❖ Characters: Nazuna, Mika, Shu, Hajime, Tomoya, Mitsuru, Arashi, Kuro
❖ Translation: Team ValkBits
Valkyrie has no plans to participate in Repayment Festival and instead prepares for their own final performance. But while Ra*bits is discussing their future plans and the unit's successor, Kuro comes in asking if Nazuna knows where Mika has gone...
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Mika: I loved my hometown, an' I was the one who worked hardest to support those kids, so it wasn't an easy thing t' just up and leave...
Location: Repayment Festival Stage (Valkyrie)
Mika: I loved my hometown, an' I was the one who worked hardest to support those kids, so it wasn't an easy thing t' just up and leave...
I never even really tried to find foster parents for myself, 'cause I worried that'd be the same as abandonin' the other kids there.
No matter what, I never wanna throw no one or nothin' away... 'Cause I know just how terrible that feels.
Even when my stuff got all worn out, I'd always just fix it up an' keep usin' it anyway.
But one day, after endurin' for so long, I just couldn't take it anymore...
That night, I ran away. I had no idea what I was doin', and just kept walkin' on and on like I was in a right trance.
That's when I met ya, Oshi-san.
I thought my eyes went funny or somethin'. The clothes ya wore were so beautiful, I couldn't think of ya as the same kinda creature as me, in my shabby rags...
Ya know what? I even suspected ya might be some kinda god. ♪
Shu: ...You've told me this story countless times, so I've tried my best to recall what happened, but... Dare I say this was around the time both of us were in primary school?
I've always had a proclivity for being a recluse, but there was just one time Kiryuu and I took a train to nowhere, like complete morons...
By the time we got caught, we had already left the prefecture.
That must've been when we met, probably. Come to think of it, I do remember talking to some kind of ominous, ghost-like thing back then.
Although I was under the impression that it was a hallucination caused by all the anxiety and exhaustion I felt.
So that was you, Kagehira. I'd forgotten all about it...
Everyone was tremendously angry with me for all the trouble I caused them at the time, so this story had become a shameful memory for me. That's why I had sealed it deep within the depths of my mind.
Mika: Ahaha. That's real mean of ya, even though I recognized ya right away.
Oshi-san, once ya started high school, ya became famous enough t'appear on TV a couple o' times, right? When I saw that, I thought, "Ooh, it's the god from back then...".
So I came to meet ya. To tell ya the truth, I never even planned t'be an idol at first. I really just wanted t'see yer beauty up close one more time.
Just like a child reachin' out his hand towards the sky while gazin' at the stars.
And now, just like that, I'm at the point where I've got heaps o' fans who're all rootin' for me... Life sure is funny like that, ain't it, Oshi-san?
Shu: Indeed. And as delightful as it is at times, it can be just as difficult at others.
Just thinking about how it will continue on like this until we die makes me feel fed up with it already... But, well, since we've been given these lives, we have a duty to live them.
Fortunately, we were born as humans, and as such we possess the ability to create art.
So let us take all of God's malevolence, and all the absurdities of this world, and turn them into artworks to be admired.
Mika: Yeah. 'M sure there're folks whose souls can be saved by 'em, just like mine was.
Oshi-san. Actually, I did take that order from ya at face value and returned t'my hometown, intendin' never to come back here...
I couldn't figure out yer real intentions. I left my brains on the ground somewhere, after all.
But when I returned there, all the kids were overjoyed. They were gatherin' around me and praisin' me to the high heavens, beamin' from ear to ear as they clung to me.
All of them were chatterin' at me like lil' birds, even though I never even asked 'em nothin' yet.
They told me how they're always watchin' me on TV, and secretly saved up their pocket money t'come to one of our lives...
How they're buyin' up our popular outfits, accessories, and toys together.
And they said they always brag t'folks, like, "That super popular idol from Valkyrie, Kagehira Mika? That's our Mika-nii!".
They kept going on 'n on like that, with that sparkle in their eyes...
So how could I tell 'em that my partner got fed up with me an' threw me away, an' that it made me so sad that I couldn't take the pain anymore an' just ran away?
That's why, after talkin' and playin' and singin' with 'em for a lil' while, I jumped right on the next bullet train back.
I even bought lotsa souvenirs at the station on the way home.
An' then, while the train tossed me 'round, I thought about all kindsa stuff.
I came up with what coulda been yer real intentions... An' I figured out what I wanted to do.
Just like that, the pitch-black curtain before my eyes lifted all at once, an' I could finally see in front of me. Before I knew it, I was holdin' a needle in my hand an' sewin' away.
I was filled right up with a sudden urge t'create, and my head was chock-full o' ideas.
I still dunno who I am, or what I'm thinkin', 'cause I'm a dummy, see. All this time I was in a trance, doing nothin' but clingin' to Oshi-san, who I love so much.
But I think... I am capable of changin', even if it's just a lil' bit. 'Cause right now, I got an ambition; a dream to strive for.
I've finally found what it is I wanna express; the question I wanna ask the world.
That's why, just like you, I'm capable of creatin' art. I can become an artist, I can even become human... And that way, I can stay by yer side, Oshi-san.
Ain't that amazing? The moment I realized that, I brightened right up!
Shu: ...What is that dream you speak of? What is it that you want to express?
When a person has an eye for beauty, it's common courtesy for them to analyze an artist's work in order to discern these things without asking directly.
But since the person in question is standing right in front of me, I shall disregard manners and inquire for my own amusement.
Mika: Okay. Umm, it's still kinda abstract, though.
When I saw the kids from my hometown, I noticed how they were all kinda imitatin' me.
Even though yer superior t'me in every way, so much cooler an' all charmin'... They only imitated me.
Maybe they feel closer to me, an' find it easier to relate t'me.
Could be they reckon they can become just like their "Mika-nii," 'cause we grew up in the same place an' all, while someone like Oshi-san's too far off for 'em to reach.
They all said that they'll become idols, too... That they'll be just like Mika-nii.
Hearin' that made me so happy... I thought, "Aah, I really have become an idol, huh..."
Oh, how their eyes sparkled with aspiration an' admiration, overflowin' with love...!
I want those eyes to keep watchin' me even more! Those very eyes...!
Hey Oshi-san, d'ya understand my feelings? D'ya understand my dream?
I'll shine for those kids! Just like Oshi-san's my light, I'll become theirs!
I'll become the light for all the hurtin' children who're just tryin' to endure their lives, day after day after day!
Mika: I'll become their star! That's what inheritin' Valkyrie means to me! It's probably what yer hopin' for, and it's my wish an' my dream!
I'll make it come true, no matter how long it takes!
Happy times can last forever 'n ever, an' humans can reach the stars in the night sky!
Just like how I met ya, Oshi-san! Just like how I get to stand beside ya right now!
Dreams come true and stars are within reach! That's what I wanna prove to all those kids cowerin' in the darkness!
That's the reason for my existence! The value of my life...!
Shu: Not at all? You've done an admirable job thinking that up with that dim-witted head of yours. Except... I'm not the one you should be asking that.
Pose that question not to me, but to all the people in the whole world... Using the opus you've created, of course.
If no one else, you'll be able to show the vulgar masses a piece of art they can comprehend, won't you?
Come, Kagehira! Or do you intend to keep on chattering idly? But how could you, when the most priceless, exceptional, blissful time of our lives is right in front of us!
Let us sing with everything we've got! Let us captivate each and every person here, using our performance that we've devoted our irreplaceable adolescence to creating!
Let us present to them a supreme work of art! Valkyrie's ensemble; the ensemble of you and I... Let it resound forevermore!
Mentions of death, suicide, and child abuse within.
Location: Repayment Festival Stage (Valkyrie)
Shu: ~......♪
Fufu. This is the first time I've ever felt this tranquil stepping upon the stage. Perhaps it's thanks to Ra*bits.
Well, I wasn't the one who created this performance from scratch, so maybe that contributes to the comfort I feel.
Mika: Oshi-san. Umm, I've been meanin' to ask ya somethin'...
Is yer grandfather doin' alright? Ya said he's hospitalized an' in pretty critical condition right now...
Shu: Right... Well, it's too soon for my mind to be at ease regarding his condition. Although, when I went to visit him with Kiryuu, I carelessly let slip our current state of affairs, and he gave me hell.
"There are people out there waiting for your performance! You should be grateful to them! Quit dawdling your time away in a place like this!"
"No one would miss me if I died, so if that's what it takes to sever your ties to me, I swear I'll jump out the window this instant!"
It took my entire family to restrain my raging grandfather.
It's been awhile since he last flew off the handle like that... I feel like an idiot for worrying about him. That man will indubitably live to see his 300s.
Mika: I see... I'm real glad to hear he's doin' well, but it's still a concernin' situation. Wanna go visit him when all of this is over?
Shu: Yes. It'll be reassuring to have you with me. I'm embarrassed to say this, but I fear that if I go by myself, it may break me...
It's astonishing just how much I treasure that senile old fool.
No matter how much one may wish to live forever, human lifespans are finite... But that is the way of the world.
I empathize with our ancestors, who attempted to leave behind works of art that would never fade and disappear.
Kagehira. Let us also leave behind, at the very least, one such work of art... Before we die and turn to ashes.
Let us create a precious performance that will never decay, one that will only increase in value as the years pass.
"Ashes to ashes, dust to dust"...
That may be God's design, but let us preserve all that is precious and worthy, and deliver them to the beautiful new world we are heading for.
If that is a sin... You will fall to hell with me, won't you?
Mika: Yeah, I'd follow ya to the very bottom. Even if we sank to the muddiest depths, even if the whole world forgot 'bout us an' left us behind...
I'll always be with ya. That's why we... No, that's why Valkyrie, is eternal.
Shu: Does that mean you'll inherit the Valkyrie name?
In that case, I can be at ease... Even if every single one of my fingers were to break, even if I were to die, you will preserve my artwork for the generations to come.
No, I'm sure that even if I should fail to reach my ideals, you will succeed in my place.
And even if they're beyond our reach, those who have been inspired by us will get there eventually... I have no doubts about that.
They will reach Heaven; God's domain that humanity has been dreaming of since the dawn of history.
Mika: Yeah. We'll carry those who are beautiful an' worthy to Heaven... 'Cause we're Valkyrie.
I always thought the name "Valkyrie" had some deep, personal significance to ya, Oshi-san...
That's why I had qualms 'bout inheritin' it—it felt like I'd be stealin' a part o' yer soul.
But apparently the name wasn't chosen for any significant reason, so that puts me a lil' more at ease... 'Course, that don't mean I'll treat it roughly.
Shu: That goes without saying. Excellent; that's a weight off my shoulders... You really caused me some anxiety there, Kagehira.
Allow me to confess something. When I told you to go back to your hometown and pushed you away, I believed the chances of it stirring you were about 50/50.
It was a heartbreaking thought... No, it was the gamble of a lifetime for me.
You were going to be ruined if things kept going as they were. I believed that you were going to spend the rest of your life simply doing chores for me.
And while you may laugh and say you're happy with just that...
I, for one, couldn't stand that. Because I am in enormous debt to you, and because you mean so much to me...
