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β and in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me. you are all kinds of beautiful as you end my day and you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away. and iβll wait for you every single day.
It's nice to see you back however brief it is. You come first. Always put the oxygen mask over your face first. Because how can you put it on the baby if you can't breathe?. (I finally interpreted the flight manifesto for real life)
dude, i love this so much youβve no idea over how i just heaved a sigh. i guess iβm really really trying to remember that, when itβs hard. i love you so much for this, thank you π i hope youβre doing absolutely greatest at everything
omg hi!!! itβs been such a long time,, well 2 years as you mentioned it in your post. this is so stupid n silly but i got emotional when reading it. even when i get caught up with life and all of itsβ¦ hardships, i never forget about ur blog. i went through your works a couple of times since you « leftΒ Β» and each time, i found myself thinking that you were one of my favourite writers back then. also, if i had to write an essay about the most memorable fics iβve read on tumblr, i wouldnβt fail to mention a LOT of ur writings. iβm very happy to hear from you, and mostly good news. iβve personally, finally, started university! iβm studying modern languages and, even though most of the time thereβs a bunch of anxiety and stress coming with it, i do find a sort of comfort in my student life. iβve made some great friends, and well classes arenβt so bad:,). i just wanted to write this little ask to you as a fellow reader of yours,, i hope you have a good day/evening<3 take care!!
please i got stupidly emotional reading this message. i guess iβm just in a phase in my life where i feel really really unwanted, unimportant and just a burden to people and to myself. i am truly and deeply honoured to be one of your favourite writers.
YOU STARTED UNIVERSITY? god, i feel oldβ whew! BUT OMG how has it been so far? modern languages is like so fancy i cannot begin to explain how i went like oooh, theyβre so so cool! i hope youβre finding the balance ππ§Ώ
i hope you always stay happy, lovely! and have a great day π
OH MY GOD RUE HELLO!! it has been so long omll <333 gosh im so happy youre here. the past two years,,,,i have definitely grown so much and matured up a lot. for instance, i finally worked up the courage to confess to the guy i like but yk, things dont always go our way <//3
HAAAAAAIIII ππ i do want to keep popping up and maybe write something lil. you did too, and iβm so so proud of you. heeeey, thatβs the guyβs loss. they donβt realise how valuable you are! <33 pretty sure youβll find the one that takes care of you like the gem youβre not. i truly truly hope youβre always surrounded by people that cherish you β¨
hh youβre so so sweet pls <3 izzy is just doing her best to spread some joy hehe >///< ππ ah I gotcha I hope you can find time to take it easy when you can and also remember to drink water and stretch, studying so much can make you stressed and stiff (believe me I know hhhhh) Iβm doing alright been taking a break from writing to relax and Iβm happy I did bc I feel less stressed, and Iβm drawing a lot more. I just got to see skz with my best friend and my mom so that was fun! π«π«π« itβs so nice to see you again rue it really is π₯Ί
youβre still insanely good at that, izzy ππ i also just realised how much i missed reading fanfics. fuck, every single time this dawns upon me it scares me that i am in fact transitioning to an adult and i dislike it highly. YOU SAW SKZ? OMG OMG OMG TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT I AM SCREAMING! π€―
!!!!!!! RUE!!!! omg hi missed you so much! how are you lovely??? *hugs you tight* I hope youβre taking care of yourself and finding reasons to smile every day <333
ahhhh i missed you soooo muuuch. god you are still w so much life, like the literal sunshine on earth! /hugs you back/ iβm doing good. med school drama is draining me right now whilst academic anxiety eats away my soul huihui. how have you been? i hope youβre the happiest ever too x
i just wanted to interact i guess when i clicked upon this app once again. itβs been two years, hasnβt it? i was twenty then and iβm twenty two now. still young and stupid but a lil mature than i was then. i hope i have the strength in me to write again, something thatβs not patientβs history taking or assignments from college haha, about these characters i fell in love as i crafted them with personality and care.
how have you been? tell me about each one of you, new or old. tell me how you have been? have you found love? i did. i found a boy that makes me feel everything and nothing at the same time and i think maybe this is what love is. tell me if your days are good, because i havenβt had many off late. tell me about you and let me live through you as romanticised as it is. let me know you, just as you knew my stories and me in each of the pieces iβve written for you etched from my very soul.
i do not know how tumblr works after a gazillion updates iβve missed, but i know how this post button works and i know how i want to hear you because i miss you.
gonna cry,,, the urge to write fics is back but i feel like iβm almost incapable after a year gap π that minho fic in draft,,, one day iβll be able to write you up and tell a beautiful story
Why do people stop commenting on fics if theyβre more than a week or two old? Please comment on old fics. Tell me you like my one shot from 2014.Β Tell me you like my old multi-chap I finished in 2016 that I spent a year writing.Β I will be fucking thrilled.
