, grateful for the excuse to leave the chamber entirely. "As you command, Father," you said.
You had scarcely taken more than a single step before Otto spoke again, his voice smooth and deliberate. "If it pleases Your Grace," he said, "I would advise against dismissing the Princess."
Viserys frowned, turning his attention back toward his Hand. "And why, Lord Hand?"
Otto's expression remained perfectly composed throughout, betraying nothing of whatever calculation lay beneath it. "Because I believe it would serve Her Grace's daughter well to witness the consequences of reckless conduct, particularly when that conduct belongs to the prince whom she has long regarded with such… admiration."
The implication settled heavily over the chamber, and you felt every pair of eyes drift briefly towards you, though you remained standing exactly where you were, neither confirming nor denying Otto's words with so much as a flicker of expression.
Viserys' gaze lingered upon you for a long moment before returning to the Hand. "This is hardly the place for such lessons," he said.
"On the contrary, Your Grace," Otto replied evenly. "It is precisely the place. Princess Vaelyra is approaching an age where she must begin to understand that princes and princesses alike answer to the Crown. If Prince Daemon's actions are to be examined before this council, then perhaps it is no bad thing for the Princess to observe that even those she esteems are not beyond reproach."
The room fell quiet at that.
You felt every eye in the chamber shift toward you once more, and you hated the sensation of it thoroughly, though you gave no outward sign of the discomfort.
Viserys remained silent for a long moment, weighing something behind his tired eyes, before slowly nodding. "Very well," he said at last, his voice having lost much of its earlier anger, replaced instead by weary resignation. "Remain seated."
You lowered yourself back into your chair without protest, folding your hands once more upon your lap.
Only then did you become aware of the quiet rhythm beneath the table, a sound so faint you nearly missed it entirely.
Tap. A pause. Tap, tap.
You glanced sideways without moving your head, careful not to draw attention to the motion. Daemon had rested one hand casually against his thigh, his fingers drumming the faintest, slowest pattern against the black leather of his riding breeches, three measured taps followed by a pause, and then another set entirely.
Anyone else in the room would have mistaken it for idle impatience, but you knew far better than that. When you had been six years old and terrified before your very first flight alone upon Draevax, he had tapped that same rhythm against the dragon's saddle until your breathing steadied beneath his patient insistence.
Lykiri, Brightfire.
Your shoulders loosened almost imperceptibly at the memory, though you did not smile, choosing instead simply to look ahead once more as though nothing at all had passed between you.
Daemon, satisfied that the message had been understood, withdrew his hand as though nothing had happened, and Otto, entirely absorbed in his own agenda, never noticed the exchange at all.
As Viserys leaned back himself into his own seat, Otto spoke again, his tone brisk and businesslike. "You are to explain your doings with the City Watch, Prince Daemon."
Daemon rested one forearm casually upon the table, his violet eyes moving lazily from Otto to Viserys before returning again, unhurried and entirely unbothered. "My doings?" he repeated.
Viserys sighed, studying his brother with obvious weariness. "Your new Gold Cloaks made quite the impression throughout King's Landing last night, did they not?"
Daemon tilted his head ever so slightly, his expression giving away nothing. "Did they?"
"The City Watch is not a sword to be wielded according to your personal whims," Otto replied sharply, his composure finally cracking just enough to reveal genuine irritation beneath it. "They are an extension of the Crown's authority and are expected to uphold the King's peace, not parade through the streets dispensing justice as though they answer to no one at all."
Daemon's expression remained infuriatingly composed throughout the rebuke. "The Watch was enforcing the Crown's laws," he answered simply. "Would you not agree, Lord Strong?"
Every head in the chamber turned towards Lyonel at that, and the Master of Laws blinked once, clearly having hoped to survive the morning entirely without being drawn into yet another family quarrel not his own. "My Prince," Lyonel began cautiously, choosing each word with almost painful care, "I do not think anyone disputes the necessity of law and order--"
Otto seized the opening before Lyonel could continue any further. "Making a public spectacle of wanton brutality is hardly consistent with the laws you claim to uphold," he said pointedly.
Daemon folded his hands together upon the table, entirely unmoved by the accusation. "Nobles from every corner of the realm are descending upon King's Landing for my brother's tourney," he said evenly. "Would you rather they arrive only to be robbed, raped, or murdered before they have even entered the city gates? You may not know this, Lord Hand, unless you have recently ventured beyond the comfort of the Red Keep, but much of King's Landing is regarded by the smallfolk themselves as lawless and terrifying. I have simply reminded the criminals that someone now governs the streets."
The chamber remained silent for a moment following that, the weight of his words settling over the assembled council.
Viserys nodded slowly, some reluctant agreement colouring his tired features. "I agree that order must be restored," he admitted. "I merely hope you do not find it necessary to maim half my city in order to accomplish it."
Daemon's mouth curved into the faintest smile at that, entirely unrepentant. "I suppose only time shall answer that question," he said.
Lord Corlys finally spoke then, breaking the brief silence that had followed. "We appointed Prince Daemon as Commander precisely because the City Watch had grown complacent," he said firmly. "The criminal element should fear those sworn to uphold the King's peace."
Daemon inclined his head respectfully towards the Sea Snake, something like genuine gratitude flickering briefly across his features. "I appreciate your confidence, Lord Corlys," he said.
You remained silent throughout the entire exchange, though you could not help noticing the subtle shift that had settled over the room around you.
Your father argued from duty. Otto argued from law. Daemon argued from strength.
And every single one of them, you thought quietly to yourself, believed with absolute certainty that they alone were protecting the realm.
The morning brought with it none of the quiet that you had hoped for the night before, for by the time you found yourself seated at the edge of the Small Council chamber, the argument already simmering between Otto Hightower and your uncle promised to unravel whatever peace remained of the sleepless hours you had spent beneath the stars.
The brief moment of agreement did not last. Otto Hightower folded his hands neatly before him, his expression smoothing into one of measured civility that you had come to recognise over the years, for whenever the Hand wore that particular look, someone was about to become the subject of his disapproval.
"If only the Prince," Otto began, his voice carrying that familiar polished courtesy which somehow managed to sound more cutting than open anger, "would show the same devotion to his lady wife as he does to his work, Your Grace, for you have not been seen in the Vale, nor at Runestone, for quite some time now."
Your gaze drifted instinctively toward Daemon, for you knew enough of that marriage to understand that neither husband nor wife possessed the slightest affection for the other, and you braced yourself for whatever came next.
Daemon looked almost bored, barely glancing up from where his fingers rested against the polished table. "I think my bronze bitch is happier for my absence," he replied, without so much as lifting his eyes to meet Otto's.
A faint, awkward silence settled over the chamber, thick enough that you could feel it pressing against your shoulders. You lowered your gaze, having heard Daemon refer to Lady Rhea in considerably less flattering terms before, though hearing him do so before the entire Small Council struck you as ambitious, even by his usual standards.
Otto's jaw tightened visibly. "Lady Rhea is your lawful wife," he answered firmly, each word clipped with restrained anger. "She is a good and honourable lady of the Vale, and deserves rather better than the treatment you have shown her."
Daemon leaned back in his chair with the lazy confidence of a man entirely untroubled by the opinion of others, one hand idly toying with the ring upon his finger. "In the Vale," he said conversationally, as though remarking upon the weather, "men are said to fuck sheep instead of women, and I can assure you the sheep are prettier."
Lord Lyman Beesbury made a distressed little noise somewhere between a sigh and a gasp, pressing a hand to his chest as though the words themselves had wounded him personally. "Dear me..."
You shut your eyes, only briefly, already knowing exactly where this conversation was heading and wishing quite fervently that you could be anywhere else in that moment.
Otto, however, was unwilling to relinquish the matter, leaning forward with both hands now flat upon the table before him. "You made a vow before the Seven to honor your wife in marriage," he reminded the prince, his voice hardening further with every word.
Daemon regarded him for a long moment, his violet eyes unreadable, before the corner of his mouth lifted into something that was not quite a smile. "Well," he said with infuriating calm, "I'd gladly give Lady Rhea to you, Lord Hightower, if you're in want of a woman to warm your bed. Your own lady wife passed recently."
The chamber froze entirely, and you felt the air itself seem to still around you, every councillor suddenly very interested in the surface of the table before them.
Otto was on his feet before the final word had finished echoing through the chamber, his chair scraping sharply against the stone floor as he rose. Everyone looked towards him at once, and your eyes widened almost imperceptibly, for you had never once seen the Hand lose his composure so completely in all the years you had attended these meetings.
Daemon merely looked up at him with mild curiosity, entirely unbothered by the reaction he had provoked. "Did she not?" he asked, as though the question were an innocent one.
It was already too late, and Viserys spoke before Otto could gather his own retort. "Otto," the King said, his voice calm, calm enough to command obedience without needing to be raised at all.
Otto remained standing for another heartbeat, his breathing measured with obvious effort as he fought to master himself before the entire council. Daemon, meanwhile, rested one arm lazily across the back of his chair, entirely at ease. "Perhaps," he observed, without a trace of remorse in his tone, "You aren't ready to move on just yet."
Viserys pinched the bridge of his nose, and there were mornings, you suspected, watching your father's weary expression, when ruling the Seven Kingdoms seemed the easier task compared to managing his younger brother.
"You know how my brother makes sport of provoking you," the King said at last, looking directly at Daemon with an expression that had grown considerably more tired than angry, "Must you indulge him?"
Otto slowly lowered himself back into his seat, and when he finally spoke, every trace of anger had been forced once more beneath the polished dignity expected of the Hand of the King. "My apologies, Your Grace," he said stiffly, smoothing the front of his doublet as though the gesture might restore his composure along with it.
Viserys nodded once before turning his full attention back towards Daemon, his expression hardening now in a way that even his brother could not mistake for idle irritation. "This council has, at great expense, bettered the City Watch to your exacting standards. Enforce my laws, but understand," The warmth had vanished entirely from his voice. "Any further performances like last night's will be answered."
For the first time since the meeting had begun, Daemon inclined his head without jest or sarcasm, something in his father's tone finally cutting through his usual indifference. "Understood, Your Grace," he said quietly, and rose smoothly from his chair a moment later.
You watched him gather his gloves from the table, your own hands folded tightly in your lap. As he stepped past you, he paused for only the briefest moment, his hand brushing lightly against the back of your chair, barely noticeable to anyone else in the chamber, a silent reassurance meant only for you.
Do not dwell on it, the gesture seemed to say.
You did not look up. You simply gave the smallest nod, keeping your eyes fixed upon the polished table until you heard the great doors of the council chamber open and close behind him, the sound echoing far longer in your mind than it did in the room itself.
When the heavy doors closed behind Daemon, silence settled over the chamber once again. It lasted only a heartbeat before you turned towards your father, unable to hold your tongue a moment longer.
The words left your mouth, quiet enough that only those gathered around the council table could understand them, though your voice carried an edge none of them had expected from you. "Kepa, yn nyke iksos se dārilaros hen ao. Māzigon iā dārilaros daor gīmigon se āeksio." (Father... he is your brother. A Hand should not outweigh your own blood.)
Viserys' expression hardened at once, his gaze snapping to yours with a sharpness that made even the councillors nearby shift uncomfortably in their seats. He answered you in the same ancient tongue, his tone leaving no room for further argument. "Ao daor ziry gaomagon hen kesīr." (You are not to speak of matters you do not yet understand.)
Your chin lifted, refusing to be so easily dismissed. "I understand enough to know that family ought to stand beside one another before they stand beside anyone else," you said, your voice steady despite the weight of every eye now upon you.
The King's patience, already worn thin from the confrontation that had come before, frayed further with each word you spoke. "You have exhausted enough of my morning, Vaelyra," he said, his voice sharp enough to cut through whatever else you had meant to say.
"I was only—" you began, trying to press your point once more.
"You were only disobeying your King," he said, his voice carrying across the chamber before you could finish your sentence. "You abandoned your sworn shield, ignored every instruction given to you, and caused half the Red Keep to believe you had vanished into the night. I shall not have Ser Alester rewarded for permitting such carelessness."
You stiffened immediately at that, your hands curling at your sides. "He did not permit anything!" you said, your voice rising with the first real heat you had shown all morning.
Viserys continued as though you had not spoken at all, his gaze fixed and unrelenting. "His negligence nearly cost me my daughter."
"It was not negligence," you insisted, taking a step closer to the table despite yourself.
"It most certainly was," Viserys said, his tone final.
"It was not!" you said again, louder this time, the words echoing sharply against the stone walls of the chamber.
Every councillor looked up at that, several exchanging uneasy glances, for you rarely raised your voice in this room or anywhere else within the Red Keep.
"He searched for me," you said, emotion creeping unmistakably into every word now, your composure beginning to fracture at the edges. "He searched the entire castle before dawn. He was the one who found me. He has done nothing except protect me since I was little, and you would see him punished for a fault that was never his to begin with."
Viserys remained unmoved, his jaw set in the same hard line his brother's had worn only moments before. "He failed to prevent you from leaving."
"I did not tell him I was leaving," you said, your voice cracking slightly with frustration.
"Exactly," Viserys said, as though the admission proved his point rather than yours.
"You cannot punish a man for something he never knew!" you said, shaking your head, disbelief plain upon your face.
"I can," Viserys answered firmly, leaning forward slightly in his seat, "when that man swore before gods and men that no harm would come to you, and failed regardless of the reason!"
Your hands curled tightly into the fabric of your skirts, your knuckles going pale with the effort of restraining yourself. "Father, if anyone deserves punishment, it is me," you said, your voice softer now, almost pleading.
"And you shall receive yours," Viserys said, his tone leaving no doubt that the matter of your own punishment had already been decided.
You opened your mouth again, ready to argue further on Ser Alester's behalf.
"No," Viserys said, the single word cutting through whatever you had meant to say and halting you entirely.
"You shall remain within the Red Keep until I deem otherwise, and Ser Alester shall answer for his failure," he said, each word measured and final, leaving no room whatsoever for further debate.
You stared at him, the silence between you now heavier than anything that had passed between Daemon and Otto only minutes before.
The tension that had gripped the chamber only moments before did not vanish entirely, but you, never one to dwell long in a battle already lost, found your attention wandering elsewhere with a speed that left the councillors around you scrambling to keep pace.
Then, rather thoughtfully, you looked towards the opposite side of the council table, your earlier frustration already giving way to something far more calculating. "My lord?" you asked, your tone considerably lighter than it had been only a moment before.
Lord Lyonel Strong looked up at once, clearly caught off guard by the sudden shift in your attention. "Yes, Princess?"
You rested one elbow lightly upon the arm of your chair, studying him with genuine curiosity, your chin propped against your hand as though settling in for a leisurely conversation rather than continuing what had, moments ago, been a tense confrontation with your father. "You have sons, do you not?"
Lyonel nodded, some caution creeping into his expression as he tried to anticipate where this line of questioning might lead. "I do, Princess."
"Two of them?" you pressed, tilting your head.
"That is correct," he confirmed.
"I believe your eldest serves with the City Watch, although he just started," you said, your eyes narrowing slightly as you tried to recall further details.
"He does," Lyonel said.
You hummed thoughtfully, tapping one finger against your chin. "I have heard people call him..." You frowned, trying very hard to remember the name properly. "B-bone... Breaker?"
Viserys pinched the bridge of his nose, clearly resigning himself to wherever this conversation was headed.
Lyonel, to his everlasting credit, did not laugh, though his composure clearly cost him some effort. "I believe," he replied with remarkable dignity, "that Your Grace means Breakbones."
You brightened immediately, sitting up straighter in your chair. "That is certainly the better version."
"I imagine my son would be relieved to hear you say so," Lyonel said, the faintest hint of amusement finally breaking through his careful restraint.
You nodded decisively, apparently having settled something in your own mind, and turned your gaze pointedly toward your father before continuing. "Father has just informed me that Ser Alester is too old to keep up with me."
"I did not say that," Viserys sighed, rubbing at his temple as though a headache had already begun to form there.
"You implied it," you said, entirely unconvinced by his denial.
"I most certainly did not," he insisted.
"You implied it in spirit, Father," you said, waving a hand as though the distinction were obvious.
"I have no idea what that means," Viserys said, exasperation plain in his voice.
"It means I understood you," you said simply, as though that settled the matter entirely.
Viserys looked towards the ceiling, as though hoping the Seven themselves might offer some intervention. The Seven remained silent, apparently as unwilling to involve themselves in the matter as everyone else at the table.
You continued before anyone could interrupt your train of thought. "If Ser Alester worries everyone so terribly whenever I disappear, then perhaps I ought to have someone younger."
Otto immediately frowned, his earlier composure returning now that the subject had shifted away from his own grievances. "You do not require another sworn shield."
"No," you agreed pleasantly, entirely unbothered by his objection. "I require one who can catch me."
"...Princess," Otto said, his tone carrying the particular weariness of a man who had long since given up expecting you to see reason.
"What?" you asked, all wide eyed innocence.
"You should not be attempting to outrun your sworn shield in the first place," Otto said.
"I do not attempt it," you said, lifting your chin.
The room waited, several councillors clearly anticipating what was coming next.
"...It simply keeps happening," you added, entirely unrepentant.
You looked back towards Lyonel, your attention already moving past Otto's objections as though they had never been raised at all. "My lord, would your son happen to be terribly fast?"
Lyonel blinked, clearly not having anticipated the question landing quite so directly upon him. "I..."
"He has to be," you reasoned aloud, not waiting for him to finish. "Surely a man called Breakbones cannot also be slow."
A faint smile finally betrayed Lyonel's composure, the corner of his mouth curving despite his best efforts to remain properly dignified before the King. "My son is... exceptionally capable, Princess."
"Excellent," you said, clasping your hands together with evident satisfaction. "Would he object to becoming my sworn knight?"
Silence followed, complete and total silence, the kind that seemed to press against the very walls of the chamber. Every councillor looked towards Lord Lyonel Strong, waiting to see how he would answer such an unexpected proposal.
Lyonel looked towards the King, seeking some guidance before committing his son to such a fate. Viserys looked towards Lyonel, offering nothing beyond a weary sort of resignation. Otto looked as though he was preparing several objections at once, his mouth already opening to voice the first of them.
Lyonel considered the matter for only a moment, weighing whatever thoughts passed behind his composed expression. Then, with all the calm practicality that had earned him the reputation of the realm's most sensible lord, he inclined his head.
"If it pleases His Grace..." He glanced briefly toward Viserys before continuing, waiting for some sign of permission before proceeding further. "...I believe Harwin would serve Your Grace's daughter with complete loyalty."
Your eyes lit up at once, your earlier frustration entirely forgotten. "Truly?"
"He is an honourable young man," Lyonel said.
"Does he complain very much?" you asked, leaning forward with evident interest.
Lyonel looked genuinely thoughtful, considering the question with more seriousness than it perhaps deserved. "Only after he has been hit."
"That seems reasonable," you said, nodding as though this were a perfectly sensible standard by which to judge a man.
"He is also remarkably difficult to knock down," Lyonel added.
"Oh, I like him already," you said, beaming.
Viserys let out the longest sigh anyone in the chamber had ever heard, dragging one hand down his face. "Vaelyra..."
You turned immediately toward him, still smiling. "Yes, Father?"
"You have never even met Lord Strong's son," he pointed out.
"I know," you said, entirely unbothered by this fact.
"And yet, you have somehow decided he ought to become your sworn shield," Viserys said, disbelief plain in his voice.
"I have complete faith in Lord Strong's judgement," you said, glancing toward Lyonel with an approving nod.
Lyonel lowered his eyes, though not before you caught the faint colour rising in his cheeks. "...I appreciate Your Grace's confidence."
Otto looked deeply unconvinced, his brow furrowing as he considered the matter further. "My lord," he interjected carefully, "surely you would first wish to consult your son before volunteering him for such... demanding service."
Lyonel's expression remained perfectly composed, betraying nothing beyond quiet certainty. "I know my son well enough." There was the faintest pause before he continued, choosing his next words with evident care.
"If my son is capable of facing twenty armed men in the training yard before breakfast..." Another pause followed, longer this time, as though he were weighing the truth of his own conclusion. "...I am reasonably confident he can survive the Princess."
The chamber fell silent at that, several councillors exchanging glances that suggested they were not entirely certain Lyonel's confidence was well placed.
You, meanwhile, looked entirely pleased with yourself, apparently having forgotten the earlier tension altogether. "Wonderful!" you declared. "Please do tell Ser Breakbones that I look forward to meeting him."
"Harwin," Lyonel corrected gently, though a smile lingered at the edge of his mouth.
"Harwin," you repeated, testing the name once more upon your tongue. "That is considerably easier to remember than Breakbones."
Lyonel inclined his head with the faintest smile, the tension of the earlier exchange finally beginning to ease from his shoulders. "Of course, Princess. I shall inform him."
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The corridors beyond the Small Council chamber felt strangely quieter after the weight of the morning. The councillors dispersed one by one, their conversations fading into distant murmurs as servants hurried past carrying scrolls, pitchers of wine, and armfuls of parchment. Somewhere below, the castle had already settled into its usual rhythm, as though kings had not argued with daughters and brothers scarcely moments before.
You walked in silence.
For once, there was no spring in your step, no clever remark waiting upon your tongue. Your hands remained clasped loosely before you as you made your way through the winding halls of the Red Keep, your gaze fixed somewhere ahead without truly seeing any of it.
A respectful distance behind you came the measured footsteps of Ser Alester, who had resumed his place beside you the moment you left the council chamber, neither questioning nor speaking unless spoken to, exactly as he always had.
The sound of his boots against the stone had followed you for so many years that you scarcely noticed it anymore. Until today.
You slowed, then stopped altogether. The old knight halted at once. "My Princess?" he asked, his brow creasing with concern at the sudden change in your pace.
You remained still for another heartbeat before turning to face him, your eyes settling upon a narrow stone passage that opened into one of the quieter inner courtyards, tucked away from the bustle of servants and courtiers alike. "Would you walk with me for just a moment?" you asked, your voice smaller than you intended.
Ser Alester bowed his head without hesitation, already stepping toward the passage you had indicated. "Of course."
Together you stepped away from the main corridor. The little courtyard beyond lay peaceful beneath the morning sun, ivy climbing the ancient walls in thick green strands, while a weathered ash tree cast shifting patches of shade across the flagstones. Somewhere beyond the opposite wall came the distant clang of steel striking steel from the training yard, though it sounded pleasantly far away from where you now stood.
Here, at least, you would not be overheard.
You stopped beneath the tree, turning slowly to face the knight who had guarded you for almost as long as you could remember. For several moments you said nothing, and Ser Alester waited patiently, for he had learned years ago that you always spoke eventually, in your own time and never before.
When you finally did, your voice was quieter than he had expected. "I owe you an apology."
The knight frowned gently, already opening his mouth to protest. "My Princess—"
"No," you interrupted softly, shaking your head. "Please allow me to finish, or else I fear I shall lose the courage to say any of it at all."
He inclined his head, folding his hands behind his back. "As you wish."
You folded your hands together before you, fingers twisting nervously against one another as you gathered the words you had been rehearsing since you left your chambers. "I have spent the better part of this morning insisting that none of what happened last night was your fault, and I believe every word of it."
Your voice grew steadier as you went. "But believing that does not change what I have done to you."
You drew a slow breath. "I slipped away knowing perfectly well that you would be blamed once I was discovered missing. I knew you would search for me until your feet ached, and I knew Father would hold you accountable long before he held me accountable."
A small, humourless smile crossed your lips. "I simply chose not to think about it, because thinking about it would have meant admitting what I already knew."
Your eyes lifted to meet his once more. "I am sorry. I have caused you far more grey hairs than any one princess has a right to inflict upon a man who has done nothing but serve her faithfully."
That earned the faintest smile from Ser Alester, his weathered face softening at once. "I confess," he replied gently, stroking his white beard with exaggerated contemplation, "I had begun blaming the Kingsguard, seeing as they stand about looking terribly official and yet somehow never manage to notice a princess climbing over a balcony."
Despite yourself, you laughed, the sound catching slightly in your throat. "It was me, Ser Alester, entirely and completely me."
"Oh, undoubtedly," he agreed, though his eyes remained kind.
The laughter faded as quickly as it had come, and your expression grew serious once more. "I never wished for you to suffer because of me, whatever else I may have done carelessly."
"I know," he said, his answer coming without hesitation, as though the matter had never truly been in question. "You have never once wished harm upon anyone who did not thoroughly deserve it, and certainly never upon me."
You sighed, glancing away toward the ivy climbing the far wall. "I am not entirely convinced Father shares your confidence in that regard."
"He is your father," Ser Alester said simply.
"And?" you pressed.
"And frightened fathers are seldom reasonable, whatever their intentions may be," he said, with the patient wisdom of a man who had watched King Viserys worry over you for years.
You looked away, your voice quieter now. "I have decided to ask him for another sworn shield."
Ser Alester was quiet for a long moment, the breeze stirring gently through the leaves overhead as though the courtyard itself were holding its breath alongside you both. When he finally spoke, there was no disappointment in his voice, only understanding. "I suspected as much, long before you found the courage to say it aloud."
You blinked, caught off guard. "You did?"
"I have watched you grow since you were scarcely tall enough to reach my belt," he said, a warm smile settling upon the old knight's face as the memory softened his features. "You become remarkably easy to read, once one survives the first few years of trying."
You lowered your eyes, your fingers twisting together once more. "I do not wish to replace you, whatever it may look like from the outside. I only..."
You struggled to find the words, your throat tightening around whatever you meant to say next. "I cannot bear the thought of you being punished for my choices, not after everything you have given me over the years."
Ser Alester stepped a little closer, not as a Kingsguard, not even as your sworn protector, but simply as the man who had watched a silver-haired little girl grow into the spirited young princess standing before him now.
"My Princess," he said gently, "do you know how many sons I have?"
You frowned slightly, searching your memory and coming up empty. "I confess I do not."
"Three," he said. Your brows lifted in genuine surprise. "They are good lads," he went on, his smile widening a little as he spoke of them. "They have grown into fine men, each in their own way, and I am proud of every one of them."
He looked at you for a long moment before continuing. "But they are sons. I was never blessed with a daughter," he said, the words settling softly between you both in the quiet courtyard.
"And then," Ser Alester continued, his eyes bright with quiet affection, "His Grace placed a little silver-haired princess into my charge. A child who climbed walls instead of stairs, who asked more questions than a maester could answer, and who believed every stable cat deserved a proper name, however unsuitable."
A reluctant smile tugged at your lips despite the tears already gathering at the corners of your eyes. "I named them all, and I stand by every single one of those names."
"I remember," he said, chuckling softly. "You also insisted one of them ought to attend your lessons alongside you, much to Septa Marlow's considerable displeasure."
"He was remarkably attentive," you said, lifting your chin.
Ser Alester laughed outright at that, the sound warm and unguarded, before his expression softened once more into something far more solemn. "I have served because it is my duty," he said, pausing to let the words settle before continuing. "But I have remained because, somewhere along the years, it ceased to feel like duty alone."
Your eyes shimmered, the tears you had been holding back finally threatening to spill over. "You became rather dear to an old knight," you said softly, more statement than question.
You swallowed hard before he continued. "So, when you tell me that this is your decision, and that you seek another sworn shield not because I have failed, but because you wish to spare me from further guilt over what I have already done..."
He reached forward, resting one weathered hand gently against your shoulder, his grip steady and reassuring as it had been for as long as you could remember. "Then how could I refuse you anything you asked of me?"
A tear escaped before you could stop it, tracing a slow path down your cheek. "Oh, Ser."
"You needn't apologise for caring so deeply," he said, his voice having become almost fatherly now, warm and unhurried. "If anything, it tells me that I have done something right in all these years of watching over you."
You stepped forward without thinking, wrapping both arms around him in an embrace that caught him entirely by surprise. For a heartbeat, Ser Alester seemed almost startled by the suddenness of it, his arms hovering uncertainly at his sides. Then he smiled to himself and returned the embrace with all the gentleness of a father holding a daughter he had never expected to have.
"I shall miss following you everywhere," he admitted quietly, his voice rough with something he did not try too hard to hide.
You laughed through the tears, pulling back just enough to wipe at your eyes with the back of one hand. "You say that now, but you shall enjoy the peace and quiet once I am someone else's trouble to manage."
"I sincerely doubt it," he said, shaking his head.
You pulled back just enough to look up at him properly, a watery smile breaking through despite yourself. "I shall still come to bother you, whether you wish it or not."
"I should hope so," he said.
"I refuse to allow you to grow lonely, not after everything," you said firmly.
"I have every confidence that you shall fail entirely to leave me lonely, whatever your other faults may be," he said, the corner of his mouth twitching upward.
You both laughed, and for the first time since dawn, the ache left your chest, if only for a little while.
Eventually, you drew a steadying breath and reluctantly stepped back from the embrace, smoothing the wrinkles from the front of your burgundy gown with more concentration than was truly necessary. "There is one more thing," you said, your voice returning to something gentler than before. "I imagine the Lord Commander will soon begin making preparations."
Ser Alester nodded once, understanding immediately what you meant without further explanation. "The swearing ceremony," he said.
"I believe so," you said.
You offered him a reassuring smile, one that carried far more confidence than you presently felt inside. "You ought to go. I have delayed you long enough already, and I would not wish to be the reason preparations fall behind schedule on top of everything else I have already caused today."
The old knight regarded you with unmistakable suspicion, his eyes narrowing slightly as though reading something in your expression that you had not intended to show. "And where exactly does my princess intend to disappear to while I am gone?"
You looked almost offended, drawing yourself up with as much wounded dignity as you could summon. "I beg your pardon?"
"You only become that polite whenever you intend to commit some variety of crime," he said, entirely unmoved by your performance.
"I have never committed a crime in my life," you said.
"You borrowed Prince Daemon's horse without permission," he continued.
"I returned him, perfectly unharmed," you said.
Ser Alester pinched the bridge of his nose with theatrical despair, shaking his head slowly. "I rest my case."
Your laughter rang softly through the little courtyard before you lifted both hands in surrender, palms open toward him. "I promise," you said, and this time there wasn't a trace of mischief in your voice at all. "I shall remain within the castle for the rest of the day, whatever temptation may present itself."
"You shall not climb any towers?" he asked, watching you closely.
"I shall not," you said.
"Hm, you shall not sneak back into the Dragonpit?" he asked, one brow raised in clear anticipation of your answer.
You hesitated, just long enough for the pause to be noticeable. "…Today?"
The knight gave you a look that required no further words to convey his opinion of that particular answer.
You sighed dramatically, throwing your hands up slightly. "I shall not sneak back into the Dragonpit today," you amended.
"That answer was painfully specific," he observed.
"It was also truthful," you said, entirely unrepentant.
"I suppose I shall accept that as progress, however small," he said, the ghost of a smile finally breaking through his stern expression.
You smiled warmly before inclining your head with genuine gratitude, all traces of teasing gone from your voice for the moment. "Thank you, Ser Alester, for everything, not only today but every day before it."
"There is nothing to thank me for, Princess," he said.
"There is," you said simply, holding his gaze until he seemed to accept that you would not be argued out of your gratitude.
He held your gaze for a long moment before returning the bow, his voice formal once more though warmth still lingered beneath it. "As you command, Princess."
With that, the old knight turned and made his way back towards the castle proper, no doubt already preparing for the ceremony that would mark the end of one chapter of his service and the beginning of another.
You remained where you were until he disappeared around the bend, watching his familiar figure until the stone walls swallowed him from view. Only then did you release a quiet breath, the weight of the morning settling over you once more now that you were finally alone.
"Sevens save me," you murmured to yourself, the words vanishing into the breeze almost as soon as you spoke them. "I truly hate disappointing people."