While these are my own selfish feelings, I also believe that it'd be a great loss to the philistines this world is composed of.
The reason why Valkyrie is so popular right now...
It's because of your deep empathy towards unloved children; because of your passionate, persistent desire to save them.
Your life's tragic circumstances... That is to say, the experience of being discarded by your parents, is perhaps what made you cultivate these traits.
Of course, you also acquired extensive knowledge and the finest of skills by virtue of being my assistant.
However, I was born into a family of fairly good standing, and growing up, I wanted for nothing...
And while I am fond of children for their features and purity, I loathe this vulgar world that makes people hurt each other like foolish animals.
Your love for children, on the other hand, is on an entirely different level.
The way you enthusiastically speak about the children from your hometown always reveals that your love for them is so deep and rich that it could flood the oceans.
Enough to make every pitiful, unloved child in the world happy, without leaving a single one behind...
It is because the children can feel that passion of yours that Valkyrie is so popular with them.
In that respect, I haven't done much to contribute to it.
In fact, all I ever did was point out your faults... At the same time, I slowly noticed the rare qualities, talents and artistic style you possess.
I knew I had no choice but to raise you. And the moment I realized this, I could no longer think of you as a doll.
You have what it takes to become an even greater artist than me... That's why I can't allow you to remain my assistant for the rest of your life.
Oh, how future generations would sneer at me for it. "What a waste... That Itsuki Shu must be an utter fool", is what they'd say.
Mika: Ahaha. I'm sure that'd be unbearable for ya, Oshi-san.
Ngah~. Y'know, I don't really get it myself...
Back in my hometown, I was always a quiet, plain 'n good lil' kid. I was the oldest of the bunch, their "Mika-nii".
I took care of all the lil' ones, an' never complained one bit.
I gave all the best stuffs to other kids, and was content with the damaged stuffs I kept for myself. I never fought with no one, an' I always behaved myself.
'Cause I was convinced that if I didn't, I'd be thrown away again...
But to tell ya the truth, I dunno how many times I buried my face in my pillow an' cried my heart out. I kept thinkin', "Why? Why's it gotta be me?"
"Is it 'cause my eyes are different colors? Did they throw me away 'cause they were creeped out by that?"
"Still... I got it pretty good compared to other kids, who ran away from home to escape all the awful abuse they endured there."
"I ain't the most unfortunate, pitiful child on Earth."
Thinkin' that, I endured... An' endured, an' endured... An' kept on living.
Shu: Aah, that was the height of my youthful impetuosity... How embarrassing.
Location: Repayment Festival Stage (Valkyrie)
Shu: Aah, that was the height of my youthful impetuosity... How embarrassing.
Although, at the time, I also thought of you as something otherworldly, something akin to a fairy. I feared that if I took my eyes off you for even a second, you might vanish.
That's why I couldn't possibly restrain myself, and leapt from the second floor window. I absolutely couldn't allow you to escape me...♪
Nazuna: You're actually a really smart guy, so how come you turn into an idiot every so often?
Mika: ...Haha.
Does that mean there was a chance that, dependin' on how Oshi-san was lookin' back then, the unit name coulda been "Zombie" or "Vampire" instead?
Shu: I suppose. Though I probably would have made some adjustments to it in order to make it sound more beautiful.
Mika: I see... Here I was thinkin' it had some kinda profound meanin', but it's actually surprisingly random.
So there's no deeper meanin' behind the name "Oshi-san", either?
Nazuna: Ah~... This guy's name is "Shu", right? So "Shu-san" turned into "Shii-san", which then became "Oshi-san".
Mika: What the heck, so there ain't no point to it at all... Oshi-san an' Nazuna-nii just assigned value and significance to somethin' meaningless.
But to me, inheritin' that is an honor.
Tomoya-kun. I also don't like the idea of partin' with Nazuna-nii without havin' made things right...
So do as ya like, if that'll give ya peace of mind.
When I think back on the things Oshi-san did these past few days...
I ki~nda get how Nazuna-nii must've been feelin' when he decided to bow outta Valkyrie.
But that doesn't change the fact that he's a traitor, an' even now, I still resent him for that...
An' I think there must've been a better way to go about what he did. But Nazuna-nii has always been the awkward type, huh?
Despite all that, I still don't want those clueless people to throw stones at Nazuna-nii an' shout abuse at him...
I really do think of Nazuna-nii as my older brother, after all.
But that's exactly why his betrayal made me so miserable that I couldn't even stand it...
Thinkin', "Aah, someone I love is throwin' me away yet again"... It made me so bitter.
I'm sorry, Nazuna-nii... All of this must've been so hard on ya, an' yet, all I did was take my own anger out on ya.
Nazuna: It's okay, really. I'm the one who should be apologizing.
Back then, my heart just couldn't take it anymore... But I don't even have the right to make excuses like that. Feel free to resent me for the rest of my life, I deserve it.
...But what do you mean, "yet again"?
Mika: ...Nnh. I was abandoned in the past, an' raised in somethin' like an orphanage.
So to me, havin' a family is a very special, distant thing; somethin' that'll never be within my reach, or so I thought.
But the people from my hometown, an' my seniors in Valkyrie... They were kind enough t'become my family.
I'd been discarded for bein' worthless before, but ya treated me like I amounted to somethin', even if it wasn't much.
Ya made me the happiest guy in all of Japan. But even though ya gave me so much, I had nothin' to give back to ya...
So that's why ya can count me in for this. Do what ya think is best for Nazuna-nii and the rest of ya.
I can't say no to ya. An' this time it's not 'cause I'm so worthless that I don't have the right to speak... It's because I feel the same way ya do.
Tomoya: ...Thank you, Kagehira-senpai.
Ahaha. But even though I talked so big back at the mall, in the end, we couldn't win against Valkyrie even once...
And now we're at your mercy, so it's kind of pathetic in hindsight.
I was hoping we'd win, so we could act all high and mighty and force you to cooperate with us.
Mika: Ngah? Oh right, you did say stuff like that, didn't ya?
Tomoya: I did. But ultimately, you were the ones who won the first half of RepayFes.
The more matches you win, the later your performance is in the second half of the program... Which means we lost to Valkyrie by a narrow margin.
How vexing. But we'll have plenty of chances for rematches next year, won't we?
I want to make you admit complete defeat, at least once! Otherwise, I'll just be whining like a sore loser forever!
Mika: Ahaha... No matter how many times ya challenge us, Valkyrie won't lose! We're unrivaled, the absolute strongest!
Shu: Heh. The format for the first half of RepayFes requires you to run all over campus, so I'll take it you have yet to see Valkyrie's performance in full, correct?
It's not like you had the time for it before.
So pay close attention, and you'll surely be astonished. We shall give you the opportunity to appreciate true art.
Nazuna: You're brimming with confidence, huh~. As usual.
But the one who thought up the program for Valkyrie this time was Mika-chi-... Kagehira, right? At least, that's what I've heard~. Are you gonna be okay?
Mika: ..."Mika-chin"'s fine, Nazuna-nii.
T'be honest, I'm not that confident in it either... The audience responded real well to it in the first half, though.
Well, I think that was just 'cause Valkyrie is super popular right now...
Shu: Indeed, that probably played a part in it. But there is no need for self-deprecation, Kagehira.
While I personally may not agree with it...
At Yumenosaki Academy, you are evaluated by the amount of audience members you can satisfy, and the amount of smiles you can bring to people's faces.
And in that aspect, you have already surpassed me, Kagehira.
Mika: Huuuh? No way, someone like me could never compare to Oshi-san, even if I was reborn a hundred times over~!
I'm completely hopeless, an' I'm never happy with anythin' I make.
Shu: That's just how it should be. Complacency kills the artist... You'd better cultivate an urge to create that's strong enough so as to be inexhaustible.
As long as you don't give up on your studies, I will always be by your side.
Now, then... The curtains are being raised once more. Outsiders, go make yourselves scarce.
The time has come for you to bear humble witness to the tragicomedy that Kagehira and I—Valkyrie—will weave before your very eyes...♪
Nazuna: Ooh... They transformed the stage in no time at all. No matter how many times I see this, it's always like magic to me.
Location: Repayment Festival Stage (Valkyrie)
Nazuna: Ooh... They transformed the stage in no time at all. No matter how many times I see this, it's always like magic to me.
Hajime: It's great craftsmanship, isn't it... The Yumenosaki staff always does impressive work.
Tomoya: Ahaha. But let's retreat to the stage wings, otherwise we'll get in the way of the professionals.
Mitsuru: Yeah, let's go, let's go! For the rest of the show, we'll be part of the audience~♪
Shu: ...Woah there. Careful.
Mitsuru: Uwah, I'm sorry! Running without looking ahead is a real bad habit of mine, y'know~?
Shu: Well, it's a good thing you're aware of it. ...You're not hurt, are you?
Mitsuru: Yeah, I'm always in tip top shape~☆
Nazuna: ...Itsuki. Aah, so you guys are up next, huh.
I've gotta admit I was a bit concerned about you, but I see you've safely won your way through the first half of RepayFes~
Shu: But of course. Our popularity has been on the rise lately, and Kagehira did a satisfactory job today, too.
Simply performing the way we are accustomed to was more than enough to vanquish those small fries.
In any case, I cannot say whether the fate that binds us is a desirable one... But one way or another, it appears our turn comes right after yours.
Heh. The audience must be quite fed up after having to witness your quaint little playtime. Allow us to show them what the fine arts are truly about. ♪
Nazuna: What did you just say~? You must've had your eyes elsewhere, Itsuki, 'cause these guys have grown so much!
It wasn't some kind of playtime, they've really become the greatest idols on earth...!
Shu: I'm aware. My words were nothing but a joke, albeit a somewhat cruel one. ♪
Nazuna: ...You're in an awfully good mood, huh, Itsuki? Gross.
Shu: How harsh. ...Even my feelings get hurt sometimes, you know?
Nazuna: ...My bad. But you really do come off like some kind of freak sometimes, so watch out for that.
People are gonna get the wrong idea about you, y'know~, especially overseas, where it's gonna be even harder for you to get your point across.
Shu: Heh. "Freak" is a compliment. At least, that's what I've come to believe from observing a certain friend of mine.
Tomoya: Umm, Itsuki-senpai!
Shu: Hmm? Aah, I didn't intend to ridicule your senior, whom you hold in such high regard.
Wataru is one of the few people in this world that I can call my friend and equal... Think of what I just said as a frivolous, lighthearted jest.
Tomoya: No, I really couldn't care less about that guy right now...
Itsuki-senpai, would you accept this bouquet from us?
Here... Happy White Day. ♪
Shu: Oh? I'm happy to receive this, but why me...? Could you be handing these out to every senior that looked after you?
Although I did my utmost to keep my distance from you...?
Tomoya: Ah, actually this bouquet is a bit of a bribe.
You see, we finished our earlier performance just before using up all the time we were given.
Would you let us make use of that extra bit of time after Valkyrie's performance?
Shu: Hmm? Well, we procrastinated on deciding whether or not to join RepayFes, and consequently, the repertoire we prepared is somewhat insufficient...
