I remember when we first met, It was like someone knocked the air out of my lungs. And I remember when you asked me to be yours and how I had to hold your hand now. And I remember when you first saw me cry and how you were so quick to sweep me in your arms. I remember when we danced in the snow because your car broke down and we had to walk home. I remember when I flipped my car and you promised to never let me get hurt again. I remember the hurtful things we said to each other, and I remember how we turned then into beautiful things. I remember when you told me you were looking at rings for me. I remember how much I loved you. I love you. I'm hurting now because of it. I can't bear to see you with someone else. I can't stop worrying that she won't care for you like I did. I can't stop crying over the fact that you're not mine anymore. I can't eat. I can't think about the countless sweatshirts of yours sitting in my closet without getting sick. I can't look at my wall full of your pictures without crying. I can't fall asleep without wishing I could have just grown the hell up. I finally know what heartache feels like. I finally know what its like to loose the most important thing to you. It's the worst feeling ever.
im hurting so much