Imagine

Supernatural imagines for the soul. You know, if you have that sort of thing.

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AN : Very quick Christmas imagine for you guys! You can think of it as a part two for ‘Taking the Angels to Church’

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“I can’t believe this.” You blinked as you stood at the end of the stairs in your father’s house, dressed in your newly bought Christmas pajamas. Sitting around the tree, sat three angels of the lord, Satan himself, and your father stood directly behind the bunch, arms crossed over his chest.

“Merry Christmas!” The angels all said in unison. You blinked again.

“Don’t act so scandalized, love. We’re here to celebrate. We’ll be good.” Balthazar put his hand up as if making an oath. “Now, come and give us a hug.” He approached you with open arms, wrapping you up tightly. “We found out from the Winchester’s that you took off on your little trip without us, so we thought we’d surprise you.” He whispered, only for you to hear. “Surprise.”

“Bal-” You started, but were quickly cut off.

“(Y/n), why didn’t you tell me you had a boyfriend?” Your father asked, eyebrow raised at the sight of you and Balthazar.

“Boyfriend?” Your voice was muffled in the angel’s sweater.

“Oh, she’s always trying to keep our relationship a secret, the sly little minx.” Balthazar kept your face buried in his chest so that you couldn’t object to his statements.

“Balthazar, you idiot.” Lucifer grumbled.

“(Y/n) and Balthazar are not involved.” Castiel clarified with a stern nod.

“Then these are all your.. friends?” Your father gestured to the boys with distaste clear on his face.

“Is that a problem?” Lucifer was the first to pick up on your father’s tone.

“Is it?” Your father snapped.

“Okay!” Gabriel suddenly jumped in before the conversation could get anymore heated, running to you and placing a Santa hat upon your head. “What do you say you show us to your room, huh?” Gabe suggested.

“Great idea.” You uttered, rubbing your eyes in exhaustion.

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“What’s his problem?” Gabriel asked once you were in the privacy of your bedroom. You sighed, sitting down on the edge of your bed, resting your head in your hands.

“I told you guys not to come here.” You mumbled.

“(Y/n)?” Castiel sat down next to you, a worried expression on his face.

“My father is complicated, to say the least. He doesn’t approve of the way I live, you know, with the Winchesters and with you guys.” You tried explaining. “He’s made it his mission to make my life as hard as possible, so that hopefully, I’ll feel bad for going out on my own and I’ll come back home to stay.”

“Then why are you here?” Lucifer asked the question on everyone’s mind.

“He’s family and I love him.” You shrugged. “No matter how hard he makes things for me, I can’t leave him on his own.”

“You’ve been around those Winchesters for far too long.” Lucifer commented and you laughed a bit.

Gabriel let out a long sigh, sitting down on the other side of you and wrapping an arm around your shoulder. “Merry Christmas, (Y/n).” He slipped a small box into your lap and you furrowed your brows in confusion. “We all chipped in and picked something nice out for you.” He pecked your cheek and then rested his head on your shoulder as you started to unwrap the gift.

“Oh, wow..” You gasped as you opened the box in front of you to reveal a beautiful necklace with your birthstone hanging from a silver chain. “It’s gorgeous. Thank you, guys.” You hugged each of them before putting the chain carefully around your neck.

“Now, let’s go face your devilish father; no offense, Lucy.” Balthazar chirped.

You were smiling softly to yourself as you walked towards your bedroom door when you heard a whisper in your ear. “I have something a little more personal for you once the others place their attention else where.”

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Imagine Being homesick

Dean X Reader

“What are you up to?” The comforting voice of your older sister asked from the other end of the telephone. You twirled the wire that connected the phone to the wall around your finger as you smiled.

“Not a lot. I’ve just been working with the boys mostly, you know.” This bar wasn’t as noisy as most and you were grateful for that. It had been a few weeks since you last got to hear your sisters voice. There was an unmistakable cry in the background of the call and you felt your heart swell. “Is that my niece?” You breathed out, smiling bigger than ever as tears came to your eyes.

“Sure is.” She said to you. “She’s growing up so fast. I can hardly believe it..”

“Tell me about it.” You muttered. “It kills me being away for this long. I’ll come see you guys soon, okay? I’ll come see everyone.”

“You’ve been saying that for so long, (Y/n)…” You could hear the disappointment in her voice. “Dad isn’t himself without you. You know how he worries. Not knowing where you are or what you’re out there doing is taking a toll on the man.”