Straightening your shoulders, you set off once more through the winding passages of the Red Keep. The castle seemed considerably livelier now than it had that morning.
Servants hurried between kitchens and halls carrying polished platters, squires rushed after knights laden with shields and practice swords, and somewhere distant came the unmistakable sound of musicians rehearsing for the coming tourney, their notes drifting faintly through the corridors.
Every few steps someone paused to bow, murmuring their greetings as you passed. "Princess." "My Princess." "Good day, Your Grace." You returned every greeting with the same small smile and courteous inclination of your head, though your thoughts remained elsewhere throughout each brief exchange.
Ordinarily you would have stopped to exchange a few words with the servants you knew by name, or asked after an old stablehand's aching knee, or complimented the cook whose lemon cakes you had shamelessly stolen only yesterday.
Today, you simply hadn't the heart for any of it, and your feet carried you almost without thought towards the Godswood instead, as though some quieter part of you had already decided where you needed to be.
The familiar scent of earth and leaves greeted you long before you stepped beneath the ancient branches. The world seemed quieter there, calmer, removed from the bustle and judgement that had followed you since dawn. Birdsong drifted lazily through the trees, interrupted only by the occasional rustle of leaves stirred by the afternoon breeze.
Beneath the great heart tree, seated upon one of the weathered stone benches with a book resting open across her lap, sat Rhaenyra, entirely absorbed in whatever she was reading. She hadn't yet noticed you, or perhaps, you thought as you drew closer, she had noticed after all. Rhaenyra always noticed.
Without announcing yourself, you crossed the remaining distance, dropped unceremoniously onto the bench beside your sister with a heavy sigh, and let your head fall backwards until you were staring up through the canopy overhead, the movement so dramatic that several nearby birds took flight from the branches above.
Rhaenyra turned a page, entirely unbothered by the sudden arrival beside her. "How remarkable," she said, not lifting her gaze from the page. "I had begun wondering whether Father had finally decided to lock you in one of Maegor's vaults."
"I considered asking him to, if only to spare myself the rest of the day," you said, letting your arm fall dramatically over your eyes.
Rhaenyra lowered the book just enough to glance sideways at you, one brow lifting with clear amusement. "Then I assume you survived, given that you are sitting here complaining to me rather than locked away somewhere. I confess I am astonished. I imagine the Small Council has never before witnessed someone being scolded before the meeting had even properly begun."
"They have now," you said. "I am truly making history today, it would seem."
"You do have a gift for it." Rhaenyra studied you a moment longer, the corner of her mouth curling. "Would you be terribly offended if I asked you to refrain from sounding exactly like Father for the next hour, at the very least, seeing as disappearing into King's Landing alone in the middle of the night was perhaps not your finest decision, whatever your reasons for it?"
You dragged both hands down your face with an exaggerated groan. "I have already endured Father's scolding, and survived the Small Council besides. Must I endure yours as well?"
"A feat worthy of song, I should think," Rhaenyra said, laughing softly as she closed the book upon a finger to mark her place. "But I should. That is rather the point of being your sister."
"And I apologised to Ser Alester," you added, more quietly, the teasing draining suddenly from your voice.
At that, Rhaenyra's smile faded entirely, and she turned to look properly at you. "You did?"
You nodded, your earlier bravado gone. Rhaenyra reached over and gave your shoulder a gentle nudge, the gesture warm and wordless in its comfort. "I'm glad you did, truly."
"So am I," you admitted, letting your head fall against her shoulder. "Though if one more person attempts to explain why sneaking away in the middle of the night was a poor decision, I believe I shall begin reciting the lesson myself before they even have the chance to start."
Rhaenyra smiled to herself, though something thoughtful had crept behind the expression now. She lowered her book onto her lap and turned to look at you more closely. "I must admit, I am rather impressed. You apologised. Not the way you usually do, mind you, when someone tells you that you ought to. This time you looked as though you truly believed you had done something wrong, and that is rather different."
Your gaze drifted towards the grass beneath your boots, and for a moment neither of you spoke, the quiet of the Godswood settling comfortably around you both. "I frightened Father," you said at last. "I frightened Mother as well. And I nearly had Ser Alester punished for doing precisely what he has done every single day since I was little." Your voice grew smaller with every word. "That troubles me more than anything else that happened today."
Rhaenyra's expression softened, all trace of teasing gone. She reached over to smooth a loose strand of silver hair behind your ear, just as your mother so often did, the gesture achingly familiar between you both. Then her eyes narrowed slightly, something else occurring to her. "What did you do now, exactly? I know that face far too well to let it pass without asking."
"I beg your pardon?" you said, your head snapping towards her.
"The one you wear immediately before confessing to something outrageous, which is precisely the face you are wearing now."
"I have no such face."
"I think," Rhaenyra said, with infuriating patience, folding her hands neatly in her lap, "that you have done something you have not yet told me, and I intend to hear all of it before we leave this garden."
You sighed so dramatically that even the birds seemed mildly offended by the sound. "I asked Father for another sworn shield."
Rhaenyra stared at you, clearly not having expected quite that answer. "You asked Father to replace Ser Alester, after everything you just said to me about how guilty you feel over him?"
"No," you said, sitting upright immediately, shaking your head so quickly that several loose strands escaped your braid. "That is not at all what I asked. I asked for another sworn knight to be assigned alongside him, someone younger who might actually keep pace with me, so that Father would have less reason to worry and less reason to blame Ser Alester every time I wander off."
You drew your knees up slightly upon the bench, wrapping your arms loosely around them. "He intends to punish Ser Alester regardless of what either of us says to dissuade him, and I could not simply stand by and allow that after everything the man has done for me. He has spent years chasing after me through every corner of this castle and beyond it. I think I have aged him by at least twenty years, if I am being honest with myself."
"Forty, more like," Rhaenyra said, a smile tugging at her own mouth. "He had brown hair when you were born, or so I am told."
"I noticed the change myself, over the years." You allowed yourself a faint smile despite everything.
Rhaenyra considered you a moment longer, and though she did not say the second half of her thought aloud, it lingered plainly behind her eyes. "And Father agreed to it, just like that?"
"I am not entirely certain I received a proper answer from him at all, if I am being honest," you admitted.
"Which unfortunate soul has been sentenced to this impossible duty, then?" Rhaenyra asked, clearly delighted by the prospect of learning who had drawn such a fate.
You suddenly found the moss growing between the stones of the Godswood absolutely fascinating, your gaze dropping to study it with far more attention than the subject warranted. Rhaenyra noticed at once, her eyes narrowing with fresh suspicion. "Lyra. You are avoiding my eyes entirely, which tells me a great deal on its own."
"It may have been one of Lord Strong's sons," you said, still refusing to look up.
Rhaenyra's brows rose sharply. "One of Lord Strong's sons? The eldest, then, the one already serving with the City Watch?"
You said nothing at all, which was answer enough. Rhaenyra blinked once, then twice, realisation dawning across her face with startling speed. "Harwin?"
You squeezed your eyes shut, bracing yourself for whatever came next. "Yes."
Silence followed, stretching long enough that you almost dared to hope you had escaped further teasing, and then Rhaenyra burst into laughter, not a polite laugh, nor even a restrained one, but the kind that shook her shoulders and very nearly sent the book tumbling from her lap entirely. "Oh, Seven above," she managed between breaths, wiping at her eyes with the back of one hand, "of every knight in the Red Keep, you somehow managed to choose that one."
"It was practical," you said, crossing your arms defensively. "He is reputed to be one of the finest fighters in the entire City Watch, which makes him eminently qualified for the position. He can probably keep up with me far better than Ser Alester ever managed to, given his age and his training."
"I daresay he shall need every bit of that skill and more, considering who he has agreed to guard," Rhaenyra said, still fighting to contain her laughter.
"It was an entirely sensible decision, made for entirely sensible reasons, and I do not appreciate your tone."
"I have said nothing to the contrary." Rhaenyra's tone was far too innocent to be believed. "I am simply wondering about one small thing." She leaned closer, lowering her voice conspiratorially, as though sharing some great secret between you both. "Did you happen to remember what he looked like, before you asked for him by name?"
You froze entirely, caught completely off guard. "No."
"You answered rather quickly for someone who claims the question does not concern her. Your face is turning rather red, I notice."
"It is warm out here."
"We are sitting beneath a shaded tree, in case you had not noticed. It is autumn, Lyra," Rhaenyra said, clearly delighted.
You looked away with all the dignity you could muster under the circumstances. "I think we ought to discuss something else entirely, and soon."
Rhaenyra smiled with the quiet satisfaction of an elder sister who knew she had struck true, unable to resist one final tease. "My darling little sister, I do believe this is the very first time I have ever seen Brightfire look frightened of anything at all, dragons included."
You buried your burning face in both hands, groaning into your palms. "I hate you, truly and completely."
Rhaenyra slipped an arm around your shoulders, laughing too warmly for the words to carry any real sting. "No," she said affectionately, pulling you closer. "You merely hate that I know you far better than you know yourself, and that has always been the case between us."
SPOILERS BELOW: just watched the house of the dragon season 3 finale and i’m still fucking furious and crying!!
sooooo i just finished the house of the dragon season 3 finale and i am STILL sitting here in total fucking shock and FURY at how they handled everything, even though overall it was a GREAT episode full of fire and blood spectacle. first comes the battle of tumbleton, which felt so goddamn RUSHED like they jammed all the dragonfire chaos, betrayal, and pure carnage into ONE episode when the books stretch the first and second battles of tumbleton way out with so much more political fallout, the two betrayers hugh and ulf the white turning coats, the burning of the town, and the long drawn-out horror for both sides.
watching hugh find his wife kat dead after everything was especially gutting and just pure shit.
BUTTT ormund’s death was completely unhinged and i fucking loved that roddy yells “that's a proper fucking, by the north!” right before the end. ultimately the weakness of ormund to smell led to his own demise LMAOOO, he was so disgusted when he cut off roddy’s arm that he let his guard down and got himself killed for it. and poor vermithor just sitting there not knowing what the actual fuck is going on while all this chaos happens around him.
ALSOOO DAERON THE DARING IS HEREEEEEE!!
at least gwayne somehow made it out ALIVE digging through the rubble looking for his nephew, and daeron i assume just took off on tessarion before the whole place went up in flames, which tracks with the books where daeron survives the first battle MY BOYS T_T
meanwhile in king’s landing, rhaenyra does that whole speech at the sept with little joffrey finally getting some actual screentime, claiming she’s the prince that was promised, which felt so bold and unhinged compared to the books and honestly kind of crazy as fuck.
then there's aegon finally showing up alive and reuniting (?) with aemond at harrenhal to plot against her added this whole new layer of green mess that the books also lean into, but the show just speeds past everything like it’s in a goddamn hurry. the show keeps accelerating toward the endgame and so much of the weight from the source material just gets LOST in the process, even if the episode itself slapped hard. still grateful those two greens made it through though, because i needed SOME fucking relief after all that chaos.
BUT THEN they close the whole season out with helaena finishing her tapestry and quietly walking to the window before JUMPING to her death, impaled on the spikes, which hits so much HARDER and differently than in the books where her suicide comes after the pure gutting grief of maelor being torn apart by the mob and the whispers that maybe she was pushed, instead of this broken captive version who just couldn’t take being force-fed and used as a political piece anymore.
and NOW i’m left furious as hell, heartbroken, and screaming into the void all over again because what the actual fuck was that. yeah it’s a great episode though, love the fact daemon is still out there being an absolute unhinged menace leading the charge and refusing to die like the chaotic bastard he is. I LOVE YOU SM BUT I HATE YOU FOR CHOKING MY PRETTY GWAYNE hehe
and now we have to wait TWO WHOLE YEARS for season 4 which is going to feel like forever and that shit is going to drive me insane.
Chapter 02: Draevax, the Great
Word Count: 14, 793words
Summary: A day in your life unfolds from mischief in the Red Keep's gardens to a tender, teasing evening with your parents, before restlessness sends you slipping past your guard and out into the sleeping city towards the Dragonpit. There, an old bond tested against duty gives way to flight, and the story of how that bond first began, back when a cracked egg beside your cradle marked the start of something neither you nor your dragon would ever be without again.
Tags: Reader Insert, Second Person POV, Named Reader (Vaelyra Targaryen), Doting Parents, Sneaking Out, Draevax (House of the Dragon), Fluff and Humor, High Valyrian, Inaccurate High Valyrian Translations, Not Beta Read lol
A/N: I can't believe the support you've all shown me on chapter one of Brightfire, truly, thank you from the bottom of my heart, I've read every comment more than once. A little background (AGAIN): this story has actually been sitting with me for years now, written long before I ever worked up the courage to post it, and it's already nearing completion in my own writing, so updates should come steadily rather than leave you waiting. Thank you again for reading, for the kudos/reblogs, for the comments, for all of it, see you in the next chapter! <33
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By midday, having handed your new sword off to a bewildered squire for safekeeping with strict instructions that it never leave your sight for long, you threw yourself back into the ordinary chaos of castle life with the same fearless enthusiasm you gave to everything else.
The remainder of the morning passed with surprising peace, or rather, with the sort of peace that only ever seemed to accompany Princess Vaelyra Targaryen. Within the space of an hour, you somehow managed to convince three kitchen servants that the castle cats deserved a proper feast equal to any lord's, personally carried an entire platter of roasted trout into the gardens, and returned twenty minutes later with six thoroughly spoiled felines trailing obediently behind you like a peculiar little procession.
The Master at Arms, who happened to witness the spectacle from across the yard, merely sighed, shaking his head at the sight. "They shall never hunt another rat."
"They deserve retirement," you replied without slowing your stride, one hand trailing along the head of the nearest cat. "They have served the Crown faithfully."
No one could find fault with that, least of all the cats.
Your lessons with Septa Marlowe were another matter entirely. The elderly woman had spent the better part of the morning searching every library, gallery, and courtyard within the Red Keep before finally cornering you in one of the covered walkways overlooking the gardens.
"Princess Vaelyra," the septa said, breathing considerably harder than dignity ought to allow, one hand pressed to her chest, "you were expected in the solar nearly an hour ago."
You looked genuinely surprised, pausing mid step. "Was I?"
"You most certainly were," the septa said, drawing herself up with some effort.
"I... I had forgotten," you admitted, entirely unbothered.
"So I gathered," the septa said dryly.
The septa folded her hands within her sleeves, composing herself. "You were assigned three pages concerning the lineage of House Arryn, the principal houses sworn to the Eyrie, and the marriages that strengthened their alliances."
"I remember, Septa," you said, nodding along agreeably.
"And yet, you did not attend," the septa pressed.
"Hm, I did not," you agreed, without a trace of shame.
The septa drew herself up further, folding her arms now. "Have you anything to say in your defence?"
Without the slightest concern, you wandered over to the stone table standing beneath the archway, where several neatly bound scrolls rested. You picked up the uppermost one before placing it gently into the septa's waiting hands. "I finished them after supper yesterday."
The old woman frowned, clearly caught off guard, and slowly untied the ribbon. Silence followed as she turned one page, then another, then another. Every answer had been completed. Every family tree copied without error. Every question answered in an elegant hand unmistakably belonging to you.
The septa blinked once, looking up from the pages. "...When?"
"I told you yesterday that I wished to fly this morning," you reminded her.
"You did," the septa admitted slowly.
"So I completed today's lessons yesterday," you said, spreading your hands as though the logic were self evident.
The septa looked from the pages back to you, utterly at a loss. "...I have absolutely no response prepared for that."
"I suspected you might not," you said, smiling sweetly.
The elderly woman released a long, weary sigh, pressing two fingers briefly to her temple. "You are a trial sent to test my patience."
"So Mother tells me," you said cheerfully.
"I believe Her Grace undersells the matter," the septa said, though something in her tone had softened.
You smiled brightly. "I shall attend tomorrow."
"You said that yesterday," the septa pointed out.
"I mean it this time," you insisted.
"...You also said that yesterday," the septa said, unimpressed.
You considered that for a moment, tilting your head. "...That is fair."
Before the septa could devise another lecture, you leaned forward to press a quick kiss against the older woman's weathered cheek. "Thank you, Septa."
The woman blinked in surprise, one hand rising briefly to her cheek. Then, despite every intention of remaining stern, she smiled. "You impossible child."
"I have heard that twice today," you said, already stepping backward.
"And I daresay you shall hear it twice more before supper," the septa called after you.
"I certainly hope so!" you called back, grinning.
With that, you were already walking backwards down the corridor, waving cheerfully, the cats still trailing behind you. "I promise I shall attend tomorrow!"
"I no longer believe promises beginning with those words," the septa shouted after you, though there was no real bite left in it.
"I understand!" you called back, still walking backward.
"You are not helping your case!"
"I rarely do!" Your laughter echoed through the halls long after you had disappeared around the corner.
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The princess who had spent her morning weighing dragons against Vhagar and Vermithor apparently found the afternoon far better suited for mischief of an entirely more grounded sort, and by the time the sun had begun its slow descent toward the Dragonpit's hill, the household had grown considerably less peaceful.
The gates of the Red Keep had scarcely opened for you before panic erupted.
"There she is!" a voice cried out from the yard.
Half a dozen guards visibly sagged with relief, shoulders dropping in unison. Another immediately sprinted towards the inner yard, boots pounding against the stone. "Fetch Ser Alester!"
You closed one eye, wincing slightly at the commotion. "...That seems unnecessary."
It was already too late. A knight emerged from the castle at a pace that would have been impressive for a man twenty years younger.
Ser Alester Wylde had served House Targaryen for nearly three decades. He stood well past forty, broad of shoulder despite the years, and possessed enough silver in his hair that many first mistook him for a man of sixty.
According to him, every strand had appeared after being assigned to you. According to everyone else, he was probably right.
The moment he saw you, he stopped dead in his tracks. His eyes travelled from your mud splattered boots to the grass stains upon your sleeves, the tear along the edge of your skirt, and finally to the faint smear of blood across one cheek. His complexion drained of colour. "Princess..."
You immediately lifted both hands, palms outward. "It is not my blood."
Ser Alester closed his eyes, exhaling slowly through his nose. "Seven save me."
"It truly is not," you insisted.
He opened one eye, still wary. "...Whose is it?"
You thought about that, tapping a finger against your chin. "I confess I neglected to ask the training dummy."
The old knight stared at you, his expression somewhere between disbelief and exhaustion. "The... training dummy."
"It fought bravely," you said, entirely serious.
Ser Alester pinched the bridge of his nose with two gloved fingers before looking skyward, as though appealing directly to the gods themselves. "I am growing grey."
"You have been grey for years," you pointed out helpfully. "Are you not?"
"Yes, as you are the reason," he said flatly.
"I should like credit for such remarkable craftsmanship," you said, grinning.
A reluctant smile tugged at the corner of the knight's mouth despite every effort to suppress it, his stern expression cracking at last. "You vanished for hours, Princess."
"I required solitude," you said, spreading your hands.
"You left without an escort," he pressed, though the fight had gone out of his voice.
"I required solitude," you repeated, entirely unrepentant.
"I have spent the better part of the afternoon preparing to explain to His Grace how I misplaced the King's youngest daughter," Ser Alester said, rubbing a hand over his face.
Your expression softened at that. Stepping closer, you reached up to brush a speck of dust from the older knight's shoulder. "You never misplace me, Ser Alester," you said gently. "You always know I come home."
The old knight looked at you for a long moment before letting out a defeated sigh, some of the tension finally leaving his shoulders. "One day," he muttered, "that confidence will be the death of us both, Princess."
You slipped your arm through his with a bright smile, tugging him gently toward the doors. "Hm, then let us make certain today is not that day."
Unable to remain cross with you for long, Ser Alester simply shook his head and escorted his impossible princess back into the castle, silently thanking the Seven that you had returned with nothing worse than mud on your boots and another grey hair for him to discover in the morning.
Night had settled fully over the Red Keep by the time the King and Queen finally found a moment alone, the corridors beyond their chambers falling quiet save for the distant tread of the evening watch, and it was in this hushed hour that the heaviness between them found no easy resolution, though it found, at least, a brief and welcome interruption, one with silver hair and no patience whatsoever for closed doors.
The warmth of the bathwater had long since begun to cool. Candles flickered quietly around the Queen's chambers, their amber light dancing across the marble walls as servants moved discreetly about the room, the darkness pressing close against the tall windows beyond. The conversation between husband and wife had dwindled into silence, not because there was nothing left to say, but because some truths were too heavy to carry any further.
Viserys remained seated beside the bath, his fingers still loosely wrapped around Aemma's hand. She had spoken gently, yet every word lingered heavily between them. "I've mourned all the dead children I can," she said, her voice steady despite the weight behind it.
The King lowered his gaze, his jaw tightening. There was no answer worthy of such a confession. After a long while, he leaned forward, pressing another lingering kiss against the back of her hand before helping her rise from the bath.
The ladies attending the Queen hurried forward at once. Soft towels were draped around her shoulders, warm linens wrapped carefully about her frame before she was guided behind an embroidered folding screen where fresh gowns awaited.
Viserys remained where he was, staring absently into the bathwater. He had never felt more like a king, nor more powerless.
The chamber had scarcely settled into its quiet routine again when hurried footsteps echoed beyond the doors, oddly bright and quick for so late an hour. One of the ladies looked up knowingly. Another smiled. A third simply sighed. A heartbeat later, the doors flew open.
"Mother!"
Every head in the room turned. You swept into the chambers with all the grace of a dragon crashing through a rookery, skirts gathered carelessly in one hand as you crossed the room before anyone had the opportunity to announce you, still in your day clothes though the hour had long since turned to night. You stopped only when you reached the folding screen. "May I come in, or must I stand out here shouting through the silk like some madwoman until you finally take pity on me?"
Aemma's fond laughter floated from behind the embroidered screen. "You have already come in, my love, whether the rest of you follows or not. And should you not be abed by now, given the hour?"
"I meant behind the screen," you clarified, already leaning toward the gap in the panels, ignoring the second question entirely. "I did not wish to simply barge in as I usually do, so I thought I might ask properly for once."
"You have been behind this screen a hundred times before, and I doubt asking now will spare either of us any surprises," Aemma pointed out, amusement warm in her voice.
"I wished to be polite," you said, with great dignity, drawing yourself up as though the distinction mattered enormously.
"You are learning, it seems, though I suspect it will not last past the morning," Aemma said.
You beamed, entirely undeterred by the jab. "I have shocked everyone in this room simply by knocking, which I think says a great deal more about their expectations of me than it does about my manners."
"You have surprised everyone, which is not quite the same thing as shocking them," Aemma corrected gently.
"Is there truly so great a difference between the two?" you asked, tilting your head as though the question were a serious matter of philosophy.
"There is a considerable difference, and one day you shall understand it," Aemma said simply.
Without waiting for further permission, you slipped behind the screen. The ladies shared knowing smiles but wisely pretended not to notice.
Behind the embroidered panels, Queen Aemma stood while two attendants carefully fastened the laces of a deep sapphire gown across her back, chosen more for comfort at this late hour than for any courtly occasion. Her silver hair had been brushed loose over one shoulder, still damp from the bath, while another lady carefully dried the remaining strands with soft linen. You immediately wandered over. Without a word, you rested your cheek lightly against your mother's shoulder.
Aemma smiled, reaching up to stroke your hair with one hand. "There you are, my darling girl, come to check on me again I suppose, and at such a late hour too."
"I missed you terribly, though I know that must sound foolish given how little time has actually passed since supper," you murmured, your eyes closing briefly.
"You saw me scarcely two hours ago, and yet you speak as though I have been away at war," Aemma said, though there was no reproach in it, only fondness.
"I know it must sound strange, but I find that I miss you even when you have only stepped into the next room," you admitted.
"And yet you missed me all the same, as you always seem to," Aemma said.
"I always do, and I do not believe that shall ever change no matter how old I grow," you said.
Aemma's smile deepened, her hand still moving gently through your hair. "I suppose I should feel very honoured to be missed so consistently by such a busy young woman."
"You should feel honoured, for I do not offer my company so freely to just anyone, especially not this late when I ought by rights to already be asleep," you said, entirely serious.
Viserys watched the scene from where he remained seated, the heaviness that had settled upon him easing, if only slightly, at the sound of your voice cutting through the quiet of the night. "You have become terribly spoiled, the both of you conspiring together to remind me of it at every possible opportunity, and now apparently at every hour as well," he observed, unable to suppress the affection in his voice.
You looked over your mother's shoulder at him, grinning without a shred of guilt. "I learned everything I know about being spoiled from the two people currently in this room, so you have only yourselves to blame for the outcome."
Viserys laughed quietly, some of the strain finally leaving his shoulders. "I fear she has caught us both there, and I cannot think of a single argument to offer in our defence."
"I should think not, for it happens to be entirely true," Aemma agreed, catching his eye over your head with a warmth that had been absent all evening.
One of the ladies carefully adjusted the Queen's sleeve before stepping back to admire her work. You immediately frowned, your attention snapping to the fastening. "You have tied that far too tightly, and I do not think you meant to cause her any discomfort, but it will pain her within the hour if it is left as it is, especially once she tries to sleep."
The young woman blinked, glancing between you and the Queen, clearly flustered. "...Your Grace? I was not aware, and I am truly sorry if I have caused you any trouble."
"Mother dislikes having her sleeves pulled so firmly, especially when she has already been in pain today, though she rarely says so herself," you explained, already reaching toward the sleeve.
The lady looked immediately stricken, her hands falling away. "I did not realise, Princess, and I shall be more careful from now on, I promise you that."
Aemma reached over to squeeze the servant's hand reassuringly, offering her a kind smile. "You could not have known, and I do not fault you for it in the slightest, so do not trouble yourself further."
You had already stepped forward. "May I try, if you do not mind? I believe I know how she prefers it fastened, especially for sleeping."
The attendant looked uncertainly toward the Queen, unsure whether to yield her place. Aemma nodded, her expression fond. "Of course you may, she has done this for me a hundred times before and always manages it better than anyone else."
With surprising gentleness, you loosened the fastening ever so slightly before smoothing the embroidered silk flat with careful fingers, your tongue caught briefly between your teeth in concentration. "There, that should be far more comfortable for you now, and if it still pains you once you lie down, you must tell me at once rather than suffering through it in silence."
Aemma flexed her arm once before smiling, testing the new looseness with evident relief. "It is much better now, and I do not know how you always manage to notice these things before I have even said a word about them."
Viserys watched you for a quiet moment, something thoughtful crossing his face in the low candlelight. "You notice everything about her, do you not, in a way that even I sometimes fail to manage despite being her husband."
You looked up at him, your expression open and simple, without any pretence at all. "I notice Mother, because she rarely asks for anything herself, and someone in this family ought to pay attention before she has to, day or night."
The simple answer struck both your parents more deeply than you realised, and for a moment neither spoke. Aemma reached for your hand, threading your fingers together with quiet tenderness. "You have always had the kindest heart of anyone I have ever known, even as a small child who could barely walk."
You smiled sheepishly, ducking your head slightly at the praise. "I simply wish for you to be comfortable and well, and I do not think that is such a remarkable thing to want for one's own mother, even at so late an hour as this."
"I know it is not remarkable to you, though it means more to me than you could possibly understand," Aemma said softly.
The Queen lifted a hand to cup your cheek, her thumb brushing gently against your skin as the candlelight flickered low around you and the rest of the castle settled deeper into sleep. "And that, my love, is precisely why I am comfortable and well, more than any gown or maester could ever manage on their own."
The candlelight had settled into a low, steady glow by the time the last of the servants slipped quietly from the chamber, leaving the small family alone with the crackle of the hearth and the hush that only came once the rest of the castle had finally gone still.
You smiled so brightly that it was impossible not to return it. Without a moment's hesitation, you slipped both arms around your mother's waist in a careful embrace, mindful of the babe resting beneath the sapphire silk. Aemma laughed softly at the familiar gesture, instinctively wrapping one arm around you while the other remained cradling the curve of her stomach.
"There now," Aemma murmured fondly, smoothing a hand over your silver hair, her voice pitched low for the lateness of the hour. "Have I not always said you become terribly affectionate whenever you think no one is watching, and yet somehow manage to do so at the loudest possible volume?"
"I should hope no one is watching, given how late it has grown, for this is a private family matter and ought to be treated as such," you replied into your mother's shoulder, entirely unbothered by the contradiction in your own words.
Viserys chuckled as he rose from his chair, stretching briefly before crossing toward you both. "I fear the entire household would disagree with that notion, seeing as you announced your arrival to the whole of Maegor's Holdfast at an hour when most sensible people are already abed."
"I merely wished Mother to know I had come, and I do not see why that should require any particular consideration for the hour," you said, lifting your head just enough to look at him properly.
"I believe she heard you from across the castle, along with half the Kingsguard and likely a few unfortunate scullery maids besides," Viserys said, settling into the seat opposite.
"I have an exceptionally clear voice, and I consider that a virtue rather than a flaw," you said, quite pleased with yourself.
"You have an exceptionally loud voice," Viserys corrected, unable to keep the laughter from his own tone as he watched you.
You lifted your head just enough to look at him, one silver brow arching in a manner entirely too familiar. "I inherited that from someone, though I could not possibly say from whom."
The King folded his arms across his chest with exaggerated innocence, though the corner of his mouth was already betraying him. "I cannot imagine from whom, for I myself have always spoken with the utmost restraint and dignity befitting a king."
"You make speeches to half the realm, Father, and I have heard you practising them alone in your solar when you believed no one was listening," you pointed out.
"I am the King, and it is expected of me to speak at length upon matters of great importance," Viserys said, with mock gravity.
"And I am your daughter, so I suppose I have simply inherited the habit along with the blood," you said, entirely satisfied with your own logic.
"There it is," Aemma sighed dramatically, though warmth softened every word. "She always finds a way to win, no matter how the argument begins or where it was meant to end."
"I learned from the finest tutors in the Seven Kingdoms, seeing as I have spent my entire life watching the two of you argue and somehow always concede to each other in the end," you said.
Viserys raised an eyebrow, glancing toward his wife with feigned alarm. "I was not aware I had been instructing you in the art of debate, and I am beginning to suspect I ought to have paid closer attention."
"Oh, you have, Father, whether you intended to or not, and I daresay I have learned rather well," you said.
"Should I be concerned by that admission?" Viserys asked, though laughter was already threatening to break through his composure.
"Probably, though I would not trouble yourself over it too greatly at this hour," you said sweetly.
The King laughed outright at that, the sound filling the quiet chamber and easing something in the air that had lingered there since the bath.
"You see?" Aemma said, looking at her husband with playful resignation, one hand still resting over yours on her stomach. "Neither of us has any authority over her, and I suspect we never truly did, even when she was small enough to be carried."
"I surrendered mine years ago, somewhere around the time she first learned to argue in complete sentences," Viserys admitted.
"You never possessed any to begin with, my love, whatever you may have believed at the time," Aemma said, smiling at him with unmistakable fondness.
You looked between them with a grin before, quite without invitation, taking each of them by the hand and guiding them toward the cushioned settle positioned near the fire, tugging with more determination than either of them thought to resist.
"There," you declared with unmistakable satisfaction once both had obliged and settled into the cushions. "You have spent the day worrying, both of you, and I could see it plainly upon your faces the moment I entered this chamber, so now you shall both sit and rest, whether you believe you require it or not."
"And what of you?" Viserys asked, watching you with amused curiosity as you remained standing before them.
"I shall supervise, seeing as someone in this family must ensure the other two actually follow such sensible instructions," you said, before either parent could protest further.
You settled yourself neatly between them, drawing your knees beneath you as though you had occupied that very place a thousand times before. You leaned comfortably against Aemma's shoulder while absentmindedly reaching across to take your father's hand as well, and neither of them seemed remotely surprised by the gesture.
Indeed, they shifted instinctively to make room for you, as though the space between them had always been shaped precisely for you to fill.
