— & she once she said “i started breaking hearts when my own parents broke mine because i wanted to know what it feels like to be the brick and { n o t } the window pane”. her love is ethereal, like nothing else; when she’s { d r u n k } she’ll dress up for you, all straps & lace & stockings. when she’s { h i g h } she’ll dress down for you, all skin & skin & skin.
“you never know, celebrity life leads people to do all sorts of things they didn’t do before. nice to know you’re a good’un though.” xavian smiled, slipping them back in his pocket. “len, you’re making me blush,” he laughed, “i appreciate it though, really i do. and i just want to say, i’m sorry for how i treated you. we both know i’m a cunt but you didn’t deserve it.”
“i’m not saying i’m the most well behaved in the world but as far as those things go, i’m good, i’m really good.” lennox laughed, her words finally becoming playful with the boy after a few years of silence & sarcasm. his words came out sounding almost sincere, something lennox knew not to take lightly. “took you long enough, damn, xai.” she joked, elbowing his side lightly. “no, no, i appreciate that, xai. i really do. ”
yeah, really. and if you’re gonna make any then it should be for yourself not just ‘cause people want you to, ya know. i feel you on that. i can tell, a little evolvement and growth is good. and it looks good on you too babe. last year was pretty good, and hopefully this one will be even better. yep that sounds about right.
it looks good on me ? girl, have you looked in the mirror lately—that shit has you practically glowing. 2019 is our year, i can feel it.
“Let’s just say I shouldn’t drink past one in the morning…”
“Next time you get that wasted, please tell whoever you’re with to call my number -- I have plenty of couches that are bed-worthy & open at any time for any fellow drunk ladies.”
captions are in italics, posted in the order of likes received !!
001. bitch please : ( thank u next, bitch. onto the next. )
two hours after releasing thank u, next & receiving countless amounts of positive feedback, lennox took to instagram to post a barbie-style outfit that had been personally made for her and delivered less than half an hour after the release. in response, the designer was tagged & soon the pair released the design to the public for purchase.
002. the lollipop picture : ( me looking @rydcrisms.. no, really )
during one of ryder’s dry directing spells & post lennox’s tour, the pair were spotted on the streets of LA window shopping while the brunette proceeded to lick on her candy while she stared up at ryder. this quickly became a viral picture, eventually turning into a meme.
003. sue me : ( i got sued for posting this photo, of myself, that was taken without my consent. therefore, let me just say, fuck you, paparazzi. guess what imma still post. )
after posting said photo, lennox was sued by the photographer &, in turn, had to pay a hefty settlement. in retaliation, lennox proceeded to post the photo repeatedly, despite it getting removed by instagram multiple times for copyright, before they finally gave up & it became one of her most liked. after discovering it would stay up this time, lennox changed to caption that above.
004. infinity tour : ( last show of infinity. i’ll miss you guys. thank u phoenix. )
ending her tour in phoenix, lennox had never been good with saying goodbye to that part of her life. she adored being on tour -- the freeness of it, a different city every night, something new always around the corner. there were so many places to go, so many fans to meet. after finding a photo posted by a fan at the show, lennox said a public goodbye to the city & the infinity tour.
005. sisterly sleepover : ( this is all i’ll ever need [ tagged - @halilcd, @sicnna ] )
a long night fighting via facetime with with ryder & delilah having a bad night with kauri quickly resulted in a sleepover with sienna, delilah, & lennox herself. they knew nothing solved a bad mood and aching heart like wine, food & friendship.
006. blonde again : ( oops i did it again ! )
in the case of ‘blondes have more fun’, it’s definitely a fact when it comes to lennox. going blonde again in late november of 2018, her fans lost their minds over it, like they always do. showing off her natural curls, lennox posted a sneak peek of a photoshoot to reveal the surprise to her fans.
007. when all else fails : ( @kavri i luv u like cheese fries )
after getting a little too wine-drunk one night, kauri came to the rescue, like he always does. requesting a piggy back ride, her best friend delilah, & a cheese fries from in n out, the pair packed on hats, jackets & sunglasses to begin their journey. on the way there, delilah proceeded to snap a picture, causing a smile to come across a hungover lennox’s face the next morning.
008. pre midnight : ( goodbye and good fucking riddance, 2018. )
forty five minutes before midnight on the west coast, lennox posted this photo of her getting ready for her late night celebration. 2018 hadn’t been kind to her, but this photo was, and it quickly became number 8 on her top 9 in that short time before the clock hit 12.
009. red ribbon : ( no caption )
leaving zero caption, the red ribbon around lennox’s wrist has always been a bit of a curious grey area with her fans. relating back to she and ryder’s christmas traditions, this was posted in a time of distress in the relationship, serving as a reminder of the happier times.