We'll hardly make use of our allocated time, so it wouldn't pose a problem for us to give up a part of it.
If anything, your proposal is more than welcome. The longer I get to appreciate the fine arts, the better.
And while all of you are exceedingly lovely by yourselves, it is on the stage where your mannerisms are the most mesmerizing.
If it means that I will get to see you perform once more, I cannot think of a single reason to refuse you.
Tomoya: Um, actually... If possible, we want Valkyrie to sing together with us.
Shu: Hm? I cannot fathom why you would want that.
Tomoya: We want all of us to give Nii~chan our blessings together, as he sets out into the world... Of course, this is just for our sake, so if you don't want to do it I won't insist.
Back then, Nii~chan suddenly transferred units without even giving you any notice, right?
There are people who still unfairly hold suspicions against him because of that.
They call him irresponsible and insincere because he quit Valkyrie for his own personal reasons, without explaining a thing...
We've been gaining popularity, but as our number of fans increases, so does the amount of weirdos like that.
Some long-time Valkyrie fans even come to our handshake events just to kick up a fuss there.
Shu: ...That is, well, inexcusable really. For better and for worse, there are many eccentrics among our devotees.
I understand. In other words, you want us to formally declare that we acknowledge Nito's withdrawal from Valkyrie and give him our blessings, correct?
"We gave our approval, so quit whining already, outsiders."
That's what you're asking us to assert, am I wrong? I see. Indeed, this is entirely for your own sake.
Tomoya: Yes. That's why there's nothing we can do except bow our heads to you and beg.
Shu: ...I don't have any objections, though. You gave me such beautiful flowers, and I don't desire people to speak ill of Nito, either.
In fact, I consider such foolish undertakings to be on par with scrawling all over a breathtaking painting.
But what are your thoughts on this, Kagehira? If you say you're against it, I will abide by that.
From hereafter, you will be the heart of Valkyrie both in name and substance... The right to decide lies with you.
Mika: ......
Shu: ...Nito. This is unrelated to the matter at hand, but why did you name us Valkyrie?
Nazuna: That sure is unrelated. Is this really the time to be talking about that...?
Umm. Itsuki, do you still remember the time we first met?
That day, you jumped from the second floor of the school building for some reason, remember?
You must've been working on an outfit, because your entire body was enveloped in some kind of lustrous, sparkling cloth.
And you said, "We meet at last! My soulmate! Aah, how lovely you are!"...
The way you spoke and acted was so strange that I didn't think you were human.
I dashed away and managed to escape you then, and I was seriously terrified of you for a while...
While looking up information on ghosts, demons, and the like, I found an illustrated book that talked about the gods of foreign countries as well.
And what came closest to my impression of you were the shield-maidens of Norse mythology...the Valkyries.
When we were trying to choose a name for our unit, this memory just somehow came to my mind again.
Hajime: Hic... I'm so sorry for crying! Thank you so much for working so hard until the very end! From now to forever, Nii~chan will always be the ideal person I strive to be!
At home, I'm the oldest brother... So I always try my best to be the responsible one, to be a good kid...
But I came to Yumenosaki Academy, and I got my own Nii~chan.
It was such a relief, and I was so... happy, every single day! So, Nii~chan...
Uweeeh! Tomoya-kun~!
Tomoya: Why me!?
Man, you really can't help it, huh Hajime? There, there♪
You haven't changed at all when it comes to stuff like this... Wait, but you only used to cry like this when we were alone, so I guess you've actually changed a lot?
Thank you so much, Nii~chan.
You wouldn't guess it just by looking by him, but he likes to put up a front and act like a good kid, so he never does anything that might cause trouble or bother anyone.
But now, he's found a bunch of people that he’s comfortable enough around to show this side of himself, where he lets down his guard and cries his heart out…
I just think that's great for him.
I mean, I dunno if I'm qualified to say something like that...
But thank you, really. Mitsuru already said this on stage, but this is really all we need.
Just thanks. We don't need anything else.
Ahaha... I guess when it's not a play on stage, I'm the kinda guy who doesn't cry during times like this.
I just can't stop smiling for some reason~ Because I'm just so happy.
There's no reason for me to cry, so I'm smiling.
Nii~chan... Thanks for all your hard work, all these three years.
Mitsuru: Nii~chan Nii~chan! I love you, Nii~chan! Mwah mwah♪
Tomoya: What are you doing, Mitsuru...? It's our final performance, so we gotta show Nii~chan that we can be responsible and grown-up so that he won’t worry about us, y'know?
Mitsuru: But... But I'll miss him~! I know it's not like we won't get to see each other ever again, but...
But I'll still miss him...
Nii~chan, once you graduate, feel free to call me! I'll always be willing to run to you at the speed of light!
We might have to live far away from each other, but our hearts will always be together, forever and ever!
Just you wait! We'll become even more famous, and show up on TV aaall the time!
And even if we can't see your face, we'll wave at you with smiles on our faces!
When we do that, you should wave back too, Nii~chan! You should go, “Long time no see! How have you guys been doing? Are you working hard?”
With a gentle smile on your face, just like you always do...!
Uu...uweeeh...!
Tomoya: D-Don't start crying too, Mitsuru... M-Maybe I'm gonna cry too after all...
A-Anyway, before we mess this up! Nii~chan, we got you a present to celebrate your graduation! Please accept it...!
Nazuna: Ohhh? I mean, sure, but... We’re gonna get in the way of the next performers, so I think we should stop standing around here chatting and head backstage instead, okay~?
Repayment Festival isn't just for us, after all. Besides, this year was relatively smooth-sailing for me, anyway~...
I'm surprisingly feeling refreshed, like I don't have any regrets or unfinished business.
I feel like a mom who just successfully gave birth.
The good kid, the bad kid, the normal kid, every single one of you... You're all my precious darling children.
Grow up big and strong, and be wholesome and happy, Ra*bits~♪
Hajime: We will! Ahh~ my tears are finally starting to dry! My eyes feel so stiff, like they're starting to dry up...!
Anyway, Nii~chan! A bouquet for you, from all of us♪
Mitsuru: Go on, take it, Nii~chan! We all saved up money together to buy a big bouquet of flowers for you!
We let Hajime-chan choose all the flowers for us, since he’s the one who knows a bunch about flower language!
I put a whole lot of my feelings into these flowers! Decorate your home with 'em, Nii~chan♪
Hajime: Fufu. At first, I was worried that it might just be a waste of space for you, since live flowers would wilt...
But you don't seem like the type of person who likes pressed or dried flowers either.
We thought you'd prefer some fresh flowers that are full of life.
Tomoya: Mhm. And it feels like something you'd give on White Day, so it fits the occasion, doesn't it? And because it's that kind of season, we even got a little seasonal discount~♪
Nazuna: Ahaha. You didn't need to tell me that. We're not a weak unit constantly struggling with money anymore. ...Thanks, guys.
Fufu. I'm getting a little shy, what with receiving flowers and all. It's so pretty~ and it smells so nice...♪
Shu: Hm? What is it? We must fully appreciate Ra*bits' live without making idle talk.
It is not a sight one bears witness to often... An exquisite moment when boys take up the mantle of men—a miracle stemming from metamorphosis—can only be achieved by indulging oneself in joyous things such as this, after all.
Aah, truly splendid... How utterly magnificent you are, Ra*bits... I shall bestow upon you lot my warmest accolades, of which very few earn ♪
(I can see that you are putting in your best efforts... Had your unit been of its past caliber, I could never imagine this level of audience and response.)
(You've been increasing your exposure to the world by appearing on TV programs and the like; your publicity and popularity have skyrocketed as a result, have they not?)
(Your earnest efforts and activities have borne fruit, indeed. It is exactly the definition of one's abilities blooming. You've shed tears countless times, and nearly lost heart as well...)
(However, you've steeled yourself through every blunder, and have grown strong.)
(I've done nothing more than shield you from mistakes. A coward like me would be incapable of raising someone in such a manner. You will become a splendid teacher and parent, won't you... Nito?)
(It will be lonely to know that there will be no place for me once that happens... However, your past, present, and future have my blessing.)
(Congratulations, Nito.)
(You really have done well for yourself.)
Mika: Uhhhmm, Oshi-san... 'M sorry, but could we talk fer a moment?
Shu: What is it already? How incredibly vexing... Here I was, appreciating a fine piece of art, and yet you... We will be changing into our outfits once I've gazed at them enough, so wait a moment longer.
Mika: Ngah, if ya ain't embarrassed to change in here, then how 'bout we go ahead with that? I got yer outfit on hand anyway, an' yer used to doin' the makeup 'n stuff, yeah?
Shu: No. I only know how to do it my way. But it is your stage this time around, therefore... You mustn't taint it with how I would approach it.
In truth, even the way the outfit must be worn is different from what I'm used to.
Mika: But the outfit ain't really any different from the way we usually have 'em, y'know?
I wasn't even thinkin' we'd be performin' in RepayFes at first either, so I didn't finish everythin' down to the very last detail like ya normally do, Oshi-san.
Let's get changed lickety-split and get goin' with finishin' this up, 'kay?
Shu: Hmph. If you have no concerns about that, then I have nothing to say on the matter.
Mika: Well... To be honest with ya, I couldn't do anythin' durin' that encore performance we did at the underground live house the other day. I feel like I'm up fer some payback this time 'round.
So I had to beg Anzu-chan for help in settin' things up.
She gave the stage a makeover inspired by how Valkyrie does it, an' put her heart 'n soul into the finest of details fer the program.
All the other units have been gettin' into trouble and trippin' around, so Anzu-chan looked like she was workin' herself half to death...
I feel a lil' bad for it, but she surprisingly agreed to my request.
She made me do a pinky promise, swearin' that in exchange, we'd be friends when spring rolls in, and... If we broke that promise, then we gotta swallow a thousand needles.
Betcha she could really make me do it, honestly.
Shu: Oh? So you've made that sort of promise, have you? I think the two of you needn't make such a deal; it seems to me that you had been getting along just fine.
If anything, you were the one lashing out at her, no?
Mika: Ngaah~ I guess ya ain't wrong...
Oh, y'know what? Didja know that durin' that time, Anzu-chan told me to send ya her regards?
She was like, "I know he usually looks angry, but please put a happy smile on his face by the end of it, okay?"
Shu: How can I describe that girl... Quite frankly, she is nothing but a plain lass with nary a charm to her that aggravates me to no end.
"...Thank you, Anzu-chan."
Mika: Ngaah? Did I hear Mado-nee's voice comin' from somewhere just now!?
Shu: She lives within my heart, after all. ...Putting that aside.
Kagehira. Soon enough, Ra*bits' time onstage will draw to a close. It is about time we start changing.
Mika: Y-Ya got it. But um... I been wantin' to ask ya this for a while now; that's why I've been trynna talk to ya, so... Oshi-san, did I do this right?
Shu: ...What are you insinuating?
Mika: Ngah, s'like... I was wonderin' if I got what you were really goin' fer, I guess?