“I know, I know..”

Dean noticed you shifting from one foot to the next and decided to check in.

“Hey, (Y/n), you good?” He leaned against the wall beside you, pool stick in hand.

“Why can’t you just tell us what you’re doing? Is this because you never rebelled as a teenager?” Your sister was starting to speak faster and you knew she was upset. You looked to Dean, nodding a bit to his question as you answered your sister’s.

“No. It’s just easier if I keep this part of my life separate from you guys, you have to understand.” You sighed.

“This part of your life?” She scoffed. “You’re keeping your whole life from us, not just part of it. You’re missing everything. You’ve only held your niece twice. Do you think she’s even going to know who you are by the next time you visit? What about years from now?” You started to cry as your sister went on. You knew she was right with everything she said.

“Woah, woah, hey there.” Dean panicked at the sight of you in tears, wrapping his arm around you.

“I’ll call you soon, okay, sis?” You sniffed. “I love you so much. Give everyone hugs for me.” You hung up before she could respond, turning to burry yourself into Dean’s arms. “I’m so sorry.” You cried.

“Don’t apologize to me, kid.” Dean rubbed your back. “You’re okay.”

“Sometimes I wish I never got into the hunting life.” Your head rested on his chest and you watched all of the bar goers laughing and having a good time. “I miss them.” More tears fell as you thought of your family.

“I know you do. Listen, how about you and I take a trip to your hometown?” Dean pulled you at arms length so he could see your face. “You could see your family, your friends. I’d love to meet them all too.”

“You’d really do that for me?” You let out a breath. “You’d put up with my sisters questions about whether or not we’re an item, my dads terrible jokes, and my moms questionable cooking?” You smiled a bit, wiping away your tears.

“Sounds like a date to me.” Dean smirked pulling you back into him. “We’ll leave tomorrow and get you back home for a few days. Promise.”

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Imagine Loving Castiel

Castiel X Reader

Love was.. complicated. You’d never had good luck when it came to love. Hell, you didn’t even think about love anymore. That was, until Castiel came into your life. He was a literal angel, but to you, he was just Cas. Beautiful, sensitive, perfect Cas. 

“(Y/n),” Cas sat down on the couch beside you, watching you read your book. “I have a question.”

“I may have an answer.” You glanced up to see his brows furrowed and eyes curiously raking over your face. 

“What is love to you?” Well, that is a rather tough question. You put your book down and looked up at the ceiling. 

“Hm.” You hummed. You’d never really thought about what love meant to you. You knew it was supposed to be important. You knew you felt it, but could you explain it? “Love is.. innocent.” You tried. “It makes your heart swell, your mind feel fuzzy, and your stomach feel like there are a million butterflies dancing inside.” You imagined the first time you ever met Castiel. “Love is something you never see coming, something you thought you knew, but turns out, it was just waiting for you. I guess love is just a chance to be truly happy.” You looked back at Cas and saw the interest on his face. “Sorry, I guess I rambled a bit, didn’t I?” You smiled, pulling your book back up.  

“(Y/n), are you happy?” He asked. 

“Your questions today are very deep.” You laughed a bit. “Um, I think so. I’m happy when I’m with you. I’m happy when I’m with Sam and Dean. You guys make me happy." 

"How come you don’t categorize me with the Winchester’s?” Cas was stating to pry. He was looking for something specific here and that made you uneasy. 

“Are you feeling okay, Cas?" 

"I- Yes. I’m just curious about you; about us.” He shifted next to you.

“What about us?” You closed your book at this. 

“You said love is innocent. Neither of us are innocent beings, does that mean we cannot find love?" 

"Love is innocent in itself. Does that make sense? Two people who have done terrible things can find each other and still share something innocent.” You explained. It was surprisingly easy to explain what love is. Years ago, you would have just said you didn’t know, but now, you think you have a clear idea. “Do you think you love someone, Cas?" 

He nodded his head, looking down at his clasped hands. 

"And you want to tell them?" 

"Very much.” Castiel’s cheeks were growing pinker by the second. Your curiosity was getting the better of you. 

“What’s stopping you?” You inched closer.

“She.. I don’t know if she loves me too.” He shook his head, glancing over at you with worried eyes. “It would be an honor to be loved by someone as celestial as she.” He watched the way your eyes trailed over his face and he saw it then. Maybe you could love him. “Someone as radiant as you..” His eyes found yours and he couldn’t miss the spark within them and then, your lips were on his.