For all the splendour that surrounded the royal family, there remained moments such as these, when crowns ceased to matter and they became simply a husband, a wife, and the youngest daughter who had never quite outgrown seeking comfort between them, especially not on a night such as this one, when the weight of the day still pressed close around them all.
Your gaze drifted thoughtfully toward your mother's stomach, your fingers idly tracing a small pattern against the sapphire silk. "I have been wondering something, a-and I don't believe it can wait until morning."
Aemma glanced down at you, amusement already gathering at the corners of her eyes. "And what has occupied that endlessly curious mind of yours now, at such a late hour when most children your age would already be dreaming?"
You rested your chin lightly upon Aemma's shoulder, tilting your face up just enough to watch your mother's expression. "Have you chosen a name for the babe yet, or do you intend to leave the poor child nameless until the very day it is born?"
At the question, Viserys and Aemma exchanged a brief glance, the kind that passed swiftly and said far more than either of them spoke aloud, a look understood without words that had clearly been shared between them many times before. Noticing it immediately, you narrowed your eyes with the sharp instinct of a girl who missed very little.
"...You have chosen one," you said, sitting up slightly to study both their faces in turn.
A smile tugged at the corner of Viserys' mouth, though he made no immediate move to confirm it. "We have discussed it, though I would not say the matter is entirely settled between us."
"And you are not going to tell me, even though I am sitting right here and have asked so politely," you said, your tone somewhere between accusation and disbelief.
"We had intended for it to remain a surprise, seeing as surprises are traditionally reserved for such occasions," Viserys said, glancing sideways at his wife for support.
You gasped as though deeply betrayed, one hand pressing dramatically to your chest. "A surprise?! Kept from your favourite daughter, who has done nothing this evening but offer you both comfort and companionship?"
"You are our youngest daughter, which I believe is a rather different claim from the one you are attempting to make," Aemma replied with a smile that betrayed nothing of the actual name in question.
"I choose to hear 'favourite,' regardless of what you actually intended to say," you said, quite decided on the matter.
"So you always do, no matter how clearly the words were spoken," Aemma said, laughing softly.
You folded your arms, drawing yourself up with as much dignity as you could summon while still curled between your parents upon the settle. "Very well, if you refuse to choose a name and share it properly with me, then… I shall simply choose one for the babe myself—"
The words had scarcely left your mouth before both of your parents shook their heads in perfect unison, the motion so immediate and so identical that it might have been rehearsed.
"No," they said together, the single word carrying far more weight than its length would suggest.
The answer came so quickly that you blinked, genuinely caught off guard by the speed of their refusal. "...No? You need not answer so swiftly, as though I have proposed something truly dreadful!"
"Absolutely not!" Viserys said, laughter already colouring his voice as he shook his head a second time for good measure.
"We remember the last time we permitted you such freedom, and I do not believe either of us has quite recovered from the experience," Aemma added, covering a smile with one hand.
You looked between them in complete innocence, your expression the very picture of wounded confusion. "I have no notion what either of you could possibly mean by that, for I cannot recall a single instance where my naming choices caused any lasting harm."
Viserys looked at his wife, one brow raised in silent commentary. "She truly intends to pretend she has forgotten the whole affair entirely."
"I believe she does, and I suspect she has convinced herself of it rather thoroughly by now," Aemma said, shaking her head.
"It was years ago, and I fail to see why it continues to be brought up at every possible opportunity," you protested, though a flush of colour was already creeping into your cheeks.
"It was memorable, which is precisely why it continues to be brought up," Viserys replied.
"You insisted that one of the palace hounds ought to be renamed Lord… Sausage, and you defended the choice with more conviction than most lords bring to matters of actual consequence," Aemma reminded you gently, her eyes bright with the memory.
You brightened immediately, all trace of embarrassment forgotten. "That suited him perfectly, and I stand by the choice to this very day!"
"He was a hunting hound, Vaelyra, bred for the field and meant to be taken seriously by the kennelmaster and every hunting party that used him," Aemma said.
"He was an exceptionally round hunting hound, and I felt the name suited his particular circumstances rather well," you said, entirely unrepentant.
Viserys laughed despite himself, the sound rich and unguarded. "You argued before the entire kennelmaster and half his staff that the title would inspire greater dignity in the poor animal."
"It would have, had anyone possessed the vision to see it through properly," you insisted.
"The kennelmaster refused outright, and I recall he looked rather alarmed by the entire proposal," Viserys said.
"He lacked imagination, as so many people unfortunately do," you said, with a dismissive little shrug.
Aemma shook her head, smiling helplessly at the memory now fully unfolding before her. "And when that failed, you attempted to rename Syrax herself, which I believe caused considerably more uproar than the hound ever did. Especially your sister."
You winced, some of your earlier confidence faltering. "...In my defence, Mother, I was six, and six year olds are not generally held to the same standard of judgement as grown women."
"You were six," Aemma agreed, "and entirely convinced that, what was it, uh, the Golden Princess the Magnificent was a far more suitable name for a dragon than the one Rhaenyra had already chosen for her."
"It was a magnificent name! And I maintain that Syrax herself would have preferred it, had anyone bothered to ask her opinion on the matter," you said, pouting.
"It was appalling, and I recall Rhaenyra threatening never to speak to you again if you did not abandon the notion at once," Viserys replied, unable to suppress another laugh.
"I maintain that history shall judge me kindly, whatever anyone in this room presently believes," you said, lifting your chin.
"I rather think history will thank us for intervening when we did, before matters grew any further out of hand," Aemma said warmly, squeezing your hand.
You sighed with theatrical disappointment, slumping dramatically against your mother's shoulder. "I see my talents continue to go unappreciated in this household, despite my very best efforts to improve the names of everything and everyone around me."
"They continue to be understood perfectly, which I assure you is a very different thing entirely," Viserys corrected, reaching over to ruffle your hair fondly despite your protest.
"That is entirely unfair," you huffed, batting his hand away, though you could not quite hide your smile. "For you both conveniently forget that I did, in fact, succeed at naming something, and rather well besides, seeing as no one has ever once complained about it!"
Aemma tilted her head, curiosity plain upon her face. "And what, pray, might that be? I confess I cannot recall a single instance of your naming attempts meeting with any lasting success."
"Draevax," you said, lifting your chin with evident pride, as though daring either of them to argue the point. "I chose his name myself, and I have never once heard either of you, nor anyone else in this castle, suggest that it did not suit him perfectly."
Viserys considered this for a moment, genuine surprise crossing his face, as though the matter had only just occurred to him. "That is true, now that you mention it. I do not believe I ever asked you how you settled upon it. Every other name you have proposed throughout your life has been, shall we say, considerably more colourful."
"How did you come upon it?" Aemma asked gently, watching you with open interest, her hand pausing where it had been idly stroking your hair. "It is not a name I recognise from any history I have read, nor any dragon that came before him."
You opened your mouth to answer, quite readily at first, but the words seemed to catch somewhere before they reached your tongue, and all at once a deep flush crept up from your collar to the very tips of your ears.
"I simply thought of it one day," you said quickly, far too quickly, your gaze dropping to study the folds of your own skirts with sudden and intense interest. "It…it seemed a fitting name for a dragon, and that is really all there is to say on the matter."
Viserys and Aemma exchanged another glance over your bowed head, this one considerably more amused than the last. "That is not really an answer at all," Viserys pointed out, unable to keep the teasing note from his voice. "You have given far longer explanations for far smaller matters than this."
"I do not see why the reasoning behind it should matter so greatly, when the name itself has already proven its worth a hundred times over," you said, still refusing to lift your eyes, your fingers now picking rather determinedly at a loose thread upon your sleeve.
"You have gone quite pink, my love," Aemma observed, her tone gentle but knowing, the corner of her mouth curving despite her best efforts to remain composed.
"It is warm by the fire," you said, far too quickly, edging yourself a fraction of an inch away from the hearth as though that alone might settle the matter.
"Vaelyra," Aemma said, drawing the name out in the particular way mothers had of extracting confessions without ever raising their voice.
"I believe," you said, already rising rather abruptly from your place between them and smoothing your skirts with far more attention than the task required, "that it has grown quite late, and you did say only a little while ago that I ought to be abed by now, and I should hate to disregard such sensible advice a moment longer than necessary."
"That is a remarkably swift change of heart, considering how loudly you protested the very same suggestion not a quarter of an hour past," Viserys said, watching your retreat with open delight, clearly enjoying your discomfort a great deal more than he ought.
"I have simply come to my senses," you said, already pressing a hurried kiss to each of their cheeks in turn. "Goodnight, Mother. Goodnight, Father. I do hope you both sleep well and do not trouble yourselves over foolish questions that hardly signify at all."
You were through the door before either of them could press you further, your footsteps retreating rather more quickly down the corridor than was strictly necessary for someone who had only just decided the hour was late.
Aemma looked after you, laughter bubbling up despite herself, and glanced toward her husband with the particular delight of a woman who suspected she had just uncovered something rather significant. "Well," she said, resting a hand once more upon the curve of her stomach. "That was certainly telling, was it not, husband?"
"Entirely," Viserys agreed, still chuckling. "I don't believe I have ever seen her flee a room quite so quickly, not even the time she convinced herself the Grand Maester's leeches had come alive and were pursuing her through the gardens."
"I have my suspicions as to why a dragon might come to bear such a name," Aemma said thoughtfully, her smile lingering long after the door had closed. "Though… I think we shall let her keep her secret a while longer yet."
Long after the door to the King and Queen's chambers had closed behind you, the flush in your cheeks had faded and your steps had slowed, but the strange restlessness that had sent you fleeing so hastily from your parents' teasing did not leave with it, and it followed you all the way back to your own rooms and refused to release its hold even once you had climbed into bed.
The corridors gradually surrendered to silence as the hour grew late. One by one, candles throughout the Red Keep were extinguished until only those kept by the night's watch continued to burn, their flames casting long ribbons of amber across the ancient stone walls. Somewhere in the distance, the bells announcing the changing of the guard echoed faintly through the sleeping castle before fading into stillness.
Within your own chambers, you had every intention of sleeping. You truly did. Yet the moment your head met the pillow, your thoughts refused to follow. You turned onto one side, then the other, and finally flung one arm across your face in the hope that darkness alone might coax your mind into surrender.
It did not. Instead, the conversation you'd shared with Daemon earlier that morning returned with unwelcome persistence, his words echoing through your mind with far more weight than you wished to give them. Your mother is stronger than you give her credit for.
You knew he had spoken only to comfort you, and you wanted desperately to believe him, but every time you closed your eyes, you saw Aemma's tired smile, heard the quiet weariness hidden beneath your mother's laughter, and remembered the confession you had not been meant to hear. "I've mourned all the dead children I can."
You squeezed your eyes shut, your fingers curling into the bedsheets beneath you. "No," you whispered into the darkness, as though speaking aloud might banish the thought before it settled any deeper.
You drew a slow breath, then another, the air filling your lungs, yet the uncomfortable tightness beneath your breastbone refused to ease no matter how many times you tried. It was a peculiar feeling, not pain, not fear exactly, only the strange certainty that something unseen lingered just beyond your reach, impossible to name and equally impossible to ignore.
You had felt it only a handful of times before, the night before storms, moments before Draevax grew restless without explanation, the hours before terrible news arrived at court, and though you had never found a name for it, you only knew you disliked it immensely.
With a frustrated sigh, you pushed the blankets aside and swung your legs over the edge of the bed. Moonlight spilled through the open balcony doors, bathing the chamber in pale silver, and almost without thinking, you wandered toward them. The night air greeted you at once, cool against your skin, carrying with it the familiar scent of the sea far below the cliffs.
King's Landing lay beneath you, hundreds upon hundreds of tiny lights shimmering across the city like scattered stars fallen to earth, and above them all, the Dragonpit stood quietly against the night sky.
You rested both hands upon the stone balustrade. For a long while, you simply stood there, listening, breathing, waiting for the unease to pass. It… did not.
Instead, a small smile tugged at the corner of your mouth, and you found your decision already forming before you had consciously made it. "There is only one cure for this," you murmured softly to yourself, your fingers tapping once against the cool stone.
You lingered only long enough to make up your mind before turning back into your chambers, for if sleep refused to claim you, you knew precisely where peace might be found. You changed quickly, and gone was the soft linen nightgown you had worn only moments before.
In its place came a dark riding tunic of deep crimson wool, fitted closely enough to avoid catching upon saddle straps, sturdy leather breeches, and a pair of well-worn riding boots that had long ago surrendered any claim to elegance. A thick cloak followed, its hood large enough to conceal the unmistakable silver of your hair should anyone prove unexpectedly observant.
You fastened Daemon's sword carefully at your waist, its weight already beginning to feel familiar against your hip, and after a moment's consideration, decided to leave your practice blade resting where it always stood beside the door, judging that one weapon would serve well enough for a quiet ride beneath the stars.
Not because you expected trouble, but simply because carrying it had become second nature, a habit you saw little reason to abandon now.
You had just reached for the latch when you stopped, your hand hovering just short of the handle. "...Right," you murmured, closing your eyes briefly as the thought struck you.
Ser Alester.
Even through the heavy oak door, you knew he would be there, for he always was, and the poor man treated standing guard outside your chambers as though dragons themselves might attempt to steal you away in the middle of the night, which, you reflected with a faint smile, was not an entirely unreasonable concern given your own history.
You pressed one ear gently against the door, listening for any sign of movement beyond it. Silence answered you at first, and then came the unmistakable scrape of armoured boots shifting their weight against the stone floor outside. Still awake. You sighed dramatically, dropping your forehead briefly against the wood.
"Hm, damn," you cursed, more amused than truly frustrated.
For several thoughtful moments, you stood perfectly still, your eyes wandering slowly around your chamber in search of some alternative, until at last they settled upon the open balcony behind you. A grin spread across your face, wide and thoroughly unrepentant. "...Well," you said quietly, already turning toward it.
You were, after all, your father's daughter, and Daemon's favourite student, and whoever had designed Maegor's Holdfast had clearly never anticipated the possibility of a princess who preferred climbing walls to walking through doors.
Poor Ser Alester would spend the next hour believing his princess was sleeping peacefully only a few feet away, entirely unaware that you were already gathering the hem of your cloak as you stepped silently onto the moonlit balcony, every movement careful, deliberate, and entirely too practiced for someone who almost certainly should not have been this good at sneaking out of the Red Keep.
Having made up your mind, you resolved that there was no better night than this one to slip away unnoticed. The climb down from your balcony proved considerably easier than the climb back would undoubtedly be, though you pushed that thought aside for a version of yourself who would exist hours from now, far less concerned with dignity than the one currently pressed against cold stone.
You landed lightly upon the lower terrace, pausing only long enough to let your breath settle and to ensure that no guard, drowsy or otherwise, had heard the faint scrape of your boots against the ancient stone. Satisfied that the night remained undisturbed around you, you slipped quietly into the deep shadows cast by the castle walls, moving with the practiced ease of someone who had done this far more often than you ought to admit.
The streets of King's Landing never truly slept, and you had always found a strange comfort in that fact. Even at such a late hour, lanterns continued to glow warmly above tavern doors, merchants packed away the last of their unsold wares with tired, efficient hands, and fishermen hauled the morning's earliest catch toward the markets in creaking carts.
The city breathed with a rhythm entirely unlike that of the Red Keep, louder, rougher, and infinitely more alive than anything found behind its polished halls.
Your hood remained drawn low over your brow, concealing every strand of unmistakable silver beneath the heavy folds of your cloak. Years spent wandering the city beside Daemon had taught you that confidence attracted far less attention than hesitation ever did, and so you walked neither too quickly nor too slowly, your hands tucked comfortably beneath your cloak as though you belonged among the night's weary travellers rather than among dragons.
No one spared you a second glance. You became, for a little while, simply another figure moving through the crowded, uneven streets. A baker sweeping flour from his doorway nodded politely as you passed him by. A pair of dockworkers stumbled loudly from a winesink, laughing at some joke only they seemed to understand, loud enough to wake half the street around them.
Somewhere nearby, a fiddler played a lazy, meandering tune that drifted through the cool night air and settled softly over the rooftops.
You smiled faintly to yourself as you walked, thinking that you had always preferred King's Landing when seen from amongst its people rather than observed from somewhere far above them.
Turning down a narrow corner, you found yourself passing one of the livelier establishments near the Street of Silk, where music spilled loosely from the open doorway, accompanied by raucous laughter and the clatter of overturned cups against the floor.
Curiosity, which had always been your greatest weakness, drew your eyes toward the entrance for only the briefest of moments.
A woman danced barefoot upon a low wooden table while a crowd of drunken patrons cheered her on, several of them reaching far too eagerly in her direction before being sharply swatted away by the dancer herself.
Your cheeks warmed almost instantly, and you let out a small, flustered breath as you ducked your head so quickly that the edge of your hood very nearly slipped from your brow entirely. "Oh, I believe Father would very much disapprove of a sight such as that one," you murmured under your breath, your voice caught somewhere between amusement and embarrassment as you fixed your gaze determinedly upon the cobbled street ahead of you and quickened your pace.
"I shall simply pretend that I saw absolutely nothing at all," you added, shaking your head slightly at your own reaction as the sounds of laughter and music faded behind you almost as quickly as they had first appeared.
Soon enough, the streets began to widen, and the towering silhouette of the Dragonpit rose against the moonlit sky like some ancient mountain carved from black stone, its immense dome visible from nearly every corner of the city that surrounded it. You felt the corners of your mouth lift without meaning to, a warmth spreading through your chest that had nothing to do with the night air.
There it was, you thought. Home, or at the very least, the closest thing you had ever known to one beyond the walls of the Red Keep.
Even before you reached its great bronze doors, you caught the familiar scents carried upon the wind: smoke, ash, warm stone, and beneath it all, something older and wilder still.
Dragon.
The tightness that had plagued your chest since morning eased almost immediately, replaced by something steadier and far more welcome. Your footsteps slowed of their own accord as you approached the entrance, one gloved hand brushing absentmindedly against the hilt of Daemon's dagger, the metal cool even through the leather.
For the first time all night, you breathed deeply, and allowed yourself a moment simply to feel the relief of it. "That is better," you whispered softly to yourself, a small smile finding its way back onto your lips as you stepped through the shadow of the entrance.
Some people sought comfort in septs. Others found it in books, or in wine, or in the arms of someone they loved.
You had always found yours beneath the wings of dragons.
The enormous bronze doors loomed before you, their surfaces darkened by centuries of smoke and dragonfire, ancient and towering in a way that never failed to still something restless in your chest. The familiar scent of ash and warm stone wrapped around you like an old friend returning after a long absence, and for the first time that night, the unease that had settled in your chest since morning loosened ever so slightly, as though the very air here understood you better than the halls of the Red Keep ever could.
"There you are," you murmured to yourself, your voice barely more than a breath as your eyes lifted instinctively toward the cavernous dome rising above you. "I was beginning to think the entire city had forgotten how to breathe."
You took another step forward, and then another, your boots falling soft against the worn stone path that led toward the entrance, your thoughts already drifting toward the dragon waiting somewhere within.
You had scarcely reached the foot of the great entrance when the unmistakable sound of spear shafts striking stone rang out sharply through the night, the noise startling you from your thoughts entirely.
Two long spears crossed neatly before you, blocking your path with practiced precision, and a voice barked out into the darkness with far more authority than you had been prepared for.
"Halt," the guard commanded, his tone leaving no room for argument.
You froze mid step, your breath catching somewhere in your throat as you stared at the crossed spears now barring your way. "Ah," you managed after a moment, the sound escaping you rather more sheepishly than you would have liked.
One of the guards stepped forward, his face hidden beneath the shadow of his helm as his eyes travelled slowly over the hooded stranger standing before him, clearly unconvinced by whatever he could make out of you in the dim light. "The Dragonpit is closed until first light," he said firmly, his grip steady upon his spear. "State your business!"
For one very long heartbeat, you simply stared back at him, saying nothing at all. Then, rather slowly, you closed your eyes and allowed yourself a breath of pure, quiet exasperation. Brilliant, you thought to yourself. Absolutely brilliant. You had managed to climb down the side of Maegor's Holdfast without incident. You had crossed half of King's Landing without being recognised by a single soul.
You had even successfully hidden every last strand of your silver hair beneath the heavy folds of your hood. And somehow, in all of that careful planning, you had entirely forgotten that the largest collection of dragons in all of Westeros might, in fact, be guarded by men with spears.
You pressed two fingers to the bridge of your nose beneath the shadow of your hood, shaking your head faintly at your own foolishness. "Seven save me," you muttered under your breath, more to yourself than to either of the men before you.
The second guard exchanged a puzzled glance with his companion, clearly uncertain what to make of the strange, muttering figure standing before them. "My good fellow?" he ventured cautiously, his voice betraying his confusion.
You let out the smallest sigh of defeat before lifting your head to look back up at them properly. "I should very much like to begin this conversation again," you admitted, your tone carrying an earnestness that seemed to catch both guards rather off guard. "Pretend, if you would be so kind, that I remembered this place is protected by armed men."
The first guard blinked at you from beneath his helm, plainly struggling to follow. "I beg your pardon?"
"I forgot you existed," you said simply, offering no further explanation, as though the admission alone should suffice.
A long and rather uncomfortable silence followed, during which neither guard seemed entirely sure how to respond.
"I realise," you continued earnestly, folding your hands before you as you spoke, "that this is an extraordinarily insulting thing to confess to the very people whose profession depends upon being noticed. I assure you, no offence was intended."
The two guards looked thoroughly uncertain whether they had just been mocked or genuinely apologised to, their eyes flicking briefly toward one another before settling back upon you.
"Who are you?" one of them finally asked, his voice wary.
You glanced once toward the towering doors behind them before returning your attention to the two men, and then, with the air of someone conceding an entirely unnecessary argument, you reached up and pushed back your hood at last. Moonlight spilled immediately across silver-white hair and violet eyes, illuminating features that could belong to no one but the blood of Old Valyria itself. Both guards went rigid at the sight of you, their spears faltering in their grip.
"Princess," the word left them both together, barely more than a whisper.
Before either man could drop to his knee, you lifted a hand to stop them, your expression softening. "No, no. Please do not look so alarmed," you said gently, though your words did little to ease the sudden tension that had settled over the pair of them.
They looked, if anything, considerably more alarmed than before.
"I assure you," you continued, folding your hands politely before you once more, "I am not here to inspect anyone, dismiss anyone, or inform my father that the Dragonpit's guards have prevented his youngest daughter from entering."
The older guard swallowed visibly, his composure only just holding. "Your Grace, had we known it was you..."
"You would have stopped me exactly as you just did," you finished for him with an approving nod, a faint smile tugging at the corner of your mouth. "Which means you are doing your duty admirably!"
The tension between you eased, if only slightly, both guards seeming to breathe a little easier under your evident good humour.
You smiled properly now, warmth colouring your expression. "I should be rather disappointed if the keepers entrusted with my family's dragons allowed hooded strangers to wander inside unquestioned."
The older man bowed his head respectfully, clearly relieved to have escaped your displeasure. "You honour us with your words, Princess."
"I also require a favour," you said, your tone shifting into something more purposeful.
"Anything, Your Grace," he replied at once.
"I should like to visit Draevax," you said, your gaze drifting once more toward the darkened entrance behind them.
The two guards exchanged another uneasy glance between themselves. "It is rather late, Your Grace," the younger one offered hesitantly.
"I noticed," you replied dryly.
"The King may not approve, Princess," he added, shifting his weight uncomfortably.
"Hm, my father certainly would not," you agreed without hesitation, entirely unbothered by the observation.
Another hesitant pause stretched between them, neither guard quite willing to be the one who denied you outright.
You sighed dramatically, placing both hands upon your hips as you drew yourself up to your full height, the movement carrying far more authority than your slight frame might have suggested. "Very well," you said, and though you remained only a girl in truth, there came a subtle shift in your bearing that reminded every man present exactly whose daughter stood before them.
"I, Princess Vaelyra Targaryen, daughter of His Grace King Viserys of House Targaryen, rider of Draevax, hereby command that these doors be opened."
You waited exactly one heartbeat before adding, with a crooked smile tugging at your lips, "Please."
The older guard could not help the laugh that escaped him despite himself, nervously. "It seems rather difficult to refuse when Your Grace remembers her manners," he said, shaking his head as he stepped aside at last.
"I have been informed they occasionally appear," you replied lightly, your smile widening.
"They do indeed, Your Grace," he agreed, signalling to the Dragonkeepers waiting beyond the doors.
The immense bronze doors groaned open slowly, revealing the vast darkness within, warm air rolling out to greet you, thick with the scent of dragonfire and ancient stone.
From somewhere deep inside the Dragonpit, a low, familiar rumble answered the sound of the opening doors, not loud, and not threatening in the slightest, merely curious, as though something ancient had simply noticed your arrival and welcomed it.
Your smile softened into something no court had ever seen, something private and entirely your own. "He knows I'm here," you whispered, stepping forward into the warmth and darkness of home.
You had scarcely taken several steps further into the cavern when another figure emerged from the shadows ahead of you, his presence announced by the heavy tread of boots against stone long before his face came into view.
The elder Dragonkeeper's weathered features remained as stern and unyielding as carved granite beneath his bronze scaled helm, and his staff struck the stone floor once as he drew near you, the sound ringing sharply through the quiet. His dark eyes settled upon the young princess before him and narrowed with obvious disapproval.
"Skoro kesa issa, Princess?" he asked, his voice calm though unmistakably disapproving, the weight of decades spent guarding these halls evident in every syllable. (What is this, Princess?)
You offered him a perfectly courteous bow of your head, your tone carrying just enough deference to soften whatever scolding you suspected was coming. "Sȳz nēdenka, byka." (Good evening, elder.)
His expression did not soften in the slightest, his gaze remaining fixed upon you with the patience of a man who had scolded far greater lords than you. "Skoriot vala ñuha zaldrīzī jaelza?" he pressed. (Why have you come to my dragons?)
You resisted the very strong urge to point out that one of those dragons happened, in fact, to belong to you, and instead folded your hands neatly before you in a gesture of practiced patience. "Hen nyke Draevax kivio jorrāelan." (Because I wish to see my Draevax.)
The elder Dragonkeeper regarded you for a long, weighted moment, his gaze unwavering, before giving a slow and decisive shake of his head that left no room whatsoever for negotiation. "Daor." (No.)
The answer came so immediately and so firmly that even the guards standing behind you shifted their weight rather awkwardly, clearly unused to seeing the princess refused so plainly.
You blinked at him, genuinely startled. "No?"
"Zaldrīzī bē rebagon." he said, his tone remaining respectful even as it stayed entirely immovable. (The dragons must rest.) "Kesa pōnti nēdenka issa." (This is their hour.)
You clasped your hands a little tighter before you, refusing to let the refusal show upon your face. "Nyke ziry riogan daor." (I shall not disturb him.)
The Dragonkeeper remained entirely unmoved by your assurance, his expression not shifting in the slightest. "Avy irges kesa vestragon." (You always say that.)
A faint cough escaped one of the younger keepers standing nearby, who immediately busied himself with studying the floor as though it held the answers to all the mysteries of the world, clearly desperate not to be drawn into the exchange.
You looked almost genuinely offended by the insinuation. "Nyke gīdan??" (Have I lied?)
The elder inclined his head just enough to acknowledge the fairness of your point, though his expression softened not at all. "Daor." (No.) Then, without the slightest change in his stern expression, he added, "Avy mērī dārilaros iksā. Zaldrīzī kesa gīmigon daor." (You are simply a princess. Dragons do not understand that.)
You opened your mouth to argue, then closed it again just as quickly, clearly searching for a response that did not exist. "Hm, that felt unnecessarily personal," you muttered at last, folding your arms rather sulkily beneath your cloak.
One of the guards beside you leaned down toward you ever so slightly, his voice pitched low and careful. "Your Grace," he murmured, glancing briefly toward the elder before continuing, "perhaps the elder speaks wisely tonight."
You turned to look at him slowly, one eyebrow arched in clear disbelief. "You have joined his side remarkably quickly."
"I have joined the side that does not involve waking a dragon the size of a castle," he replied evenly, though there was a faint trace of amusement tugging at the corner of his mouth.
"He is not the size of a castle," you said, rather more defensively than you intended.
The guard hesitated, glancing toward the darkened tunnel ahead of them before answering. "Not yet," he offered carefully.
Despite yourself, the corner of your mouth twitched upward before you could stop it, and you turned back toward the elder Dragonkeeper with renewed patience. "Byka" you began, folding your hands before you once more, your tone carrying real earnestness now. "Nyke Draevaxo hēdrys iksan. Mērī ziry kivio jorrāelan. Mērī jehon." (Elder, I am Draevax's rider. I merely wish to see him. Only for a moment.)
The old man's answer came without the slightest hesitation, his staff striking the stone once more as though to punctuate his certainty. "Daor." (No.)
A heavy silence settled over the cavern, broken only by the distant shifting of enormous bodies somewhere in the dark.
You drew a slow, steadying breath, reminding yourself that you had, in fact, tried being polite about this. You straightened yourself ever so slightly, and the playful warmth that had coloured your expression only moments before drained away entirely.
Though you remained scarcely more than a girl in years, there was suddenly something unmistakably royal in the way you carried yourself now, your spine straight and your chin lifted.
"Nyke Vaelyra tolī Targārio iksan," you said, your voice steady and clear. "Trēsa Dāeri. Draevaxo hēdrys." (I am Vaelyra of House Targaryen. Daughter of the King. Draevax's Rider.) Your violet eyes met his evenly, unflinching. "Nyke dēmalȳti vestragon." (I give the command.)
The Dragonkeeper did not bow. He did not move so much as an inch, his staff striking the stone floor once more in quiet defiance. "Hēdrys zaldrīzesy vestragon," he said, his voice as unyielding as the stone around them. "Nyke Dragonpit vestragon." (A rider commands a dragon. I command the Dragonpit.)
The cavern fell utterly, completely silent, and even the guards behind you seemed to have forgotten entirely how to breathe.
You stared at him for a long moment, something between disbelief and grudging respect flickering across your features. "You truly are impossible," you said at last.
"Kessa," he agreed simply. (Yes.)
For the first time that evening, genuine frustration flickered plainly across your face, brief and barely noticeable, but unmistakably there all the same.
Then, far below the stone beneath their feet, something stirred.
A deep vibration rolled through the entire Dragonpit, once, and then again, stronger the second time. The torches quivered against the walls as though the mountain itself had shivered, and every Dragonkeeper present froze where they stood. The elder's head turned sharply toward the immense caverns below, his stern composure faltering for the first time that night.
Another rumble followed, longer this time, and deeper still, unmistakably not a roar but something closer to a warning. The great chains securing several of the dragons rattled faintly as enormous heads lifted from their resting places throughout the cavern, one dragon answering with a low, questioning growl while another shifted restlessly, its wings rustling loudly against the stone walls surrounding it.
Then, from the very deepest reaches of the Dragonpit, came a sound unlike any other that had come before it.
RRRRAAAAAAAAUUUUMMMMMM!
The roar rolled upward through the mountain of ancient stone with such tremendous force that dust drifted lazily down from the ceiling above them, and the entire Dragonpit seemed to vibrate around them as one. Every other dragon within the caverns fell silent at once, and every keeper present instinctively turned toward the very same tunnel, drawn by something none of them could quite name.
The elder Dragonkeeper closed his eyes for the briefest moment, as though bracing himself against something he already knew was coming. "Draevax," he murmured quietly.
Another rumble echoed through the stone, closer now than before, and heavy footsteps began to shake the ground beneath their feet, one, then two, then three, each footfall carrying the effortless confidence of a creature who knew full well that every living soul within the Dragonpit had already stepped aside for him long before he arrived.
