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It’s ptsd avoided via appropriation
The #ActuallyAutistic “community” :
The #ActuallyAutistic “community” by large is populated with netizens who have developed an online culture leaking ever more poisonously IRL. As someone who has been medically scientifically studied in childhood in the 90s as part of genetic research on autism, thus part of the actual autistic community for longer than it seems any of the members of #ActuallyAutistic I feel qualified to clap back on the hypocrisy that defines this movement. As someone with high functioning ASD and severe CPTSD (o no! I’m ableist to myself by recognizing my level of disability according to the #ActuallyAutistic!) and after YEARS of talking about the #ActuallyAutistic phenomenon as it emerged with professional therapists, doctors, scientists, etc. I’m here to let it be known that the #ActuallyAutistic by large seem more accurately to be suffering from undiagnosed CPTSD that they have misdiagnosed themselves as part of ASD instead. Pathologizing one’s own disordered behaviors and quirked personality with autism is a relief because it more easily explains the sensory phenomenae of living in near constant dissociation states than the complexity of CPTSD while also rendering those dissociative states as inherent and natural, just things to be accepted rather than something to work on which is hugely alleviating to any sense of personality responsibility in healing what is ultimately early life abandonment trauma.
The #ActuallyAutistic “community” by large is anti child. Again, another leftist stance to take is the child free stance. Children are generally just unruly and gross according to these people (not totally wrong lol) and to be kept in family homes- the public is NO place for kids and people should only be part of society after sexually matured. They proudly admit “I hate kids” whenever given the chance and often go on completely unprovoked tirades about “Stop pressuring me to have kids!” in settings where no one has done such a thing. Yet at any opportunity of seeing a parent even ask the most sincere and innocent advice on helping their severely autistic child from literally hurting themselves and others, the popular clap back I’ve read literally hundreds of times is “Just admit you hate your kid” and I’ve seen MANY of you do that exact thing. This is a projection whose root I will ultimately address soon enough!
Yes autistic people need more accommodations and that’s what the #ActuallyAutistic want which those suffering from CPTSD were so starved of from their parents. The attempt to illuminate any differential labels of severity of disability on the spectrum, therefore obliterating the very concept of what a spectrum is in order to appropriate it, is an attempt to say “*I*/“every autistic person” needs as much accommodations as any other autistic person”!! (I DO NOT need the accomodations my sister does and that’s just a fact. To claim that I do not being ableist against myself is absurd but there’s more logic manipulation (famously a disqualifying behavior for ASD diagnosis dismissed as another “gatekeeping” tactic) - by dismissing any disability as a part of someone’s undeniably more severe autistic experience as a “comorbidity” (a grave misuse of this medical term altogether) serves an attempt to simultaneously redefine and redirect any and all already extremely scant accommodations for autistic individuals from those who can’t even speak for themselves as part of their autism or what they call “comorbidities”. They have already, mostly via rallying through the social media of “The Neurodivergent Rebel”, successfully diverted funds from some organizations already with these ideas all while berating parents of severely disabled autistic children as being ableist and actively hating their children by seeking any accommodations or supports. This apparent rampant collective narcissistic manipulation from the adult self diagnosed #ActuallyAutistic “community” by large is in itself flagrantly symptomatic of the CPTSD that is very likely truly under all this, most poignantly highlighted by the hatred of parents. I’ve read thousands of individual comments under the actual hashtag #ActuallyAutistic from people who have recently self diagnosed that “my parents abused me because I’m autistic” even tho they admittedly had no diagnosis in childhood. They look back and recognize that they were abused but it’s much easier to blame The Autism they have mistaken from their CPTSD symptoms; this is because the core of the guilt and shame from such deep abandonment is still self blame, so blaming a condition rather than the self helps hold the parents more responsible while also rendering the self irresponsible too from the huge lifelong work of trauma recovery. No wonder they get mad at the notion of anyone suffering from disability due to autism- no wonder to them it is their “superpower” because it has rescued them in these ways from dealing with any dissociative narcissistic tendencies as a result of CPTSD full on consciously. I have spent several years now working with professionals on this subject via my own experience with both diagnoses to my name and I’ve sat on my hands quite long enough on this. I could write a book on the subject and professional therapists (one of which who was working on her PhD told me “you really out to share my doctorate degree”) have encouraged me to do as much. Another irl example of the Dunning-Kruger effect I reckon.