“Love is easy with you.”

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Imagine Crowley has a confession for you

Crowley X Reader

“We need him, whether you guys like it or not.” You stood in front of the demon, your hands on the blades you kept in your pockets, ready to pull them at any second. The Winchester’s exchanged surprised glances at your behavior. “You kill him, I kill you. Got it?” You looked between the two, waiting for an answer other than their shocked facial expressions.

“What has gotten into you?” Dean growled, taking a step towards you. You pulled out one of the blades and rested it against your thigh, a subtle threat.

“I’m doing my job without letting my emotions get the best of me. You should try it sometime.” You snapped. Dean’s jaw clenched, obviously more than annoyed with you. This was out of character for you. You always showed Sam and Dean the upmost respect, but something about the man behind you caused a shift within. You knew you had to protect him.

“Then you deal with him.” Dean pointed a finger at you, something a father would do to his daughter, and then turned to leave, Sam following behind. Sam looked over his shoulder at you, concern in his eyes. You sighed, giving him the smallest of smiles to reassure him. Once the Winchester’s were gone, you turned to face the cause of the situation.

“That was quite the show, Poppet.” Crowley smirked. “Seeing you get so defensive over little old me gets me bothered in all of the right ways.”

“Shut up.” You snapped, running a hand through your hair and pulling up a chair so that you could sit across from him. “I just need you to tell me about the deals going on in this town. There’s too many and we don’t know how to stop them all.”

“You don’t. They’re deals, (Y/n). Once those morons lock lips with one of my demons, that’s that.” He shook his head at you. “Why don’t we talk about something else, yeah? How about the way you can’t stand to see me tortured and beaten? Or the way you’re constantly trying to justify the evil things I do?”

“Don’t try and turn this into some twisted romance. I’m here to save those peop-”

“Romance? I didn’t say anything about romance, Kitten.” Crowley raised his brows, feigning innocence.

“I don’t care what you said.” You threw your hands to your side, starting to get aggravated.

“How about you tell me why you haven’t pulled a knife on me for pissing you off when you were so quick to threaten Moose and Squirrel. They’re like family to you and you were ready to kill them to protect a demon.” He was getting inside your head. You stood up from your seat, turning away from him. You considered pulling out your other blade, but you just couldn’t bring yourself to do it. Why couldn’t you do it? You shook your head, annoyed with yourself. “You know, I’ve done the same thing.” You turned back to him, confused.

“What are you talking about?” You almost snapped.

“Have you never found it off that none of my demons have ever come after you?” He asked. Honestly, you never really thought about it, but now that he’s mentioned it, you can’t remember a demon ever attacking you specifically. “That’s because when the thought even crosses their mind, I take their head off their shoulders.” Crowley’s eyes were following your every move. “Because I can’t stand the thought of you getting hurt.”

“Why are you telling me this?” You blinked, more confused than ever. “Listen, I just want to know how to stop-”

“No, you listen.” Crowley interrupted. “You’ve been dancing around this for far too long and I know damn well if I’m not the one to say this, you never will. We care for each other, (Y/n). We protect each other, we go out of our way to make sure only good things come to one another. What does that look like to you?”

“Are you trying to say that you’re in love with me, Crowley?” You walked towards him.

“Well, when you say it like that..” Crowley raised his brows and looked to the floor. “Yes, I guess that is what I’m trying to say.”

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Oh my gosh I love you and your work, I'm so glad you're back to writing!❤❤❤ And take all the time you need to get back in your groove. Everyone works at their own pace.😊😘😁

Thank you so much, that means a lot to me. 💝

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I love you too 💖💖💖💖

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The Angels helping you after your first broken heart

Warnings : Angst

You used to think you were incapable of romantic feelings, that was, until you met him. He flipped your world around, made you feel things you didn’t even know were possible, and then, he dropped you as if you were nothing to him. It hurt more than any physical wound ever had.

You spent your nights in tears and your days trying to figure out what you did wrong. You were a mess, to say the least.

“(Y/n), you need to get outside.” Castiel held you in his lap, letting you rest your head on his chest. “The Winchesters are starting to pray to me in hopes that I’ll bring you back to them. I know you’re hurt-”

“Cas, please.” You almost sobbed. He noticed the tears in your voice and squeezed you a little tighter.

“Okay.” He whispered, resting his chin on your head. “I’ve got you..”

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“There we go.” Gabriel hummed his contentment, turning you towards the mirror so you could admire his work. Your hair was curled, beautifully framing your face.