You never once took your eyes off the darkness ahead of you, and the smallest of smiles returned slowly to your face. "He heard me," you said softly.
"No," the elder Dragonkeeper corrected you quietly, the sternness in his voice finally giving way to something like reluctant respect as the enormous silhouette began to emerge at last from the shadows before them. "He felt you."
Before Draevax fully emerged into view, it was his eyes that reached you first, two molten pools of amber gold glimmering within the darkness long before the rest of him followed, reflecting the torchlight like twin furnaces stirring awake somewhere deep beneath the mountain.
Then, came his head, enormous and broad across the jaw, crowned with long swept back horns the colour of blackened steel, while ridges of crimson scales caught the flickering firelight in flashes of deep, glistening ruby.
Smoke drifted lazily from his nostrils as he lowered his great head toward the gathering below, and the ground itself trembled beneath every measured step he took, one after another, until at last he stood before them in all his impossible and still growing size.
He was not yet the greatest dragon in the world, not yet, though he was already large enough that several of the younger dragons nearby instinctively shrank deeper into their alcoves at his approach, sensing full well what he might one day become.
Draevax paid them no mind whatsoever. His entire attention rested upon a single silver haired girl standing at the centre of the cavern, and you smiled so broadly that your cheeks ached with the effort of it.
"There you are," you said softly, your voice carrying nothing but pure and unguarded affection.
The dragon answered with a low, rolling trill that resonated through the very stone beneath their feet, lowering his massive head until the tip of his snout rested scarcely an arm's length away from you. Without the slightest hesitation, you stepped forward and let your gloved hand come to rest against the warm scales between his eyes, your expression softening into something private and entirely unguarded.
"Sȳz nēdenka, ñuha līna zaldrīzes." you whispered, your forehead coming gently to rest against his own. (Good evening, my sweet dragon.)
Draevax's eyes fluttered half closed at the touch, and another deep rumble vibrated through his chest, rolling outward like distant thunder contained within flesh and bone.
"Good boy," you praised softly, scratching beneath one of the heavy jaw ridges exactly where you knew he liked it best.
The great beast responded by nudging your shoulder with surprising delicacy for a creature of his size, and several of the younger Dragonkeepers standing nearby exchanged astonished looks between themselves, clearly still unaccustomed to the sight no matter how many times they had witnessed it. It never ceased to feel entirely unreal to them.
You laughed quietly, the sound warm and unguarded. "I missed you as well," you murmured, patting his snout affectionately before finally stepping back to begin your preparations in earnest.
You drew off your heavy travelling cloak first, folding it once with practiced efficiency before offering it out toward the nearest guard. "Would you be so kind?" you asked, your tone light and easy.
The man accepted it almost automatically, bowing his head slightly as he did so. "Of course, Princess," he replied.
You loosened the ties at your wrists before pulling on a pair of thick black riding gloves, flexing your fingers afterward to settle the leather comfortably against your palms. Next came the harness, and one of the younger Dragonkeepers moved instinctively to fetch it for you before the elder's stern glance halted him where he stood.
You merely smiled at the exchange. "I know where he keeps it," you said, already moving past them both without waiting for permission.
You disappeared briefly into the adjoining chamber where Draevax's tack was stored, returning moments later with the beautifully worked Valyrian saddle balanced carefully across one shoulder. It had been crafted specifically for Draevax as he had grown, its leather dyed a deep and rich crimson and reinforced throughout with polished steel buckles, though the dragon had already outgrown three others before it.
"This one will not fit him by winter," you observed almost wistfully, running your fingers briefly along the stitching.
"It was made scarcely six moons ago," one of the keepers muttered under his breath, shaking his head faintly at the thought.
"I know," you said, sounding rather more proud of the inconvenience than troubled by it.
Working with the practiced ease of long familiarity, you secured the saddle behind Draevax's shoulders, checking each fastening twice over before tightening the final strap into place. The dragon stood perfectly still throughout the entire process, patient and unmoving beneath your hands, for he trusted you completely and had done so since you were small enough to be carried in your father's arms.
The elder Dragonkeeper watched the whole procedure in silence, his expression unreadable, but when you finally reached for the riding reins, he spoke at last.
"Princess," he said quietly.
You looked up at him, pausing with the reins still half coiled in your hands.
"Kesa gaomon daor.," he continued, his voice remaining calm though unmistakable concern lingered beneath it. (This is not wise.) "Bantiso morva issa. Sōvion trēgon issa!" (It is the middle of the night. The wind is strong!)
You listened respectfully, as you always did with him, letting him finish entirely before resting one hand against Draevax's neck and answering. "Nyke mērī pōja sōvegon jorrāelan.," you said gently. (I only intend a short flight.)
The elder gave the faintest shake of his head, clearly unconvinced by your assurance. "Daor," he said. "Pōja sōvegon kirine embaragon issa hen." (No. A short flight has become a long one before.)
A reluctant smile touched your lips despite yourself. "That has happened," you admitted, "more than once."
The old keeper stepped closer to you, his weathered face creased with genuine worry now rather than mere formality. "Skoriot avy zirȳho draznagon?" he asked quietly. (What if you fall?)
The question lingered heavily between you for a long moment.
You looked up toward Draevax, and the great dragon lowered his head until one enormous golden eye met yours directly, steady and unblinking. You smiled at what you found there, then turned your gaze back to the elder.
"If I fall, then that is my burden," you said, and paused just long enough for the corners of your mouth to lift further still before continuing. "And if I should die, I shall have done so beside Draevax."
The elder sighed the long, weary sigh of a man who had accepted, many years ago, that arguing with young Targaryens was every bit as futile as arguing with dragons themselves. "You sound very much like Prince Daemon," he said at last, switching this time into the Common Tongue.
Your grin widened considerably at that. "I shall take that as the highest compliment," you said brightly.
Before he could think of another objection to raise against you, you placed both hands upon Draevax's shoulder ridge, your touch sure and familiar. "Kessa nyx, ñuha līna," you murmured, patting the warm scales affectionately as you spoke. (Easy now, my sweet.)
The dragon answered with a deep, contented purr that echoed through the entire Dragonpit, and then, with effortless familiarity, he lowered one immense foreleg toward the ground, offering his rider a step up onto his back. He did not do so because he had been commanded to.
He did so simply because he already knew, as he always did, that you were ready to fly.
With the argument settled and the elder's reluctant blessing hanging in the air between you, Draevax lowered himself another fraction, one immense foreleg folding neatly beneath him until the curve of his shoulder rested comfortably within your reach.
You smiled at the familiar gesture, resting your palm briefly against his scales before beginning to climb. "You always remember," you murmured fondly.
The dragon answered with a low, affectionate rumble that vibrated through the very stone beneath their feet, and you had never once required a ladder with him, nor any mounting block, not with a creature who knew your weight and stride as well as he knew your moods.
One gloved hand caught the nearest saddle strap while the other found sure purchase against the warm scales of his shoulder, and in one fluid motion you climbed upward, your boots finding the familiar ridges along his neck until you settled neatly into the deep crimson saddle crafted specifically for him.
The leather creaked softly beneath your weight as you leaned forward immediately, checking every fastening with the practiced hands of long habit. The girth strap held secure beneath your fingers. The breastplate sat exactly as it should. The buckles fastening your legs to the saddle drew tight and true.
You tugged each one twice over, not because you doubted the Dragonkeepers' careful work, but because Daemon had taught you years ago that dragons forgave a great many mistakes, whereas gravity forgave none at all.
Only when you were fully satisfied did you gather the reins into your gloved hands, settling them comfortably against your palms.
Below you, the elder Dragonkeeper watched in silence, his lined face as stern and unreadable as ever. "You remain determined, Princess," he observed at last, his voice carrying equal parts resignation and reluctant admiration.
You glanced down at him, a loose strand of silver hair dancing free from beneath your hood in the breeze stirred by Draevax's steady breathing. "I was determined the moment I climbed out of my balcony," you admitted with a faint grin.
"I had hoped wisdom might find you somewhere along the journey," he replied dryly, shaking his head just slightly.
You offered him a smile that was equal parts apologetic and unrepentant. "It tried," you said.
"And?" he pressed, one eyebrow lifting beneath the shadow of his helm.
"I walked much too quickly," you admitted, biting back a laugh at your own expense.
A few of the younger Dragonkeepers standing nearby failed entirely to suppress their quiet chuckles at that, and even the old keeper's mouth threatened to betray the smallest twitch of amusement before long practiced discipline reclaimed his features.
He rested both hands atop his staff, drawing himself up with the air of a man determined to finish what needed saying. "I shall say this only once more," he told you firmly.
You inclined your head respectfully, your expression sobering to match his. "I know," you said.
"If the winds prove stronger than expected," he began.
"I shall return," you answered at once.
"If the dragon grows restless," he continued.
"I shall return," you said again, your tone steady.
"If you sense even the slightest danger," he pressed further still.
"I shall return," you promised a third time.
The elder studied you for another long moment, his gaze searching your face as though hoping to find some crack in your certainty. "You have given precisely those assurances before," he said at last.
"And I have always kept them," you replied, lifting your chin slightly.
"Eventually," he countered dryly.
You winced visibly at that, unable to argue the point. "Eventually, indeed," you conceded.
The old man sighed with the quiet resignation of someone who had spent decades caring for dragons and very nearly as many years arguing with Targaryens besides. "I begin to think the dragons are easier," he muttered, shaking his head.
"They are," you admitted cheerfully, unable to resist the jab. "They usually agree with me."
That earned another ripple of laughter from the younger keepers gathered nearby, and even the elder merely shook his head at you, though something almost fond had crept into the gesture. "You sound exactly like Prince Daemon," he said.
"I have been told that is either the highest compliment or the gravest insult," you replied, grinning down at him.
"I have not yet decided which," he admitted, and there was no mistaking the reluctant warmth in his voice now.
You laughed softly at that before your attention returned entirely to the dragon beneath you, and the smile upon your face changed as it did, softening into something quieter and more private as your shoulders relaxed. You reached forward until both hands rested gently against the broad ridge of Draevax's neck, and his breathing slowed almost immediately beneath your touch, calm settling over you both like a shared breath.
"Lykiri," you whispered, your forehead coming to rest lightly against his warm scales.
Draevax answered with a deep, contented purr that rolled through his chest like distant thunder rumbling somewhere far off, and smoke drifted lazily from his nostrils, curling around you both before dissolving into the cool night air.
You smiled to yourself, scratching gently along his jaw as you spoke. " Good boy. You have been very good tonight."
The dragon nudged his enormous head gently against your shoulder in response, not nearly enough force to move you, only just enough to remind you that he was there, patient and steady as he always had been.
You laughed quietly at the gesture. "I missed you as well," you murmured.
For another heartbeat you remained exactly where you were, simply listening to the steady rhythm of his breathing beneath your hands, letting the moment settle fully into your bones before you finally drew yourself upright within the saddle. The reins settled comfortably between your fingers, and your boots pressed lightly against his sides in silent instruction. Draevax shifted beneath you at once, patient and waiting, always waiting for you.
The elder Dragonkeeper took an involuntary step forward, one hand lifting slightly as though to stop you even now. "Princess," he said, and there was real concern threaded through the single word.
You looked down at him one final time, your expression calm and entirely certain. "I promise," you said simply.
He searched your face for a long moment, finding there only that same steady certainty he had come to know so well over the years, and after a long silence he inclined his head at last. "Then may the Fourteen Flames watch over you," he said.
"They have thus far," you replied with a small, confident smile.
You turned your attention back to the dragon beneath you then, the smile returning fully to your lips. "Sōves, Draevax!"(Fly, Draevax!)
The response was immediate and overwhelming. Draevax surged upward with astonishing power, his hind legs driving against the stone floor with enough force to make the entire Dragonpit tremble around you, and his wings unfurled in one single magnificent motion that seemed to fill the whole cavern at once.
The first beat sent a torrent of warm wind roaring through the chamber, extinguishing several torches instantly and whipping cloaks violently about the gathered Dragonkeepers below. The second beat carried you clear of the ground entirely. The third launched you upward into the great central shaft of the Dragonpit with breathtaking speed.
You leaned naturally into the climb, your silver hair finally breaking free of its hood entirely as moonlight caught every pale strand and set it glowing. Above you, the circular opening at the very summit of the Dragonpit shone like a gateway carved directly into the heavens themselves, and dragon and rider burst through it together in a single, seamless motion.
The cool night air embraced you at once. King's Landing unfolded beneath you in a sea of golden lights scattered across the darkness, every rooftop washed silver beneath the moon above. Blackwater Bay glittered beyond the city walls, calm as polished glass stretching toward the horizon, while the towers of the Red Keep rose proudly above everything else, small and distant now beneath you.
You breathed deeply, and the tightness that had lingered in your chest throughout the entire day finally dissolved completely into the endless sky surrounding you. You laughed, the sound snatched away instantly by the wind and scattered somewhere behind you. "There you are," you whispered, resting one hand affectionately against Draevax's neck. "I knew you would make it better."
The great dragon answered by climbing higher still, his crimson wings cutting effortlessly through the night as though the stars themselves had been waiting patiently for their arrival all along.
As the wind carried you higher above the city and the memories of that night settled into something quieter within you, looking back upon it now, you could scarcely remember a version of your life that had not included Draevax somewhere within it.
Long before he had become the great crimson beast who now carried you effortlessly through the skies above Westeros, he had been nothing more than an egg nestled amongst warm dragonstone and volcanic ash upon Dragonstone itself, resting quietly in darkness long before either of you had any notion of what you would become to one another.
As was the ancient custom of House Targaryen, a dragon's egg had been chosen to rest within the cradle of every newborn child, a silent hope carried through generations that dragon and rider might one day find one another across the fragile boundary between beast and blood.
It was a tradition older than the Conquest itself, older even than the Iron Throne, carried across the Narrow Sea from the smoking mountains of Old Valyria by ancestors who had believed, as you now believed, that some bonds were simply written before birth.
Your cradle egg had not been chosen by your father, nor by your mother, but by Daemon, a fact that had shaped the whole of your life in ways you were only now beginning to fully understand. Years later, when you had grown old enough to ask why that particular egg had been placed beside you instead of any other resting in the nurseries of Dragonstone, he had answered with a shrug so characteristically his own that it had almost seemed rehearsed, as though he had been waiting years for you to finally ask.
"It reminded me of Caraxes," he had said simply, offering nothing further, as though that alone should have settled the matter entirely.
When you had demanded a proper explanation, insisting rather stubbornly that such an answer hardly explained anything at all, he had relented just enough to humour you, leaning back against whatever surface happened to be nearest with the air of a man indulging a persistent child.
The shell, he had told you, had possessed the same deep crimson hue that shimmered beneath the Blood Wyrm's scales whenever sunlight struck them just so, and dark veins of black had wound across its surface like cooled rivers of lava frozen mid flow, and there had been something about it, something fierce and unyielding, that had caught his eye amongst the countless other eggs resting quietly in Dragonstone's nurseries.
"The others looked content to sleep," he had told you, his voice carrying that particular dry amusement you had come to know so well over the years. "Yours looked as though it resented being made to wait."
You had laughed until your sides ached at that, doubling over with the particular helplessness only true delight could bring, and then, with all the certainty only a child could possess, you had declared triumphantly that the egg had merely inherited its temperament from the man who had chosen it in the first place.
Daemon had denied the accusation immediately and with great offence, though the corner of his mouth had betrayed him even then.
Viserys, when told the story later, had agreed with you entirely, laughing softly at his brother's expense in a way that had made you feel, even as a small child, that you had won some quiet victory.
The egg remained beside your cradle from the very day you were born. It rested there through every sleepless night, every fever that gripped your small body, every celebration held in your honour, and every quiet morning your mother spent humming old Valyrian lullabies while rocking your cradle gently beside the windows overlooking Blackwater Bay, the water catching the morning light in ways you would only later learn to appreciate.
Then, one dawn, scarcely a year after your birth, the servants had been startled awake by a sharp crack that echoed suddenly through the nursery, sharp enough to send more than one running toward your chambers in alarm. Your cradle stood entirely untouched. The blankets remained still neatly wrapped around your sleeping form, undisturbed by whatever had caused the sound. But the egg resting beside you had split cleanly in two, its shell falling away to reveal what had been growing within it all along.
Curled against your side, scarcely larger than a hound and no less indignant at having entered the world so suddenly, lay a hatchling whose crimson scales gleamed like freshly forged steel catching candlelight. The first face he ever saw was yours, small and curious and entirely unafraid. The first sound he ever heard was your laughter, bright and unguarded in a way that seemed to settle something within him even then. From that day onward, neither of you had ever truly been alone again, not for a single moment that either of you could recall.
You named him Draevax. When your father had asked what had possessed you to choose such a name for him, you had simply smiled and glanced toward Daemon, who had been leaning quietly against one of the nursery pillars at the time, pretending rather unconvincingly not to be listening to the conversation at all.
"It seemed only fair," you had answered, your small voice carrying more conviction than your years perhaps warranted. "A dragon chosen by Daemon ought to carry a name worthy of him."
He had rolled his eyes at that, calling you sentimental in a tone that suggested he found the accusation rather more amusing than insulting. Then, later that evening, when no one else had been looking, he had scratched the tiny dragon beneath his jaw and muttered, almost to himself, that the name suited him rather well after all.
Years passed, and the hatchling grew, and so too did the princess beside him. You learned to walk while Draevax learned to crawl awkwardly across polished castle floors, your nurses forever despairing as the pair of you disappeared together into corners of the Red Keep where neither dragons nor children had any true business being. You spoke your first words around the same time he loosed his first plume of smoke, and by the time either of you had grown enough to properly understand the world around you, your lives had become so thoroughly intertwined that separating one from the other seemed as impossible as dividing flame from its own heat.
Others called him your mount. The Dragonkeepers called him your dragon. The singers would one day call him your greatest strength, weaving songs of the princess and her crimson beast for halls full of listeners who would never truly understand.
They were all mistaken, every one of them. He was your other half, plain and simple, and had been from the very moment his shell had cracked open beside your cradle.
And that was why, standing within the Dragonpit only moments before taking to the skies, you had spoken those words without the slightest hesitation, certain of them in a way you had rarely been certain of anything else in your short life.
If death should ever come for you, then let it find you exactly where you had always belonged: beside Draevax.
Chapter 01: The Brightfire of King's Landing
Word Count: 17,066 words
Summary: Beloved daughter, devoted dragonrider, and a perpetual thorn in the side of every knight sworn to protect you, you have never been one to obey a locked door. With your dragon waiting beneath the stars and tomorrow promising yet another ordinary day, you steal away from the Red Keep, unaware that you are flying through the final hours of a life you will never have again.
Tags: Reader Insert, Second Person POV, Named Reader (Vaelyra Targaryen), Doting Daemon Targaryen, Sibling Relationship, Fear of Childbirth
A/N: I'm so excited to finally post this after two years of sitting in my drafts! Vaelyra has lived in my head for so long, and it means a lot to finally share her with you all. Just a heads up, some of the High Valyrian translations might not be fully accurate since I relied on online resources to piece them together, so feel free to point out mistakes, just be kind about it! I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it, comments and kudos are always appreciated <3
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The sun had barely climbed free of the horizon when the sky itself seemed to catch fire, amber and pale blue bleeding together over the Narrow Sea as dawn spread its light across the waking world.
Syrax cut through that glowing expanse with unhurried grace, her golden scales drinking in the early light until she looked less like a creature of flesh and bone than a flame set loose among the clouds.
Astride her rode your sister, Princess Rhaenyra Targaryen, her silver hair torn free by the wind and streaming behind her like a banner as she guided her dragon with the easy confidence of long practice, her violet eyes fixed on the distant shape of King's Landing rising slowly out of the morning haze.
There was no place on earth she loved better than this one, suspended between sky and sea. Up here, the endless burden of her father's court fell away, the murmured arguments over her succession dissolved into nothing, and for a few precious moments she was not a princess at all, only a girl who happened to love a dragon.
"Sōvēs, Syrax," Rhaenyra murmured, pressing her gloved palm flat against the warm scales beneath her, and the she-dragon answered with a low, satisfied rumble before beating her wings once and rising higher still into the brightening air. (Fly, Syrax).
She had scarcely settled back into the rhythm of the flight when a roar tore through the morning, loud enough to rattle her teeth in her skull. It was not Syrax. Rhaenyra turned sharply toward the sound, finding nothing at first but the slow roll of cloud around them, and then something burst through that white curtain with a speed that made her breath catch.
Draevax.
Your dragon shot across the sky like a spear forged from dark burgundy flame, his wings carving the air with a precision that seemed almost cruel in its beauty. He passed so close beside Syrax that the force of his wake sent her lurching sideways, drawing an irritated growl from deep in the older dragon's throat.
You sat astride him with the easy confidence of a girl who had never once considered falling, younger than your sister by several years and entirely unbothered by it, your laughter already scattered across the wind before your words could catch up to it.
Your silver hair had escaped its braid somewhere over the Blackwater and now whipped wildly about your face, as though you had abandoned any hope of looking presentable long before you'd even left Dragonstone.
You twisted around in the saddle to look back at your sister, grinning in a way that suggested you were entirely too pleased with the trouble you were causing, and called out over the rushing air, "Ao lentor iksā, Nyra!" (You're getting slow, Nyra!)
"You nearly knocked us both from the sky!" Rhaenyra shouted back, though the exasperation in her voice couldn't quite smother the fondness beneath it.
"And yet you are still flying!" you replied, your voice bright and carrying easily across the distance between the two dragons. "I should have flown faster still!"
"You should have flown farther away from me," Rhaenyra called, trying and failing to sound stern.
"I heard that, sister!" you shouted back, laughing.
"I meant for you to hear it!" she answered, unable to keep the smile from her own voice now.
Your laughter rang out again, unrestrained and bright enough that even Syrax's irritation seemed to soften beneath it. You leaned forward in the saddle and pressed your palm affectionately to the side of Draevax's long neck, murmuring to him. "Rȳbagon sīr, ñuha dārilaros! Āo!" (Fly higher, my prince. Go!)
Draevax answered you at once, folding his wings tight against his body, and far above him Rhaenyra felt her heart lurch painfully within her chest at the sight.
"Oh, Seven Hells," she breathed.
You and your dragon plunged together, not in any graceful descent but in a dive so steep it seemed nearly vertical, hurtling toward the earth at a speed that should have terrified anyone watching. The clouds swallowed the two of you whole within moments, leaving nothing behind but the fading echo of your delighted laughter drifting up through the mist.
"She is going to kill herself one day," Rhaenyra muttered under her breath, urging Syrax onward and down. "Or Father will kill her first, once his heart can no longer stand it."
By the time Syrax finally descended toward the rooftops of King's Landing, Draevax had already burst free of the clouds below, skimming so close over the city that startled onlookers scattered into the streets, pointing upward and shouting as the two of you tore toward the Dragonpit with all the restraint of a summer storm rolling in off the sea.
Syrax touched down with practiced elegance on the packed earth outside the Dragonpit, folding her great wings with regal composure as a cluster of Dragonkeepers hurried forward to receive her.
Rhaenyra had not yet managed to swing one leg free of the saddle when every keeper in the courtyard suddenly went still, heads tilting upward in alarm, and one of the older men among them muttered a curse under his breath.
"Princess," he said warily, backing a step away.
Another roar shook the courtyard, closer now, and Draevax dropped from the sky almost straight down, his massive wings tucked tight against his body until the very last possible instant.
The younger Dragonkeepers stumbled backward on instinct, but the eldest of them thrust his spear out to bar their path forward, his voice sharp with warning. "Stand back," he commanded. "Hēn ñuhyz!" (Stand back!)
Only a heartbeat before Draevax would have struck the earth, his wings snapped open with a crack loud enough to echo off the surrounding stone. Dust exploded outward across the Dragonpit, cloaks and hair whipped violently in every direction, and several of the stable boys threw their arms up over their faces to shield themselves from the force of it.
When the dust finally settled, you were still seated calmly astride your dragon, entirely unbothered by the chaos you had just caused. You drew off your riding gloves one finger at a time, in no particular hurry, before looking down at the Dragonkeepers gathered below with an expression of perfect innocence.
"What is it?" you asked, tilting your head as though genuinely puzzled by their alarm.
The eldest keeper stared up at you for a long moment before pressing two fingers to the bridge of his nose. "One day, Princess," he said heavily, "you will give every Dragonkeeper in this pit a head of grey hair before their time."
Your smile only widened at that, sly and entirely unrepentant. "I have always thought silver suited our family rather well," you said sweetly.
Even Rhaenyra, despite her best efforts to look disapproving, laughed at that.
The settling dust had barely cleared when the sound of approaching hooves rang out across the courtyard, and the gathered Dragonkeepers stepped aside, lowering their heads respectfully as a mounted knight rode in through the entrance to the Dragonpit. It was Ser Harrold Westerling, and he drew his horse to a halt before the two of you before inclining his head in formal greeting.
"Welcome back, Princesses," he said, his tone carrying the particular weariness of a man who had said those same words too many times to count.
Rhaenyra glanced up at him from where she knelt adjusting the fastening on one of Syrax's saddlebags. "I trust you found our ride pleasant enough to watch, ser," she said dryly.
"Try not to look too relieved to see us safely returned," she added, a faint smile tugging at her mouth.
"I am relieved, Princess, make no mistake," Harrold replied, a rare note of dry amusement creeping into his otherwise composed voice. "Every time that golden beast brings you back to me unspoiled, it saves my own head from ending up on a spike."
Before Rhaenyra could answer him, another voice drifted lazily across the courtyard, unhurried and full of mischief. "Only your head, ser?" you called out.
Ser Harrold closed his eyes briefly, as though praying for patience.
It was you, Princess Vaelyra, still perched comfortably atop Draevax and making no visible effort to dismount. You had one leg swung idly over the dragon's neck, an elbow propped against your raised knee, looking for all the world as though you had settled in for a leisurely chat rather than just plummeted out of the sky at a speed that had nearly sent half the Dragonpit into a fright.
"I should think Father would have the rest of you mounted up beside it, for good measure," you continued thoughtfully, studying the knight with an air of mock consideration. "It would make for a rather grim display outside the throne room, though I suppose it might discourage visitors."
Ser Harrold regarded you with the weary patience of a man who had endured this precise conversation more times than he cared to remember. "Good morrow, Princess," he said simply, choosing not to rise to the bait.
"It is a good morning indeed," you agreed brightly, swinging your leg back over the saddle at last. "Neither of us has fallen from the sky today, which I count as a fine start."
"I had not yet finished thanking the Seven for that mercy," Harrold said dryly.
"You ought to be thanking Draevax instead, ser," you told him, reaching forward to stroke the scales between the dragon's horns with obvious affection.
As though he understood every word, Draevax lifted his great head and released a low rumble that seemed to vibrate up through the very stones beneath their feet. "He behaved wonderfully today," you said proudly, patting his neck.
One of the nearby Dragonkeepers coughed pointedly. Harrold's gaze traveled from the dragon to the fresh gouges torn into the earth by his landing, and he arched a brow. "If that was him behaving himself, Princess, I confess I do not wish to imagine the alternative."
"It was," you said simply, entirely unbothered by his skepticism.
Ser Harrold sighed. "Then, I fear to imagine otherwise."
You smiled at him with an innocence that was, by now, thoroughly untrustworthy. "Oh, you needn't fear him at all, Ser Harrold," you said sweetly.
The knight arched a brow, clearly unconvinced. "No?" he asked.
"No," you agreed, tilting your head as though something important had just occurred to you. "He only develops a taste for knights on cloudy mornings, you understand."
A heavy silence settled over the courtyard at that, and one of the younger Dragonkeepers went visibly pale.
Harrold stared at you for a long moment, clearly uncertain whether to take you seriously. "I beg your pardon, Princess?" he said carefully.
You glanced down at Draevax and tapped a finger thoughtfully against your chin, as though working through a difficult puzzle. "Or perhaps it was yesterdays," you mused aloud. "I can never quite recall which."
Rhaenyra let out a quiet groan, pressing her fingers briefly to her temple. "Lyra, please stop tormenting the man," she said, though there was no real reproach in it.
"What?" you asked innocently, all wide eyes and false surprise.
"You are tormenting Ser Harrold again," Rhaenyra said, fighting back a smile of her own.
"I am simply educating him," you replied primly.
Ser Harrold's gaze shifted warily toward Draevax, whose amber eyes had settled with unnerving intensity on the knight. The dragon sniffed at the air once, then twice, and a thin ribbon of smoke curled lazily from one nostril.
You leaned down toward him, your voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper loud enough for Harrold to hear perfectly well. "You see?" you murmured, eyes bright with mischief. "He is considering it already."
Ser Harrold's grip tightened instinctively upon the reins at those words, his knuckles going pale beneath the leather. You held the silence for another heartbeat, watching the color drain slightly from his face, before you burst into laughter so suddenly and so completely that even several of the watching Dragonkeepers could not quite suppress their own smiles.
"Oh, Ser Harrold, you should see your face right now!" you managed to say between fits of laughter, pressing a hand to your ribs. "I was only jesting with you."
He remained perfectly still atop his horse, regarding you with the flat expression of a man who had learned not to trust your humor too quickly. "I sincerely hope that you were, Princess," he said carefully.
"I was, I promise you," you assured him, still grinning as you reached into the small leather pouch fastened at your riding belt and drew out a single gold dragon, flicking it through the air toward him with a flick of your wrist. Harrold caught the coin on pure instinct, his hand snapping up before his mind had even fully registered the motion. "For your nerves, ser," you said with an easy grin. "Buy yourself a cup of ale once your watch has ended."
The older knight looked down at the coin resting in his gloved palm for a long moment before shaking his head with an air of quiet resignation. "I ought to begin saving these, I think," he said dryly.
"Oh?" you asked, tilting your head with feigned curiosity.
"I suspect I shall require a great many of them before you reach your nameday, Princess," Harrold replied, the faintest trace of a smile ghosting across his otherwise composed features.
Rhaenyra laughed outright at that, the sound bright and genuine. "You have my deepest sympathies, Ser Harrold," she said, still smiling.
"They are most appreciated, Princess," Harrold answered gravely, though his eyes betrayed his amusement.
He slipped the coin carefully into his belt pouch before casting one final, wary glance toward you and the young dragon still watching him with unsettling attentiveness, amber eyes unblinking. "I confess I still cannot determine whether the princess is the greater menace," he said slowly, weighing his words.
Draevax chose that precise moment to release another low, rumbling growl from deep in his chest. Harrold's mouth twitched. "Or her dragon."
You beamed at him, delighted. "I shall take that as a compliment, ser," you declared.
Harrold merely sighed, long and suffering. "So you always do, Princess," he said. "So you always do."
His weary sigh had scarcely faded into the morning air before you swung one leg over Draevax's broad neck with the easy, practiced confidence of someone who had performed the same motion a thousand times before.
Rather than dropping carelessly to the ground the way half the courtyard clearly expected, you descended with surprising grace, landing lightly upon the packed earth before turning immediately back toward your dragon. The playful grin you had worn only moments before softened into something quieter and far more tender.
You stepped close enough that your forehead came to rest briefly against the warm scales between Draevax's eyes, your gloved fingers tracing absentmindedly along the familiar grooves of one ivory horn. "Rytsas, ñuha gevie zaldrīzes," you murmured, so softly that only the nearest Dragonkeepers could catch the words at all. (Hello, my sweet dragon).
Draevax lowered his massive head obediently at the sound of your voice, and you smiled, scratching gently beneath his jaw where the scales gave way to softer hide. "Sȳz taoba," you told him warmly. "Kirimvose, sȳz taoba iksa." (Good boy. Thank you, you're a good boy).
