my favorite conspiracy theory is that they regret what they did to me
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@hpdthoughtzx
my favorite conspiracy theory is that they regret what they did to me
is he mad at me? I hope hes not mad at me.
i know im being so unreasonable because hes probably busy or something. He wouldnt just ignore me. but these feelings are so big. i feel so small.
its insane how in just a few seconds your entire world can come crashing down
I just stare at my screen, hoping to see a notification from you pop up
My brain feels like a cluttered mess
being borderline means that i can’t live without someone to cling to, if you show me a bit of attention i’ll be on my knees for you, please love me cause i can’t do it myself
і𝗍’s ᥒ᥆𝗍 ᥣᥲzіᥒᥱss. і𝗍’s mᥱᥒ𝗍ᥲᥣ ᥲᥒძ ⍴һᥡsіᥴᥲᥣ ᥱ᥊һᥲᥙs𝗍і᥆ᥒ.
i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp
i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp
i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp
i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp i miss my fp
That HPD feel when you're trans masc and have extreme top dysphoria but refuse to wear a binder because if you do people won't look at your boobs
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"dont send too many msgs at once it makes u look desperate for attention" yes n the fuck else did u think i was. how else am i supposed to look
Today my partner (NPD) put it very well that HPD (at least for me) isnt an attention seeking disorder or need for sexual attention disorder as much as it's a validation disorder.
A need to be validated at all times. Validated for how you look, being smart, knowing a whole lot. For me, getting negative attention for anything is soulcrushing. However for my partner (NPD) negative and positive attention hold the same weight because they're both attention.
I hope my realization via them helps my fellow HPDers.
yeah so i realized i actually didnt care and that was kinda stupid. 😶
NOTHING HAPPENED. I HAVE NO REASON TO BE SO UPSET. UGUGHHHHHH I NEED TO RIP MY GUTS OUT AND CLEAN THEM I NEED THEM OUT. I NEED THEM OUT. I AM GONNA VOMIT I CANT DO THIS IM SO MAD AND I DONT EVEN INOW WHY AND THATS MAKING ME EVEN MORE UPSET
but i know the second i get attention like i want ill be fine :) i love hpd. im so normal about how it makes me react to literally nothingburger problems
hpd culture is being miserable and spiraling until someone finally talks to you and then suddenly you're completely fine
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Hpd culture is throwing a tantrum whenever no one acknowledges you talking about your interests
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hpd culture is using A SHIT TON of tags on your posts, so it reaches as many people as possible... but it still barely works. What am I doing wrong dawg
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