“they’re going to regret this decision, i’m telling you now. i wrote all the hit songs, i was the hot one in the band and i was the one with the artistic vision. but fuck it and fuck ‘em. my solo shit is going to blow them out the water!” xavian caught the other’s gaze and shrugged. “want a cig?”
“nothing’s changed in the past few years, i still don’t smoke.” lennox explained, shaking her head as her words escaped. “we both know how i feel about you & the band’s situations, and i don’t know specifics about anything... but your solo shit will most definitely blow them out of the water. you wrote the only songs i ever liked on the albums, honestly.”
“What a backup career, man. I think you’ve really got something going here. I mean, if the whole singing thing crumbles, you can just serenade me while I cook and I’ll pay you triple what you make,” Azelin laughed. “That’s a lie, I don’t even make triple what you make. I probably don’t even make as much as you.”
“i’m just doing what i’m good at !! it’s my calling, really.” lennox smiled at the blonde, letting out a small laugh at her words. “you can cook for me, we can serenade each other, and i can just pay you triple what you make. it’ll all work out great, really.”
“surprise! i’m still alive after partying a little too hard at new years.” delilah laughed, “everything after 9:30pm on new years eve is a total blur like did i kiss my boyfriend at midnight? i don’t know. did i make a fool out of myself? oh 100%. anyway, how was your new years?”
“surprise! i’m still alive after re-celebrating it with all of that wine you & kauri put in my house.” lennox beamed, a smile forming on her face. “9:30 ?? damn lilac, you must’ve thoroughly enjoyed your night. i didn’t even get a midnight kiss, ya know... plan changes and what not. that wine though, one hell of a way to ring in the new year.”
“That’s the best advice, hands down, and I absolutely agree. It just seems like so much fun and then I’d kind of know what I’m doing in the kitchen, which would be awesome. Can I have you as my hype woman through it all? Is that an option?”
“of course !! hype woman lennox de luca, here at your service for all of your kitchen enthusiasm needs. that’s my backup career, if all this singing junk decides to go down the drain. ”
“ this sounds really sad, but i kinda feel like their nagging can be on a momager level. it’s just inescapable. and yeah, lilah would definitely say yes; it’s a good venture. maybe you can fit me into your schedule sometime, yeah ??”
“ we already know i just love when people get to the momager level, it makes me want to rip my hair out. i’d fit you into my schedule plenty... if all of our plans went through as discussed, we’d see each other all the time. but you know, as always, work happens. ”
Brittany’s cheeks were just as flushed and red as the stain covering her white v-neck shirt. She had tried to cover it up with a distressed jean jacket but it was too big to hide. “P-please, don’t..” She insisted as she looked over to see them staring at her. “I got a little carried away at girls night and all of a sudden I just had my cabernet all over me.” She whimpered, motioning towards her chest before crossing her arms. A nervous laugh escaped her lips as she pulled her hair over the stain.
“Brittany, baby, oh my goodness, look at you !” Lennox made her way over to the wine-stained girl, an experience she had known all to well in the past. “Here, let me help.” Pulling off her red shirt, the brunette was let only in her tight wifebeater. “You look like you can fit it, just give me the jacket for the time being and you take the shirt.”
“All I’m saying is we live in fucking California. Do you really think it’s going to be that cold? I was just in Maine. There is actual snow in Maine right now. Do you see snow here? I just see sand.”
“Have you not heard of a little thing call air-conditioning, Jace ? Honestly, my house stays cold, and I stay in jackets while I’m home if I’m not in long sleeves. Don’t judge, man.”
“Ow… ow…” Cassia stepped onto the sidewalk, rubbing her neck as she looked for a good coffee spot. “For the love of God, I do not recommend sleeping on a cement floor. You are so welcome for that advice.”
“Oh, honey...” Lennox’s voice rang towards the brunette, reaching a hand out to touch the girl’s shoulder. “What in the world were you doing sleeping on cement in the first place ?? ”
“Is it too late in life to become a professional chef? Like, screw dancing and acting, man. I always find myself watching these damn cooking and baking shows late at night and every time I see them, I think ‘Wow, I wish I could make something that good without a recipe.’ Every time I try to make anything without looking at a recipe, it turns out looking like a fucking joke. How long does culinary school take? A year, two years? I feel like I could manage that.”
“ here’s something i’ve learned, honey. it’s never too late to become anything !! hire yourself a teacher and get to cooking. screw culinary school, as long as you learn how to cook that shit right, you’ll be set. ”
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