The dragon's great eyes slid slowly shut, and a deep, resonant rumble rose from somewhere deep within his chest, vibrating through the very stones of the courtyard around you. It was not a roar, nor even a growl, but something far softer and almost affectionate, a sound the Dragonkeepers rarely heard from any dragon beyond its earliest years of life. One of the younger keepers blinked in open astonishment, leaning toward the elder beside him. "Is he... is he purring?" he asked hesitantly.
The elder keeper only smiled, watching the scene with the fondness of a man who had seen this particular pair together many times before. "That he is," he confirmed quietly.
You laughed softly under your breath at the sound. "There he is," you murmured fondly, giving Draevax's snout one final affectionate pat before stepping back and folding your hands neatly behind you. You turned to address the assembled Dragonkeepers with an expression of unexpected composure, all traces of your earlier teasing set aside for the moment. "Take good care of him today," you instructed.
Every keeper present inclined his head at once, murmuring in near unison, "Of course, Princess."
"He has earned an extra goat," you continued, and a few amused smiles rippled quietly through the gathered men at your tone. "And sheep as well," you added, nodding matter-of-factly as though this were the most reasonable instruction in the world. "The fat ones, mind you."
One of the younger Dragonkeepers could not quite hide his chuckle. "The fat ones specifically, Princess?" he asked, clearly fighting a smile.
"Yes. He flew beautifully today," you explained, glancing up at Draevax, who had already begun nudging insistently at your shoulder with all the impatience of a child demanding further attention. "And because," you added, rubbing gently at the dragon's broad nose once more, "he is quite simply the goodest boy in all the Seven Kingdoms."
Draevax answered you with another deeply pleased rumble, leaning the full weight of his enormous head ever so slightly into your open palm. "There," you whispered to him, smiling. "You see? He agrees with me entirely."
Even the elder Dragonkeeper could not help but smile at that. "As you wish, Princess," he said. "He shall be thoroughly spoiled, I promise you."
"Thank you," you replied primly.
Only then did you finally turn away from Draevax, leaving the Dragonkeepers to lead him back toward the pit.
Across the courtyard, Rhaenyra had watched the entire exchange unfold in silence, a smile lingering on her lips, warm with both amusement and a quiet, genuine admiration. It never failed to astonish her how the very same sister who moments before had flung herself from the heavens with all the caution of a falling star could turn, in the span of a breath, and speak to her dragon with such tenderness that even the great beast seemed reluctant to let you go.
You caught her watching you and raised a brow. "What is it?" you asked.
"You spoil him terribly," Rhaenyra said, shaking her head with fond exasperation.
"Hm," you replied thoughtfully. "I simply reward excellence where I find it."
"Lyra, you reward him every single day," Rhaenyra pointed out.
"So?" you countered, entirely unbothered by the observation. "He is excellent every single day."
Rhaenyra laughed at that, unable to help herself. "I fear you have quite convinced him that he is a prince," she said.
You glanced back over your shoulder toward Draevax, who was now following the Dragonkeepers toward the pit with surprising obedience for a creature of his size. "I have done no such thing," you protested, before pausing thoughtfully. "He believes he is king," you admitted after a moment.
Rhaenyra covered a fresh burst of laughter behind her gloved hand. "And whose fault, precisely, might that be?" she asked.
You considered the question with an air of exaggerated seriousness, tapping one finger against your chin. "I should imagine it is Daemon's fault," you concluded at last.
"Naturally," Rhaenyra said dryly, rolling her eyes.
"Everything somehow becomes Daemon's fault eventually," you added with a shrug.
The laughter had scarcely faded when the sound of footsteps near the entrance to the Dragonpit drew both your attention, for a carriage had just arrived. Standing beside it, dressed in a gown of soft blue, was Lady Alicent Hightower. She smiled warmly as Rhaenyra approached her. "Syrax is growing quickly," Alicent said. "She'll soon be as large as Caraxes."
"That's almost large enough to saddle two," Rhaenyra answered with a smile of her own.
"I believe I'm quite content as a spectator, thank you," Alicent replied lightly.
You slowed your steps several paces behind your sister and offered Alicent a courteous inclination of your head. "Lady Alicent," you said.
"Princess Vaelyra," Alicent answered, her smile widening politely. "You both seem to have enjoyed your morning ride."
"We did," you said, your tone perfectly civil, though you had never quite understood why Rhaenyra enjoyed Alicent's company as much as she did.
You tolerated the daughter of Otto Hightower for your sister's sake. Alicent herself had never wronged you, yet there remained something about the Hightowers that unsettled you in a way you could never quite explain, perhaps Otto's endless scheming, perhaps simple instinct. Whatever the reason, you kept it hidden behind impeccable manners.
Behind you, the elder Dragonkeeper raised his hand toward Syrax. "Dohaeras. Naejot," he commanded, and Syrax lowered her head obediently before allowing the keepers to guide her deeper into the pit.
Draevax lingered a moment longer, turning his massive head back toward you. "Go on," you told him, and he huffed once, almost indignantly. "You'll have your sheep," you promised, and only then did he finally follow after Syrax, the Dragonkeepers exchanging amused glances as the great dragon lumbered off, no doubt already anticipating the feast his rider had so confidently promised him.
The journey back to the Red Keep passed uneventfully for those riding within the royal wheelhouse. Princess Rhaenyra sat opposite Lady Alicent as the carriage rolled through the streets of King's Landing, their conversation drifting from the morning's flight to the approaching tournament.
Every so often, Rhaenyra glanced through the narrow opening of the carriage, searching for a glimpse of silver hair she already knew she would find.
Sure enough, several paces behind the procession rode you. You had refused, quite adamantly, to enter the carriage. Ser Harrold Westerling had argued that it was the King's wish for both princesses to return together, and you had informed him, with all the sincerity in the world, that you had every intention of returning together, you simply preferred to do so on horseback. The distinction had done little to soothe him.
Now, you rode alongside the Kingsguard as though you had been born in the saddle, one hand resting lazily on the reins while the other occasionally lifted to return the waves of children lining the streets. Every few moments someone among the smallfolk recognized you, and soon a chorus of voices followed the procession through Flea Bottom.
"Princess Vaelyra!" one man called.
"Look, Mother! It is the dragon princess!" cried a child, tugging at his mother's sleeve.
You answered each greeting with a bright smile and a graceful inclination of your head.
"They seem rather fond of you, Princess," Ser Harrold observed, after watching the exchange continue for several streets.
"Hm, I should hope they are," you replied, glancing at him. "It would be terribly unfortunate if the people preferred Draevax over me after all the work I put into being charming."
"I suspect the dragon is responsible for at least half your popularity," Harrold said dryly.
"Only half?" you replied, with mock offense. "I was aiming for a respectable third."
Harrold shook his head, though a faint smile tugged at his lips. "I have often wondered, Princess, whether you ever allow yourself a moment of silence."
"Oh, certainly," you answered without hesitation. "I simply find conversation considerably more enjoyable."
By the time the procession reached the Red Keep, Rhaenyra and Alicent had already stepped down from the carriage. You dismounted a heartbeat later, turning immediately toward the stableboy who hurried forward to collect your mare. "She carried me well this morning," you said, stroking the mare's neck, and withdrew a silver stag from your belt to press into the boy's hand. "See that she is given fresh oats and the sweetest apples the kitchens can spare. She has earned both."
"Yes, Princess. I shall," the boy said, wide eyed.
"Thank you," you said warmly, before hurrying after your sister.
The corridors of the Red Keep were already busy, servants carrying basins and linens, maesters hurrying between chambers, every hushed conversation a reminder that the Queen's labor drew nearer. Your own pace quickened for a different reason. You had not seen your mother since before dawn.
Rhaenyra exchanged a knowing look with Alicent as she watched you disappear around the corner ahead of them. "I give her ten heartbeats before Mother hears her," Rhaenyra said.
"I think you are being generous," Alicent answered, smiling.
"Mother!" your voice rang out before you had even reached the doorway.
Queen Aemma looked up from where she reclined on the couch, her ladies attending quietly nearby. Weariness lingered beneath her eyes, but the moment she heard you, her expression softened. "Ah, Rhaenyra," she said, before her gaze shifted past her eldest daughter. "And my little dragon."
You crossed the room without regard for courtly manners and knelt beside the couch, taking her hand between both of yours and pressing a kiss to her knuckles. "I have missed you all morning," you confessed, your voice gentler than it had been anywhere else that day. "The Dragonpit is dreadfully dull when you are not there to remind me that I ought not frighten half the kingdom before breakfast."
Aemma laughed quietly, smoothing a strand of hair from your face. "My darling girls, you know I do not like you flying while I am in this condition."
"You do not like me flying while you are in any condition," Rhaenyra said, stepping beside them with a smile.
"I do not," Aemma agreed. "One reckless daughter is more than enough to worry over."
"Only one?" you said, gasping in mock offense. "I had always believed I was your favorite concern."
"You are certainly the loudest," Aemma said.
"I shall treasure that compliment forever, then," you declared.
Alicent stepped forward and lowered herself into a graceful curtsy. "Your Grace," she said.
"Good morrow, Alicent," Aemma answered.
Rhaenyra settled herself at the foot of the couch, her expression turning serious. "Did you sleep?" she asked.
"I slept," Aemma said.
"How long did you sleep, Mother?"
"I do not require mothering, Rhaenyra," Aemma said, giving her a look equal parts amusement and exasperation.
"No," Rhaenyra said gently, "but you are surrounded by attendants whose every thought is fixed on the babe. Someone ought to concern themselves with you instead."
At that, you tightened your hold on Aemma's hand. "She is right," you said softly. "The babe has everyone's attention already. I should like to keep my mother."
Aemma's smile faltered for a moment before she reached over to cup your cheek. "My sweet girl," she murmured.
"You know I mean it," you said.
"I know," she answered.
Aemma drew a slow breath before turning to Rhaenyra, though her words were meant for both of you. "You shall lie in this bed soon enough, Rhaenyra. This discomfort is how we serve the realm."
Rhaenyra wrinkled her nose. "I would far rather serve the realm as a knight," she said. "I would sooner ride into battle with Dark Sister in my hand than spend months confined to this couch."
Aemma laughed, the sound lighter now. "So says every young woman, until the day arrives."
You, who had been quietly tracing circles on the back of your mother's hand, lifted your head at that. "I do not believe I shall ever say it," you said.
"You will," Aemma said, with the calm certainty of a woman who had heard the same defiance many times before.
"I truly do not think so," you insisted.
Aemma smoothed a wrinkle from the coverlet as she regarded her youngest daughter. "You are yet very young," she said.
"Young enough to be ignored, mayhaps, but not too young to think," you answered, lifting your chin.
Aemma laughed quietly. "There is a difference, my love. The years ahead of you will teach lessons that no amount of thinking can."
"It has been long enough for me to notice that every lord speaks of heirs as though they simply appear in cradles," you said, your expression hardening as your gaze fell briefly to the swell of Aemma's belly before returning to her face. "They speak of sons and bloodlines and succession, yet I have never once heard a man speak of the pain that comes before them. They celebrate the babe before it has even drawn breath, while the woman expected to bring it forth is told that suffering is her duty."
The chamber grew quieter at that. Even Alicent lowered her eyes to the floor.
Aemma watched you carefully, tenderness mingling with something almost sorrowful in her expression, and reached out to touch your cheek. "My sweet girl," she said again.
You shook your head gently, unwilling to be soothed just yet. "I know it is expected of us, Mother. I have heard the court often enough. They say we are fortunate to be born princesses, yet the moment a daughter is born, they begin speaking of the sons she must one day bear for another house." You scoffed softly. "It seems to me that men have decided the greatest purpose a woman may have is filling nurseries with children they will later claim as their own achievements."
Rhaenyra's lips curved into a faint smile as she watched her sister. "That sounds remarkably like something our uncle would say," she said.
"No," you replied without missing a beat, a spark of mischief cutting through your seriousness. "Daemon would have said it far less politely."
A reluctant laugh escaped both sisters at once. Aemma sighed, though there was unmistakable affection in it, her hand still resting against your cheek. "We have royal wombs, you and I, girls. The childbed is our battlefield. We must learn to face it with a stiff lip."
You considered this for several heartbeats before looking up with complete sincerity. "Hmm. I should very much prefer a battlefield with dragons," you said.
Aemma smiled, brushing a thumb along your jaw. "I suspected as much," she said.
"I would sooner face Vhagar or Vermithor with nothing but a sword than spend hours bringing a child into the world," you declared.
Rhaenyra laughed outright, pressing a hand to her mouth. "Lyra," she said.
"I mean it," you insisted, entirely unbothered by her amusement. You folded your arms across your chest, entirely convinced of your own argument. "I would rather climb onto Draevax's back and ask him to throw me from the clouds every morning for a year than willingly endure what you have, Mother."
One of Aemma's ladies, standing near the hearth, let out a startled cough as she tried to hide a laugh behind her sleeve. Aemma only smiled, reaching forward to tuck another strand of hair behind your ear. "You speak so confidently now," she said.
"I do," you said.
"And perhaps, one day, there will be someone who changes your mind."
You made a face, as though the suggestion offended you. "I pity the poor fool who thinks himself capable of such a feat," you said.
Rhaenyra grinned. "I almost hope to meet him," she said.
"You shall not," you declared, folding your arms tighter still, "for no such man exists."
The room dissolved into gentle laughter once more, Aemma's included, though her smile lingered on you a heartbeat longer than the moment required, for there was something bittersweet in hearing those words.
You were still young enough to believe you could outrun the expectations placed on women born into House Targaryen, and Aemma, having lived those expectations all her life, watched your flushed, defiant face and hoped, quietly, that whatever fire burned in you now might stay lit for as long as the gods allowed.
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The clamor of horses and crowds from that morning had long since faded by the time steam began curling through the corridors near the royal bathhouse, and it was here, away from Dragonkeepers and Kingsguard alike, that the two of you always found your way back to each other.
The bathhouse was one of the few places in the Red Keep where silence was allowed to linger. Steam drifted through the chamber, curling around marble columns carved with dragons, and water trickled from stone gargoyles into a broad pool, its rhythm blending with the crackle of the brazier in the corner. The scent of lavender and almond oil hung in the warm air.
The servants had withdrawn at your request, since neither of you cared to be fussed over when you were together. It had become something of a ritual after every morning flight. Rhaenyra sat upon the marble ledge while you washed the dragon soot from her hair, complaining all the while that Syrax shed enough ash to blacken the skies.
"You cannot convince me otherwise," you declared, working a handful of soap through Rhaenyra's hair. "Syrax leaves soot wherever she goes. I swear there is more of her upon your cloak than there is upon the Dragonpit."
Rhaenyra laughed quietly, tilting her head back to spare you the trouble of reaching the lower strands. "You have said precisely the same thing every fortnight since you were eight," she said.
"And I have been correct every fortnight since I was eight," you shot back, entirely pleased with yourself.
"I do," you admitted without shame, wringing water from the comb before dipping it again. "If no one else intends to fill the silence, I feel obliged to do it myself."
"There are times," Rhaenyra said, glancing over her shoulder with an amused smile, "when I think silence flees the room the moment it hears your footsteps."
"That sounds terribly rude of silence," you said, clicking your tongue in mock offense.
"It has endured thirteen years of your company," Rhaenyra said.
"And yet it always returns," you replied.
You shared another laugh, and then quiet settled over the chamber. You dipped the comb into the water and drew it through another section of Rhaenyra's hair, and the task usually invited more teasing, another joke, another story from the Dragonpit. Today it did not.
Rhaenyra noticed the change before you spoke. Your hands had slowed, your attention drifting somewhere beyond the strands between your fingers. A bell rang somewhere in the castle, its echo fading into the steam, and only then did you finally break the silence, your voice quiet enough that it might have been swallowed entirely.
"Mother frightened me today," you said.
Rhaenyra lowered her gaze to the water, watching small ripples spread where her fingertips skimmed the surface. "She frightened me as well," she admitted.
You stopped combing, your hand going still against her shoulder. "I do not think she wished us to notice," you said.
"No," Rhaenyra agreed.
"But she looked," you began, searching for the word, "smaller."
The word hung between you in the warm air. "She smiled," you continued softly, "yet it was the sort of smile one gives to ease another person's worry. It was not the smile she wears when Father tells one of his dreadful jests."
Rhaenyra smiled faintly despite herself. "He has only dreadful jests," she said.
"I know," you said.
Another silence settled, heavier than the last. You lowered yourself to sit beside your sister at the edge of the bath, folding your damp hands in your lap. "I have watched the maesters these past few days," you admitted. "They whisper whenever they think no one is listening. They carry herbs at every hour. Even the servants walk more softly outside Mother's chambers."
Rhaenyra turned to study your face. "They are only being cautious," she said.
"Are they?" you asked. There was no challenge in it, only fear, plain and unguarded. "I cannot rid myself of this feeling."
You looked down at the water, watching the lanterns waver beneath the surface. "Everyone speaks of the babe as though it shall be the realm's greatest blessing. Father smiles more than he has in years. The council speaks of heirs. The septons speak of the gods' favor." Your jaw tightened. "Yet every time I look at Mother, I cannot bring myself to rejoice with them."
Rhaenyra reached across and laid her hand over yours. "You are afraid," she said.
You gave the smallest nod. "I am," you said, your words coming quicker now, as though once begun they could not be held back. "She has endured this before. That is precisely what frightens me. She has endured it again and again, Nyra. The babes that never cried. The little prince who lived only a day. The long weeks afterward when Father scarcely left her side." You swallowed hard. "Every time the court speaks of another child, they speak as though it is Mother alone who must bear the cost."
Rhaenyra's own expression darkened, for she could not deny it. She had seen the same things.
"I hate the way they speak of it," you went on, your voice gaining a quiet conviction even as your hands trembled in your lap. "The lords praise strong sons and noble bloodlines, yet they speak of women as though our bodies exist only to provide them. They call it an honor to bear heirs for the realm, but no one asks whether the women wish to pay the price." You glanced toward the doorway to be sure you remained alone, then lowered your voice further. "It is as though they believe the only purpose the gods granted us was to place babes in cradles."
Rhaenyra studied you for a long moment. "When did you begin thinking such thoughts?" she asked.
You gave a humorless smile that did not reach your eyes. "I think I began the first time I saw Mother weeping after another babe was lost," you said.
The answer settled heavily over you both. Steam drifted between you, softening the edges of the room until the world beyond the bathhouse felt distant. After a while, you spoke again, your voice smaller than before.
"There is something else," you said.
Rhaenyra squeezed your hand gently. "You may tell me anything," she said.
You drew in a slow breath. "I am afraid," you said.
"Of Mother?" Rhaenyra asked.
"No." You hesitated, your gaze dropping to your joined hands. "I… I am afraid of becoming her."
Rhaenyra frowned, her grip tightening. "What do you mean?" she asked.
"I mean," you said, looking away toward the carved dragon curling around one of the pillars, as though the stone might offer you the words you needed, "one day Father shall choose a husband for me. Perhaps a lord. Perhaps a prince. Whoever he is, I shall smile because it will be expected of me." You laughed softly, though there was no mirth in it, only something brittle. "Then… everyone shall wait for the day I carry his child."
Your fingers tightened unconsciously around hers. "It is inevitable," you said.
Rhaenyra remained silent, letting you continue.
"I know it is my duty. I know what it means to be born a princess. But every memory I possess of childbirth is filled with grief." Your voice trembled for the first time, cracking slightly. "How am I meant to greet such a future with joy when all I have ever seen is Mother's suffering?"
You looked back at her, your eyes glistening with unshed tears. "I would sooner climb onto Draevax's back and challenge Vhagar herself than willingly lie in a birthing bed," you said.
Despite the ache in her chest, Rhaenyra smiled, small and sad. "I suspected you might say something very much like that," she said.
"I mean every word," you said.
"I know," Rhaenyra answered, and she drew you into her arms, the steam curling quietly around you both as the bell outside faded into silence once more.
Rhaenyra reached forward and brushed a damp strand of silver hair behind your ear, the gesture so like their mother's that it seemed to steady you both. "You are young," she said gently, "and you're allowed to be afraid of what tomorrow might bring."
Your lips quivered into the faintest smile. "I always thought princesses were expected to fear nothing at all," you said, "that we were meant to smile through everything and call it duty."
"They expect a great many things of us, yes," Rhaenyra said, her voice softening, gentle as the steam curling around you both. "But that doesn't mean every expectation they hold is one worth honoring."
For the first time since entering the bathhouse, you allowed yourself to lean forward until your forehead rested lightly against your sister's shoulder. Rhaenyra wrapped an arm around you without hesitation, drawing you close, and neither of you spoke for a long while, the steam curling slowly around you as the water in the pool stilled.
Only when the warmth had begun to fade did she press a kiss to the crown of your damp hair before rising to her feet, water sluicing quietly from the hem of her shift.
"Come," she said, extending a hand toward you. "If Mother were to find us still lingering here, she would swear we had decided to dissolve into the bath rather than face the rest of the day."
You accepted her hand and let yourself be pulled upright with a reluctant sigh, though a faint smile had already begun creeping back onto your face. "I should think dissolving sounds rather preferable to growing older," you said, wringing water from the ends of your hair with both fists. "At least the bath asks nothing of me."
Rhaenyra laughed under her breath, steadying you as you found your footing on the damp marble floor. "You were declaring yourself thoroughly grown only yesterday, if I recall correctly," she said. "Now, you wish to be a puddle?"
"I have changed my mind since then," you said airily, tossing your wet hair over one shoulder with the exaggerated grace of a woman twice your age. "A woman is permitted to change her mind as often as she likes. It is one of the few freedoms they have not yet found a way to take from us."
"You do that often," Rhaenyra observed, reaching for a length of linen to blot at her own hair.
"Change my mind, or remind you of my freedoms?" you asked, arching a brow of your own.
"Both, though I suspect you enjoy the second rather more than the first," Rhaenyra said.
Servants entered quietly at your summons and laid fresh linen and folded gowns upon a cedar bench before withdrawing again. You and your sister dressed in companionable silence, the only sound the rustle of fabric and the last drip of water falling into the pool behind you.
Rhaenyra fastened the clasp of a pale lavender gown at her shoulder before turning to find you wrestling with the ribbons at the back of your own dress, your arms twisted awkwardly behind you and your face screwed up in concentration.
"You've managed to tie yourself into a knot rather more complicated than anything the Maester's Guild has produced in a century," Rhaenyra said, biting back a laugh.
"I was experimenting with a new method," you grunted, still tugging at the tangled ribbon. "I was very close to perfecting it, I believe."
"You were very close to strangling yourself, mayhaps," Rhaenyra said, crossing the chamber toward you, laughter plain in her voice, "but I would hardly call that winning."
She stepped behind you and took the ribbons firmly in hand. "Stand still, Lyra, or I shall never untangle this before supper."
"I am standing still," you protested, shifting your weight restlessly from one foot to the other. "I am simply standing still while also existing, which apparently requires movement of some kind."
"Then, exist more quietly," Rhaenyra said, tugging gently at a stubborn knot, "and perhaps I shall have you laced before you are old enough to lace yourself."
"I am attempting to be still, truly I am," you said, forcing your shoulders into rigid, theatrical stillness, though your fingers kept drumming lightly against your skirts. "You will simply have to accept that this is the stillest I am capable of being."
Rhaenyra laughed and undid the tangle before lacing the gown properly, the work of an elder sister who had performed the task more times than either of you could count. Once finished, she reached for the ivory comb resting on the marble counter. "Sit," she said, gesturing toward the cushioned stool, "and see if you can manage obedience for longer than you managed stillness."
You obeyed without argument, settling before the bronze mirror and folding your hands neatly in your lap with exaggerated good behavior. "There," you said proudly, catching her eye in the mirror. "You see? I can be perfectly obedient when the occasion calls for it."
"For nearly three whole breaths, by my count," Rhaenyra said dryly, beginning to draw the comb through your damp hair.
"Then I shall strive for four, and you may consider it a personal triumph," you promised, already beginning to fidget again despite yourself.
Rhaenyra continued combing through the silver strands that reached nearly to your waist, and for several moments you seemed content merely to watch your reflections in the mirror and listen to the quiet sound of it. Then you cleared your throat, softly, your gaze dropping from the mirror to your own folded hands.
"Nyra," you began, "might I ask you something, though I confess I am not entirely certain how to ask it properly?"
"You may ask me anything you like, however improperly you manage it," Rhaenyra murmured, not looking up, her attention on a stubborn tangle near your shoulder. "You rarely require my permission for that."
"It is only that I have been thinking about something," you said, staring hard at a point on the floor as though it might offer some assistance, "and I find I do not entirely know how to put it into words without sounding foolish."
"You have never once in your life worried about sounding foolish," Rhaenyra said, a smile tugging at her mouth, "so I confess this hesitation intrigues me a great deal."
"Perhaps I have decided to begin worrying about it today, as an experiment," you murmured, still not meeting her eyes in the mirror. "Consider it another of my methods."
"Another dangerous method, like the ribbon," Rhaenyra said. "Go on, then. I am listening, and I promise to laugh at you only a little."
You hesitated a moment longer, your cheeks coloring before you had even spoken. "How does one know," you finally asked, the words rushing out all at once, "whether they have begun to admire someone? Not admire as one admires a skilled rider or a well made sword, but admire in the other way, the way the songs speak of, though I have always thought the songs rather exaggerated everything."
The comb paused in Rhaenyra's hand for only a heartbeat before it continued its slow path through your hair as though nothing at all had happened. "That depends rather a great deal on the sort of admiration you mean," she said, keeping her tone carefully light, though her smile had grown noticeably more knowing. "There are a great many kinds, and I suspect you already know which kind troubles you, or you would not have asked so carefully."
"I do not know precisely what I mean," you said, picking at a loose thread on your sleeve, your ears going pink to match your cheeks. "That is rather the trouble. I only know that I have been thinking of someone more often than I used to, and I cannot decide whether that is ordinary or whether it means something I am not prepared for."
"And this thinking has nothing whatsoever to do with any particular person residing within these very walls?" Rhaenyra asked, resuming her combing with an air of consideration she did not truly feel.
"I never said it had anything to do with a person within these walls at all," you said, spinning halfway around on the stool to stare at her directly rather than through the mirror, heedless of your half finished braid. "You have invented that part entirely on your own."
"I have invented nothing," Rhaenyra said serenely. "You are the one who mentioned smiles and thinking and admiration all in the same breath, sister. I have simply been listening rather carefully, as any good sister would."
"I never said smile," you said quickly, spinning back around on the stool so fast that she was forced to catch the comb before it flew from her hand.
"You did not," Rhaenyra agreed, biting back a grin that showed plainly in her eyes despite her best efforts to hide it, "though I notice you have not denied it either, which tells me rather more than the smile would have."
"I am beginning to think you are enjoying this far too much," you muttered, folding your arms across your chest and turning back to the mirror with as much wounded dignity as you could summon.
"I am enjoying it precisely as much as it deserves," Rhaenyra said, setting the comb aside and resting her hands lightly on your shoulders. "And if, by some chance, this entirely imaginary person you refuse to name were to admire you in return, what then? Would that frighten you as much as the rest of today has?"
"That would seem rather unlikely," you said quietly, your earlier bravado draining away as you looked down and examined the loose thread on your sleeve as though it demanded your full and undivided attention.
The confidence with which you usually carried yourself had disappeared entirely, your shoulders curling inward in a way that made you look younger than your thirteen years, small and unsure upon the cushioned stool. Rhaenyra noticed at once, and her teasing smile softened into something infinitely more affectionate, all trace of mischief gone from her expression.
"Oh, Lyra," she said, reaching forward to smooth a loose strand of silver hair behind your ear. "There is nothing so extraordinary about being admired, and certainly nothing in it that ought to frighten you the way this seems to be doing."
"There is not?" you asked, finally lifting your gaze to meet your sister's in the mirror, uncertainty still plain on your face.
"No," Rhaenyra said, "though I confess I understand why it might feel that way, when every song and every septa's lesson seems determined to make more of it than it deserves."
"Then why does everyone speak of it as though it were the most extraordinary thing in the world?" you asked. "The singers act as though a person's whole life turns upon a single glance, as though nothing that came before it mattered at all."
"Because the poets make a dreadful habit of exaggerating everything they touch," Rhaenyra said, "and I suspect they would starve if they ever told the plainer, quieter truth of how these things actually happen."
"I suppose they would, at that," you said, a reluctant smile tugging at the corner of your mouth despite yourself.
"They always have," Rhaenyra said, and she finished the final braid, tying it neatly with a pale ribbon before smoothing her palm once against your back in quiet reassurance. "There. Now you look far too composed to still be worrying so."
"You have still not answered my question," you said, reaching back to feel the braid with curious fingers.
"Have I not?" Rhaenyra asked, feigning surprise rather badly. "I was rather hoping you would forget you had asked it at all."
"When does one know?" you pressed, refusing to let her escape so easily.
"I think," Rhaenyra began carefully, meeting your eyes in the mirror rather than looking away, "one knows they have begun to admire someone the moment they start inventing questions that are not truly questions at all, but confessions dressed up to look like curiosity."
"I have done no such thing," you said immediately, shaking your head, though the color rushing back into your cheeks betrayed you completely.
"No?" Rhaenyra asked, clearly unconvinced but willing to let you have the argument.
"No," you said, with as much conviction as you could gather.
"So there truly is no one at all, in the whole of the Red Keep, who occupies even a small corner of your thoughts," Rhaenyra said.
"There is no one," you said, folding your hands primly in your lap as though that settled the matter entirely.
"Very well," Rhaenyra said. She leaned down to press a light kiss against the top of your head, lingering there a moment longer than usual, her hand resting warm against your shoulder. "Then we shall simply speak again once this no one, quite inevitably, becomes someone."
"You are impossible," you groaned, the sound loud enough to echo around the bathhouse as you dropped your face into both hands.
"And yet," Rhaenyra replied with a satisfied smile, offering her hand once more, palm open and waiting, "you adore me all the same, and we both know it."
"I suppose I do, though I cannot for the life of me understand why," you said, after a moment's theatrical reluctance complete with a heavy, put upon sigh, slipping your hand into hers and allowing yourself to be pulled to your feet at last.
You crossed the bathhouse together toward the carved cedar chests where fresh garments waited, the servants having long since withdrawn and left everything arranged in quiet anticipation of your return.
Rhaenyra reached first for her gown, fashioned from soft ivory silk embroidered with threads of beaten gold that caught the morning light with every movement, the high collar and long sleeves lending it a quiet elegance befitting the named heir to the Iron Throne.
"It suits you," you remarked, fastening the final clasp at the back of her gown with practiced fingers, before stepping back to consider the whole effect. "You look every bit Father's precious heir, every inch the picture the court expects you to be."
Rhaenyra rolled her eyes, though she was smiling as she smoothed the silk over her hips. "I am uncertain whether that was meant as a compliment or a complaint, sister."
"It was a compliment," you assured her, already turning toward your own gown. "Mostly a compliment, at any rate, and I shall let you decide for yourself what the remainder was."
Your own gown was deep burgundy velvet, dark enough to border on black wherever the light failed to reach it, with silver embroidery winding across the sleeves in the likeness of dragonfire and a narrow leather belt fastened at your waist with a ruby clasp shaped like the three headed dragon.
Rhaenyra regarded you with approval, circling you once. "You have always preferred the darker colors, even as a small girl. I remember you refusing every pale gown Mother ever tried to put you in."
"They make far less of a spectacle when Draevax decides to shake soot over me without warning," you said, smoothing the velvet skirt with both hands, "which, as you well know, happens rather more often than anyone would like."
"I rather suspect you enjoy the spectacle a good deal more than you let on," Rhaenyra said, raising a brow.
"I enjoy pretending that I do not, which I think is nearly as satisfying," you said, grinning.
