Anshi🧁

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[humaniststhings]

आती रुत मुझे रोएगी

जाती रुत का झोंका हूं।

[humaniststhings]

Song: (baari 2)

Main tahin uchiyan deewaran rakhiyan, iss dil de chaar chafere

Naale sambh ke rakhiyan si, koi dil ch na la le dere

Haan mera pehlan vi dil tuteya, phir todeya tu ek waari

Kyun dil di deewaran te, main tere layi banayi baari

[humaniststhings]

But You said you miss my voice!

[humaniststhings]

And maybe it was never love that ran far away

But You.

~AY

[humaniststhings]

Yes I know

I know she was always lusted for but never loved , her tears were always seen as pearls she decorated her face with, they always found her outfit cute, smile cute but not even once turned pages of her heart , promised everything only to forget eventually. False promises are new fashion maybe I fear this hollow World, as I know

I know she was always lusted, never pursued,never loved.

~A.Y

[godshideouscreation]

[humaniststhings]

If anybody  in this world would ask me , what comforts you the best ?

I will say the hair chumpy by my father, the chumpy that vanishes all the stress of your mind as well as soul and replenishes you with more self belief, willpower and bravery that comes after he combs my hair and make plates.

You know, Whatever it be. Here's a man standing by your side, understanding you , believing you through thick and thin throughout your journey of life.

He believes in your instincts he believes that u can and u will , irrespective of all ups and downs, tears and treasures. Sorrows and symphony.You are just more than blessed if you've got his back. Make him your strength and conquer whatever you dream of.

PS: You're Lucky to be your 'Papa ki Pari'

IT'S NOT A JOKE.

[humaniststhings]

एक दिन यूंही मैंने मां से पूछ लिया,

के "आपको भूख का एहसास तब तक कैसे नहीं होता, जबतक मैं खाना ना खालूं ?"

मां मुस्कुराई, कुछ बोला नहीं।

~A.Y

[humaniststhings]

» I do not know it all . I'm not perfect at everything. I do mistakes, I fall. I get hurt. I break. I learn. I get up.

I pay attention to the minor mistakes and decide to not make them again. I grind .I improve.   And this is a continuous cycle. Infact life is a cycle.

  Cycle of lessons and experiences. Sorrows and strength. Tears and Tolerance. I make so many plans and they fail, but not me. I can definitely try other thousands of ways . I know I'll handle anything that falls in my way. I still have social anxiety my heartrate still gets high along my shivering hands. But this is me. It's all my part of learning and overcoming. And more importantly I do want to work on it .

 There are the days when I go numb not having a single idea about my Life. Where I'm heading What I'm gonna do ahead and moreover , what if something doesn't work? 

 But, I do Remind myself that it's not too late. I've still a lot of time to recover the broke and let go the unsaid. I'm still fighting with the traumas and damage.Yes healing takes time but healing is all that one needs.  I'm still figuring out lot of things I do stumble with new changes and challenges But I fight back.

[humaniststhings]

Mai yaad Karu maan ko ,to Ghar yaad aata hai, aur ghar yaad Karu to maa yaad aati hai.

घूम आयो शहर सारा, देख लो नज़ारे दुनिया के ,

घर जैसा मगर, घर आकर ही लगता है।

छप्पन भोग कर लो तैयार दावतें

खाकर आजाओ ,स्वाद वाला खाना मगर, मां के हाथ का ही लगता है।

सजा लिया कोमल बिस्तर , सिराहना भी रख लिया, सुकू की नींद आयेगी, ये मगर सर ,मां की गोद में रखकर लगता है |

लिबास चाहे हज़ारों देखो, चमकते कपड़े

सितारों से, सुंदर लेकिन मां के शादी वाला लहंगा लगता है |

भजन बहुत सुने हैं मैंने, दोहे संत कबीर के,

मीठा मगर मां के कंठ से निकला, भजन ही

लगता है।

कर आए तीरथ चारो धाम, माथा टेक कर जगह जगह,असली रहमत, पुन्य मगर, मां के चरणों में ही मिलता है |

~A.Y

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How do you eat, like a bird that picks up the tiny parts one by one and chew whole day ,or the bear that Just puts everything eatable in big tummy?

How do You talk? The chatter box that never seems to be silent or the one who mixes up slowly and express less?

Do you like  soaking up in solitude or

 you consider it as a mere despondency?

Do You like reading a chapter word by word or you just skip to it's conclusion impatiently, just to see what's next ?

 Do you need a pillow below your head and one to cuddle as you sleep or it's not that required ?

Do your power naps suddenly turns into an oversleep or you're early than your alarm clock ?

Do you love keeping your new attires for the right ocassion or you just wear them as early as you buy them ?

Do You wish to listen to your whole favourite song before getting out of the car, or you don't mind leaving it unfinished ?

Do You love the smell of petrichor and voice of the rain patter or its an annoying disturbance to you?

Do You enjoy clicking random Nature shots with your cellphone or you waiting for your DSLR ?

Do you love watching Your favourite cartoon or You Just refuse for people poking fun at You ?

Do you lend your ears to the hypercritical worldOr You just love what You do and owe yourself a bit more ?

~Anshika𑁍

[humaniststhings]

Chase your better version , before chasing love.Fight your traumas before chasing love. Know your strengths and things to work on . Your passion and your goals, Explore fields and skills . Find your best interest. Before chasing love, chase your dreams. What makes you different and that firm beliefs of yours.Before chasing love chase self Love and self acceptance. Know how do you heal and hope.How do you dive in despondency and come above as a cheerful kid! Before chasing love chase that child in you ,remember the dream.

~A.Y

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कभी कभी अल्फ़ाज़ नहीं होते कैफ़ियत बयान करने को.. बस दिल करता है ग़ालिब कोई समझ ले, संभाल ले, समेट ले।

[inkskinned]

i know we’re both just messing around pretending to be whole but look at me. if the train was coming would you move. if the ground was falling from under your feet would you even notice or would it just be another tuesday for you. if somebody stabbed you could it hurt worse than you already do. what i’m saying is that i love you but i think we both drive over the speed limit when it’s raining. what i’m saying is that i want to hold your hand and i understand about how you sometimes have to sit down in the shower. what i’m saying is that i’m here for you and if the train comes please move.

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I heard two women talking at a workspace. One of them said, "Hey are you free at the moment? I just came to ask if you can come with me to the lab, I'm working on my new research" The other woman replied, Oh but Why do you need me, you have to do that by yourself I guess" Then she replied, Oh come on ofcourse I'll have to do it by myself, but just be there, stand by me for moral support. It will be easier for me.

This is what a Woman supporting woman can bring.This is what Uplifting each other can bring.Having each other's back is what brings us together not only in tough times but also in our daily lives.

A.Y

[humaniststhings]

This is your reminder to pick that dress you have kept for too long in the wardrobe for some special occasion to wear. Dress up for yourself! Put on the look you wanted to style yourself in and that makeup. Take pictures ,as many as you like.

Life is too short to wait for the perfect moment to make yourself feel special. You're the Main character of your life.

A.Y

[humaniststhings]

True Self love and self care will tell your past mistakes. It will held you accountable for not showing up to the places where you deserved to be. It will held you accountable for ignoring your mental health as if it's that avoidable. True self love and care will tell you where did you compromised with dreams just because people told you so. It will make you walk through all the days when you were not gentle with yourself, days when you hated yourself and the days when you didn't see yourself worthy of love.

A.Y