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August is going to be good for your mental health.

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God's reminders for me this morning:

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."

"You intended to harm me, but God intended it all for good." 😭

You can be grateful for where you are, while still being hurt by how you are treated.

Gratitude is not a permission slip for others to treat you poorly.

Knowing your worth is NOT worldly.

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last weekend in photos — i love trying new recipes! :)

ang goal ko ay masabi sa future kids namin ang “kaya natin lutuin sa bahay yan” 🤣🩷

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not everyone is your friend at work talaga ano 🥲 i mean, alam ko naman yon from the very beginning. another lesson lang sakin talaga is to stop expecting people to have the same heart as me. and of course, ang betrayal naman manggagaling lang sa taong pinagkatiwalaan mo e. ambot talaga.

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isa sa mga pinagpray ko sa place namin ay sana mafeel ng mga bibisita sa’min ang peace and calmness kapag pumupunta sila sa bahay.

first time bumisita ng kaibigan ko kagabi, tapos yun agad ang sinabi niya. ang gaan gaan daw sa bahay 🥹

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24 July 2026 — Home date with Alaine 🩷

after working from home, nagprep na ako ng lulutuin. nagrequest siya ng charlie chan [yung sa yellow cab] kasi nakita niya sa story ko nung last na na-achieve ko na sa bahay ang lasa.

fave nya daw yon kaya lahat ng niluto ko, pinauwi ko sakanya after namin magdinner.

gusto din daw niya maexperience yung painting painting, di pa nya nattry. kaya after namin kumain, nagset up na ko for us.

sobrang genuine ng conversation namin. iba talaga kapag same wavelength and same faith kay Lord. safe space talaga 🥹 eto na siguro yung pinagpray ko noon. sabi ko kasi kay Lord gusto ko ng genuine and quality friendship dito sa dubai.

lagi ‘tong nag-gagala. sa mga mamahalin na restau, cafe, hotels. sabi niya sakin, ngayon nya lang naexperience yung ganung quality time. mas happy daw sya na ganun lang. kwentuhan, comfy sa bahay, may homecooked meal. may iyakan pang naganap dahil sa mga sharing tungkol sa struggles at answered prayers.

tyaka ang sweet. napadownload ako ng fb kasi nagpost daw sya. 🥹 napakabuti Mo, Lord. sabi ko gusto ko ng friends na maiinspire ako and in a way, maiinspire ko rin sila. aaaaa i love girlhood so much.

thank you, Jesus 🥹🩷 sana next time kasama na si bianca at mga partners namin.

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hindi namin nakagisnan yung mag-uwi ng pasalubong nang di alam ng isa’t isa. di lang siguro nakasanayan.

night shift si lowel kagabi. di na ko nag-alarm kasi dumadating naman siya sa bahay before 9am so sakto lang for my work.

nagising ako kasi narinig ko siya dumating. ang una kong sinabi ay, “may pasalubong ba ikaw?” 🤣 di ko alam kung bakit.

sabi niya, wala daw. tas nag-aayos siya ng mga gamit. sabe ko, “di mo manlang naisip bilhan ako ng mcdo?” hahahaha. sabe nya, bakit naman daw siya bibili e ang plan ay kakain nalang kami ng lunch, tutulog muna sya.

sabe ko, ay bahala ka. magccr na ko at magsstart na ko ng day ko. pagkakita ko sa kusina, MAY MCDO!!!!! 🤣

sabi ko ay ang galing ng instincts ko!!!! edi ang happy ng umaga ko kasi may food hahaha

na-aamaze pa din ako kung pano nagkonek utak namin! hahahaha. sabe ko sa kanya, nag ganto yung tots namin e 🤣

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i still remember praying for our own place kasi hirap na hirap ako mag-wfh noon kapag night shift si lowel. nakabukas yung ilaw sa cr para makasleep siya at para may ilaw ako while working.