Once dressed, Rhaenyra reached for a small vial of scented oil and dabbed a touch behind each ear before fastening a golden necklace at her throat. You watched her with narrowed eyes, arms slowly crossing over your chest, before stepping forward without warning.
Rhaenyra blinked, pausing with her fingers still on the clasp. "What in the world are you doing?"
"Hush, I am conducting an investigation," you said, waving a hand for silence.
You leaned closer, wrinkling your nose as you took an exaggerated breath before stepping back again, one hand pressed dramatically to your chest. "You still smell of dragon, sister, in spite of everything you have just done to yourself in that bath."
Rhaenyra laughed, fastening the necklace at last. "I have only just bathed for the better part of an hour."
"I know, and yet here we are," you said, nodding solemnly, as though delivering grave news.
"I washed my hair twice, and used what must have been half the lavender oil remaining in this castle," Rhaenyra protested.
"Yes, you did all of that, and still," you said, folding your arms triumphantly and pointing an accusing finger at her, "dragon. It cannot be escaped, Nyra. You may as well accept your fate."
Rhaenyra sighed in mock defeat, spreading her hands wide. "It is not so easily washed away, I fear. Dragonfire lingers in one's clothes, one's hair, even beneath the fingernails, and Mother has complained of it since the very day I first rode Syrax."
"I should have guessed as much," you said, smirking, before lifting one sleeve of your own gown and sniffing it with great seriousness, your nose wrinkling in concentration. "What of me, then? Tell me honestly."
Rhaenyra stepped closer, obliging the question, and leaned in to breathe in the faint scent lingering upon you before smiling. "No dragon at all, as it happens."
"None?" you repeated, thoroughly pleased with yourself.
"None whatsoever," Rhaenyra confirmed.
"Then, what do I smell of, if not dragon?" you asked, practically preening already.
Rhaenyra pretended to consider the matter with great seriousness, tapping a finger against her chin. "Hm, lavender, and rosemary, I should think, and perhaps," she added, leaning in once more, "just a little cedarwood as well."
"A sensible choice of oils, then," you said, quite pleased with the verdict.
Rhaenyra's smile softened as she reached up to adjust the silver braid resting over your shoulder. "But mostly, Lyra, you simply smell wonderful, dragon or no dragon."
A grin spread slowly across your face. "I knew all that washing was worth the effort in the end."
"It usually is," Rhaenyra said, laughing softly, before your eyes suddenly widened at some thought that had only just occurred to you.
"Oh," you said, straightening abruptly.
"What is it now?" Rhaenyra asked, catching the change in your expression at once.
"Father," you said. "You are meant to be his cupbearer this morning, and you are already dreadfully late for it!"
The elder princess stared blankly for a heartbeat before the realization struck her fully, her eyes going wide with horror. "Oh, gods, the Small Council!"
You laughed as Rhaenyra hurried to fasten the goblet chain around her wrist, fumbling badly with the clasp in her haste. "I cannot believe you very nearly missed the Small Council entirely, and over hair oil of all things!"
"I did not nearly miss it," Rhaenyra said, still fumbling with the clasp.
"You absolutely did, and you know it as well as I do," you said, arms crossed and clearly enjoying yourself far too much.
Rhaenyra shook her head, smiling despite herself, and made for the door before pausing with her hand upon the frame. "Are you coming with me, then?"
"No," you said, your hand already settled upon the handle of the opposite door leading toward your own chambers. "I have no desire whatsoever to spend my morning listening to Lord Beesbury complain endlessly about coin, or Lord Strong drone on about laws, or Lord Mellos insist that every ailment in the realm requires six leeches and a prayer to cure it."
Rhaenyra laughed, one hand still braced on the doorframe. "You have attended precisely three council meetings in your whole life, Lyra."
"And three were more than sufficient to teach me everything I ever needed to know," you said, quite firmly.
"You may come to find them more interesting one day, when you are older," Rhaenyra offered.
"I sincerely doubt that very much," you said, wrinkling your nose at the very idea.
Rhaenyra folded her arms, though her expression stayed gentle rather than scolding. "You are still a princess of House Targaryen, whatever you may think of council meetings."
"I am, and I have never once denied it," you agreed.
"Then, you ought to learn something of how the realm is governed, in time," Rhaenyra said.
Your smile turned almost sheepish, though there was quiet certainty behind it. "I know enough already to understand that you are Father's heir, Nyra, and that one day you shall sit upon the Iron Throne itself."
You reached out to straighten the golden dragon brooch upon her shoulder with gentle fingers. "You will need every single lesson those old lords have to offer you, however dull they may seem to me now."
"And you?" Rhaenyra asked, watching your hands work at the brooch. "What of your own lessons, then?"
You shrugged lightly, letting your hands fall back to your sides. "I shall not be the one wearing the crown one day, so I hardly think the treasury or the laws of inheritance need concern me quite so much as they concern you."
There was no resentment in your voice at all, only simple acceptance. "My place will be wherever Father, or you after him, have need of me. Besides," you added, your lips curving into a mischievous smile once more, "someone ought to remain outside the council chamber, if only to preserve what little sanity still exists within these walls."
Rhaenyra laughed and leaned forward to kiss your forehead. "I shall see you at supper, then, sanity permitting."
"You shall indeed," you promised warmly. "And do try not to fall asleep while Lord Beesbury explains the treasury to you at length, as he always does."
"I shall make no promises on that account," Rhaenyra said, already halfway through the door.
"And do remind Father, if you would, that I am still expecting him to inspect Draevax with me this evening, as he promised last week," you called after her.
"I shall remind him," Rhaenyra called back, disappearing down the corridor, her golden skirts whispering over the stone floor as she hurried to make up for lost time.
You watched her go before turning in the opposite direction, the deep burgundy of your gown flowing behind you as you made your way back toward your own chambers, content to leave the politics of the realm to those who delighted in endless debate over coin and law.
You had barely closed the door of your own chambers behind you, still smiling at the thought of an empty morning ahead, when you realized that the day had other plans for you entirely.
For one more morning, you were free to be nothing more than the King's youngest daughter, with the rest of the day stretching before you like an unwritten page. Or so you believed, walking the quiet corridors back toward your chambers with nothing weightier on your mind than what the kitchens might have prepared for the morning meal.
The corridors leading to your apartments lay pleasantly quiet, interrupted only by the occasional servant hurrying past with folded linens or polished silver, and you returned every greeting with an easy smile before pushing open the carved oak doors to your chambers. At once you noticed something was amiss.
The doors to your balcony stood open, and a cool breeze drifted through the room, stirring the crimson curtains and carrying with it the familiar scent of salt from Blackwater Bay. Sunlight poured across the polished floor, leading your gaze toward the solitary figure standing upon the balcony beyond.
His back was turned to you. One hand rested upon the stone balustrade while the other idly toyed with the pommel of the sword hanging at his hip, and his silver hair danced in the wind as the black cloak draped across his shoulders lifted with each passing gust. He had not moved, not even when you entered.
You folded your arms across your chest, a grin already threatening to betray you, and leaned one shoulder against the doorframe. "You know," you began, loud enough for him to hear, "most people announce themselves before wandering uninvited into a princess's chambers, uncle, whatever their name or rank might be."
"I considered knocking," he replied, his voice carrying easily over the breeze, his gaze still fixed on the city spread out below. "Then I remembered whose chambers these were, and recalled that you have never once in your life understood the meaning of a closed door, so knocking seemed rather a waste of my effort."
You laughed, pushing off from the doorframe and crossing your arms tighter as you came further into the room. "That is only because doors imply that someone wishes to be left alone, and I have never seen much sense in indulging that particular wish, especially not from you."
"And?" he asked, not bothering to turn, one finger tapping idly against the stone rail.
"And so I have never bothered respecting them, from you least of all," you said, shrugging as though the matter were settled well beyond argument.
A quiet chuckle escaped him, his shoulders loosening slightly at the sound of your voice. "So I have noticed, on a great many occasions now."
You crossed the chamber, the hem of your burgundy gown whispering over the floor, until you stepped out beside him upon the balcony, close enough that your elbow nearly brushed his sleeve. King's Landing stretched beneath you both in all its sprawling chaos. Ships drifted lazily across Blackwater Bay, merchants crowded the streets below, and beyond it all the Dragonpit rose proudly against the skyline. High above, a dragon circled, and you tilted your head back to follow its silhouette until it vanished behind the hill.
"You heard him, did you not?" you asked, glancing sideways at Daemon with a knowing look.
Daemon's eyes remained fixed upon the sky, though the corner of his mouth had already begun to curve upward. "I heard him before I had even reached the city gates, Lyra," he said. "Draevax has developed the rather charming habit of announcing his existence to half the kingdom whenever he pleases, whether or not the kingdom has asked to hear it."
You looked absurdly pleased at that, rocking once on your heels. "He was excited, uncle. He had every reason to be."
"He sounded triumphant, if I am honest," Daemon said, a note of dry amusement coloring his voice as he finally glanced down at you.
"He beat Syrax back to the Dragonpit yesterday," you said, lifting your chin proudly, as though daring him to argue the point.
"I imagine your sister remembers that particular race rather differently than you do," Daemon said, turning just enough for you to catch the ghost of a smile pulling at his mouth.
"She insists there was no race at all, which I think is simply her way of avoiding the fact that she lost," you said, waving a dismissive hand through the air.
"And naturally you disagree with her account of things," he said, one brow lifting slowly.
"I should be a rather poor dragonrider if I allowed such an obvious victory to go unclaimed," you said, entirely serious, though your eyes danced with mischief the whole time.
Daemon gave a quiet hum, folding his arms across his chest. "It would seem Draevax has inherited your own inability to lose gracefully, along with your hair and your temperament."
You placed a hand over your heart, feigning deep hurt, your mouth falling open in mock scandal. "I lose with exceptional grace, uncle, I will have you know."
"I have personally watched you argue with stable boys after footraces you had already lost fairly," he said, unimpressed, one brow still raised.
"They cheated," you said, chin lifting further, your nose tilting into the air.
"They were eight years old, Lyra," Daemon said flatly.
"They were surprisingly swift for their age, which I still maintain amounts to the same thing," you insisted, entirely unbothered by the absurdity of your own argument.
A genuine laugh escaped Daemon then, low and unrestrained, his head tipping back slightly with it, and for a brief moment he looked less like the feared Prince of the City and more like the younger brother Viserys had once grown up beside. His attention returned to the Dragonpit, his gaze settling and softening as it lingered there. "Draevax has grown again since I last saw him," he observed.
"He has," you answered, leaning beside him against the stone railing and resting your forearms upon the warm stone. "The saddlers have already begun complaining bitterly. They say I ask them to alter his harness every few moons, as though that were somehow my fault rather than his."
"They are not wrong to complain, from what I have seen of him," Daemon said, glancing at you sidelong, the ghost of a smile still lingering at the corner of his mouth.
"I know they are not," you said, smiling to yourself as you gazed out toward the Dragonpit. "Though I rather enjoy proving them wrong each time they insist he has finally stopped growing at last."
Daemon studied you from the corner of his eye, his expression turning thoughtful. "You believe he has not yet reached even half his eventual size, then."
"I know he has not," you said, without the slightest hesitation, your voice firm and certain.
"What makes you so certain of that, when even the Dragonkeepers cannot say for sure?" he asked, watching you closely now.
You did not answer him immediately. Instead you watched a flock of gulls scatter as another dragon passed somewhere overhead, your eyes following their path before you finally spoke. "When I stand beside him," you said thoughtfully, "I can still see the awkwardness of youth clinging to him. His wings are growing faster than the rest of his body can keep pace with. His shoulders have broadened a great deal since last winter, and yet his neck has not caught up to match them. Even the Dragonkeepers have begun remarking upon it themselves, when they think I am not listening."
"Hm," Daemon nodded almost imperceptibly, his gaze drifting back toward the horizon. "They have good reason to remark upon it, from everything I have seen."
You looked at him then, excitement gradually brightening your features until your whole body had turned toward him. "I truly believe that he shall rival Vermithor himself one day, and perhaps sooner than anyone expects."
"The Bronze Fury?" Daemon asked, his brow arching higher, clearly caught off guard by the boldness of the claim.
"Yes," you said firmly, holding his gaze without flinching in the slightest.
"That is no small claim to make about a dragon not yet grown," he said, studying you carefully now, as though searching for some sign that you did not truly mean it.
"I know precisely how large a claim it is," you said simply.
"And Vermithor was once the mount of King Jaehaerys himself, ridden for decades and grown to a size few dragons living today can match," Daemon pressed, watching for any flicker of hesitation in your face.
"Indeed he was," you said, unmoved.
"He is counted among the greatest dragons now living, by every measure that matters."
"I know that as well, and I still say it," you said, and there was not a shred of doubt anywhere in your voice as your chin lifted once more. "I still think Draevax shall surpass him, given time."
Daemon regarded you for a long moment, his arms still crossed over his chest, before asking quietly, "And what of Vhagar, then? Would you make the same claim of her?"
Your smile only widened at that, something bright and stubborn kindling behind your eyes. "I think that one day people shall mistake Draevax for Vhagar herself when he passes overhead, and I do not say that lightly."
Daemon folded his arms tighter still, tilting his head as he considered you with new interest. "You mean to say, then, that he shall one day rival the oldest and greatest dragon alive in all the Seven Kingdoms."
"I mean to say," you corrected with quiet confidence, meeting his eyes squarely and without flinching, "that I believe he shall one day eclipse them both entirely, Vermithor and Vhagar alike."
The prince's eyes lingered on you a moment longer, something unreadable passing behind them that you could not quite name. "So much faith placed in a dragon scarcely past his youth," he said at last.
"So much faith placed in my dragon, which I think is rather different," you said simply, without a trace of doubt anywhere in your voice.
Daemon was silent for a long moment, studying your face as though searching for something hidden there. Then, almost too quietly to hear over the wind, he said, "That certainty of yours will either make you truly extraordinary one day, or it will get you killed rather young. I confess I am not yet certain which."
You smiled, entirely unbothered by the warning folded into his words, and tilted your head. "Mayhaps it shall do both. I see no reason it could not."
For the first time that morning, Daemon turned fully toward you, his full attention settling on your face, and there was the smallest hint of pride hidden beneath his usual practiced indifference. "You sound more like a true Targaryen with every year that passes," he said.
"I should certainly hope so, given whose blood runs in me," you said, beaming up at him.
"You are beginning to think like one as well, which I confess concerns me rather more," he added, something almost wry creeping into his tone.
"I learned from watching the very best example available to me," you said, tilting your head with false sincerity, your eyes gone deliberately wide and innocent.
"And who might that be, precisely?" he asked, one brow rising in open challenge.
"I wonder," you said, pressing a finger thoughtfully to your chin, as though the answer required deep consideration.
Daemon gave you a thoroughly unimpressed look, though his mouth twitched despite himself. "You flatter me, and we both know it."
"I was speaking of Father, naturally," you said, entirely too innocent, batting your eyes at him.
"Liar," he said, though he was fighting a smile now that had nearly won.
"I was," you admitted, grinning openly at last, giving up the pretense entirely.
"You have inherited that particular talent from me as well, along with everything else," Daemon said, shaking his head slowly.
You laughed, and without another thought you hurried the remaining distance between you both, your skirts catching the breeze as you went. "Daemon!"
He barely had time to brace himself before you threw your arms around his neck, and instinct took over as his own arms wrapped securely around your waist, lifting you effortlessly from the ground. He spun you once beneath the bright morning sky, your delighted laughter ringing across the balcony as the wind caught both your silver hair at once, tangling the strands together.
"There you are," he said, his own laughter rumbling warmly in his chest as he set you back down only partway, still holding you close against him. "For one dreadful moment, I feared Draevax had finally decided to keep you for himself, and that I should have to fight a dragon for the privilege of your company."
"He tried," you replied through another laugh, still catching your breath. "I believe he would happily carry me off to Dragonstone and never bring me back, if no one were there to stop him."
"I do not doubt that in the slightest," Daemon said, smoothing a hand briefly over your hair.
"He has become terribly possessive of me lately," you said, still grinning up at him.
"I wonder from whom he might have learned such behavior," Daemon said, one brow arching pointedly in your direction.
You narrowed your eyes playfully, poking a finger against his chest. "I was rather hoping you might answer that question yourself, uncle, since you seem to have an opinion ready."
Daemon smirked but said nothing in reply. Instead he held you a heartbeat longer before finally setting you back upon the stone floor of the balcony. The moment your feet touched down, you looked up at him with the same bright smile you had worn since childhood, though something softer crept into your voice as you spoke again. "I missed you, uncle."
The teasing faded from Daemon's expression entirely at that. He reached out almost absentmindedly and smoothed a stray strand of silver hair away from your face, his fingers lingering there a moment longer than necessary.
"I know you did," he said quietly. "And despite whatever my brother insists to the contrary, Dragonstone grows a great deal quieter whenever you are not there to fill every hall of it with your endless chatter."
You gasped in exaggerated offense, pressing both hands to your chest as though mortally wounded. "I do not chatter, though I hold meaningful conversations, and there is a considerable difference between the two."
"With everyone you happen to meet?" he asked, the corner of his mouth twitching.
"With dragons most of all," you said, lifting your chin higher still, "though I extend the courtesy to people as well, when they deserve it."
Daemon's smile returned in full at that. "I know you do."
"And dragons, at least, have the good sense to actually listen when I speak," you added, quite pleased with yourself.
"Hmm, so they do, from everything I have observed," he said, shaking his head fondly.
The warmth of the embrace still lingered between you both, but as the wind shifted and the laughter slowly faded into quiet, something in your easy manner began to slip, and Daemon, watching you closely now, was not a man easily fooled by a smile worn too carefully over whatever lay beneath it.
"And do these meaningful conversations of yours extend beyond dragons," Daemon asked, leaning one hip against the balustrade, "or have they become your preferred company over everyone else within these castle walls, myself included?"
Your smile lingered, though it softened noticeably around the edges, your gaze drifting out toward the bay rather than meeting his. "Dragons are wonderfully uncomplicated creatures," you said. "They never pretend to mean one thing while speaking another entirely different one. They are honest, through and through. If they are angry, they roar and let the whole world know it. If they are pleased, they let you know just as plainly, without games or riddles attached. I think there is something rather admirable in that kind of honesty, Daemon, something people seem to have forgotten how to practice."
"There is admirable in it, I agree entirely," Daemon said without hesitation, watching your profile now rather than the view spread out below you both. "It is precisely why I have always preferred their company to that of most people I have known."
The breeze drifted lazily between you both, carrying the distant cries of gulls across Blackwater Bay, and for a time neither of you spoke at all. You rested both hands upon the stone railing, your gaze wandering over the city below, though Daemon noticed soon enough that you were no longer truly looking at any of it. Your smile had disappeared somewhere in the last few moments, so gradually that another man might not have caught the change at all. He did.
"You have spoken more in the last few moments than I heard you speak all morning before this," he observed quietly, studying the tense line of your shoulders, "and yet you have not once looked pleased by your own words, which usually means something has found its way into that head of yours and refuses to leave it be."
You let out a slow breath through your nose, your fingers tightening slightly on the stone. "I thought I had hidden it rather better than that."
"You did hide it well," he said simply.
You turned to him with a doubtful look, your brow furrowing. "I did?"
"From everyone else in this castle, perhaps, but not from me," Daemon said, and there was no mockery in his voice at all, only quiet certainty. "I have known you since the very day you were born, Lyra. You smile differently when you are trying to spare someone else your worries, and you have been smiling that particular smile since I first stepped onto this balcony."
You looked away again, out toward the Dragonpit, and for several heartbeats you said nothing at all. Then you laughed softly, though the sound carried none of its usual brightness. "I sometimes forget how terribly inconvenient you are, uncle, and then you go and remind me all at once."
"I have been called far worse than inconvenient in my life," Daemon said, the corner of his mouth twitching faintly.
"I imagine you have, given everything I have heard said of you at court," you said, a ghost of your old humor returning briefly to your voice.
The silence settled once more before you spoke again, your voice quieter now, more hesitant than it had been a moment ago. "May I tell you something that is likely to make you think rather less of me than you do now?" you asked.
"There is very little you could say to me that would accomplish that, whatever it is," Daemon said, without a moment's hesitation, his gaze steady on your face.
You drew another slow breath, bracing both hands against the railing as though you needed the stone to hold you upright. "I think I hate men, uncle. I have thought it for some time now, and saying it aloud feels rather like admitting to a crime."
Daemon turned his head just enough to look at you properly, one brow lifting. "That is a rather sweeping judgment to carry around with you, even for someone as fond of sweeping judgments as you generally are."
"I know that it is sweeping," you admitted.
"And yet, you believe it all the same, sweeping or not," he said, watching you closely.
You nodded, staring down at your own hands where they gripped the stone. "I know there are good men among them. Father is a good man, whatever else may be said of kings. Ser Harwin is kind, and has always been courteous toward me, even when I have given him little reason to be." You paused briefly, shaking your head, your eyes going wide as though you had only just heard your own words. "That is not truly what I mean, though. I have said it badly."
"Then tell me what you do mean, in your own time," Daemon said, his voice low and patient.
Your fingers tightened further against the stone. "I hate what they expect of us, uncle. That is closer to the truth of it." Your voice remained calm, though there was unmistakable frustration threaded beneath it. "It seems that no matter how clever a woman proves herself to be, how brave she is in the face of danger, or how fiercely she loves her family and her home, the measure of her worth always returns to the very same question in the end." You looked at him then, your eyes searching his face for something you could not quite name. "Whether or not she can give a man a son, as though that were the whole sum of her."
Daemon was quiet, giving you the space you needed to continue.
"Every lesson I have ever been taught, every conversation at court, every lady who has ever advised me speaks as though it is the greatest purpose the gods ever saw fit to give us," you went on, your words gathering speed now that you had begun.
"We are taught how to smile properly, how to sit, how to sew a fine seam, how to please a husband we have never even met, and then everyone waits patiently to see whether we succeed in giving him heirs, as though that were the final examination of our whole lives."
A bitter smile touched your lips. "Sometimes I wonder whether anyone remembers we are people at all, before we are wombs meant to be filled."
A quiet, almost rueful chuckle escaped Daemon, though his eyes stayed serious throughout. "There are lords the length and breadth of Westeros who would faint dead away if they heard a princess of the realm speak so plainly about such things."
You looked at him, entirely unamused, your arms crossing over your chest. "I was not attempting to entertain them, uncle, nor you either, if it comes to that."
His smile faded at once. "No," he admitted gently. "You were not, and I ought not have made light of it."
You lowered your eyes to your hands, your voice dropping lower still. "I love Father dearly, whatever else I have said this morning."
"I know that you do," Daemon said quietly.
"I truly do love him. I have never once doubted that he loves Mother with every piece of his heart that he has to give." Your voice grew noticeably quieter, almost swallowed entirely by the wind coming off the bay. "But I think he loves the son he has not yet held almost as fiercely as he loves her, and that frightens me more than I know how to say."
Daemon remained silent, watching you, allowing you to continue at whatever pace you needed.
"They have spent years now trying to bring that son into the world," you said. "Every single time Mother carries another child, the whole castle celebrates before the babe has even been born, as though the celebration itself might will it into happening." You swallowed hard, your throat working visibly. "And then the castle grows quiet again, always, without fail."
Your gaze drifted somewhere beyond the city, unfocused and far away. "I remember little Baelon. I remember the babe before him too, though I was younger then and understood less of what I was seeing. I remember the whispers that followed each loss, the way the servants would go quiet when they thought I had passed out of earshot. I remember Mother smiling at me even when I could plainly see she had been crying only moments before."
You paused, your hands twisting together in your lap. "There were others besides those I have named. I was not meant to hear the maesters speaking of it, but I did hear them, all the same." Your voice had nearly disappeared entirely by the end. "They said her body had grown weary of it."
Daemon's expression hardened at that, though not at you, his jaw tightening visibly. "I know what they said," he answered grimly. "I have heard it said more than once myself."
"I keep telling myself that this time will be different," you whispered, your eyes fixed on some middle distance neither of you could name. "I pray every single night that it will be different this time. And yet every morning I look at Mother, and I cannot rid myself of the feeling that something is wrong, that something has been wrong for longer than any of us have wished to admit."
You fell silent after that. Daemon watched you for a long moment before speaking again, his voice gentle but entirely certain. "You are frightened," he said. It was not a question, and he did not phrase it as one.
You closed your eyes briefly before nodding, your shoulders curling further inward. "Yes," you said. "I am."
When you opened your eyes again, there was no attempt left in you to hide the fear you had carried since before dawn. "I am terrified, uncle, if I am honest with you." You looked toward the Queen's apartments as though you might somehow see straight through the walls of the Red Keep to where your mother lay. "I have never once feared dragons in my life. I have never feared falling from the sky, not truly, not even when Draevax dives the way he does. I have never feared the stories people tell about our family, however dark some of them may be." A shaky breath escaped you. "But I am afraid, more afraid than I have ever been of anything, that this child will ask Mother for more than she has left to give."
The words lingered between you both for a long moment. Daemon did not answer right away. Instead he stepped beside you, resting both forearms upon the stone balustrade just as you had done earlier, his gaze settling upon the city below, thoughtful and distant.
"When I was a boy," he began quietly, "our grandmother once told me that fear is a peculiar thing, Lyra. It has no respect whatsoever for princes or kings, and it settles wherever it pleases, convincing us each time that tomorrow has already been written and there is nothing left to be done but wait for it."
You listened without interrupting, your eyes fixed on his face.
"I have spent enough years now watching men march into battles they were entirely certain they would survive, only to fall before the day itself was even done," Daemon continued. "I have also watched other men prepare themselves for a grief that never came at all, that turned out to be nothing more than a fear given too much room to grow."
He turned toward you fully now, his eyes meeting yours directly. "The truth of it, as far as I have ever learned, is that neither hope nor fear possesses the gift of prophecy, whatever either of them might promise you in the moment."
You studied his face, searching it for something. "I know that already, in my head at least."
"I think you do know it, in your head," he said, holding your gaze steadily. He reached out and rested a reassuring hand against your shoulder. "But knowing something with your head and believing it with the rest of you are seldom the same thing at all, and I suspect you know that too, if you are honest."
You let out a quiet breath, your shoulders sagging slightly beneath the weight of his hand. "No," you admitted. "They are not the same thing."
"They are not," Daemon agreed, his voice softening further still. "Your mother is a great deal stronger than you give her credit for being, Lyra. She has endured more than most queens in the history of this realm ever shall, and she still finds it in her to laugh with her daughters every single morning. Do not bury her before the gods themselves have made their choice in the matter."
You looked down at his hand upon your shoulder before slowly lifting your eyes to meet his. "And if my fears prove true, uncle?" you asked, barely above a whisper now.
Daemon's expression remained steady, entirely unflinching. "Then you will face that day when it comes to you, and not one moment before it," he said. He offered you the smallest of smiles. "But until that day arrives, if it ever does, your mother still lives, she still laughs, and she still has two daughters who adore her beyond all measure." His thumb gave your shoulder a gentle squeeze. "I think Queen Aemma would very much rather spend today hearing your laughter than mourning a tomorrow that has not yet arrived and may never arrive at all."
For the first time since the conversation had begun, the tightness in your chest eased, not entirely, but enough that you found yourself believing, if only for a little while, that perhaps hope deserved as much room in your heart as fear had been given.
Neither of you moved to break the moment right away, content simply to let the quiet stretch comfortably between you, and it was Daemon who finally stirred first, as though something had only just come back to him. "I very nearly forgot," he said, straightening slightly from where he had been leaning against the balustrade.
You looked up at him curiously, your attention pulled fully away from the view below. "Forgot what, uncle? You rarely forget anything, by your own account."
Instead of answering right away, Daemon reached beneath the folds of his cloak, his movements unhurried, almost absent minded, as though whatever lay hidden there required no particular ceremony at all. Your eyes narrowed immediately, and you took one cautious step backward. "Daemon," you said warily.
"Hm?" he said, not yet looking up from what he was doing.
"What exactly are you reaching for under there?" you asked, watching his hand with open suspicion.
"A gift," he said simply, as though that settled the matter entirely.
You looked deeply unconvinced by that answer, your arms crossing over your chest. "I have known you long enough now, uncle, to understand that those two particular words have never once filled me with confidence when they come from your mouth."
Daemon's mouth curved ever so slightly at that, though he continued searching beneath his cloak without any particular hurry. "It is perfectly harmless, I assure you."
"You say that far too calmly for my liking, old man," you said, taking another half step back for good measure.
The moment the polished hilt of a blade emerged from beneath the black leather of his cloak, your eyes widened dramatically, and you pointed an accusing finger straight at him. "I knew it," you declared. "I knew this morning was going far too well to last."
Daemon looked genuinely puzzled by that, pausing with the hilt still half hidden in his hand. "You knew what, precisely?"
"You are trying to kill me," you announced, backing further still across the balcony.
"I beg your pardon?" he said, his brow furrowing in open disbelief.
"I leave you alone for scarcely a fortnight, uncle, and this is how you choose to welcome me home again?" You shook your head in theatrical disappointment, though your eyes stayed fixed on the blade the entire time. "You draw a weapon before I have even had my breakfast. Have you finally grown tired of my company at last?"
Daemon let out a low chuckle at that, the sound warm with amusement as he shook his head slowly. "If I had truly wished to kill you, brightfire, I should very much hope you would offer me rather more of a challenge than simply pointing your finger at the weapon and declaring your own doom."
You placed both hands upon your hips, your chin lifting in defiance. "I could remove your head from your shoulders before you finished saying your own name aloud, uncle, make no mistake about that."
"You could certainly attempt it, I have no doubt," Daemon said, entirely unbothered by the threat.
"I would succeed, and handily," you insisted.
"And I admire your confidence a great deal, misplaced though it may be," he said, the corner of his mouth twitching.
"I inherited that confidence from you, I believe, so you have no one but yourself to blame for it," you shot back.
"That," Daemon admitted with a quiet laugh, "is regrettably true, and I shall own it."
He turned the blade over in his hand before extending it toward you, the hilt resting across both his palms in a gesture that transformed the weapon at once from something threatening into something offered freely. "It is yours, Lyra," he said, his voice quieter now than it had been a moment before.
The teasing vanished from your expression entirely at that, your hands falling still at your sides. "Mine?" you asked.
Daemon inclined his head once, watching your face carefully as he did. "I commissioned it in Lys nearly a year ago now. The smith who forged it claimed his father had once worked Valyrian steel with his own hands, though I suspect that particular part of the tale grew more impressive with every telling of it."
You accepted the sword with a care usually reserved for dragon eggs, taking the hilt in both hands and letting its weight settle across your palms. It was exquisitely balanced, lighter than you had expected for its length, and the blade itself gleamed with a dark, rippling sheen that put you in mind of smoke trapped beneath polished glass.
Its edge caught the sunlight without ever truly reflecting it back, while the hilt had been wrapped in black dragonhide so finely stitched that it seemed almost seamless beneath your fingers, and the crossguard curved outward in the shape of narrow, folded wings.
Nestled within the pommel rested a single deep crimson ruby, no larger than the tip of your thumb, yet it burned like a living ember caught in the stone.
"It is beautiful, uncle," you whispered, turning it slowly in your hands to catch the light from every angle.
You admired every careful detail of the thing until something etched near the base of the blade caught your attention properly. Tiny High Valyrian letters had been engraved into the steel itself, and you frowned slightly as you traced them with the tip of one finger before reading them aloud.
The words lingered in the air between you both for a moment. You lifted your eyes to his. "What does it mean, exactly?" you asked.
Daemon rested one shoulder against the balcony pillar, watching you rather than the sword in your hands. "The smith asked me whether I wished to leave the blade bare, without any inscription at all," he said.