After that encore performance, those horrible things ya said t'me... They were s'posed to light a fire in me, 'cause I've always been dilly-dallyin' along, right?
Shu: ...Well, I was simply mimicking what Nito did when he left Valkyrie.
Mika: Is that right? Then, all those insults like "go back to your hometown" and "I don't need you" were fer the sake of hidin' yer kind intentions?
I reckoned that was the case, all while workin' hard on my own 'til today.
Well, it ain't like I did it all on my own... Naru-chan and the other kind folks pitched in to help, too. But I really tried t'do it in a way that wouldn't end with me relyin' on ya in any way.
So... Did I do this right? Do I have what it takes? Do I have the right t'stand next to ya, Oshi-san?
Shu: Hmph... Don't make me laugh, if you could. Do I really look like the type to so easily determine your success right here?
However. Allow me to just say that the probability isn't zero.
Congratulations, Kagehira. You have become human... You have altered your fate ever so slightly. You have taken the first step in becoming an artist, and for that, I am truly delighted.
Continue to strive in that manner, just as I had once as a bullied child...
Show me how when one has tenacity and passion, anything can be sculpted to your liking, no matter how seemingly implausible the circumstances.
If you are able to do so skillfully, I shall sing your praises, with all the love I have and more.
Listen, Kagehira... Feel free to laugh at me for saying this after everything that has happened...
I had thought you were nothing more than a defective doll, but... You've always been human, just like Nito, weren't you?
This is the very first time I've ever had to say this; perhaps I was partially blind...wasn't I?
Hajime: Ahaha. You said "That's right!" even though I didn't even say anything yet... Mitsuru-kun, I can't catch up with you when you're always answering your own questions.
Content Warning!
Mentions of death within.
Location: Repayment Festival Stage (Ra*bits)
Hajime: Ahaha. You said "That's right!" even though I didn't even say anything yet... Mitsuru-kun, I can't catch up with you when you're always answering your own questions.
But I'll do my best to keep up, because I want to walk by your side.
"♪ ~ ♪ ~ ♪"
Come on, Tomoya-kun, join us...♪
Tomoya: I know, I know. Sheesh, lately it feels like I'm the one being left in the dust by you guys.
This sucks! I've gotta do better if I'm gonna be your leader from now on!
Tomoya: I'll do my best! Even if I'm "normal"! I'll just have to do it so well that people will be like, "Wow, the bar must be pretty high if that's what's considered 'normal'"!
"♪ ~ ♪ ~ ♪"
Nazuna: (Fufu. You guys have really grown so much. Though it may look like you're just playing around and doing whatever you want... Everything's coming together into one coherent performance.)
(This is it. This is Ra*bits' performance.)
(I feel like I'm watching my dear children perform in their school festival for the first time, going back and forth between worrying and rejoicing over them with every word and move they make... And before I know it, I've perked up, and feel a smile come to my face.)
(And my worn-out heart begins to heal.)
(Aah... Now I get it...)
(Hey, Tomo-chin, Hajime-chin, Mitsuru-chin... When we first met, you implored me to join, saying "Help us!")
(You were driven into a corner, with tears streaming down your faces.)
(And I didn't have anything else to do at the time. It was like I was just slowly dying, breaking a little more with every passing day...)
(I just couldn't leave you like that, so, on a whim, I decided to lend you a hand.)
(But, as the unremarkable days piled up, they became so precious to me. It's like a miracle... Thank you, God in Heaven.)
(I love all of you like family.)
(Aah... It's me who was saved by you.)
"♪ ~ ♪ ~ ♪"
Shu: (...Fufu. Their performance is just as adorable and relaxing as usual. It's cleansing for the heart.)
(Nito's looking fine as well. Lovely Nito... I'll be sincere and give you a round of applause. I'm sure you must've found your salvation.)
(There were nights when I cursed the unreasonable ways of this world and resented God. And yet, this world and the humans that inhabit it were thoughtfully created.)
(O Lord, how I envy you. Will I ever be able reach such heights before I take my final breath?)
Mika: Oshi-san... Sorry t'bother ya while yer all absorbed in watchin' the Ra*bits kids perform, but I'd like ya t'change before it's our turn to go on again, if it's alright with ya.
Shu: ......
Mika: Ah, so ya don't wanna do it after all? Were the outfits I made no good? Guess I'm no match for yer pair o' perceivin' eyeglasses, Oshi-san... [1]
Shu: I don't require glasses. Don't put me together with that third-rate writer.
He's the type to indirectly sing praises to himself by over-applauding that which boosts his own ego. That kind of behavior is utterly shameless.
Though, it's hard to accept the fact that I said this myself... It wasn't that clever of a jest.
Mika: Uhm... so what d'ya mean, exactly?
Shu: Don't bother thinking. You're too foolish for it.
...I simply didn't reply because I wasn't sure how to respond to you calling me "Oshi-san" when we're to be close friends and equals as artists from now on.
Mika: Ngah, but Oshi-san'll always be Oshi-san to me.
You're my ideal, a mentor I'll admire forever.
But if ya don't want me t'call ya that, then uhm... All right. It's a lil' embarassin', but I guess I can...c-call ya by yer name...♪
Shu: Eugh. Don't make this weird. Forget it; I said something ridiculous.
Mika: O-Okay... It feels off to me too 'cause I ain't used to it. If you're fine with me callin' ya Oshi-san then I'll stick with that, since it's way more comfy.
Shu: ...I've been thinking this for a while now, but that "Oshi-san" nickname doesn't have that beautiful of a ring to it. It's much too close to "Oji-san". [2]
Though it does have more favorable instances, like "Ashinaga Oji-san", or "My Daddy Long Legs".
But why did Nito start calling me that? That's who you've been imitating this whole time, yes?
Mika: Huh? So callin' ya Oshi-san was all Nazuna-nii's idea too? He left a surprisin' amount of stuff behind in our hearts...
Shu: Much like the way he named Valkyrie, his intentions remain a mystery. But this isn't the time to start asking ourselves about this or that.
As you can see, Nito is charming and full of happiness.
We shouldn't darken that joy with a discussion of ourselves—of Valkyrie.
There's a pun here that revolves around お眼鏡, which can mean both glasses and one's judgement, so I opted for localizing it a bit so it'd make sense.
Tomoya: "Once again everyone, thank you so much for staying 'till now!"
Location: Repayment Festival Stage (Ra*bits)
Tomoya: "Once again everyone, thank you so much for staying 'till now!"
"We're Ra*bits! We're a unit that's still got a long way to go, but we'll make it up by always giving our best!"
"Please give us your support and bear witness to our growth!"
"Hehe, Mitsuru's already said this but—we've grown thiiis much...♪"
"Eh, 'you haven't grown much yet'? We're cute and small? Thank you very much!"
"We'll be sure to grow up dignified and strong while still staying true to our 'cute' image!"
"Staying true to it may not be normal, but it's insanely amazing if we can! And there are a lot of animals that are able to do that!"
"Just like how rabbits are cute their whole lives!"
"Who says humans should be the odd one out? We'll be kids forever!"
"Until we all get tired of playing together, let's link our hands and fly around in the sky!" [1]
"Now, hold out your hands: this is an invitation to Neverland! An island of beauty that's straight out of your wildest dreams—a mysterious land full of love and surprise!" [2]
"We'll serve as your guides! Let us laugh together, hold hands, and play to our hearts' content! Welcome to this Amazing World...♪ [3]
"♪ ~ ♪ ~ ♪"
Nazuna: ...Ahaha, that was a polished speech, Tomo-chin~ You've been mulling over what to say since earlier, haven't you?
Tomoya: Ah, you noticed? Yeah, I'm not skilled enough to quote famous lines with as much ease or experience as my seniors in the Theater Club.
Those guys are odd, but they're not so removed from what's "normal" that I'm unable to imitate them if I try!
I studied them the same way I do with the lead characters I play!
I've read up on all the great men in history, all my seniors here in Yumenosaki Academy, all the noteworthy, extraordinary people!
Even if my acting right now is nothing more than a bad imitation...!
If I keep at it and build myself up, I'll be on the same level as him one day... Though it won't be easy! I might be able to at least grasp at the strands of his hair, right? [4]
That's why, I'll do my best! I'll dedicate each day to working towards that goal...! [5]
Nazuna: Ahaha, being "ordinary" really is all you talk about, huh, Tomo-chin...♪
But it's alright. Though you might have a complex over that word, being "ordinary" isn't an insult at all.
Tomoya: Oh no, it's just, I hate being told that "being ordinary is best"! Though it's possible that even if I work my hardest my whole life, the most I'll be able to do is stay the way I am now...
I might stay "ordinary" for life!
I could even fall lower than "ordinary" if I keep thinking like that and give up, so I'll keep doing my best and work as hard as I can!
And before long, I might be able to reach the sun like this! [6]
Even if the heat burns me instantly... That's still a great feat no one else has done!
I'll be remembered in history! And that's definitely not "ordinary"! [7]
Nazuna: Yeah. I think you're aiming a bit too high, but good luck. I definitely won't tell you it's impossible. As long as you don't give up and you keep looking, I'm sure there's a way.
Ra*bits... Tomo-chin, Mitsuru-chin, Hajime-chin, you can all do anything you want, and become anything you want to be.
Since you're still kids, still inexperienced... And because you're truly great people.
Should I one day be forgiven for my sins, I shall guide you all unto His side...
(So that we may finally reach the promised land... Or not~ I only joined the church choir 'cause I wanted big cookies and they praised my singing.)
(But if you hear that kind of thing every day as a kid, you'll pick up on it naturally.)
(It's been a while since I've prayed. O God, Jesus... I...did my best, didn't I?)
(I can't do any more than this. For someone like me, who has no other saving grace but cuteness...)
(While this might sound haughty of me to say, I was able to bring up these three to be strong and wonderful.)
(Will I...be able to go to heaven? When I've betrayed my comrades—my precious friends...)
(Even when I've hurt them... Compared to Tomo-chin's wish... Isn't that more unreasonable to ask for?)
Hajime: Nii~chan? Your movements really are lagging behind even more. I'm sorry!
I thought I'd lift your spirits and tried to be careful in cheering you up, but did I end up saying too much...?
This is because I forgot what you told me and I ended up crying! I'm so sorry...!
Mitsuru: Hajime-chan, you're apologizing for nothing. It's weird~ You didn't even do anything wrong!
Besides, reaching out to help someone up when they fall and walking together even if we have to go slow... that's what Ra*bits is about.
You guys were the first people that taught me that—to walk together... That's why I'm glad I became part of Ra*bits.
Even though I tend to run ahead and before I know it I get myself lost...
Tomo-chan, Hajime-chan, and Nii~chan always held onto my hands tightly!
That's why I'm happy! I can run wherever I want to! And even if I fall I'll get right back up!
So if Nii~chan or Hajime-chan get too upset or too lonely to move, then I'll hold you both up!
I'll carry you anywhere! Because you've all done the same for me!
So right now you shouldn't be saying "sorry"! Hajime-chan's a lot smarter than me so he should know that much, right?
