Greetings and Salutations

Welcome to this Nightmare we call life. I hate humans. I'm psychotic. I manipulate and I stopped feeling bad about it. I'm either dangerously unstable or i feel nothing. I am a monster.

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Listening to an ASMR telling me all the things I need to hear while weeping like a baby. How fucking pathetic.

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The hope I had left is steadily vanishing, I'm scared of what will happen when it completely disappears.

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Some people give hope to my soul. Some people lit the fire that keeps my soul going. But is it truly a blessing, or a fucked up curse?

We shall see.

Fuck around and find out, they say.

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The ghosts that haunt me are very much alive

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Fuck, I am so dead inside I really could just drop dead and die.

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Rip the 3 year streak of not cutting myself. It's back to 0 days now. Fuck, I really did just sank low.

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I can't be saved, reaching for the life we threw away. Watching as it circles in the drain.

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No one cares, no one understands.

I am not saved. I don't feel saved.

End me, please.

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No one understands, no one will understand.

I'm depressed.

I wanna die, or be saved.

I will never be saved. No one cares. Therefore, I wanna die.

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I just want to be soft

Why am I so angry, so harsh, so violent, so destroying.

It’s unfair

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Die. What I want is to die. Or for someone to truly understand and help me. But that's not gonna happen, so I just want to leave this place and die.

Fuck me up, or help me.

Whatever the case, just kill me.

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So many friends and a boyfriend, but no one's awake when I need it 🥲

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Trust no one but yourself.

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Fun to see how no one cares about my preferences or feelings. Fuck what you don't like, you're doing it anyway, but then we have to obey others every whim, just never one of mine.

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Fuck fuck fuck fuck panic panic panic panic, get away from me GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME

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I put myself in the way of trigger and then get upset I almost have full blown panic attacks. Very smart of me.

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