The stone-cold realisation washes over Angel like a bucket of water to the face.
He stares at the person in front of him: his friend, his seer, his confidant and rescuer. When he looks at the short, smiling man, the only person he can see is Doyle.
Doyle, taken before his time, sacrificed to a light that should have been Angel's burden to carry.
"C'mon, tell me you didn't see this coming," Doyle asks, ambling towards him. "Miraculous resurrection? Getting your good old friend back? Just like old times, wasn't it?"
Angel doesn't have the words he needs. He doesn't even have the actions, his hands failing to form fists.
"No," Doyle agrees. "Not like old times. It was better, right? You got what you wanted the whole time."
Angel thinks of how naive he'd been - he thinks of how it had felt to press his lips against Doyle's mouth and kiss him in eager relief to see him back with him. It had felt so natural at the time, the way that Doyle had sighed and opened up to him, wet and hot and perfect. It had been everything Angel had wanted; of course it had. It had been designed that way.
Doyle gives a small bow of his head. "If you want to applaud, go right on ahead. I'm quite the actor, aren't I?"
"Who are you?" Angel's voice grates like rusted metal.
"I'm exactly who y'think I am, champ," Doyle answers, stepping close enough that he has to look up in order to maintain eye contact. He's so close that Angel could reach out for him - he could start a fight or snap his neck and this whole, blood-stained mess would be over. "Priorities are a little clearer is all."
"You're not him. You're not Doyle."
Doyle pats him on the chest, two firm, reassuring claps of his hand. "You keep on believing that," Doyle says. "I've got work to do."
If Doyle walks out that door, people are going to die - that's a simple and brutal truth.
And Angel can't stop him.
He watches the man walk away, and can do nothing more than curse his own desperate dreams.