That's right! The answer is "thank you", you should be saying thank you! Not anything else...☆
"♪ ~ ♪ ~ ♪"
References a line Wataru said to him in Phantom Thieves VS Detectives/Investigation Start - 4 that uses wordplay.
"驚きと愛" (switched to "love and surprise" for better flow) is a compound subject heavily associated with Wataru. It's used in both of Wataru's taglines.
The title of Wataru's character song, without the star.
This phrase first appears in Phantom Thieves VS Detectives/Epilogue 4, and later in Transparency and Masks/G in a Maze - 8.
Tomoya uses "日々" for "each day" here, possibly relating to Wataru's last name (日々樹).
Wataru's heavily associated with the sun, or anything that's "bright" and cheerful. Taking 白 from Tomoya's last name (真白) and combining it with 日 from Wataru's (日々樹) creates 白日, meaning bright sunlight, broad daylight.
Transparency and Masks/G in a Maze - 8 references this phrase, but the "might" turned into "will" in here.
Time: A few hours later, during the latter half of the Repayment Festival
Nazuna: "♪ ~ ♪ ~ ♪"
(We're in splendid condition. My body feels light~...♪)
(I've truly been reborn as a rabbit; it's like being a child again.)
(Hehe, as expected, Ra*bits has made it to the latter half of Repayment Festival. With this, we've become a proper veteran unit.)
(I can rest easy. There might still be things that don't sit well with me about Valkyrie... But even Kagehira repeatedly told me it was all fine.)
(So they're probably doing alright.)
(He didn't seem like he was putting up a front, or was just saying it so I wouldn't worry either...)
(The way he's acting makes me think that they really are okay now.)
(He was so brazen and unapologetic, it was almost frustrating.)
(You've really grown to be like Itsuki, Kagehira).
(Mika-chin... Right now I don't—no, even from the start, I didn't know you that well.)
(You aren't some stiff doll, unbreakable and incapable of growth. You aren't living that kind of sad existence...)
(You've been brought up with strength and grace—you grew into a fine man.)
(If I told you that, would you get offended and say "I'm a doll!"?)
(Though for me, I really wouldn't take being called a "doll" a compliment.)
Hajime: ...Nii~chan?
It seems like you aren't concentrating very well~ Are you alright?
Nazuna: Ah, sorry. I was fussing a bit over something trivial just now; seems like I haven't shaken it off yet.
But I'm okay~ I'll be able to perform just fine.
Hajime: Hehe, I've no doubt about that but... Please don't be too hard on yourself. It's sad to think that this is really the end, isn't it?
If I don't watch myself, I think I'll start crying like a baby, too.
But... Back then during our very first live, from that S2 last spring...
On a stage where hardly anyone came to watch and all our efforts were trampled on...
Nii~chan said, "If you're going to cry then do it after our performance!" with a scary face.
And that, even if there were only a few people in the audience, we should present ourselves as proper and perfect idols.
That shocked me at the time and honestly for a bit I thought, "What a cold person."
Nazuna: ...Yeah, I'm a surprisingly aloof person, but usually I play all cute.
Hajime: Not at all. You're always a kind person... You taught us a lot of things that we needed to know for ourselves and for our futures.
Each and every day, when you didn't even need to.
You gave your all writing up proposals, thinking of what to include during practices, and guiding us on what to do. You even handled all the difficult things like paperwork and negotiations.
And when I'd start looking tired due to my low stamina, you'd take care of me and give me hot towels or rub my shoulders right away...
You'd call out to me gently and kindly help me out.
It wasn't as if anything special happened. It's just that, as those ordinary days happened again and again, bit by bit they gathered together to shine as bright as the sun.
Or rather, for us who would've gone and faded away just like that... It's thanks to you that we were able to spend our everyday life so peacefully.
Since you held the urge until the very end and didn't cry on stage that day... And after the performance ended, you hugged us all and cheered us up even while you were in tears.
Because there were days we had to work hard to bear our pain and sadness together...
We, Ra*bits, have grown thiiiis much. ♪
Thank you, Nii~chan. I really, really love you a lot...
......Ngh, hnng—
Mitsuru: Oh no! You started crying right after you said all that, Hajime-chan!
I'll do a flashy dance over here and make the audience look over at me, so they don't notice you~☆
"And turn! And jump! How's that? Once Nii~chan graduates, I'll be the only one in Ra*bits that can do tough dances like these!"
"Nii~chan told me I could do it, so he taught me specially!"
"One day I'm gonna coach Hajime-chan and Tomo-chan on all the skills, moves, and stage etiquette that Nii~chan taught me!"
"I don't get all that difficult logic, so you guys can teach me about that, okay?"
"All the know-how to being an idol's already filled every part of me! It's 'cuz this rabbit is made of the parts that Nii~chan trained!"
"The nicest, strongest, and most precious rabbit in the whole world!"
"So, make sure all of you keep watching us!"
"Like everyone knows, we're Ra*bits, the unbeatable rabbits that'll keep hop-hopping to the ends of the universe~☆"
"We won't be beaten by any kind of huge beast! Not even God!"
"But even if we do lose, we won't just cry like babies about it! Because Nii~chan drilled that into us!"
"That's why! It'll be a waste if you can't see through your tears. You'll really regret it forever!"
"Look at me, no— all of us...! We've grown up so well!"
"♪ ~ ♪ ~ ♪"
Tomoya: ...Yikes, I don't have anything to say.
Nazuna: You're fine, talking on and on during a performance is a bad Yumenosaki Academy trademark anyway. Just concentrate on singing and dancing~ You won't hear anything from me about that.
Tomoya: That's right... Yes, that must be the most expressive way to repay you.
Arashi: Come on, already! We have to get moving, Mika-chan! The Repayment Festival's about to start!
Content Warning!
Mentions of death within.
Location: Underground Live House
Arashi: Come on, already! We have to get moving, Mika-chan! The Repayment Festival's about to start!
Mika: Ngah~... I wanna finish up what I'm doin' here first, so why dontcha go on without me?
This is somethin' real important fer Knights, ain't it? Ya don't wanna be late!
Arashi: It doesn't feel right leaving you alone, though?
Mika: 'S fine, I promise! Valkyrie's not even gonna be in RepayFes, so it don't really matter if I show up late.
Arashi: Mm~... I haven't said a word all this time, but what if I told you that the two of you actually are performing?
Mika: Huh? Whazzat? I didn't hear nothin' 'bout that!
Arashi: I was sworn to secrecy—that overbearing "Oshi-san" of yours actually lowered his head and practically begged me for help.
Listening to him was as tedious as ever, but I could tell he was almost frantic, and he brought up some good points...
Quite honestly, the fact that I've managed to keep my lips sealed until now impresses even myself, but there's no time to explain.
Mika: Eh... Naru-chan, ya really had a chat with Oshi-san? When?
Arashi: Remember that day when you looked like you'd gone through the wringer? Right after that, I went to find him—I grabbed him by the collar and demanded that he tell me everything.
Honestly, I can't even remember the last time I lost my cool like that; I seriously thought I was gonna knock your "Oshi-san's" lights out for real. ♪
Mika: Wh-what good would hittin' him do? Violence won't help nothin'; Oshi-san would probably just keel over an' die from shock!
Arashi: Aww, he would've been fine! Maybe it's because you've been looking after him for all this time, but... Whatever the reason, he's way tougher than I remembered—or it's more like he's gotten super gutsy.
I was actually pretty impressed.
The moment he saw the look on my face, he just rolled right over and said, "do as you please."
But he asked for me to spare his face if I was going to hit or kick him—the fans at the Repayment Festival would be concerned if they noticed he was hurt, after all...
To see your "Oshi-san" acting like that... it's hard to believe, but it seriously made my opinion of him shoot way up~
After hearing what he had to say, I couldn't help feeling guilty, but there was nothing else to do except walk away.
It was like, "What am I supposed to do with my raised fist now? Should I just hit him as hard as I can on the RepayFes stage instead?"
Either way, we've been in contact ever since—I've been calling him regularly and giving him secret reports on how you're doing.
I'm sorry for acting like some sort of spy.
Mika: Hmm...? So that's how ya found out 'bout Oshi-san's plan to perform at RepayFes?
Arashi: Yep! It was honestly pretty amazing... Literally everything you've done since then is exactly as he predicted. It's like he has you right in the palm of his hand, huh, Mika-chan?
Or, since this is you, should I describe it instead as him pulling all the strings?
Mika: ...Nah, I'm pretty sure it ain't like that. Oshi-san wasn't tryin' to pull me in one direction or another, he just knows me well enough to guess how I'd move...
He's prone to worryin', y'know? Betcha he was so anxious that he could hardly stand it, but he trusted 'n waited fer me instead.
I kinda reckon he's puttin' too much faith in me.
Y'know, I ain't really got that much confidence... But if nothin' else, I wanna try my best t'live up to what he wants.
Arashi: Hm~m? I'm not so sure about that—the two of you always seem to have your own little way of doing things that nobody else can figure out, you know?
Mika: Ahaha, I know, right? It's 'cause I'm Oshi-san's family.
Nazuna: Kagehira...!
Mika: Huh!? Nazuna-nii! What's goin' on?
Nazuna: So you really were here...! What are you even doing in a place like this!?
Mika: Eh? Ehh? Um, ya wanna know what I'm doin'?
Well, right now I'm kinda... breathin', 'n blinkin' my eyes, 'n lookin' at ya, Nazuna-nii...?
Nazuna: That's not what I'm talking about! Sheesh, where do I even start with you!?
Kagehira, weren't you supposed to go back home? Isn't that what Itsuki told you to do?
Mika: Ah~, I did go rushin' to my hometown fer a bit, but then I came right back...
Oh, d'ya want a souvenir? Here, I've got these octopus-flavored chips... Lately it seems like they've been makin' more 'n more stuff that you'd only find around there. ♪
I don't normally buy this kinda stuff, so I thought it was pretty cool t'see, y'know?
Nazuna: ...? ...?
Arashi: Ufufu. I feel your pain, but trying to get a straight answer from him isn't really worth it, Nazuna-chan.
The two of them in Valkyrie really do have their own language that only they understand, so as outsiders we're totally lost, huh?
Nazuna: Oh, Arashi-chin... Um, what are you doing here? Are you and Kagehira here together?
Arashi: Yep. I've been busy preparing for the Repayment Festival, too, but I always made sure to stop by at least once or twice every day to check on him.
To tell you the truth, I didn't want to leave his side for even a second, you know?
But Mika-chan kept saying I didn't have to stay, and it's not like I had a lot of free time, either...
Still, this boy would be working 24/7 if nobody reminded him of basic human needs like sleep and food, so someone had to make sure he was looked after, right?
Mika: Yeah... I'm real grateful, Naru-chan. Thanks t'you, I was right comfortable stayin' here ♪
Arashi: There's no need to thank me. But come spring you're going to be living on your own, right? Are you sure you'll be okay? I'm beginning to worry...
Mika: 'S gonna be fine, I promise! Even back home... I got praised lots fer how much I've grown up. ♪
Arashi: It's honestly more incredible that you've even survived this long...
