pau ♡ bts

22, they/them. I scream about my love for bts, fanfiction and my career.

[hobipowers]

I'm your hope~ I'll work hard to show you amazing things!

[houseofltb]

I needed this so much. I have missed my sunshine so badly, and now we already have Jin and Hoseok back home (cries sobs)

[houseofltb]

today I start my masters

today is my first day of my masters. technically it was last week, but today is the first official class. I have read two documents of the three I wanted to (don't worry, I still have enough time). my main issue is being my sight: my eyes got exhausted while I was working yesterday afternoon in the library. they hurt so badly and it reminded me I need to go to buy some glasses like, yesterday.

but I haven't gone because, well, it's too final to wear them. it also hurts my own self-perception because my sight has always been perfect.

I'm exhausted. I have slept amazingly but I'm very nervous. I have met some classmates and they seem nice - but what if I'm not liked? it's only one year, what if I don't make friends and the fact that I don't live close to my uni avoids them bonding more with me? I'm a mess.

[houseofltb]

today is my third day of class. I have made some friends even though I feel like as they're closer in age than me with them, they'll be friends-er than with me. but it's my fear talking, it's only been two days.

i have told them to come and have a drink with me before class, even though yeah it's more socialising after (but after it's too late and I couldn't come back home if I did so). but I'm happy.

I fear that happiness will die on my lips. but I have faith.

[agustd3]

D-DAY THE FINAL ✦ INTRO : Never Mind

[velvetskize]

If comfort was a person.

[houseofltb]

today I definitely needed this quote. he means the world to me.

[houseofltb]

today I start my masters

today is my first day of my masters. technically it was last week, but today is the first official class. I have read two documents of the three I wanted to (don't worry, I still have enough time). my main issue is being my sight: my eyes got exhausted while I was working yesterday afternoon in the library. they hurt so badly and it reminded me I need to go to buy some glasses like, yesterday.

but I haven't gone because, well, it's too final to wear them. it also hurts my own self-perception because my sight has always been perfect.

I'm exhausted. I have slept amazingly but I'm very nervous. I have met some classmates and they seem nice - but what if I'm not liked? it's only one year, what if I don't make friends and the fact that I don't live close to my uni avoids them bonding more with me? I'm a mess.

[jung-koook]

241014 - seokjin on instagram

↳ namjoon comment: that's a nice set of clothes

[houseofltb]

namjoon really can't not flirt with seokjin. I understand.

[serotaejin]

here, take my entire heart ♡

[houseofltb]

he's so mesmerising.

[iboh]

oh my god

[houseofltb]

he's so gorgeous I can't do this anymore

[houseofltb]

camera-shy

I need to vent a bit and Tumblr is *always* the safest place to do so (have been since 2014, but we don't talk about that time). I have been dreaming about making an account and talking about writing and reading for years. actual years. but I haven't done it yet. the moment I start talking I stumble with my words, unable to even connect sentences properly. tried blogging, didn't work either (felt too self-conscious, even felt like I'd be judged by total strangers or even doxxed). anxiety takes sometimes the best of everything and I can't avoid it.

but I know Yoongi would be proud if I tried and it's the only thing making me still consider it.

[livingvampires]

love it when my friends say "you would do numbers on Tumblr" buddy I am on Tumblr. and the number is 3

[faeriekit]

"This fic was ai generated—" Cool, so lemme block you real quick

[justheretoread-ao3]

[mercymomentmurdermeasure]

i immediately thought of this

[houseofltb]

it makes me so angry because you see it still has clicks. I sometimes wish ao3 grew a backbone and took an actual stance that supports writers.

[sugajimin]

“You worry about the uncertain future, and you become afraid of it. You agonize over the past that you cannot fix. But I can control the present, stories that focus on the present. The past is just the past, the present is just the present, the future is just the future“

- SUGA: Road to D-DAY  - Trailer

[honsool]

People Pt.2 (2023)

[raplinenthusiasts]

GOLDEN BOY ✨

[namsoek]

"j-hope's face is all happy because jimin is here"

[love4hobi]

my safe zone ♡

[love4hobi]

happy birthday to the sweetest loveliest person! ♡*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

[jimimn]

look how happy they were 🥺💖