As long as he was bucking, I knew he was conscious. I let him twitch, squirm, and writhe for awhile until his motions started weakening, then gave him free air. After a while, I repeated this torture. He was vibrating the bed now. Cool. This was fun. He was strong and fought hard. I loved it, every minute of it. I was very aware that for him each second was like an eternity and he was fighting for his very life. Intoxicating. The power I felt was much more of a rush than the pot I had smoked.