Hold on, we can't stand here just chatting like this! We've got to hurry back—the Repayment Festival's about to begin!
Nazuna: Y-yeah, that's true, right? Besides, we can keep talking along the way...?
Mika: Ah, can y'all hang on a sec? It'd be a real shame if I forgot t'bring along the outfits I worked so hard on.
Nazuna: Outfits? You mean, you made them?
Mika: Yep. Though I can't totally take credit fer 'em, since I used a couple of Oshi-san's old sewin' patterns 'n stuff. It'd be right bold of me to act like it's an original design.
But still, I worked real hard day 'n night to get 'em done... and if that ain't enough to prove that I poured all my heart 'n soul into 'em, I dunno what is.
The way things are now, I've got no right t'talk to Oshi-san...
But if I can't ever talk to him again, then I reckon I'd rather be dead. That's why I've gotta keep givin' it my all to live up to what he expects.
And right now, everythin' I am and everythin' I feel is right here in these outfits.
Nazuna: ...Hey. Don't ignore me. Aren't you gonna scold me for not knocking like you always do?
Shu: Hmph... I was waiting in anticipation of your arrival.
And it's not as if you're my doll anymore, so boldly mentioning your poor manners won't do us any favors.
After all, you'll simply do as you wish, won't you?
Nazuna: Don't act like you know everything about me.
Shu: As if I could comprehend you when you're a stranger to me. I'm simply speculating based on knowledge I have about you, Nito.
You and Kiryuu seem to get along exceedingly well.
You're the only one "Ryuu-kun" would look to for assistance in this situation, given his propensity to avoid relying on others.
Nazuna: ...Kuro-chin gave me a rough overview.
Shu: Hmph. You might call that a misstep on my behalf.
But I caved under the pressure of his fierce gaze... It's been a while since I last found him frightening.
Anyhow. What's the matter with Kiryuu? Is he going to push this on others to settle and then feign ignorance? How very heartless.
Nazuna: Don't say bad things about Kuro-chin. He regularly brings himself down by saying he's a delinquent, so that's why he tries to be nice every chance he gets.
He's a good guy. I won't ever let anyone drag him through the mud.
Shu: Hmph. Like I would ever speak ill of Kiryuu. Though I will criticize.
It was a simple question concerning the man who might as well be the concept of "meddlesome" personified.
Nazuna: Kuro-chin, or rather, AKATSUKI in general, seems to be wrapped up in some problems that I don't really get, so...
Plus the Repayment Festival is a pretty massive event. They don't have too much free time today.
Valkyrie might be taking it easy since it doesn't seem like you're participating and all, but...
Everyone in the academy is in an uproar right now, like someone just poked a beehive.
Shu: Hmm. Which means you haven't heard from Anzu... I mean, that little girl. We're going to be joining in the festivities of the Repayment Festival as well.
Nazuna: Huh? You guys are gonna perform?
Shu: Do you have a problem with that? It proved to be quite the hassle, but I did submit all the required documents and they were approved.
But the details are still pending and so it has yet to be publicized. It's no wonder you didn't know.
Nazuna: Uh... But didn't you tell Kagehira to "go back to his hometown" or something?
That's what I heard from Kuro-chin! And that no one knows where he went!
This is awful... What the hell're you doing?!
I've been thinking this for a while now, but are you stupid? Why'd you say something so terrible to Kagehira, when he's been graciously supporting you this entire time?!
...And while I don't deserve to criticize you, I still really think of him as my little brother, even if no one sees it that way.
I'll beat down anyone who dares hurt him, even if they're the president or God...!
Shu: I could say "how about you strike yourself, then" but I will refrain from saying anything upsetting.
Since it's you we're talking about, I'm certain you've already had your fair share of a pain more severe than being beaten.
However, I will say this: Don't speak out of turn.
You left Valkyrie. You don't have the right to meddle in our relationship.
I won't change my ways, no matter what jumbled nonsense outsiders say.
In short, this conversation is meaningless. I appreciate you coming all this way... but return from whence you came, Nito.
Nazuna: ...! Oh, fine! I see how it is! Forget it. Spend your whole life pretending to be some incomprehensible tragic artist until you're pleased with yourself!
Shu: ...Wait. I'm confirming this just to make sure, but are you heading back to where everyone from Ra*bits is waiting for you?
Since it's them we're talking about here, they must be hard at work making this White Day the absolute best for you.
Someone as gracious as you doesn't intend on abandoning them, yes?
Nazuna: Huh? Uh... you're right. I've gotta get the word out to them!
They can handle the Repayment Festival without me one way or another, but it'd worry them if I just up and vanished.
I really want to ask everyone in Ra*bits to help me look for Kagehira, but...
I don't want to waste all the effort they've put into today for my own selfish reasons.
Shu: Hmph. Look for Kagehira? So such a notion really did cross your mind, Nito.
It's still so easy to know what you're thinking. For better or for worse, you're astonishingly like an animal.
Nazuna: What's wrong with that? Humans are animals too.
Shu: That's not entirely accurate. Humans are the sole animal in this universe that can alter their fate and create the fine arts.
I've been realizing that again as of late.
Anyhow. You said they'd be fine "without you", but personally, I disagree.
Ra*bits are Ra*bits because they have you. The children will be disappointed if you don't stand with them on the Repayment Festival stage.
Let me point out the correct route for you then, since you're apt to take indiscriminate detours.
Kagehira ought to be in the underground live house where Valkyrie often performed.
There's a rentable separate soundproof lesson room.
If not there, he may be at the apartment he's going to be living in starting this spring.
Nazuna: Nh. Why do you say that? You're the one who told him to "go back to his hometown"... and isn't he the type to just obediently comply?
Shu: He didn't even utter so much as a "yes".
Even if I don't go out of my way to call for him, sooner or later he'd simply reveal that foolish face of his out of the blue.
However, if you're so desperately in need to ascertain his safety, then it's not as if I can stop you.
So take your detour and continue to be yourself, like always: so very human, and precious, and foolish. I know for certain that you'll keep moving forward.
Nazuna: Ah, that's right... Tomo-chin, take this too.
Location: Dance Studio
Nazuna: Ah, that's right... Tomo-chin, take this too.
Mitsuru: Hey, how come Tomo-chan gets something extra? That's not fair~!
Nazuna: Ahaha. In that case, you all can have the rest of the cookies too.
Tomoya: Um, is this...?
Nazuna: Mmhmm. If Ra*bits is gonna continue on next year, it's gonna need a new leader... So here's the official documents. As for who I'd like that to be, I've put Tomo-chin's name down.
If you don't have any issue with that, then slap a seal on it and present this paper to the student council come spring. But until then... Frame it for safekeeping, or something.
Hajime: Uwah... Of course Tomoya-kun's a perfect fit to be our new leader, congratulations~♪
Mitsuru: Congrats, Tomo-chan! Keep it up, we'll support you with all we've got too!
Tomoya: ...Are you really okay with me doing it, Nii~chan?
Nazuna: Yup. I was kinda worried at first~, but you've definitely got the temperament a leader needs.
At Yumenosaki, unit leaders have quite a lot of authority... When you become one, your responsibilities and workload will increase—that means more burdens to bear.
Honestly, I'm a little worried about swamping you with the work that comes with being the leader, since you've got the most room for growth...
And if you start to fall behind during practice, it'll be like I put the cart before the horse...
But maybe, through those hardships, you'll grow stronger instead.
With these steadfast friends by your side, you'll be fine. Just don't overdo it, 'kay? I'm gonna tear these documents apart if you ever collapse again.
I'm going away, just for a little bit... I won't be able to give you a hand as easily as I do now, so... Anzu, please take care of these kids.
Make them the most wonderful idols. And when I see these guys on TV, or something like that...
I'm planning to boast about them and say, “They're Ra*bits, the kids I raised!” with a proud grin.
That's why I'm asking you to take care of them, Producer... Please, continue to watch over these children from now on as well.
Tomoya: ......
Hajime: Ahaha. Tomoya-kun's so overwhelmed with emotion, he's completely speechless... Come on, it isn't like you hadn't seen this coming.
Mitsuru: Wahaha! ☆ Tomo-chan's hopeless, you can't just freeze up like that~! C'mon, do something, (poke, poke) ♪
Tomoya: Q-Quit it, Mitsuru~
Sorry, I was more moved than expected.
I've always been just "ordinary"...
I never stood out from the crowd, and there were always so many other amazing guys around me, so I was never picked for anything either.
So really, I'm happy...
Ahh, this sucks! Sorry, please give me a second, I'll wipe my face off!
This is so frustrating... What's my mental image training been for if I was still gonna react this way!
Nazuna: Ahaha, will you really be alright when you're like that~ I'm kinda worried... Make sure not to get disheveled from crying on stage when you're performing in RepayFes, 'kay?
That's what makes you an idol, after all. I'll be doing the same; I want to remain beautiful until the moment the curtain falls on stage.
That's why, let's not lose focus until our very last practice is through!
My leadership over you ends today, so if you've got anything you'd regret not asking about, you'd better do it now!
Mitsuru: 'Kay, Nii~chan...♪
Hajime: Alright then, Nii~chan ♪
Tomoya: Ah, hold on a sec... Yikes?!
Nazuna: Wh-What's wrong, Tomo-chin?
Kuro: Uh, my bad, didn't mean t'scare ya... 'Scuse me, Nito here?
Nazuna: Ooh, if it isn't Kuro-chin! What's up? Is there something we can help you with~?
If it's about the outfits for RepayFes, Anzu already delivered them to us... Unless you found something wrong with them?
Kuro: Nah, the outfits're done as can be. Who d'ya think I am?
'Side, Little Miss here's the one who did most of the work when puttin' 'em together. If they started comin' apart at the seams, she'd be the one who'd be best at fixin' 'em up again.
She's become a real master in her own right 'bout it, so there ain't any problems with how she does it now.
Anyway, forget that... Nito, I need t'borrow ya fer a sec.
I get that ya wanna spend as much as y'can with these guys before ya graduate and all...
But this is an emergency—Valkyrie's in a real tight spot.
I ain't got a clue what t'do. As his longtime friend, don't think I'd be able t'stop myself from tellin' Itsuki off... Nito, there's gotta be somethin' ya can do.
Nazuna: Wh-What? Valkyrie is? What's going on... Are they not performing in RepayFes?
But it's useless coming to me, Kuro-chin, there's nothing I can do either... Those guys resent me, y'know..?
Kuro: I don't think that's the case at all, 'least from where I'm standin'... If anythin', that's why ya oughta be facin' Valkyrie, so ya don't have any regrets.
Yer an important friend t'me, Nito. Ya came in durin' the same spring as me, studied side by side with me, and laughed over nothin' at all with me.
That's why ya oughta move forward with yer head held high, without leavin' any weird grudges behind...
S'hard to live with yer regrets, Nito. I've got more than enough experience fer the both of us when it comes t'that.
Time: One week later, on the day of Repayment Festival
Hajime: Nii~chan, Anzu-san, happy White Day...♪
Mitsuru: Happy happy White Day~! ☆
Nazuna: Whoa... Jeez, that surprised me, what's this all of a sudden?