“Wow, Gabe.” You allowed yourself to smile at your reflection. You hadn’t done your hair or makeup since he left you, so the change took you off guard. “Thank you..”

“No, thank you for being my canvas.” The angel tugged on one of your curls and then let go, watching it bounce back in place. “You’re gorgeous, ya know that?” You shook your head, smiling a bit. It could have been mistaken for nervousness, but nothing ever got passed Gabriel. “I’m serious, (Y/n). Listen, I, um.. Well, I know that you’ve been questioning yourself lately. You don’t feel beautiful anymore and I hate that because when I look at you, I see absolute perfection. You truly are the finest thing my father ever created.” Your heart felt like a balloon by the end of Gabriel’s declaration. You didn’t know what to say, so you didn’t speak. You threw your arms around him and hugged him so tight that you felt him struggle for air. “C'mon, babe, women can only handle me in small doses. Don’t over do it.”

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Balthazar had a different method of mending a broken heart and you couldn’t really say that you were disappointed.

“Alright, doll, drink up.” He handed you a small glass of amber liquid and you drank without hesitation. “Slowly.” Balthazar scolded with a grin.

“Shut up.” You waved him off, setting the empty glass on the table as the room began spinning. “Woah..” You swayed in your seat, falling over on the angel’s shoulder.

“Told you so.” He sighed, sipping on the liquor. “Nothing eases the human body like alcohol and sex.”

“One down.” You rolled over so that you could lay your head in his lap and look up at him. “How about the latter?” You winked.

“Oh, you would suggest that when you’re vulnerable and I have to say no, you little minx.” Balthazar groaned. “Another time.” He kissed your head and settled for running his fingers through your hair.

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“I’ll kill him.” Lucifer promised. You shook your head, grinning at the fuming angel.

“Want to?” You joked, but you knew your jokes would fuel him. “Wanna be my accomplice?”

“Darling, I’ll do the job myself.” You knew he was serious. The devil would do anything for you as long as you said please.

“I don’t need him dead.” You sighed and watched his face fall with disappointment. “I want him to live a long life, knowing he lost the best thing that has ever happened to him. He’ll suffer.” You watched Lucifer’s mouth slowly turn into a sinister smirk.

“You really are malicious.” He purred, moving closer to you.

“I’ve learned from the best.”

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Oh yay!!! Your back I missed you!!!

I've missed you guys too!!

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Are you OK ?

I went through a long, hard ordeal recently, but I'm back. I'm here for you guys. 💖

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Imagine : Sam comforts you after a bad breakup

Sam Winchester X Reader

Having him and then loosing him hurt worse than never having him at all. You were in love and he just didn’t care, simple as that. He hurt you, cheated on you. He was the very scum of the earth for all that he did, yet you were the one in tears, wishing things would have gone differently. A part of you wished he wouldn’t have left, but you knew it was for the best. It would just take time for your heart to catch up with your head.

“(Y/n)?” Sam was at your bedroom door. He’d been checking in on you every so often, worried sick. It drove him crazy to see you like this. You were so strong, so brave, and an incompetent pig was able to bring you to your knees. “Can I come in?” Hopefully, his hand fell on the doorknob. You wiped the sleep from your eyes before making an ‘mhm’ sound, and then Sam was there. You noticed Dean right behind him and you nodded a bit, letting him know it was okay to join.

“So do you want anything to eat? I can go grab some burgers? Hell, I’ll run to the store and get all of the stuff I need to make your favorite meal, how does that sound?” Dean sat beside you, leaning back against the headboard. You didn’t feel like eating, but you knew you had to at some point. Sleeping all day and all night wasn’t going to help you.

“That sounds good.” You tried to smile at him. Dean wrapped an arm around your shoulders, giving you a quick hug before heading out the door. You looked up at Sam as he fiddled with his thumbed, thinking of what to say to you. “I’m sorry I’ve been such a mess, I just-”

“Don’t apologize. (Y/n), I have something to say and if I don’t say it now, I don’t think I ever will.” Sam seemed almost conflicted. That worried you, but you nodded for him to continue. “You’re amazing. You’re everything beautiful the world has to offer in one body. You’re the sunset and the stars, the thunder and the ocean. You can be soft and compassionate or a storm no one would dare waver into. You can make me laugh until I can’t breathe. You bring out new sides to people. (Y/n), you’re the best thing to ever happen to Dean and I. We love you, and when I say that, I don’t just mean we care for you, I mean we would do anything for you. We would set the world on fire for you. You’re everything to us.” Sam was spilling his heart out and you could see all of the emotions on his face. He really meant every single word and that had you in tears. “He couldn’t see those things in you. He had a chance at heaven on earth and he took advantage of your heart. I know it hurts. I know you don’t feel like it now, but someone like you deserves someone so, so special.” You were in his arms before he could even finish, holding onto him tightly.