Fics are not social media posts. Thereβs no βstalkingβ someoneβs βold postsβ. Theyβre meant to be found and enjoyed years down the line. No need to be nervous.
i just saw this tag "#the best thing that happened in 2021 has to be dee getting into lino because imagine missing out on all of this !!" and i had to come over and say thank you β‘ also, your masterlist looks great, can't wait to read!!
finally responding to this, dee. i am so so sorry for taking forever like i barely even open this blog !!! but thank you for checking my masterlist out and I AM NOT LYING YOU ARE THE BEST THING THAT HAPPENED IN 2021 !!!
so i decided to be sappy as hell and mention some people who made my 2021 a year of happy memories, and who made my experience on this blog extra special!! ive made a lot of friends on here, and i wanted to share my appreciation for them. and to my followers, friends, who have been supportive of me since i created this blog in... march? is it? THANK YOU <33 (also enjoy the cute cow at the top.)
to @hwajin; my german soulmate, honestly we get along so well, i love you so much, and your texts everyday make me smile like a madman. thank you for always motivating me and being there, ive had a fun... eight months? holy shit. don't you dare leave me anytime soon. thank you for the laughs and the incredible support.
to @saintlyhyuck; we've texted since like april, we became close fast and i still remember the blog you had when you texted me. we've had our ups and downs, sure we've drifted apart and glued it back together, but i'll always be here for you. i adore your honesty, and will always value your opinion, thank you for this year, love.
to @sailorhyunjinz; coming across swedish kpop fans in general is hard, so having cherry on here who i can always turn to is such a blessing. tack fΓΆr Γ₯ret, fΓΆr vΓ₯ra svΓ₯ra stunder dΓ€r vi i panik inte vetat vad vi ska gΓΆra, vi tog studenten, helt sjukt. vi Γ€r officiellt typ vuxna nu, Γ€r stolt ΓΆver dig.
to @rosedregs; ive followed your journey of blogs and really adore how you found your love for anime. im still getting around to the ones you recommended me, thank god for illegal websites. i want to give you a massive hug, and big kith, and fangirl over your theme really quick, because WOW.
to @kissbinsung; we haven't talked overly much lately, and i wanted you to know that i miss you, i hope your christmas was well and that you can celebrate the holidays like normal. i dont think you know this, but you were one of the first blogs i followed and adored, i stalked you very often <33 true love.
to @yunopouts; we begin talking one fateful day when i was extremely sweaty and tired from a hike, and you had just tried for your drivers license, or was studying for it, i dont quite remember. i really enjoy the stuff you write, and receiving those gorgeous jaehyun pics over messages <33 glad to have someone who shares the love. you've renamed your blog quite some times, and your usernames always are great.
to @hwangsies; another person i actually lowkey looked up to, one of the first people i followed, and getting the notif that you followed me back?!?! i was f l o a t i n g. we don't talk much, but i still wanted to thank you for this year, wouldn't have been the same without you.
to @binniesthighs; we haven't talked in a very long time, but during the summer, i really liked talking to you. and whenever i got one of your long texts, i always awed at your kindness.
to @bluejaem; your themes are always top notch, and im in love and jealous at the same time. you are so kind and always up for a rant about an idol (JAEMIN), the biggest jaem fan ive ever met, and your moodboards along with layouts are so so pretty everytime.
to @vogueinnie; lola!! you aren't very active anymore, and i really hope you take care of yourself during the breaks you get. i know your job keeps you busy, but you have been so supportive of me and you are one of the sweetest people here. i never forget your daily reminders to hydrate.
to @formidxble; kimster, kimmy, kim kim. your messages always made me smile, you made me feel welcome and always made sure the people around you were good. i know you're on hiatus, and the chance of you seeing this may be slim, but thank you, for this year and all the sweet messages.
to @es-kay-zee; we recently chatted over asks, and that was very nice, we haven't talked since the summer, and a lot has happened. i hope your 2022 becomes less stress-free, you were apart of the reason my 2021 went so quickly, time goes by fast when you have fun. (don't know if there's an english expression that means the same, i thought about the swedish one and went with it.)
to @itsapapisongo; ahh i will never forget one of my fav johnny simps. your texts were so nice to get, and i always always have liked the way you text, the way you express yourself is very very cute. we haven't talked a lot this month but, i hope you are doing well and taking care. you reminded me to rest and drink water, so im doing the same.
to @sopeverse or @seungisms; i lowkey looked up to you as well, sending you asks was terrifying, but i quickly realized how sweet you were and uhm, over months we've interacted more. your bts reactions were something i adored, your writing is phenomenal. now you write more for skz, and you will not see me complaining. we don't talk a lot, but i wish you your best and hope your 2022 will be a good year.
to @doieclayed; ahh the biggest doyoung fangirl. you rant sometimes in the middle of the night, and i appreciate that greatly, your rants are extremely valid and understandable. we haven't talked a lot lately and we haven't known each other for very long, but i hope i will get the chance to hear you rant more about him. you are so supportive, and honestly such a cute person.
to @feliix; hazzy my dear. you always were so sweet and texted me with the cutest petnames, you havent posted a lot lately and aren't super active, but i do appreciate all of the lovely, supportive massages i got from you. hopefully you're doing well.
to @huenjin; rue!! it wasn't all too long ago, but i wanted to send you a sweet new years message. your gifs are beyond expectations, always so gorgeous, and so is your writing as well. your themes always made me awe and i adored your ability to be so good at so much, and do great and work hard in school as well. hoping you take care!!
to @bubblelixie; we recently started texting from time to time again, and because of the tiem difference, we've had our difficulties in making longer conversations. i know you've had it not super easy, and i wish you the most luck and happiness for 2022.
to all my moots who have deactivated; you will not see this, but some of you were my closest moots, i think about you from time to time and i will not forget how you made my days better and my dash brighter.
to all of my moots who i haven't interacted with a lot or maybe not at all; hopefully one of us gets the courage to make a move and grow closer. i atleast want that. i'll see you in 2022. <33
to all of my followers who have put up with me, my weird posts, and awkward sentimental stuff; THANK YOU, would i be here without you? probably not. i don't show my appreciation for my following very often, neither do i talk a lot about you. and its mainly because i dont want my blog to be so centered around how many followers i got, but trust me, im extremely appreciative of you.