And don't pull those party poppers! This is just a rental room, so you'll get in trouble if you leave anything behind, you know~?
Hajime: Don't worry, it's the type that's easy to clean up~. See, look, when you pull the string, the only thing that comes out is colored paper that's connected to the popper itself...♪
Mitsuru: And you can just put the paper right back in so you can pop it again and again, as much as you want, right? Bang bang bang~☆
Hajime: Um, I think the powder has been used up by now, though?
It's the powder bursting out that causes popper to pop, isn't it...? Or does it use air compression?
Tomoya: I've got no idea, but anyways...
We wanted to give you both a present for White Day, Nii~chan, Anzu-san. Is it alright if we do it right now, before our performance at RepayFes?
Nazuna: I don't mind... We've been doing a lot of lessons up ‘til now, so~
I was thinking we should take it easy and warm up before our performance today anyway, so that way we'll be in a good mood for it.
On that note, I have something to give all of you for White Day too.
I thought it'd be best to do it once RepayFes was over, but maybe I oughta give it now since I've got the chance~?
Mitsuru: Yaaay, it's a present giving party! Nii~chan, Nee-chan, have some chocolate I made myself ♪
Nazuna: Ahaha, Anzu got called here to get a present too, huh? It seems like she's busy as ever today, so don't hold her up too much, okay?
Mitsuru: We know~, it's 'cause Nee-chan's everyone's producer, right?
Since that's the case, eat up, eat up! It's my chocolatey pride and joy, ehen☆
Nazuna: I will. Thanks, Mitsuru-chin.
...Oh? I was wondering why you went with chocolates... Is it ‘cause you're using the recipe you learnt in ChocoFes?
Mitsuru: Yup! I only know how to make that, so~
I made a lot of them ever since ChocoFes happened, and they were so popular with my family that I've ended up doin' it every now and then too!
It's super duper fun to make sweets! I wanna make something other than chocolate too~☆
Hajime: Fufu. Would you like me to lend you a recipe book for your next venture?
Or if you think I'm good enough, I could teach you the basics myself too~. I'm jealous, you tend to find anything enjoyable to do...♪
Tomoya: You're the same way though, Hajime~ You end up liking everything too.
Hajime: Eh~? I do have things I dislike, though...
For example... Well, I can't think of anything right now!
Tomoya: Ahaha. Anyway, Nii~chan, Anzu-san... This is our present to you.
Nazuna: Huh? It's...a proposal?
Tomoya: Yup. It's for a liveshow that we'll be doing after your graduation at the end of the year, Nii~chan.
We've planned our own budget and outfits, and the set up too—without relying on our seniors.
If it works out, we think it'll be a significant event for us Ra*bits... If you have the time, please look it over.
Nazuna: Oho, so you're gonna prove that you'll be fine even when I'm gone, huh~? This is easily the best gift I've ever gotten~♪
But I can't give you an easy answer right now... If it's alright, can I take it home and look over it?
Tomoya: Of course. But instead of indulging us, please think of us as fellow adults and look over it without a hint of bias; don't spare us any critique.
We're gonna be seniors soon too, so we've gotta take off the training wheels already.
Ah, by the way, I've prepared sweets as normal too. Help yourself, this is some rusk I made. ♪ [1]
Hajime: Fufu. Actually, while we were working out the plan together, we made sweets as well.
Mitsuru: Yup, it was a suuuper fun time~☆ Though Hajime-chan kept worrying like something was gonna go wrong at any moment!
Hajime: Ahaha... Well, I kept thinking about how expensive our ingredients were, so I guess I was more than a little stressed.
Besides, I started feeling a bit lonely for some reason.
I froze up completely, and before I knew it my eyes were brimming with hot tears... I really am no good, I just cry too easily about this.
It's not like we're saying goodbye forever, I know that.
Nazuna: I know how you feel. I'm gonna feel really lonely once I graduate, too.
Nazuna: But if everyone is planning to send me off warmly with smiles... Then I'll surely be able to proudly move forward in my life.
Thank you, Tomo-chin. Mitsuru-chin, Hajime-chin... My beloved Ra*bits, I'm eternally grateful for this blessing of youth that you gave to me.
... Ehehe. You know, I had the same idea as you guys, I made sweets as a present for everyone too! Here, I'll hand them out~, don't be shy~.
Mitsuru: Yaaay, what a huuuge cookie! ☆ It's even bigger than my hand!
Nazuna: Heheh. It's an original recipe from the church in my neighborhood. I loved this recipe too much for my own good when I was little.
They're huge and filling, and super sweet.
They really were my favorite treat when I was a child... I only went to church for them, instead of for hearing the words of God.
Now that I'm a senior in high school, though, they're a little too sweet; I'd probably get a stomachache if I had them now.
Rusk is a sweet confection made from sprinkling sugar or honey over sliced bread and baking it a second time. Its crisp texture is ideal to enjoy with tea and coffee. Very delicious.
Shu: Protecting, loving, and caring for one's family is not quintessentially human; it's a trait shared amongst all animals.
Content Warning!
Mentions of familicide, suicide, and murder in general within.
Location: Fruits Parlour
Shu: Protecting, loving, and caring for one's family is not quintessentially human; it's a trait shared amongst all animals.
Conversely, what is uniquely human is our ability to senselessly massacre those we consider our cherished family.
"There isn't enough food", "We need to reduce the number of mouths to feed"... without even possessing reasons such as those, we're able to kill one another on a whim.
It isn't a matter of whether or not the deed is actually committed—human nature is precisely the capability to deliberate and fulfill that choice.
I have said this before, and I shall say it again: the will to oppose one's instincts is what distinguishes humanity from all else.
The results of choices that defy one's natural tendencies, such as continuing to devote oneself to painting—despite knowing one will die without eating or sleeping—materialize and eventually accumulate; that is what art is.
Tell me, do animals build pyramids to serve as their tombs?
Do they feel fulfilled simply by listening to Mozart's music, reading Shakespeare's stories, or admiring Dalí's paintings?
There are a great many other tasks that must be undertaken to sustain one's life, are there not? Despite that, we, humankind, create art. That is why I love it.
At the same time, I wish from the bottom of my heart to be an artist.
Living merely under the rule of one's instincts can be painful indeed.
Those with more physical prowess monopolize food and all else that is fundamental to survival. They trample on the weak, find a mate, and beget children.
In the animal world, to lose is to face a swift death. Their world, where instinct is law, rapidly culls those who fail to keep up.
However, it isn't as if humans have lost all their instincts; we often behave similarly, particularly in more underdeveloped societies.
We bully the weak and sneer at the stupid, we kick around and ostracize those whom hamper us. Doing so is more conducive to our survival, to the preservation of our progeny.
If you look at the big picture and think holistically, that is how our offspring become more robust and able-bodied.
If the foolish and weak live long enough to produce descendants, they would only face a fate of certain ruin by the elements of the world around them.
And, just like that, those shamelessly strong ones are given a sense of legitimacy through their successors and instincts.
They speak about love, dreams, and righteousness, all while hypocritically disregarding and abusing those weaker than themselves.
Animals don't express any complaints about that reality. They merely die. It's only humans that protest.
The ones that are trampled upon create art to comfort their hearts, bringing forth value on an axis completely separate from instinct.
Even if they're unable to fight, even if they're weak, even if they're not loved by anyone at all... They can continue living.
When life is too painful, the paintings and music made by virtuosos of past and present can give us solace.
When I was younger, I was weak; all I would do was cry. However, those creations saved me.
The dolls my grandfather gave me, the embroidery Kiryuu's mother taught me, the songs performed by idols on TV—
Every single piece of art I encountered preserved my life and my heart. I found salvation through them.
Even at this very moment, I want to impart that same experience to those being crushed by the concept of instinct.
That is why I create art. I am trying to bestow blessings upon those who were raised according to reason.
Kagehira. This may be difficult for you to comprehend, but that is what the humanity I speak of is like.
It's not all beautiful... On the contrary, it's also repulsive and illogical.
However, I plan on sacrificing myself to move towards that ideal, and I want you to do the same. I expect that you'll aspire to become a "human" in that same vein.
Yes, I want you to become a human, an artist...
Banish those fanciful lies found in fiction from your mind; a dullard like you most likely won't be able to interpret whether they're the product of instinct or reason.
What you're experiencing and thinking now is everything. If you obey the voice of your heart and mindlessly act in accordance with it, you're nothing more than a fool enslaved by his instincts.
We are human precisely because we can consider doing the opposite and making our own choices, because we can exercise our free will.
Mika: Umm. I ain't got a single clue 'bout whatcha sayin'... Oshi-san?
Shu: As I expected. Well, then, I shall explain more concretely.
Kagehira, you will unconditionally obey my orders, correct? If I told you to die, you would, wouldn't you?
Mika: Y-Yeah. I'm yer doll, after all. I'll do whatever ya want me to...
Uhm, so if ya order me to drop dead an' I do, does that mean I'm human too..?
Shu: It appears you've understood absolutely nothing, Kagehira. You're no more than an animal if you truly think you want to yield to my every order.
You can't even become a human, much less one of my beloved artists.
Kagehira. I order this of you... Kill me right this instant.
Mika: ...?
Shu: Kill me. As brutally as you can.
Mika: Um, uh... Why? What's goin' on?
Shu: Are you not able to do it?
Mika: I-It ain't about whether I can or can't—I don't get whatcha sayin' in the first place!
Why do I gotta k-ki... I don't even wanna say it! There ain't no way I could do that!
Shu: You're a strange boy. You're willing to throw your own life away, but you're unable to kill me. Do you adore me that much...? However, this is precisely what marks you as a failure.
I should have told you this sooner... Return to your hometown, Kagehira.
Mika: W-Wh...?
Shu: I don't need a doll that merely follows orders; I can make as many of those as I wish.
From here on out, the unknown awaits me, so I need someone who will give me inspiration—a fellow artist whose growth will spur my own.
You cannot become an artist, nor even a human. A puppet like you... is not qualified to be by my side.
You don't have the right to remain in my life; you're nothing but a nuisance.
Any time I spend on you is a waste, so pack your bags and leave my house as soon as possible. Disappear, and don't ever dare to stand before me again.
Mika: ......
...Are ya throwin' me away after all, Oshi-san?
Shu: "Throwing you away"? That's incorrect; I never owned you in the first place... I'm going to erase your name from my memories and forget you ever existed.
I'll drown you in darkness, without leaving behind a single trace of your existence.
Isn't that an apt destiny for a failure? You'll disappear for all eternity, not even remaining in my memories. You're fine with that, aren't you, Kagehira?
Mika: ......
Shu: Where's your reply? You're my unconditionally obedient doll, aren't you?
Mika: Whew... 'm pooped, it feels like my legs are gonna give way...
Content Warning!
Mentions of familicide, child abuse and suicide within.
Location: Fruits Parlour
Time: Nighttime of that day
Mika: Whew... 'm pooped, it feels like my legs are gonna give way...
But in the end, everyone seems like they had lotsa fun at the live... I think we did a right good job.
