HPD (& BPD) Darling

Ventposting, also ASD , PTSD , Bipolar ADULT

[borderlinebaby420]

my favorite conspiracy theory is that they regret what they did to me

[hpdthoughtzx]

is he mad at me? I hope hes not mad at me.

[hpdthoughtzx]

i know im being so unreasonable because hes probably busy or something. He wouldnt just ignore me. but these feelings are so big. i feel so small.

[ofcutsandoffire]

its insane how in just a few seconds your entire world can come crashing down

[sleepingsolace]

I just stare at my screen, hoping to see a notification from you pop up

[unfiltereddddmess]

My brain feels like a cluttered mess

[dollonlithium]

being borderline means that i can’t live without someone to cling to, if you show me a bit of attention i’ll be on my knees for you, please love me cause i can’t do it myself

[bl0w-m3]

[maternalcare-deactivated2025110]

і𝗍’s ᥒ᥆𝗍 ᥣᥲzіᥒᥱss. і𝗍’s mᥱᥒ𝗍ᥲᥣ ᥲᥒძ ⍴һᥡsіᥴᥲᥣ ᥱ᥊һᥲᥙs𝗍і᥆ᥒ.

[hpdthoughtzx]

i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp

i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp

i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp

i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp

[thathpdfeel]

That HPD feel when you're trans masc and have extreme top dysphoria but refuse to wear a binder because if you do people won't look at your boobs

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[latiosity]

"dont send too many msgs at once it makes u look desperate for attention" yes n the fuck else did u think i was. how else am i supposed to look

[hpdthoughtzx]

Today my partner (NPD) put it very well that HPD (at least for me) isnt an attention seeking disorder or need for sexual attention disorder as much as it's a validation disorder.

A need to be validated at all times. Validated for how you look, being smart, knowing a whole lot. For me, getting negative attention for anything is soulcrushing. However for my partner (NPD) negative and positive attention hold the same weight because they're both attention.

I hope my realization via them helps my fellow HPDers.

[hpdthoughtzx]

yeah so i realized i actually didnt care and that was kinda stupid. 😶

[hpdthoughtzx]

NOTHING HAPPENED. I HAVE NO REASON TO BE SO UPSET. UGUGHHHHHH I NEED TO RIP MY GUTS OUT AND CLEAN THEM I NEED THEM OUT. I NEED THEM OUT. I AM GONNA VOMIT I CANT DO THIS IM SO MAD AND I DONT EVEN INOW WHY AND THATS MAKING ME EVEN MORE UPSET

but i know the second i get attention like i want ill be fine :) i love hpd. im so normal about how it makes me react to literally nothingburger problems

[hpdcultureis]

hpd culture is being miserable and spiraling until someone finally talks to you and then suddenly you're completely fine

-🌊⚖️ (is this signoff taken?)

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[hpdcultureis]

Hpd culture is throwing a tantrum whenever no one acknowledges you talking about your interests

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[hpdcultureis]

hpd culture is using A SHIT TON of tags on your posts, so it reaches as many people as possible... but it still barely works. What am I doing wrong dawg

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