"And you said no, naturally," you guessed, a faint smile returning to your face.
"I have never been fond of plain things, as you well know," he said, and a smile ghosted across his lips before he finally answered your earlier question properly. "It means, roughly, 'The heir shall reign; blood for the throne; what dies shall rise.'"
You repeated the translation quietly beneath your breath, testing the weight of the words on your own tongue. "For the one destined to reign," you murmured, and then your brows knitted together as understanding caught up with you at last. "But I am not destined to reign over anything, uncle. You know that as well as I do."
"No," Daemon agreed calmly, entirely unbothered by the contradiction. "You are not, as things presently stand."
"You know full well that Father intends to name his unborn son his heir, should the babe be a son and survive," you said, watching him closely now.
"I do know that," he said.
You looked back down at the inscription, running your thumb over the letters once more. "Then, why choose those particular words for my blade, of all the words you might have chosen?"
Daemon's gaze drifted toward the city spread out below, his expression unreadable in that moment. "I cannot rightly tell you why," he said.
"You do not know yourself?" you pressed, unwilling to let the matter drop so easily.
"I know only that I liked the sound of them, and that they pleased me when the smith first read them aloud to me," he said, shrugging one shoulder as though the matter were of no great importance.
"The old Freehold was fond of grand declarations of this sort. Most of them meant nothing at all beyond making the owner of the blade feel rather more important than he truly was."
You smiled faintly at that, some of the earlier weight lifting from your expression at last. "So... it is simply a dramatic inscription, then, and nothing more?"
"I should be sorely disappointed if it were anything less dramatic than that," Daemon said, entirely deadpan.
You laughed quietly before adjusting your grip upon the hilt, testing the sword's weight with a slow, careful sweep through the morning air. "I shall treasure it regardless of what it means, uncle."
Daemon watched as you tested the blade's balance with a few more careful movements, your wrist turning naturally with each pass, the sword becoming an extension of your own arm almost immediately despite its length. "It suits you well," he observed.
"It feels," you said, searching for the proper word before you found it, "comfortable, somehow. As though it had always belonged to me."
"That is precisely how a blade ought to feel in the hand," he said.
You looked down at it again, admiration plain upon your face. "I believe this is the finest gift anyone has ever given me in my whole life."
Daemon stared at you, one brow raised high. "The finest, truly? Above all others?"
You nodded enthusiastically, still turning the sword to catch the light. "It truly is the finest, uncle, I mean every word of it."
His brow lifted higher still. "I distinctly recall presenting you with an entire dragon, some years ago now."
You looked up at him with exaggerated patience, as though explaining something quite simple to a rather slow child. "You presented me with an egg, uncle, nothing more than that."
"It hatched into a dragon soon enough, did it not?" he pointed out.
"That was Draevax's own decision to make, not yours," you said, primly.
"I selected the egg myself, out of a great many others," Daemon countered.
"You selected a very handsome egg, I will grant you that much," you allowed.
"I am pleased that you appreciate my efforts, even now," he said, dry as ever.
You laughed at that, carefully resting the sword against the balustrade before stepping forward to throw one arm around him in another brief embrace. "I do appreciate them, truly I do," you said.
Your voice softened as you drew back just enough to look up at him, still smiling in that open, unguarded way you never offered to anyone else in the whole of the Red Keep. "Thank you, Daemon. I shall carry this blade for the rest of my life, however long that proves to be."
Something unreadable passed briefly across Daemon's face at those words, there and gone again before you could name it properly. "I expect nothing less from you," he said quietly.
Neither of you noticed the morning sun glancing across the ancient Valyrian words engraved into the blade between you. Nor could either of you have known that, more than a century later, those same words would be read by another silver haired woman who bore the very same face as yours.
A queen born in another age entirely. A queen for whom the inscription had, in its own way, been waiting all along.
Relationship: Ser Gwayne Hightower x Targaryen!Fem!Reader
Word Count: 13, 400 words
Summary: You’ve been married to Ser Gwayne Hightower for years, yet the path that brought you together began in reluctant duty rather than desire. As Rhaenyra’s younger sister, you once wanted only the sky and your dragon, resenting the red-haired knight who became your husband. Time, patience, and quiet devotion slowly reshape what duty first forged, turning distance into trust and trust into something far deeper, even as the weight of the court’s expectations and your own lingering fears test the bond you share.
Tags: MDNI, Reader Insert, No Use of Y/N for Reader-Insert, Eventual Smut, Shameless Smut, Oral Sex, Breeding Kink, Pregnancy, Protective Gwayne Hightower, I need Ser Gwayne Hightower so bad so I wrote this filth.
A/N: Reader is Rhaenyra Targaryen's younger sister. No physical features are specified, aside from the canonical Targaryen traits (silver-gold hair, and purple eyes), allowing you to imagine the reader however you like.
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Your husband is many things.
He is Ser Gwayne Hightower, knight of Oldtown, eldest son of the Hand, and yet above all else, he is yours. In the quiet hours when the keep sleeps and the torches burn low, he is the man who draws you close against his chest, his arm a steady weight about your waist as though he fears the very night might steal you away.
His hair, the colour of burnished copper touched by the setting sun, falls in soft waves that catch the firelight whenever he leans near. Those eyes of his, a clear and piercing blue, soften only for you. They hold the sharp wit of a Hightower, yet when they rest upon your face they grow gentle, almost shy, as if he still cannot quite believe you chose him. His features are fine and keen, the sort that might belong to a poet rather than a warrior, yet there is strength in the set of his jaw and in the careful way his hands move when he tends to you.
He is a husband who remembers the smallest of things. The way you favour honey in your morning tea. The particular shawl you reach for when the sea wind rises. He will press a kiss to your temple without warning, murmuring that you are the brightest jewel in all the Reach, and then pretend it was nothing at all when colour rises in his cheeks.
In the evenings he sits with you by the hearth, boots discarded, one long leg stretched toward the fire. He speaks of tourneys and of letters from home, yet always his gaze returns to you, as if the true matter of the day is simply that you are near. When laughter comes, it is quiet and warm, shared only between the two of you. And when silence falls, it is never empty; it is filled with the soft brush of his thumb across your knuckles and the steady beat of his heart beneath your ear.
He is protective without smothering, proud without vanity, and tender in ways he would never confess before the court. To the world, he is Ser Gwayne, a Hightower of Oldtown. To you, he is simply your husband, and that, he has told you more than once, is the title he treasures most.
You, on the other hand, are a daughter of House Targaryen, the younger sister of the Realm’s Delight herself. Where your husband is of the Reach, rooted in stone and tradition, you are of the blood of the dragon, restless and sky-bound by nature. He moves through the world with measured grace and careful words. You have always preferred the wind in your hair and the heat of dragonfire beneath you.
It was not love that first bound you. At four-and-ten you were promised to him, a youth of seven-and-ten, tall already and serious beyond his years. The match was struck between your father and the Oldtown Hightowers for the sake of alliance and peace.
You remember standing in the solar, the weight of the betrothal ring strange upon your finger, while all you could think of was Vaerax waiting in the dragonpit. Your silver-scaled companion, fierce and eager, had only just grown large enough to carry you properly. You had dreamed of long flights along the coasts, of racing the clouds, of answering to no one but the sky.
Instead, you were to be a wife.
In those early days, you were not happy. You spoke little to the young knight who would become your husband. You spent every free hour with Vaerax, climbing into the saddle the moment the keep would allow it, vanishing into the blue until the sun dipped low.
Gwayne would wait in the yard below, patient as stone, never once forbidding the flights though you knew the Hightower household whispered of your wildness. He simply stood there, red hair bright in the evening light, and offered his hand when you at last returned, wind-tossed and smelling of smoke and salt.
Time softened the sharp edges of duty. What began as resentment grew into something quieter, then into something true. You learned that the boy who once seemed only a chain upon your freedom was in truth a man who would rather see you soar than keep you grounded. And he, in turn, learned that a dragonrider’s heart is not easily tamed, yet can be freely given.
Four years of marriage have passed since the day the vows were spoken before gods and men. Four years of shared chambers, shared meals, and shared quarrels that flare as bright as dragonfire before they settle into ash.
You argue most often when he rides out in service of the realm. A knight of Oldtown does not linger long by the hearth when duty calls. He returns from tourneys with fresh bruises, from patrols with tales of brigands, from the training yard with a limp he tries to hide. Each time you meet him at the gates with fury in your voice.
“Must you always place yourself in harm’s way?” you had demanded once. “You have a wife who waits and a dragon who could end any threat in a single breath. Why must glory matter more than the life we have built?”
He had answered with that quiet patience of his, red hair damp with sweat, a cut still fresh upon his brow. “I fight so that life may remain safe,” he had said. “A knight’s honour is not so easily set aside, even for love. Would you have me hide behind your dragon’s wings while lesser men bleed in my place?”
The words had grown sharper still. Doors closed harder than they should. Yet he never lets the sun set upon your anger. By evening he finds you, whether in the solar or upon the battlements where Vaerax rests, and he speaks soft apologies.
“I am yours first and a knight second,” he had murmured more than once, pressing a kiss to your brow, then another to your knuckles. “Forgive me. I will return to you, come what may. That is the only vow that truly matters.”
The quarrel fades as it always does, leaving only the warmth of his arms and the quiet promise that he will return to you.
Still, the court whispers. Four years, and no child has quickened in your womb. Ladies of the Reach murmur behind painted fans that perhaps the blood of the dragon does not mix well with Hightower stock.
Knights in the yard exchange glances when your husband passes, wondering if the fault lies with him, if the red-haired son of Oldtown lacks the seed to sire an heir. Even in the halls of the Red Keep the talk reaches your ears.
Some pity you. Others judge. A few dare to suggest that a Targaryen princess ought to have given the realm a silver-haired babe by now.
You hear it all, and so does he. Yet, neither of you speaks of it aloud, not when the nights are long and the bed is shared, not when his hand rests upon your stomach in sleep as if hoping the gods might answer the silent prayer.
Once, when the whispers grew too loud to ignore, he had drawn you close and said only, “Let them talk. What grows between us is ours alone. The rest will come in the gods’ own time, or it will not. I have you. That is enough.”
Yet, you have tried. Gods know you have tried. Night after night in the years since your wedding, you have come together beneath the covers, seeking that which the realm so loudly demands.
Desire is not wanting between you. His touch is gentle and sure, his kisses patient, his body warm and eager against your own. But when the moment draws near, when his breath grows ragged and his grip tightens upon your hip, the old terror rises unbidden.
Memories of your mother flash behind your eyes. Queen Aemma, pale and trembling upon the birthing bed, her cries echoing through the Red Keep as she laboured to bring forth yet another child for the realm. You were young, yet old enough to remember the blood, the frantic maesters, the way her strength failed her at the last. She had given the king his heirs and paid for it with her life.
The thought of following her into that same darkness freezes the blood in your veins.
And so, you beg him. Each time, when pleasure threatens to undo you both, you clutch at his shoulders and plead in a broken whisper.
“Please, not inside. I cannot… I cannot risk it.”
He is ever the gentleman, even in the throes of need. No matter how close he rides to the edge, no matter how his body strains and trembles for release, he heeds you. With a low groan he withdraws, spending himself upon the sheets or against your thigh, never once forcing what you fear. Then, he gathers you close, cradling you against his chest while your heart races and the ghosts of the past slowly fade.
“Hush, my love,” he has murmured more times than you can count, one hand stroking your hair, the other resting protectively over your midriff. “I will never take from you what you are not ready to give. We will wait. For as long as you need, we will wait. You are more precious to me than any heir the court could demand.”
However, something shifted the day your sister brought her second son into the world.
Lucerys Velaryon, small and perfect, with a head of dark curls and eyes that blinked up at the world as though already measuring its worth. You had held many babes before, yet none had settled so easily into the crook of your arm. He was warm and soft, his tiny fingers curling around yours with a strength that belied his size. When he yawned, the whole of him seemed to sigh, and something deep within your chest ached with a longing you had long denied.
You watched him for hours in the quiet of Rhaenyra’s chambers, rocking him when he fussed, humming the same soft tunes your own mother once sang. The fear that had lived in your bones for years did not vanish, yet it quieted beneath the simple wonder of him.
Here was life, new and bright, and for the first time the thought of bearing a child did not fill you only with dread.
It was Gwayne who truly undid you.
He had come to pay his respects, standing tall and a little awkward among the ladies until Rhaenyra placed the babe into his arms without warning. You expected him to stiffen, to hold the child as one might hold a fragile glass.
Instead, he settled Lucerys against his chest with a natural ease that stole the breath from your lungs. One large hand supported the small back, the other cradled the head of dark curls. He swayed without thinking, murmuring nonsense in that low, warm voice of his until the babe’s eyes drifted shut.
“He is a fine lad,” Gwayne had said softly, glancing up to find you watching. A smile touched his mouth, gentle and unguarded. “Look how he trusts already. As if he knows the world will keep him safe.”
You could not answer. The sight of your husband, red hair falling forward as he bent to press a careful kiss to the infant’s brow, settled something in you that years of courtly pressure never could.
The fear remained, yes, but beside it now lived a quieter hope. If a child of your own might one day rest in those same arms, if Gwayne might look upon a babe of your blood with that same quiet wonder, then perhaps the risk was not so terrible after all.
Rhaenyra’s gaze found you across the chamber. She sat propped against a mountain of cushions, still pale from the birthing bed yet sharp-eyed as ever. One hand rested upon the swell of blankets where she had lately laboured, the other gestured for you to come nearer. You obeyed, settling upon the edge of her bed while the soft sounds of the nursery filled the air.
Across the room Gwayne still held Lucerys, the babe’s dark head tucked beneath his chin. He spoke quietly with Laenor, who cradled young Jacaerys against his shoulder and rocked the older boy with easy familiarity. The two men stood in the light of the tall windows, voices low, the picture of contentment.
“You look at him as though you have never seen a man hold a child before,” Rhaenyra said, her voice pitched only for you. A knowing smile curved her mouth. “Or is it that you have never seen your man hold one?”
Heat rose in your cheeks. You did not deny it.
She reached for your hand, her fingers warm and steady. “It is frightening. I will not pretend otherwise. Every time the pains begin I remember our mother. The blood. The silence that followed. I fear it still.” Her grip tightened. “But then I look at them. At Jace. At Luke. And I remember that the fear is only one part of it. The rest is this. The weight of them in your arms. The way they look at you as if you are the whole of the world.”
She nodded toward Gwayne, who had begun to hum a soft Reach tune under his breath while Lucerys dozed against his chest. Laenor laughed at something he said, adjusting Jacaerys higher on his shoulder.
“He would be good at it,” Rhaenyra murmured. “Anyone with eyes can see that. And you, sister, would not be alone. Not as our Mother was.”
The words settled deep. You turned once more to watch your husband, the careful way he supported the babe’s head, the quiet joy that softened every sharp line of his face. Something warm and fierce unfurled behind your ribs. A smile rose unbidden, wide and true, as the old terror loosened its hold just a little more.
When at last the hour grew late and the babes were settled for the night, you and Gwayne took your leave. The walk back to your chambers passed in comfortable silence, his hand resting lightly at the small of your back. Once inside he closed the heavy door and turned the key with a soft click, shutting out the rest of the keep. You watched as he began to shed the formal layers of the day, unbuckling his belt, drawing off his doublet, moving with the unhurried ease of a man ready for rest. He reached for the simple linen shirt he favoured for sleep, yet paused when his eyes found you.
You stood upon the open balcony, the night wind stirring the loose strands of your hair. Beyond the stone railing Vaerax wheeled through the dark sky, silver scales catching the moonlight in brief flashes of pale fire. Beside him flew Syrax, larger and golden, the two dragons circling one another in a slow, graceful dance high above the city. Their wings beat in near unison, the distant sound of it a low thunder that rolled across the roofs of King’s Landing.
Gwayne remained motionless in the dim chamber, the linen shirt forgotten in his hands. He could not look away. The moonlight spilled across you in a soft cascade, silvering the curve of your cheek and the line of your throat. The wind played with the fabric of your gown until it clung and lifted in turn, revealing the graceful shape of the woman who had become the centre of his world.
You seemed wrought of something finer than mortal flesh, a vision of Old Valyria come to life upon the stone of a Westerosi keep. Beauty alone was too small a word for what he saw. There was power in the way you watched the sky, a quiet claim upon the night itself, and a softness that belonged only to those who had learned to love despite every reason to guard their hearts.
He remembered the first time he had truly seen you. It had not been at the formal presentation of the betrothal, when the halls of the Red Keep had been filled with music and the careful smiles of courtiers.
No.
It had been weeks later, in the dragonpit, when he had come seeking the girl who was to be his wife and found instead a wild creature of silver and fire. You had stood upon the sand with Vaerax’s great head lowered to your hand, speaking to the beast in the tongue of your ancestors as though no one else existed in the world.
The young knight of seven-and-ten had stopped short at the sight. He had expected a proper Targaryen princess, poised and distant. What he found was a girl whose eyes burned with the same fierce light as the dragon beside her, and in that moment something in his chest had shifted forever.
He remembered the years that followed. The long silences of the early days, when you would rather take to the sky than sit beside him at supper. He remembered the first time you had laughed at something he said, the sound bright and surprised, as if you had not meant to give it.
He remembered the night you had returned from a long flight soaked by rain, and he had wrapped his cloak around your shoulders without a word. He remembered the slow turning of resentment into trust, of duty into devotion. Every quarrel, every quiet reconciliation, every evening spent by the hearth had led to this: a man standing half-dressed in a darkened chamber, struck silent by the simple wonder of his wife watching dragons dance above the city.
The years had not dulled the sight of you. If anything they had deepened it. He knew the strength in your hands, the stubborn set of your chin when anger took you, the way your voice softened only for him.
Yet here, bathed in moonlight with the wind in your hair, you were once more the ethereal creature who had stolen the breath from a young knight’s lungs and never returned it.
A quiet doubt stirred in the depths of his mind, one he had carried since the earliest days of their betrothal.
Was he truly worthy of you? A son of Oldtown, a knight of solid reputation yet no great renown, standing beside a daughter of the dragon whose bloodline stretched back to the days of conquest. You could have claimed a prince or a lord of higher station.
Instead, you had been given to him, and in the long years since he had sometimes wondered whether the gods had made a mistake in allowing such a match. The thought settled heavily, as it always did when he looked upon you in unguarded moments.
You turned then, as if sensing the weight of his gaze, and a teasing light entered your eyes.
“I know you are looking at me, husband,” you said, the words carrying a gentle challenge across the quiet chamber. “Do you mean to stand there all night, or will you join me?”
A soft smile curved his mouth, chasing the doubt away as easily as sunlight scatters mist. He crossed the room without further hesitation and stepped out onto the balcony. His arms slid around your waist from behind, drawing you back against the solid warmth of his chest.
He buried his face in the curve of your neck, breathing in the familiar scent of you, and the brush of his lips against the sensitive skin there sent a startled laugh from your throat. You were ticklish in that place, and he knew it well.
He lingered only a moment longer before pressing a deliberate kiss to the same spot and drawing back just enough to look at you. Your hands came to rest atop his arms where they held you, fingers curling lightly against the linen of his sleeves.
Together, you watched the dragons still circling above the city. Vaerax’s silver form cut through the dark beside the larger golden shape of Syrax, their wings rising and falling in near perfect rhythm.
“They were hatched from the same clutch,” you told him quietly, your voice soft with old affection. “Offspring of Vermithor and Silverwing both. I have always thought it fitting that they remain so close in the sky. Syrax for my sister. Vaerax for me. Two sides of the same flame.”
Gwayne listened in silence, as he always did when you spoke of the dragons. He did not interrupt. He simply held you and let the words settle between you, his chin resting lightly against your temple.
High above the city the two beasts continued their slow circuit. Vaerax’s silver wings caught the moonlight in brief, bright flashes, while Syrax’s golden scales glowed warmer, almost copper in the same light. They flew as though the years had never separated them, rising and falling together through the cool night air. You watched the easy way they matched each other’s pace, neither leading nor following for long, simply sharing the sky as they had since the day they first broke free of their shells.
“They have always been close,” you said after a time, your voice quiet against the distant beat of wings. “Even as hatchlings they would curl together in the same corner of the pit. The dragonkeepers used to say one would not eat unless the other was fed first. Vermithor and Silverwing sired many clutches, yet these two seemed bound from the first breath. Bronze and silver. Fire and moonlight. Different in colour and temper, yet never far apart.”
Gwayne’s arms tightened a fraction around your waist. He said nothing, but you felt the steady rise and fall of his chest against your back as he followed the dragons with his eyes.
You spoke on, telling him of the years when Vaerax had been small enough to fit beneath your cloak, of the first time the young dragon had taken wing with Syrax beside him, of the way the two still sought each other out whenever both were free of rider and chain.
The words came easily, as they always did when the subject was the creatures who had shaped so much of your life. You described the deep bronze of Vermithor’s scales and the pale, almost white gleam of Silverwing’s, how the older pair had once ruled the skies above Dragonstone with a partnership that needed no words.
A faint smile touched your mouth as the thought turned. There was a quiet irony in it, one you did not speak aloud just yet. Vermithor, the great bronze Fury, steadfast and strong. Silverwing, graceful and pale beneath the sun. One solid as the earth, the other light as the air above it. The comparison hovered at the edge of your mind, gentle and unspoken, while the younger dragons wheeled on through the dark.
You remained quiet for a time, content to lean within the circle of his arms. The night air was cool against your skin, yet his warmth at your back kept the chill at bay. Vaerax and Syrax drifted farther toward the black water of the Blackwater Rush, their forms growing smaller against the stars. At last you drew a soft breath and let the words come without force.
“You held Lucerys today,” you said, your tone light, almost curious. “What did you make of him?”
Gwayne’s chest shook with a quiet laugh against your spine. The sound was low and warm, free of any mockery.
“He is a solid little thing,” he answered after a moment, honesty plain in every word. “Heavy for his age, or so it seemed to me. He did not cry when I took him. He only looked up once, as if deciding whether I was worth the trouble of waking for, and then went back to sleep. I thought that a fine judgement.” He paused, his thumb moving in a slow arc against your waist. “There is something steadying in the weight of a child. I had not expected it to feel so natural.”
You closed your eyes for a breath, letting the simple truth of his answer settle. In the long years of your marriage you had known his patience, his kindness, his willingness to set aside his own wants for yours. Yet hearing him speak of the babe without pretence or performance filled your chest with a quiet gratitude that rose like a tide.
You thanked the gods then, not aloud but deep within your own heart. The Seven who shone above the realm, or the older gods of fire and blood who still lingered in the veins of your house. Whichever power had seen fit to place this man beside you, you were grateful. He was steady where you were restless, gentle where the world demanded hardness, and honest even when the subject turned toward the very thing the court whispered about in corners. A kind man. A good man. Yours.
Gwayne drew a breath as if to speak, the beginning of some quiet reply already forming on his tongue. You did not let him finish. You turned within the circle of his arms and rose onto your toes, catching his mouth with your own in a kiss that began soft and searching. There was no urgency in it at first, only the slow press of lips and the familiar warmth of him answering in kind. His hands settled at your waist, steady and sure, as the night wind moved around you both.
After a long moment he eased back just enough to breathe, a low laugh escaping him as his forehead rested against yours.
“My lady,” he murmured, the words coloured with fond amusement, “if you mean to silence me, you have chosen a most effective method.”
Before you could answer he bent and gathered you carefully into his arms. You wrapped your legs about his waist without thought, arms looping around his shoulders as he carried you back through the open doors and into the chamber. The key still rested in the lock. The fire in the hearth had burned low, casting the room in a gentle amber glow. He set you upon the edge of the great bed with the same care he might have shown a treasure, then remained standing before you for a heartbeat, red hair slightly disordered from the wind and from your hands.
Something in the quiet that followed felt heavier than desire alone. Your eyes shone in the low light, and his expression softened at once.
“What is wrong, darling?” he asked, voice low and concerned. One hand rose to brush a strand of hair from your cheek. “Tell me.”
You reached for his fingers and held them. The words came slowly, thick with the weight of four long years.
“I am sorry,” you said. “Truly sorry. I have deprived you of something that should have been yours from the first days of our marriage. Something every husband has the right to hope for.”
Confusion flickered across his face. He sank to one knee before you so that your eyes were level, his free hand resting lightly upon your knee.
“I do not understand,” he said. “You have given me everything that matters. What is it you believe you have withheld?”
You drew a steadying breath and met his gaze fully.
“A child,” you answered. “A babe of our own. I have kept that hope from you out of fear, and I am sorry for it.”
Gwayne’s expression shifted at once from confusion to something softer and far deeper. He rose from his knee only long enough to sit beside you upon the edge of the bed, turning so that he might face you fully. Both of his hands took yours, large and warm, holding them with quiet strength.
“It is perfectly fine,” he said, the words steady and sure. “Do you hear me? There is nothing to forgive. I have never once held it against you. The fear you carry is not a failing. It is born of love and of memory, and I would be a poor husband indeed if I demanded you set it aside for my sake. We have time, my heart. All the time the gods will grant us. A child will come when it is meant to come, or it will not. Either way I remain yours, and that is the only vow that has ever mattered to me.”
You shook your head, the motion small but firm. The weight of the court’s whispers pressed upon you even here in the safety of your own chamber.
“You say that,” you answered, “yet I know what is spoken beyond these walls. Four years, Gwayne. Four years and no heir. They talk in the yards and in the solars. They wonder whether the fault lies with you or with me. Ladies of the Reach smile behind their fans and ask whether a Hightower knight is man enough to sire a child upon a Targaryen. In the Red Keep they murmur that a princess of the blood ought to have given the realm a babe by now. I hear it. You hear it. How can you claim it is fine when the whole of the court measures our worth by the emptiness of my womb?”
Your voice had risen without your meaning it to. The old frustration and the newer hope tangled together until your eyes stung. You looked down at your joined hands, unable for a moment to meet the blue of his gaze.
He did not release you. His thumbs moved in slow, soothing arcs across your knuckles as he waited for the storm of your words to pass. When he spoke again his tone remained calm, yet there was an iron certainty beneath it that brooked little argument.
“Let them talk,” he said. “Their words cannot touch what we have built. I would rather spend a lifetime with you and no child than gain a dozen heirs at the cost of your peace. You are not a vessel for the realm’s ambitions. You are my wife. That is enough. It has always been enough.”
You tried once more to speak the apology that still lived upon your tongue, yet the words faltered. He saw it. He knew that no further assurance would ease the ache you carried, not in this moment. So he answered you without speech.
He leaned close and pressed a kiss to your brow, soft and lingering. Another followed upon your temple, then one to each closed eyelid, gentle as the brush of a moth’s wing. He kissed the high curve of your cheek, the corner of your mouth, the line of your jaw. Each touch was unhurried, as though he meant to map every place the years of worry had left their mark. When his lips found the sensitive skin of your neck you drew a quiet breath, your hands rising to rest against his chest.
He continued downward, trailing warm kisses along the column of your throat and over the soft rise of your collarbone. His fingers worked at the fastenings of your gown with careful patience, loosening each tie and clasp as he went. The fabric slipped from your shoulders. He eased it lower, never rushing, and all the while he spoke in a low voice meant only for you.
“I love the strength in these arms,” he murmured against your skin, pressing a kiss to the curve of one shoulder as the gown fell away. “I love the way you hold yourself when you are determined, and the way you soften only when we are alone.” His mouth moved lower, tracing the upper swell of your breast through the thin shift that remained. “I love the sound of your laughter when the world cannot hear it. I love the fire in you that no court or duty has ever managed to quench.”
The shift followed the gown, drawn down with the same reverent care. He paused to look at you fully in the low firelight, red hair falling forward as he bent to place another kiss above your heart.
“I love every part of you,” he said, the words quiet and certain. “Body and blood and stubborn heart. There is nothing you could withhold that would make me love you less.”
His hands were warm upon your waist as he guided you back against the pillows, still kissing, still speaking soft praises between each touch.
He took his time. There was no haste in the way he drew the last of the fabric from your body, lifting it carefully over your head and setting it aside as though it were something precious. The cool air of the chamber touched your bare skin, yet his gaze warmed you more thoroughly than any fire. He remained kneeling upon the bed for a long moment, simply looking, the blue of his eyes dark with quiet reverence.
“Beautiful,” he said, the single word low and certain. “Every inch of you.”
Only then did he begin to shed what remained of his own clothing. The linen shirt was drawn upward and cast aside, revealing the lean strength of his chest and the faint scars that marked a knight’s life. His breeches followed, unhurried, until he was as bare as you.
His cock hung heavy between his thighs, already half hard from the sight of you. The firelight caught the copper of his hair and the clean lines of his shoulders as he settled between your legs.
He did not rush to cover you. Instead he traced the shape of you with open hands, palms sliding slowly from your ribs to the soft curve of your hip. His mouth followed the path his fingers made, pressing warm kisses along the underside of your breast, then lower across the plane of your stomach.
When he reached the join of your thighs, he looked up once more, seeking your eyes, before he lowered his head.
The first stroke of his tongue was slow and thorough. He licked through your folds with patient hunger, tasting you as though he had all the hours of the night and meant to use them. His hands held your hips steady when you shifted, and he hummed low against your cunt as he found the sensitive pearl at the apex and circled it with the flat of his tongue.
“Gwayne,” you moaned, the name breaking from your lips on a shaky breath. Your fingers slid into the red of his hair, holding him to you as he worked.
He answered with another long, deliberate lick, then sealed his mouth over you and sucked gently. The pleasure built in slow waves. He was in no hurry. He licked and kissed and stroked with his tongue until your thighs trembled about his head and your moans grew louder, his name falling from you again and again like a prayer.
Only when your back arched and your climax washed through you did he ease back, pressing a final soft kiss to your inner thigh before rising to look at you.
Your hand found his cock then, wrapping around the thick length of him. He was fully hard now, the head already slick. He groaned into your mouth as you stroked him, rocking into your fist with the same controlled rhythm he had used upon you. There was still no attempt to push inside. He simply let you bring him to the edge, forehead pressed to yours, until he spent himself across your belly with a low, shuddering breath and your name upon his tongue.
He did not remain spent for long. The sight of his seed streaked across your skin, the sound of your earlier moans still echoing in his ears, stirred him again with surprising speed. He kissed you hard, deeper this time, tongue sliding against yours as his hand returned between your thighs. You were still slick and sensitive from his mouth, and two of his fingers pushed into you without resistance, curling against that place inside that made your hips jerk.
“Fuck,” he muttered against your lips, the rare curse low and rough. “You are so wet for me already. Look at you.”
He worked his fingers in and out, slow at first, then deeper, the wet sound of it filling the quiet chamber. Your moan broke free when he added a third, stretching you open while his thumb circled your clit. He watched every shift of your expression, every flutter of your lashes, drinking in the way you clenched around his hand.
When he finally withdrew his fingers they shone in the firelight. He brought them to his mouth and licked them clean without breaking your gaze, then settled fully between your spread thighs. The thick head of his cock nudged against your entrance, sliding through the mess of your arousal.
“Tell me you want it,” he said, voice strained. “Tell me to put it in you.”
“Please,” you breathed. “Gwayne, please. I want your cock.”
He pushed in with one long, controlled thrust, filling you to the hilt. The stretch drew a broken sound from your throat. He held still for a moment, buried deep, forehead pressed to yours as he let you adjust. Then he began to move.
There was nothing hurried about the first strokes. He fucked you slow and deep, pulling almost all the way out before sinking back in until his hips met yours. Each thrust dragged against the sensitive walls of your cunt, and the wet slap of skin on skin grew louder as he found a steadier rhythm. His hands gripped your thighs, spreading you wider so he could watch the way his cock disappeared inside you.