lilipat ako sa kusina non if may calls ako or pag napapagod na mata ko. wala kasi natural light sa dati naming room kaya madilim.

tapos sabi ko, sana kayanin ng budget namin kumuha ng sariling place this year kasi nahihirapan na rin kami makipagpatintero sa kusina. ang ending, maiinis kame tas oorder nalang ng food kesa magluto.

kung ako tatanungin, tingin ko talaga imposible dahil anlaki ng need ilabas pag own flat dahil sa need icheke at mga gamit.

pero inanswer talaga ni Lord lahat yon 😭

tyaka bilib talaga ko sa paglead ng asawa ko. sya yung nagpush at nagplano ng lahat. lowel planned it habang pinagdadasal namin bawat desisyon at bawat hakbang na need namin gawin. compute, search, planning. kahit paghahanap ng real estate agent, literal na inabot lang ni Lord samin. hindi nagwork yung mga ininquire ko online, nakita namin ng personal yung para sa amin.

huhu. salamat sa lahat, Lord. di ako mapapagod magpasalamat sa lahat ng bigay Mo.

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my ig stories today 🩷 + some chika

couldn’t help it but be affected because of how negative and toxic my manager is 😭 knew i needed the large iced matcha this morning because of the things i needed to do today.

i pushed myself to go out and take my lunch outside and walk to clear my head. IT HELPED ME SO MUCH. i was so focused the moment i came back and i finished everything on my list.

but the pressure was intense and the incompetence of my manager eventually took a toll on me. the energy is so heavy whenever she’s around 🫩 the whole team feels tense.

anyway, i saw the prettiest sunset when i was in the metro and the bus 🥹 then when i was walking towards our bldg, this cute little poodle came to me and sniffed my pants!! made me giggle 🥹🩷

leaving the negativity outside our home! God is still good. now it’s time to rest and enjoy the night since i’m working from home tomorrow. thank you, Jesus :)

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ang aga ko emotional haha. pinopromote kasi ni lottie sa fb yung mga nag-lalive selling sa tiktok. nakakalambot ng puso lalo yung mga lolo and lola na naghahanapbuhay. eto talaga yung goal ko e. yung maging blessing sa iba. kaya mas mapili na rin ako sa mga finofollow ko sa socmed na influencers. she's using her platform and influence for the right reasons. nakakahappy ng heart 🥹🩷

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ang daldal ko sa tumblr lately kasi narealize ko na may free will ako at di ko need magperform. di ko need ng notes. conscious pa ko dati e. pero ngayon, ginagawa ko siya for future hachu kase gusto ko malaman yung details ng buhay ko noon ü

ang daming times ko nang sinabi at naisip na magkekwento ko sa journal ko. ang ending, wala ako energy magsulat haha. so eto, now i’m using my tumblr again 🌸

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i love how i influence my colleagues! 🌸

our newly hired marketing girly, waqar, loved my pink desk. she told me na nainspire siya magsulat sa sticky notes niya and use her stickers. she went to my desk and took a photo of it kasi daw fave ng sister niya ng pink. tapos nagpamigay sya ng stickers. cutie e. sabi ko dalhan ko sya bukas 😂

sabi ni landel, influence ko daw yung stickers. lahat ng laptop kasi nila may nakadikit. pati yung manager namen hahaha. sabi ko yun na nga lang pampasaya sa office e.

i love notebooks! i love writing down my tasks. isa yung sa naadapt ni mahmoud sakin. since then, he bought a notebook tapos doon siya nagsusulat lagi. si kalimot kasi yun e.

si landel naman, sabi niya mas nagkakaron siya ng faith at positivity mula nung hinire ko siya 😂 medj nega at mareklamo siya pero siguro dahil kung pano ko magrespond, naaadapt na din niya. onti onti nababawasan. happy happy nalang kame. dinadiagnose nalang namin sila. CHZ hahaha

sabi nila e ako youngest samin pero sakin sila lagi may natututunan. for advice sa life, sa work. actually totoo, ewan ko ba? san ba galing to hahaha. but i know i’ve been praying na maging blessing sa iba. in my own little way, i know i’m tryingggg to be a salt and light — kahit may days na mahirap 😂

