Hormone Implosion
Long time no update. I’ve mostly been pretty stable, so there hasn’t been a lot to talk about. But this week. Oh boy. This week. My “period” coincided with the week I get my anti-T injection. And believe me when I say it has fucked me up my dudes.
I have been all over the place for the past 8 days or so. To begin with, I was just horny as all hell. More than I’ve ever been before on Wiggle Week. Quite a few tears over not having the same period experiences as my AFAB friends (only made worse by people telling me I was <i>lucky</i> not to have them), even more when thinking about not being able to carry my own children to term...
Then more being horny. This was a problem, because while I have 4 people lined up who’ve all said they’d like to sleep with me, 1 isn’t currently allowed by her relationship rules and the other 3 were also moonsick x_x
Then came my decapeptyl injection. And over the past few days, I suddenly went from (relatively) high testosterone, and Wiggle City, to low. I’m back to how I was at the beginning of last year, when I was randomly screaming at my flatmates because their faces upset me...
I should even out in a few days. But today is going to be spent quickly switching between raging, crying, giggling and being too fatigued to think or move.