Coastal Redwoods CA October 2020
Coastal Redwoods CA October 2020
Coastal Redwoods CA October 2020
Coastal Redwoods CA October 2020
Hall Winery has some great huge modern art pieces , wonderful staff, and best of all excellent wines.
Remembering the bathroom with major backrooms vibes
Some of my favorite gals in one of my favorite places rocking my vulva goddess shirts 💗 these are available at pjsuperior.etsy.com ✨ swipe to see each (at East Jesus) https://www.instagram.com/p/BvxBsuNHfQa/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=e07ts71f5sbn
friend: why are men like this
me: *pulls PDFs out of nowhere* you see when the agricultural revolution started
I’m giving a very short (15-20 mins.) talk about contemporary Nordic heathenry to a group of pagans of varied background in about a month. I won’t have time to cover much of anything in detail, so I’m more concerned with preparing them to explore further if they are interested than in giving a cohesive overview. To that end, I wanted to ask my heathen or heathen-adjacent followers:
what do you wish you had known when you were starting out?
what were some obstacles to beginning heathenry that you encountered?
if you have a background in other sorts of paganism, what have you found are major distinctions between your background and heathenry?
And yeah, I am already planning on dedicating some time to discussing racism in heathenry.
I’m also planning on doing a handout of further reading suggestions.
1. The diversity of heathen paths, and I’d have loved to know about trolldom earlier on
2. Early obstacles: lack of easily accessible historical resources (at least until you learn how to look for them), and lack of diverse views of heathen deities
As an older sibling to a disabled person The Scarlet Ibis made me boo hoo loudly in class Freshman year of high school and the teacher had the nerve to scold me about it!
i understand that my friends don’t wanna talk every day. i understand that my s/o doesn’t wanna be lovey dovey and super indulgent every day. lots of people need rest from performative emotions. all people need rest in general! it’s okay!! it doesn’t mean they don’t love me!! it’s not a judgement or punishment!! they deserve to take their rest, and they deserve for me to treat their needs with respect!
not a lot of ppl grasp this.
How we all felt in this moment
Trying to get legit. I’ve wanted to be a tattoo artist since I was three years old. I don’t want to say how long that’s been but it’s been a long time. #tattooschool
I was inspired to draw the medicine woman @lizzyjeff after her @zenandkush one year anniversary event “Queens” this past Saturday! 👑 Check out her high vibrational musical stylings! She is transcendent. 🔮 How blessed am I to have laid cards for all the noble hearts that came through her celebration of the Divine Feminine through art, music, dance, plant based food, and of course the magical medicine of cannabis. 💚 Thank you Queen Lizzy! 💕 (pencil drawing colorized with instagram edit)
#thejanuarytarot Day 28 “My 2018 Page of Swords: How to use my power?” is the Six of Cups which is often perceived as a card of the past, sometimes childhood, and of memories. The #motherpeace deck here differs in its connotation, advising, “You need to be more powerful, directing the flow rather than following.” This latter interpretation is more reflective of how I read with elemental power and planetary #numerology which makes this card the solar power of water. I can hold both interpretations as true. My power is to heal past trauma but not by always going with the flow but by creating my own new flow. 2017 was a major year of healing after serious rewounding in 2016 and I gathered my own new support systems, unable to rely family. I think this card is an affirmation of all I’ve been doing and to keep it up. Card pictured here with @trixystarr acrylic gems at @newprofanity
#thejanuarytarot day 25 “Acceptance: take a breath, let if flow” The World!! I can really let the world at large get to me and feel all the suffering out there. I see the systems that rule us and I become angry with injustice. I must accept these unsavory realities in order to be a part of the change. I must breathe and flow with the changes. Resistance doesn’t mean stagnation. It is hard to resist to my fullest potential. This World card reminds me its alright to be in progress even if that means forever just as the world goes on ever and ever. We mustn’t fear the end of it even as we seek to put off that end. Only with love and courage must we stand up to threats to our world, our Earth- threats of ecological ruin and nuclear war. Breathe and flow in the resistance. For the World’s sake💕