“I love you, Sam.” You mumbled into his shirt, tears streaming down your cheeks. He’d just told you everything you needed to hear and you were so grateful.

“I love you too, (Y/n).”

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(AN - Random small imagine because it’s 1AM and I can’t sleep.)

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“That was exhausting.” You let out a huff of air as you slide your back down the wall, resting in the tall grass.

“Just a little bit.” Sam comments, collapsing beside you. You laid your head on his shoulder, not caring about he blood stains on his shirt. “I can’t wait to get back to the motel. I call first shower.”

“Meow.”

“Huh?” Sam looks at you, confused.

“That wasn’t me, you idiot.” You almost laugh, but you're too tired.

You look to your side and see a small kitten, inching it’s way closer and closer to you before placing it’s paw on your leg.

“Oh my god.” You gasp, gently scooping up the little animal and cradling it in your arms. It purrs, overjoyed by the affection. “Sam, we have to-”

“Dean would kill us.” He cuts you off, a flash of panic on his face because he knew exactly how this was going to play out. He could never tell you no.

“Dean will get over it when he sees this cute little face.” You held up the kitty so you could get a better look at it and you nearly swooned over how cute it was.

“I mean.. Ugh, I guess we can bring it with us.” Sam gave in quickly, placing his hand gently on the kitten’s head. “It is really cute.”

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Sorry if this is annoying but when do you think you'll post the next imagine? I live and breath them😫💕👏

I'm hoping to have an imagine ready by Tuesday. The weekend before classes resume is always really busy for me, (as it is for most people), and I'm hoping for some time to write on Monday.

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You have 16 requests!! Holy moly haha!! Good luck! I know they'll be amazing!

And there's so many more waiting in my inbox 😅😅 Its gonna be a loooong process

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Hey I know you're super busy with requests but I'd love for you to do this one, I just read through all your imagines haha. Anyway so it's the four angels that you write about, maybe a second part to that movie night request. They have a sleepover in her apartment and the boys sleep on the floor while the reader is on her double bed. And they get into all these random convos and balth being balth brings up the dirty stuff lmao

I'll add it to my list 😊 & Thank you for reading my work! Love you!

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Hi, just found your blog, im not sure if request are open but if they are could you do an imagine with Cas, Luci, Gabe, and Balthy? Like, a movie night or something. Uh, thanks I appreciate it.

Requests are appreciated. I love knowing what you guys are interested in seeing on my blog! Thank you for sending this in! 💖

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Will you be doing more imagines with the Angels all together?

I'm planning to do one soon. ☺️

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You hugged your knees, biting your lip nervously as you stared off at the stars. You'd been waiting for hours now for a boy who just wasn't coming, you knew that, but it was too embarrassing to admit. You'd been stood up. Being outside at night was the only good thing about this situation. You liked the way the summer air felt and sitting in the grass made you feel a little better. "(Y/n)?" Castiel was behind you, a worried look on his face. "What are you doing out here? It's late." "I know it is." You responded, shifting a bit. "I just wanted to be outside.." You lied. "Dressed like that?" He gestured to your new dress before sitting in the grass beside you. It took a lot not to frown at that. You'd spent so long finding the perfect outfit for tonight, for nothing. "You look very pretty. I just don't understand why you got so dressed up to sit on the ground in the dark." "I was supposed to go out." You finally told him, sighing a bit as you look up at the stars. "I just.. I don't know. I thought I could go out and have fun, like a normal girl my age. I guess the normal life just doesn't have room for me." Castiel furrowed his brows as he thought over what you'd told him. "What would you like to do?" He asked. You didn't really know the answer to that. "I guess I was expecting to go out to eat, maybe watch a movie." You shrugged your shoulders and before you could blink, you were standing outside of your favorite restaurant with Castiel's hand in yours. "What are you doing?" You smiled at him, slightly confused. "Taking you out to eat." He shrugged, as if he did this every night. "There's a movie theater not too far from here. We can go there next." You didn't miss the satisfied grin on his face as he led you through the door.