“Gods, you take me so well,” he growled. “This pretty cunt was made for my cock. Listen to how wet you are. Filthy little thing.”
You moaned his name again, louder now, nails dragging down his back. He answered by hitching your legs higher, changing the angle so that every thrust struck deep. The pleasure built fast and sharp. He fucked you through it when you came, hips never faltering, drawing out the pulses of your climax until you were trembling and gasping beneath him.
Only then did his own control begin to fray. His thrusts turned harder, less measured, the wet sound of your cunt taking him turning lewd and open. He buried his face against your neck, biting down lightly as he drove into you again and again.
Yet even as the rhythm grew rougher he remained careful of you. One hand slid beneath your lower back, tilting your hips so that every stroke struck deep without causing hurt. The other braced beside your head, fingers tangled in your hair, holding you steady while he fucked you through the aftershocks of your climax.
“Gods,” he groaned against your skin, voice rough yet still edged with that familiar tenderness. “So tight. So wet. Your cunt is dripping down my cock, love. Can you hear it?”
The lewd, slick sound of each thrust filled the chamber. He pulled nearly all the way out, letting you feel the thick head of him stretch your entrance once more, before slamming back in to the hilt. Your moan broke loud and unrestrained. He answered it with a deeper roll of his hips, grinding against you when he was fully seated so that the base of his cock rubbed your swollen clit.
“That is it,” he murmured, kissing the place he had bitten. “Take every inch. You open so beautifully for me. Look at how your pretty cunt swallows my cock.”
He shifted onto his knees without leaving your body, gripping the backs of your thighs and spreading you wider. The new angle let him watch the filthy join of your bodies, the way your folds stretched around his thick shaft, the wet shine of your arousal coating him to the root. He fucked you with long, powerful strokes, the muscles of his abdomen flexing with every movement. Sweat dampened the red of his hair and trailed down the line of his chest.
Your hands roamed freely. You dragged your nails down his sides, cupped the flexing muscle of his arse, urged him deeper. When you clenched around him on purpose he cursed softly, the sound almost reverent.
“Again,” he said, breath coming harder. “Do that again. Milk my cock just like that. Fuck, you are perfect.”
He leaned down once more, capturing your mouth in a messy, open kiss while his hips kept their relentless pace. One hand slipped between your bodies to rub tight circles over your clit, matching the rhythm of his thrusts. The dual sensation dragged you toward another peak with startling speed. He felt it in the way your cunt fluttered and tightened, and he groaned encouragement against your lips.
“Come for me again,” he urged, still every inch the gentleman even as he fucked you filthy and deep. “I want to feel this sweet cunt squeeze me while I am buried inside you. Give it to me, darling. Let me have it.”
Your second climax crashed through you harder than the first. You cried his name, back arching, walls clamping down around his driving cock. He held you through it, thrusting steadily, drawing out every pulse until you were shaking and oversensitive beneath him.
He was close. You felt it in the way his rhythm stuttered, in the sudden tension that locked through his shoulders and the broken groan that spilled against your throat. His cock swelled thicker inside you, the wet, filthy sound of your cunt taking him turning even louder as he chased his end. At the last moment he tried to pull back, to withdraw and spend himself upon your belly as he had done so many times before.
Your legs locked around his waist like a vice.
“No,” you gasped, heels digging into the small of his back, keeping him buried to the hilt. “Do not you dare.”
Confusion flashed across his face even as his hips kept moving of their own accord, short, desperate thrusts that ground his cock deep inside your fluttering cunt. A moan tore from him, half protest and half pure need.
“Love,” he managed, voice wrecked, “I am going to spend. Let me—”
“Inside,” you begged, the words filthy and raw as they left your mouth. “I want it. I want your cock to fill me until I am dripping with it. Pump every drop of that thick seed into my cunt and put a babe in me. Do it. Breed your wife like you have wanted to for years.”
The last of his restraint shattered. He drove into you hard, once, twice, a third time, burying himself so deep you felt him in your belly. His cock pulsed violently as he came, thick ropes of hot cum flooding your womb in heavy spurts. He kept thrusting through it, messy and deep, forcing his seed further inside with every shallow roll of his hips.
“Fuck,” he groaned, the word dragged out of him as another pulse left him. “Take it. Take every fucking drop. Your greedy cunt is milking me dry. Going to breed you so full you will feel me leaking out of you for days.”
He did not stop moving until the last tremor had passed. Even then he stayed locked inside you, cock still twitching, grinding his hips in slow circles to push his cum as deep as it would go. The wet, filthy mess of it was already beginning to seep out around his shaft, slick and warm against your thighs.
He collapsed forward, bracing his weight on his forearms, forehead pressed to yours. His breath came in ragged pants, yet his hand still found its way to your lower belly, spreading possessively over the place where his seed now rested.
You tilted your chin and caught his mouth in a slow, deep kiss. He answered at once, lips parting for you, tongue sliding hot and lazy against yours even as his body still trembled from the force of his climax. The kiss turned wetter, filthier, all open mouths and shared breath while the mess of his spend began to leak from you around the softening length of his cock.
He felt it. A low, broken sound left him as he reached down between your bodies. Two of his fingers gathered the thick cum that was slipping free and carefully pushed it back inside your cunt, pressing deep to keep it where he had put it.
“Should not be wasted,” he murmured against your lips, the words half-swallowed by another kiss. “Every drop belongs in you. Stay full for me.”
You moaned into his mouth and reached for him in turn. Your hand wrapped around the slick, sensitive shaft of his cock, still half-hard and shiny with the mix of your combined mess. The moment your fingers closed around him he jerked, a sharp stutter of breath breaking the kiss.
“Ah—fuck, love, I am—” He tried to speak and failed, hips twitching helplessly into your fist. “Sensitive. Gods, too sensitive.”
You stroked him anyway, slow and deliberate, spreading the leftover seed along his length while he continued to feed what had escaped back into your cunt with careful fingers. The dual sensation left him shaking. His kisses turned clumsy, interrupted by soft, broken sounds each time your thumb dragged over the flushed head of his cock.
“P-please,” he managed, the word stuttering out of him as his forehead dropped to your shoulder for a moment. “You will make me spend again if you keep—ah—keep touching me like that.”
Yet he did not pull away. He kept kissing you, kept pressing his cum back inside you, and let you work his oversensitive cock with the same patient attention he had given your body. The chamber filled with the wet sounds of it, the soft gasps and half-formed curses that spilled from him whenever your fist twisted just so.
He was already hardening fully once more under your hand, the gentleman in him reduced to trembling need while he made certain not a drop of his seed was lost.
You felt him swell against your tongue, the warning pulse that meant he was seconds from spilling. His breath turned into broken, stuttering curses.
“I—fuck—I am going to—love, I cannot—ah—”
You pulled off him with a wet pop just before he tipped over the edge. His cock slapped against his stomach, flushed dark and glistening, twitching in the cool air. A wounded sound left him, half groan and half desperate protest.
“No—why did you—gods, I was so close—”
You crawled up his body before he could finish the complaint, straddling his hips. One hand wrapped around his slick cock and guided the thick head to your entrance. You were still dripping with his earlier spend, soft and open from being fucked so thoroughly.
“Because I want it here,” you said, voice rough from his cock. “Not in my mouth. Inside me. Breed me again.”
You sank down in one smooth motion, taking every inch until he was buried to the root. The sudden tight heat made him shout. His hands flew to your hips, fingers digging in hard enough to bruise as his back arched off the bed.
“F-fuck—your cunt—so fucking wet—I am—”
He did not last. The moment your walls clenched around him he came with a broken, stuttering moan, cock pulsing hard as he flooded you a second time. Thick ropes of cum pumped deep into your already filled cunt, so much that it began to leak out around his shaft before he had even finished. His hips jerked upward in helpless little thrusts, forcing more of his seed into you while he gasped your name between curses.
“Take it—fuck—take every drop—your greedy cunt is milking me—ah—gods—”
You stayed seated on him, rolling your hips in slow circles to work him through it, feeling the hot pulse of each spurt. His head was thrown back, mouth open, red hair sticking to his sweat-damp forehead. Even spent and oversensitive he kept twitching inside you, still trying to push deeper.
You leaned down and kissed the corner of his open mouth, swallowing the last of his broken sounds while his cock continued to throb weakly in the tight, messy heat of your cunt.
Then you simply collapsed forward, letting the full weight of your body settle upon his. He was still inside you, softening slowly, the thick mess of his seed making every small shift slick and warm. You kissed him lazily, unhurried now, soft brushes of lips and the occasional slow slide of tongues. His arms came around you at once, pulling you closer as though he could not bear even a breath of space between your skin. One hand stroked the length of your spine. The other cradled the back of your head. He held you as if he meant to keep you pressed to him for the rest of the night.
For a long while neither of you spoke. The only sounds were the quiet share of breath and the soft, wet shift of his cock still nestled inside you. When at last the need for air forced you to lift your head a fraction, he looked up at you with an expression so open and unguarded that your chest ached.
“I thank the gods every day that they gave you to me,” he said, voice low and rough with spent passion. “Every single day. I do not know what I did to deserve a wife such as you.”
He punctuated the words with kisses, pressing them to your cheeks, your brow, the tip of your nose, the corner of your mouth. You felt heat rise in your face and turned slightly shy beneath the weight of his praise. When his lips found the sensitive spot on your neck you could not help the soft giggle that escaped, the ticklish reaction making you squirm against him. He smiled into your skin and kissed the same place again, slower this time, before moving lower to press his mouth to the curve of your shoulder, the upper swell of your breast, the soft skin over your ribs. He admired you with every touch, murmuring quiet words of wonder between each kiss.
“Look at you,” he whispered. “All of this. Mine. I still cannot quite believe it.”
You rested your forehead against his for a moment, gathering the courage for what needed to be said. When you spoke your voice was soft and a little unsteady.
“Thank you.”
He blinked, confusion flickering across the blue of his eyes.
“For what, love?”
Tears pricked at the corners of your vision. You swallowed and forced the truth out before it could hide again.
“For waiting. For never pushing me. I have been so terrified of childbirth. I watched my mother die upon that bed. I heard her screams. I saw the blood. The thought of following her into that darkness has haunted me for years. I was so afraid that I kept this from you, and I am sorry for it. But tonight I chose you instead of the fear. Thank you for being patient enough to let me reach this place. And thank you for finally breeding me.”
His expression softened into something almost painful in its tenderness. He cupped your face with both hands, thumbs brushing away the single tear that had escaped.
“You are the bravest woman I have ever known,” he said quietly. “Thank you for trusting me with this. With you. I will never take that trust lightly.”
He drew you down again, tucking your head beneath his chin, arms locked securely around your body while he remained joined with you in the warm, messy aftermath of everything you had shared.
────────
The weeks that followed proved that once a decision was made, neither of you did anything by halves.
For nearly two months, Gwayne took you at every opportunity the day and night allowed. Morning light saw him already reaching for you beneath the sheets. Afternoons found the door to your chambers locked while he bent you over the nearest sturdy surface. Evenings ended with him buried deep inside you once more, murmuring filth and devotion in equal measure until you both collapsed.
He spent inside you so often and so thoroughly that the maids began changing the bed linens with carefully blank expressions. You jested once that if the gods did not grant a child after such determined effort, then the fault truly must lie with the heavens themselves. Gwayne had only laughed, kissed the words from your mouth, and set about proving his dedication all over again.
The moon turned twice before your courses failed to arrive. By the third missed cycle the maester confirmed what you had already begun to suspect. You were with child.
The months of waiting passed in a strange mixture of joy and lingering fear. Gwayne hovered with quiet attentiveness, never smothering yet always near. Vaerax grew restless in the dragonpit, sensing the change in you, and you visited him often until the weight of the babe made the climb too difficult. Your sister sent letters full of practical advice and sharp humour. The court whispered with renewed interest, this time in tones of satisfaction rather than speculation.
Then, the day arrived.
You had refused the bed. Some stubborn remnant of Targaryen pride insisted that you would not labour flat upon your back like a sacrificed offering. Instead, you stood in the centre of the birthing chamber, feet planted, one hand braced upon the back of a heavy chair while the other gripped Gwayne’s forearm hard enough to leave bruises. The contractions rolled through you in relentless waves, each one stronger than the last.
“Seven fucking hells,” you snarled through clenched teeth as another seized you. “Whoever designed this process should be dragged behind a horse. And then set on fire for good measure!”
The midwife nearest you made the mistake of suggesting you try to breathe more evenly. You turned a glare upon her that could have withered crops.
“If one more person tells me to breathe I will set Vaerax upon this entire keep and laugh while he burns the fucking lot of you. Do not test me, you witless cow!”
A young maiden attempted to wipe your brow with a cool cloth. You swatted her hand away with a curse that would have made a sailor proud.
“Get that fucking rag away from me before I shove it down your throat. Touch me again and I will break every finger you own!”
Gwayne only winced in sympathy and kept his arm steady beneath your grip, murmuring soft encouragement between your creative streams of invective. Another contraction tore through you.
You cursed the midwife for her useless hovering, the maiden for her trembling hands, the maester for standing there like a gormless statue, the shape of the chair for existing, the heat of the room, the gods themselves, and the entire concept of children in a single unbroken tirade of filth that left half the chamber pale and the other half trying not to laugh in pure terror.
“This is your fault,” you hissed at Gwayne between panting breaths, though there was no true heat in it. “You and your fucking cock and your endless breeding. I hope you are happy, you red-haired bastard. Next time you can push the little shit out yourself!”
The moment the words left your mouth you regretted them. Gwayne’s face had gone sheepish, a faint flush rising beneath the copper of his hair as he absorbed the verbal assault without protest. Guilt crashed through you harder than the next contraction. Your vision blurred.
Tears spilled hot down your cheeks before you could stop them, and a broken sob tore from your throat.
“I did not mean it,” you choked out, clutching his arm tighter. “I am sorry. I am so fucking sorry. It hurts and I am terrified and I should not have said that to you.”
From the far side of the chamber, Rhaenyra’s voice cut through the chaos, dry as sun-baked bone. “Seven save us. Is this truly my sister? The same girl who once threatened to feed a septon to Vaerax for looking at her sideways is now weeping over a few harsh words to her husband?”
Despite the sarcasm she was already moving. She stepped in close, one hand settling firmly at your lower back, the other bracing your elbow so that Gwayne was no longer your sole support. Her presence was steady and practical, the calm of a woman who had walked this path twice before.
“It will be over soon,” she told you, voice low and certain. “Breathe through it. You are stronger than this pain.”
You let out a wet, incredulous laugh that turned into another sob as the next wave gripped you.
“Easy for you to say,” you snapped, though the edge was dulled by tears. “You have already had two boys slide down your cunt and lived to tell the tale. This is my first. I have no idea if I am doing any of this right and everything fucking hurts!”
Gwayne shifted closer still, his free hand rising to cup your cheek and tilt your face toward his. His blue eyes were soft with understanding and a quiet, unshakable love.
“You are doing everything right,” he murmured. “I am here. I am not going anywhere. Curse me as much as you need. I can bear it. Just keep hold of me and we will see this through together.”
You managed a watery laugh between the lingering pain of the last contraction.
“You say that now,” you said, voice rough. “Wait until I start threatening to feed your cock to Vaerax again. You may change your mind.”
“I will not,” he answered at once, blue eyes steady on yours. “Threaten whatever you like. I have heard worse from men on the training yard, and none of them were bringing my child into the world. You could call me every foul name in the Reach and I would still stand right here.”
Across the chamber Rhaenyra watched the exchange with a small, private smile. The sight of you leaning into him, of the way he braced your weight without complaint and met your sharpest words with nothing but quiet devotion, filled her with a deep and unexpected contentment.
She had been so sceptical at first.
Gwayne Hightower was Alicent’s older brother, after all. The same blood that had produced the Green queen ran through his veins. When the betrothal was first announced Rhaenyra had half expected another ambitious climber, another man who would use a Targaryen bride to raise his own house higher. She had watched him carefully in those early years, waiting for the mask to slip.
It never had.
She remembered the tourney at which he had taken a lance to the shoulder rather than risk your dragon being used to intimidate his opponent. She remembered the night you had returned from a long flight soaked and shivering, and he had simply stripped off his own cloak and wrapped it around you without a single word of reproach for the danger. She remembered how he had stood between you and the court’s crueler whispers about your empty cradle, never once allowing the blame to settle upon your shoulders.
Time and again he had proven himself the opposite of everything she had feared. Steady, loyal, kind, and utterly yours. Seeing him now, bruised forearm locked in your grip while he murmured soft encouragement through your curses, only confirmed what the years had already taught her.
You had found a good man. The right man.
Another contraction began to build. You sucked in a sharp breath and reached for him instinctively, fingers twisting in the fabric of his sleeve.
“It is coming again,” you whispered, fear and determination tangled in your voice.
“I know.” He shifted his stance, ready. “I have you.”
The pain crested. You cursed through it, loud and inventive, while he held firm and Rhaenyra kept her steadying hand at your back. When the wave finally eased you slumped against him, forehead pressed to his shoulder, and he pressed a kiss to your sweat-damp hair without hesitation.
It was the same fierce protectiveness that had gotten him into the chamber in the first place. When the first true pains had struck earlier that day the midwives and guards had tried to keep him out, citing tradition and the presence of women only. Gwayne had simply shouldered the door open, red hair wild and eyes blazing, and announced to every man who moved to stop him that it was his wife giving birth to their child and that any soul who barred his path would answer to both his sword and Vaerax’s fire.
The threat had been delivered in a voice so cold and certain that the corridor had cleared within moments. He had strode inside still half-armoured, found you already crying from the intensity of the early contractions, and you had reached for him at once, clutching his hand as though it were the only solid thing left in the world.
He had not left your side since.
Time blurred after that. The contractions grew closer and stronger until there was no true rest between them, only brief gasps of air before the next wave dragged you under. You remained on your feet for as long as your legs would hold, Gwayne braced on your right and Rhaenyra on your left. Your sister wiped the sweat from your brow with a cool cloth and kept her voice steady and encouraging even when you snarled at her for it.
At one point, between the screaming peaks of pain, you fixed her with a wild-eyed look and demanded to know who waited in the next room.
Rhaenyra blinked, momentarily confused by the sudden question. Then she caught the feral glint in your gaze and answered honestly.
“Half the bloody keep,” she said. “Father. Alicent and her children. The Hand. A small army of Hightowers who sailed up from Oldtown the moment word reached them that a Targaryen princess was about to deliver the first grandchild of this particular match. Everyone of rank is out there pacing and praying. Jace and Luke are the only ones missing. They are both asleep, thank the gods.”
You gave a short, breathless nod.
“Good.”
The next contraction hit like a warhammer. You threw your head back and screamed, the sound raw enough to silence the murmurs beyond the door. Filth poured from your mouth in a continuous stream.
“Fuck the gods and the horses they rode in on! Whoever thought shoving a whole fucking child out of a cunt was a clever idea should be boiled in their own shit! I hope every useless bastard beyond that door feels even a fraction of this agony, the spineless, gaping arseholes! Standing out there wringing their hands while I am being split in half! Cowards! Empty-headed fuckwits! I will feed the next person who tells me to push to my dragon and use their bones for toothpicks! Fuck youuuuu!”
You cursed the pain, the heat, the endless pressure, the entire concept of bringing life into the world. You cursed every hovering presence beyond the walls without naming a single one. You cursed the gods for inventing childbirth, the maesters for their useless knowledge, the midwives for breathing too loudly, and the very stones of the Red Keep for existing while you suffered. The tirade was inventive, vicious, and loud enough that more than one person in the antechamber flinched.
Rhaenyra kept wiping your brow and murmuring that it would be over soon. Gwayne never once loosened his hold, even when your nails drew blood from his arm. The Hightowers outside waited with bated breath for the first cry of the child who would be both prince or princess of the blood and the living proof that the union of dragon and tower had borne fruit.
You screamed again, cursed again, and pushed with everything you had left.
There was a final, searing pressure, a burning stretch that tore a raw cry from your throat, and then the overwhelming sensation of the child slipping free. For a heartbeat the chamber held its breath. Then a thin, indignant wail rose into the air, strong and clear.
“A boy,” the midwife announced, voice bright with relief. “It is a boy, my Princess!”
They placed him upon your chest the moment you were guided back onto the bed, the last of your strength spent. You stared down at the red-faced, squalling infant through a haze of exhaustion and wonder. His hair was pure Targaryen silver, fine as spun moonlight even in its damp newborn state.
Yet the shape of his face already carried the fine, keen lines of his father, and when he blinked open his eyes they were a striking blue that belonged to Gwayne alone. The blood of the dragon and the blood of Oldtown, perfectly joined.
Gwayne leaned over you both, one bloodied hand still clasped in yours, the other hovering as if he scarcely dared touch the child. His expression was open and stunned and full of so much love it nearly undid you all over again.
“He is perfect,” he whispered. “Look at him. He has your hair. And my eyes. Gods, love. We made him.”
Rhaenyra stood at the foot of the bed, smiling with open satisfaction as she wiped her hands clean. Beyond the door the news was already spreading. The first cry of the silver-haired prince had been heard, and the Hightowers who had waited so long finally had their living proof.
You cradled your son closer, pressing a trembling kiss to the soft crown of his head while Gwayne’s arm settled around both of you. The pain still echoed through your body, but it no longer mattered. The fear that had haunted you for years had been faced and survived.
In its place lay a warm, silver-haired weight against your heart and the steady presence of the man who had never once left your side.
Rhaenyra stepped closer to the bed, her earlier dry humour softened into genuine warmth.
“Congratulations, sister,” she said, reaching out to brush a careful finger over the babe’s silver hair. “And to you as well, Ser Gwayne. He is beautiful. Strong lungs, too. The entire keep heard him announce himself.”
Your lady-in-waiting, who had hovered near the wall throughout the final stages, approached with a deep curtsey and an open smile.
“My deepest congratulations, my lady. My lord. He is a fine prince.” She hesitated only a moment before asking the question on every tongue. “Has a name been chosen?”
You and Gwayne looked at one another. A shared smile passed between you, quiet and certain. Gwayne was the one who spoke, his voice still rough with emotion yet steady.
“Vaeron,” he said. “Vaeron Targaryen. First of his name.”
Rhaenyra’s brows rose in brief surprise, though the expression quickly melted into something warmer and more approving.
“Targaryen?” she repeated. “Not Hightower?”
You adjusted the babe against your chest and met her gaze without hesitation.
“We agreed upon it long before this day arrived,” you explained. “He is of my blood as much as his father’s. The name and the house will reflect that.”
Gwayne nodded, one hand still resting protectively upon your shoulder.
“I have several brothers,” he added with a small, wry smile. “Between them they have already given Oldtown more Hightower sons and daughters than the tower can easily count. The line of my house is secure without this child. Let him carry the name of the dragons. I have no quarrel with it.”
Your lady-in-waiting inclined her head in clear acceptance.
“Very well, my lady. I shall inform His Grace myself at once.” She offered a final respectful bow to you, to Gwayne, and to the silver-haired babe in your arms, then turned and slipped quietly from the chamber to carry the news to the waiting king and court.
The door closed behind her. In the sudden hush that followed, Vaeron Targaryen, first of his name, stirred against your breast and let out a soft, contented sound, while his father pressed a lingering kiss to your temple and Rhaenyra looked on with quiet pride.
The midwife stepped forward once more and asked, with careful courtesy, whether you were ready to part with the child for a short while so that you might be cleaned and the afterbirth delivered. You nodded, though your arms felt strangely empty the moment Vaeron was lifted from your chest.
Gwayne received him at once, cradling the silver-haired babe with the same natural ease he had once shown with Lucerys. The infant settled against his father’s bare chest without protest, one tiny fist curled near the edge of Gwayne’s tunic.
What followed was less dramatic than the birth itself yet no less necessary. Another series of milder pains gripped you as the placenta was delivered. The midwives worked with quiet efficiency, cleaning the blood and sweat from your skin, changing the soaked linens, and helping you into a fresh shift.
The entire process left you trembling with exhaustion. When at last they declared you clean and well enough, you were guided fully onto the bed and eased back against a bank of pillows. Every muscle in your body ached. Your eyelids felt heavy. Yet the sight of Gwayne standing nearby with your son in his arms kept you from slipping into sleep.
Rhaenyra remained at your side. Once the midwives had withdrawn a respectful distance she helped arrange the pillows more comfortably and then reached for Vaeron.
“Give him here,” she said to Gwayne, her tone practical. “She needs to learn this while the milk is ready and the babe is still willing.”
Gwayne surrendered the child without argument. Rhaenyra settled Vaeron against your bare chest and guided your arm into the proper position, supporting both the babe’s head and your own elbow.
“Here,” she instructed, voice low and patient. “Tilt him a little toward you. Brush his lip with your nipple like this. He will know what to do. The first few times may feel strange, but he is already rooting. See?”
Vaeron’s small mouth opened and closed against your skin. After a moment of awkward fumbling he latched, and a soft, rhythmic pull began. The sensation was odd and intimate and strangely grounding after the violence of labour. You drew a careful breath and looked down at the silver head nestled against you.
Rhaenyra adjusted the blanket over both of you and gave a small, satisfied nod.
“That is it. Let him take what he needs. You will both learn the rest together.”
Gwayne sat upon the edge of the bed, one hand resting lightly upon your knee, watching the two of you with an expression of quiet awe. The chamber had grown calmer now. The worst of the ordeal was finished. Your son fed, your sister taught, and your husband remained exactly where he had promised to be.
However, the relative peace of the chamber did not last long.
The door opened without proper warning and a small procession filed inside. Your father the king entered first, leaning upon his cane yet smiling with open pride. Behind him came Queen Alicent, her expression carefully composed, followed by Otto Hightower and a handful of other courtiers and Hightower kin who had clearly refused to wait any longer in the antechamber.
The sudden influx of people made you stiffen. Vaeron was still latched to your breast, the soft silver of his hair stark against your bare skin, and the intimate act of feeding felt suddenly exposed beneath so many watching eyes. Irritation flared hot beneath the exhaustion.
Rhaenyra rose at once from the edge of the bed to give space. Your father took the place she had vacated, lowering himself carefully onto the mattress with a wince of his own. He reached out and rested a gentle hand upon your knee, his smile softening further as he looked from your face to the nursing babe.
“My girl, I am so proud of you,” he said, voice thick with emotion. “A son with a silver of hair and strong of lung. You have done well, my girl. Both of you!”
Alicent moved to stand beside her brother. She offered Gwayne a small, genuine smile and inclined her head.
“Congratulations, brother. He is a beautiful child. Mother and son both appear well. I am glad of it.”
Otto Hightower stepped forward next, his usual severity tempered by something that almost resembled satisfaction. He congratulated you with formal courtesy, then turned the same measured words upon his son. Only after the proper civilities had been observed did his gaze settle upon the babe and the name that had already begun to travel through the keep.
“Vaeron Targaryen,” he said, the words precise. “I am told the child is to carry the name of the royal house rather than that of his father. Might I ask why such a decision was made, Princess?”
The question landed poorly. You felt your jaw tighten, temper rising swiftly despite the fatigue that weighed upon every limb. Before you could loose the sharp reply that hovered upon your tongue, Gwayne spoke.
He remained seated at your side, one hand resting protectively upon the blanket that covered your legs, and met his father’s eyes without flinching.
“The decision was made by my wife and myself together, Father,” he said, voice calm yet firm enough to carry. “Vaeron is the son of a Targaryen princess. He carries the blood of the dragon in equal measure with that of Oldtown. We agreed that his name and his house should reflect the greater claim of his mother’s line. I have brothers enough who have already secured the Hightower succession with sons and daughters of their own. There is no lack of heirs for our house. This child will stand as a Targaryen, first of his name, and I am content that it should be so.”
He glanced down at you then, a quiet reassurance passing between you, before returning his attention to Otto.
“There is nothing further to discuss upon the matter. The name is given. The choice is made.”
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Hours passed before the chamber emptied at last. The king departed with quiet pride, the queen and her father with carefully measured words, and the rest of the court with bows and congratulations that blurred together in your exhaustion.
Midwives came and went. Rhaenyra lingered longest, offering practical advice and a final squeeze of your hand before she too withdrew. When the door finally closed upon the last of them, the silence that settled felt almost sacred.
Night had fallen fully by the time you and Gwayne were left alone in the soft glow of the hearth. You rested against a mound of pillows in the great bed of your own chambers, the worst of the day’s ordeal washed away and replaced by a deep, bone-weary peace. Vaeron lay upon your chest, his small body warm and solid, silver hair still slightly damp from the gentle cleaning the wet nurses had given him. His tiny fist was curled against your skin, rising and falling with the slow rhythm of your breathing.
Gwayne had shed the last of his formal layers and now sat beside you upon the mattress, one long leg folded beneath him. He watched the two of you with an expression so open and full of quiet wonder that it made your throat tighten. His hand rested lightly upon the babe’s back, fingers spanning nearly the whole of that small form, while his other arm lay along the pillows behind your shoulders so that you might lean into him if you wished.
“He is so small,” Gwayne murmured after a long while, voice barely above a whisper. “I keep fearing I will break him if I hold him too tightly.”
You smiled, tired and soft, and reached up to brush a copper strand of hair from his forehead.
“You will not. You have the gentlest hands of any man I know.”
He turned his head and pressed a lingering kiss to your temple, then another to the crown of Vaeron’s silver head. The babe made a small sound of contentment but did not wake. Outside the windows the night wind moved across the city, and somewhere in the distance a dragon called once, low and distant. Inside the chamber there was only the crackle of the fire, the quiet breath of your newborn son, and the steady presence of the husband who had waited four years and then stood beside you through every scream and curse until this moment arrived.
You let your eyes drift shut for a moment, the weight of the day settling into a quiet reflection. Memory rose unbidden, carrying you back across the years to the girl of four-and-ten who had stood in a solar of the Red Keep and received the news of her betrothal with something close to fury. You had wanted nothing to do with the tall, red-haired youth of seven-and-ten who had been presented as your future husband.
All you had wanted was the sky and Vaerax and the freedom to fly until the sun set. Gwayne Hightower had seemed then only a chain, a duty forced upon you by the will of fathers and the needs of the realm. You had spoken little to him in those early days. You had fled to the dragonpit at every opportunity and returned wind-tossed and defiant, half hoping he would take offence and demand the match be broken.
He never had.
Instead he had waited in the yard with quiet patience. He had offered his cloak when you returned soaked by rain. He had listened when you finally began to speak, and he had never once tried to clip the wings you prized so highly.
Slowly, almost without your noticing, resentment had softened into reluctant respect, then into trust, and at last into a love so deep it had carried you through years of fear and the court’s cruel whispers.
The girl who had once hated the very idea of him now lay in his arms with their silver-haired son sleeping upon her chest, and the thought of any other life felt impossible.
You opened your eyes again and tilted your head to look at him. The firelight caught the copper of his hair and the soft blue of his eyes as he gazed down at Vaeron. The same man you had once regarded as a burden had become the steady centre of your world.
He had waited when you were afraid. He had held you when you cursed him through the pains of labour. He had given you a child who carried both of your bloods and the name of your house, and he had done it all without ever asking you to become less than what you were.
A small, tired smile curved your mouth. How strange and wonderful the turning of the years had been. The betrothal you had once despised had given you the one person you could no longer imagine living without.
You shifted just enough to press a soft kiss to the underside of his jaw.
“I am glad it was you,” you murmured against his skin. “Even when I hated the thought of you, I think some part of me was already waiting to love you.”
Gwayne’s arm tightened around your shoulders. He said nothing for a moment, only rested his cheek against your hair and held both you and the sleeping babe a little closer, as though he too was measuring the long road that had brought the three of you to this quiet, firelit peace.