Both old and new fans came together to support us.
'm real grateful for the fact that Valkyrie is so loved... At first I was pretty worried 'bout what was gonna happen to us, but I reckon I can rest easy now.
I s'pose it's to be expected that Oshi-san can resolve everything with a single tongue-lashin'.
I'll never be able t'do that. All I could do was get all up in a tizzy worryin' 'bout what to do~♪
Yer amazing, Oshi-san... Ya planned fer everythin', didn't ya? And ya chose the perfect timing to yell at everyone, right?
One second sooner or later and ya might've caused a real riot.
Shu: Hm? I simply raised my voice because the riffraff was infuriating. They were causing a commotion even after I had begun to sing.
Mika: Ah, so it really was just yer temper flarin' up?! Uwah... We're real lucky that things worked out, then! We'd be in right trouble if it hadn't, y'know?
Shu: Hmph... You're simply easily startled, much like a small animal. Carry yourself with more dignity.
Seeing you behave in such a manner is unsightly, and you'll be ridiculed for it.
Perhaps it may come as a surprise to you, but... As long as one speaks with confidence and conviction, the asinine masses will believe all manner of nonsense.
Should you persist in your beliefs, and push forward to make your own path... None shall venture to impede you, you understand?
You're much too concerned about others' opinions, Kagehira. I'd rather you be more unabashed.
Mika: Ahaha... I'd say yer too unabashed, Oshi-san. Me bein' all reserved keeps things balanced between us.
Shu: Perhaps... But good grief, I am truly exhausted.
The thought that this could be our last performance is disheartening, after all. I was gripped by anxiety last night, and could do little more than drift in and out of sleep.
Mika: Wait, ya mean even you get anxious, Oshi-san?
Shu: Hmph... I've kept it a secret from you all this time, but truth be told, I'm quite the coward.
But never mind that. Have some fruit, Kagehira. The adrenaline coursing through you may be staying your appetite, but surely your body requires the nutrients.
Mika: Gotcha, I'll dig right in~♪ Kinda feels like we always end up at this fruit stall after lives, don't we?
Shu: It's a fruits parlour. I've been fond of this chain since the time Nito was with us...
Besides, fruits are excellent since they are not only rich in water content and nutrients, but are easy and pleasant to eat.
You are partial to fruits as well, no? Much of the candy you so enjoy eating is strawberry or melon flavoured.
Mika: Ngah~ It's fine when it's candy, but the actual fruit feels real weird in my mouth, 'specially when it's so high quality...
Like, it feels kinda wasted on me...
Shu: I have no idea what you mean by that. Frankly, despite you having been by my side for all of this year, you've remained as an absolute enigma to me.
...Kagehira. I've been thinking extensively about the conversation we had the other day.
Mika: Uh, um? I ain't quite sure which one ya mean, I'm a right idiot an' all so I may have up and forgotten about it...?
Shu: The conversation about whether human beings possess the ability to attain the ideal form they should strive for.
In short, I think they do.
Mika: ......
Shu: The situations you mentioned, such as parents who beat and kill their children, and children who, for other trivial reasons, kill their parents...
Whether those who engage in such vulgar and iniquitous acts will ever be able to attain the beauty of an ideal being, and...
Whether we can even consider them to be of any value on this earth.
Mika: Uh, Oshi-san... Back then, I was just feelin' a lil' strange. I don't rightly know what made me say that kinda stuff, but there ain't no need to think so much 'bout it, yeah?
Shu: On the contrary. Precisely because it was something you said in the spur of the moment, it has brought your true colours to light.
You tend to avoid answering things outright, but that thought had been buried somewhere deep inside of you, no?
Kagehira. I think you've made a fundamental misunderstanding here.
The reason I exalt humans is not simply for being human. What I love is art, and art alone.
I see value in humans because they are the only beings known to be capable of producing art.
Beasts, you see, are incapable of such. That is what causes them to hold, at least to me, very little worth in comparison to humans.
You're aware of what sets humans apart from beasts, yes? Though this is a generalisation, humans have reason—that which allows us to suppress our wild instincts.
In the end, that may be the only definitive difference between us and them.
Art is but a product of reason.
It exists in a separate vein from undertakings such as eating, sleeping, reproducing and surviving for the preservation of our species, which are simply products of the information coded in our genes.
Even without drawing, even without singing, humans can continue to live without issue. Life is something maintained by eating, sleeping, gaining comrades and ensuring your own safety.
Art is not something humans require to live. Thus, we can call it a product of reason—or perhaps even a product of our humanity.
So then, what exactly is "humanity"? As you have previously said with great disdain, it is indeed the subject of much glorification in fiction.
Society dictates that we all ought to hold hands and get along, work diligently and reap the rewards of our labour.
They say everyone should live freely, doing whatever their hearts desire...
Whether it be taking down your enemies, fulfilling your dreams, or loving another.
This is wherein the error lies. Each of these things are simply products of our instincts.
Why do we love others...? Family, friends, lovers? The simple fact is that it facilitates our survival—the continuation of our species.
Increasing the number of people we can mutually love serves to protect us from external threats. Since that protection also facilitates the continuation of our lives, it elevates our survival rate.
That in turn allows for progeneration and proliferation.
In accordance with our genetic makeup—in other words, our instincts—those are simply ideal living conditions.
Shu: Hmph. We're about to begin. Rouse your spirits, Kagehira.
Location: Underground Live House
Shu: Hmph. We're about to begin. Rouse your spirits, Kagehira.
Especially since you let this day arrive without completing the new outfits I had tasked you with.
At the very least, you can make your performance today flawless.
Mika: G-Gotcha! I'll do my best.
Shu: I say this every time, but doing your best and achieving results is only to be expected. This stage is my creation, after all...
You need only nod your assent in silence.
—No, not even that. Once the curtains rise, and lights and music fill the stage, you need only embody the spirit of my vision. That is all we require to make this world ours.
Now... Let us step forth, Kagehira.
Mika: Yeah. ...Oshi-san, you gonna step back and put me up front again?
Shu: No, at least for today, I would like to see our audience from as close-up as possible... It's our last time, after all.
Your output is rather irregular as well. I fear that if I leave it to you, our performance will go to ruin.
Today, I shall toe the boundary between us and them, as close as I will allow myself to be.
Ahh, I do feel a touch of nostalgia... The smell of smoke and alcohol, wafting underground in the gentle darkness—
Back then, I'd thought it repulsive, but in this moment alone, it does tug at my heartstrings.
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Mika: (Oh... Oshi-san slid right into singing, didn't he. All smooth an' natural-like.)
(He never used t'have much to say 'fore our shows. Always just wanted to show off his work an' split.)
(But today, Oshi-san ain't quite the same as usual.)
Mika: (He's calm, an' peaceful... Like he's stretchin' out every last second of his song, savorin' 'em one by one.)
(Nah, maybe he's tryin' to use every moment to remain in our memories, even if only fer a lil' bit more.)
(Ahh... I could watch him forever an' ever.)
(There ain't no better honor than bein' by Oshi-san's side, but at least in this instant, maybe I just wanna be his audience?)
(Ngah~ ...Oshi-san's just so beautiful right now. ♪)
Shu: ~...♪
...Kagehira. Why must you stand there like a scarecrow? Sing. Honestly, whatever is the matter with you these days?
Do you intend to sully the final performance of my high school career?
Mika: Ngah~ Nah, it's nothin' like that! Sorry, Oshi-san! I'm gonna try my very best!
(...W-Wait, what? Somethin' real weird's goin' on at the back of the audience!)
(No way... Are they pickin' a fight?)
(Ah, right... One of our young fans let out a real ear-splittin' shriek when they saw us just now, huh?)
(And now a long-time fan's givin' 'em an earful 'bout it...)
(Sure, Oshi-san's always hated it when folks make noise while he's singin' his songs.)
(We kinda have this unspoken rule with fans that they're s'posed to watch us quietly... But the newer folks ain't got a clue.)
(So one o' the oldies is up and havin' a spat with a new kid, then? Dangit, other folks've noticed and it's startin' to spread!)
(Gosh darnit, no! The whole show'll go down in flames! This is Oshi-san's last chance, y'all!)
(Uwahh... Oh geez, what am I s'posed t'do?)
(Should we tell 'em right up to stop kickin' up a fuss? But if we bungle it, we'd just be pourin' oil on the flames!)
(Tryin' to preach manners when folks had no clue about 'em in the first place is just barkin' up the wrong tree, anyway!)
('S not like we made it an official rule to keep quiet! It's just somethin' the fans agreed on themselves.)
('S nobody's fault if they don't know, and 'sides, we've got lil' kiddos here too...)
(Of course they'd wanna go hog-wild if their favorite idol's right there in front of 'em.)
Mika: (But I dunno 'bout tellin' off the older fans, either...)
(Even when we were crawlin' at the bottom, they supported us and cheered us on.)
(I mean, who are we to get on our high horses, huh? Whose support helped us stand up again?)
(Ngaaah, what do I do? How do I get 'em to cool off without bringin' down either side...?)
Shu: "Non! Enough romping about, you boorish lot!"
Mika: (...!)
Shu: "Do not shout! Do not clamor! Be silent and listen to my song!"
"For what purpose have you gathered here today? To engage in petty quarrels? To seize someone by the collar and shower them in pejoratives?"
"If that is your wish, then leave this place at once! You are a disgrace!"
"The mere sight of you is offensive! Now, before you anger me any further... Return to the garbage dump from whence you came!"
"There, you can frolic as you so desire with the rotten eggs and moldy fruits—your dear friends, the kitchen scraps~!"
Mika: (Nghaaaaa, what's he up and sayin' to our guests...?!)
(But he's right to say it! With one sharp talking to, everybody's gone stone-cold silent!)
(Well, 'course anybody'd be surprised if someone straight-up yelled at 'em!)
(It's only natural... 'S that what Oshi-san was aimin' for?)
(I mean I reckon it was just a temper flare, but which is it? What're you doin', Oshi-saaaan?!)
Shu: "...If you do not wish to play among the trash, if you are indeed a gracious guest who has come to hear my songs today—"
"Then repent for spouting such unwarranted accusations."
"If you wish to be my audience, I am ready to show you the art I have prepared for all of you today."
"Allow me to present to you what I have meticulously toiled and lavished my hours upon for this very day."
"That is all I could ever want—it is the one and only wish of Itsuki Shu of Valkyrie."
"Now, you foolish peasants! If you are truly rotten to your cores, then by all means— return to your squabbles!"
"I will not stop you. I have neither the time nor desire to extend a hand to those who are unsalvageable!"
"But if you are above that filth; if you are indeed humans, the most artistic creatures on this earth—"
"With the furthest extent of your sensibilities, submit everything to me, indulge in my art, and make praise! This is your right!"
"Rejoice! Through mere contact with my art, you shall climb the ranks of evolution!"
"And we of Valkyrie shall lead you up to the heavens...!"
"We bring only the most beautiful, the most worthy!"
"O, people who have been chosen by miraculous fortune from the vulgar masses—rejoice, weep, and listen to my song...!"
