ok bit of an unhinged thought bare with me
the idea of pedri topping/dom-ing ferran. because yes we can see the size gap, ferran's bigger, he's stronger, he can lift pedri up like it's nothing. but there's something on choice of not taking advantage of that, of still chosing the vulnerability it implies to give yourself to another person in such way, of him doing so because he trusts pedri and he knows he won't ever hurt him.
but also the idea of ferran needing it. of him always being the top, the dom (it isn't something that costs him, cherishing pedri, worshipping him, providing him with all of this love. it's something, that love, that grows so quickly and in such quantity inside of him, it's really natural for him to express all of this, sexually and non sexually also), and being so used to it he could some of that too
submission not only as a kinky thing but as the best way for ferran to show pedri how much he trusts him, how much he needs him, how much he's willing to let go, to let pedri have control, to let pedri return some of the love ferran has given and will keep on giving him (not to say pedri doesn't show ferran love, not at all, but i imagine pedri to be all about the small gestures, and of this being something relatively big for ferran to give, too big for him to be able to ask). and the best way for pedri to take the doubts out of ferran's mind, to show that he knows sometimes what he needs is to be brought back to earth from the self doubting cage of his brain, that he can do it, even if he's not an expert, because he loves him.
it doesn't have to be anything particularly out of the ordinary tho, but just them, the bed, the lights of the city outside, and pedri taking the tension away from his shoulders with kisses, transforming the pain into pleasure with the gentle touch of his hands, of taking over ferran's negative thoughts with his own praise, "look at how pretty you are", "such a good boy", "you're taking it so well", "your body takes me so well", "you're everything to me, you know that, right ferri?"
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