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i think i’m doing a great job regulating my emotions and dealing with my own problems 🌼

because the only time i realized that i’ve been through so much at work was when i told a friend what happened [and what’s happening] in the office.

whenever i share my experiences, they always say na grabe daw ginagawa ng manager ko. hahaha. siguro na-numb na ko? nasa acceptance stage na ‘ko and i made peace with it while i’m planning and praying for my next step. i have strong boundaries now and i choose my battles carefully. i don’t react nor respond to anyone especially when it’s meant as an attack.

“you’re divinely placed where you are.” — i know there’s a purpose why i’m here and while i’m waiting for the next opportunity, i’m making sure that i enjoy it and make the most out of it :)

but of course, i am able to do it because i’m rooted in the Lord and i have a solid support system 🩷 thank you Jesus for always carrying me especially on the days that i don’t have the strength to move at all :)

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and i did it while wearing heels and without my airpods! 10/10 — will do it again 🙂‍↕️🩷

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since we moved to our studio, i really love how tidy our place is 🥹

naiisip ko yung times na naffrustrate ako maglinis sa bahay namin dati. marami kami sa bahay, may ibang relatives na kasama. so ang tendency, ambilis kumalat at di sila naglilinis. tapos naaalala ko pa na lagi ko sinosort yung mga spoon at fork noon sa bahay namen. i get grumpy every time i clean the house kasi kung sino pa yung matatanda [not my parents, kasama ko sila maglinis haha], sila pa tong burara.

now, everything has its own place. may daily, weekly & monthly routine kami ng linis ni lowel. may mga “rules” na kaming nakaset in place para mamaintain ang malinis na bahay 🥹 ang refreshing lang kasi usually babae ang in charge sa gawaing bahay. pero samin, tulungan e. tyaka kung sino ang may capacity, sya ang gagawa. saluhan ba.

forte ko ang deep cleaning sa bahay, so ako doon. siya sa luto, hugas ng pinggan. actually, now that i think about it, lahat ng tasks, kaya namin gawin pareho. hahaha. nakakatuwa. siguro dahil planner kami pareho. nagtthrive kami sa routine, checklists, plans. factor din siguro na panganay kame pareho kaya iba yung sense of responsibility namen? 😆

kung ano man yon, i’m just grateful to be in a relationship na nagtutulungan. alang lugi [depende nalang siguro if may topak ako at kasalanan ni lowel lahat hahahahahajk]

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i still get so giddy every time i see my woody backpack 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

ang initial plan talaga ay pumunta sa dubai mall para tumingin ng backpack for work. meron na ‘ko naka-add sa cart from nine west at anne klein. tinatamad pa ko lumabas kahapon, sabi ko kay lowel icheck out ko na yung nasa cart ko haha

he insisted na pumunta muna kame mall para makita ko ng personal. edi sige. kadating namin ng dubai mall, tinatamad ako hanapin yung nine west 😂 ang una kong hinanap ay toy store kasi gusto ko kako ng squishies hahahaha [hello, mrs bench]. then gusto ko dumaan ng disney store to check toy story merch.

ayon. pagkadating namin, nakita ko agad yung bag!!! nakakwentuhan ko si ate kabayan. last stock na yung bag!!! tapos 2pcs lang ang dumating nung isang araw. antagal ko na hinahanap yan sa loungefly kaso sa US lang meron. sabi ko kay lowel, that bag was meant for me.

nag-hehesitate pa ko nung una pero sabe ni lowel, bilhin na namin hahaha. after mabili, nag-aya na ko agad umuwi kasi excited na ko ayusin yung bag ko 🤣

thank you for your little surprises, Lord 🥹🩷 always grateful