tortured by my own mind

22 || diagnosed with anorexia, body dysmorphic disorder, ptsd, depression, anxiety and social phobia || tried to recover || failed recovery, failed my ed || discharged after 5 months of inpatient treatment || fighting the hardest battle of my life and not sure if it's really worth it || TRIGGER WARNING

[mournfulroses]

Lady Kasa, from a tanka featured in From the country of Eight Islands; an anthology of Japanese Poetry

[mournfulroses]

Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley, from a letter to Jane Williams written in February 1823, featured in The Letters of Mary Shelley

[mournfulroses]

Anaïs Nin, from a novel titled "A Spy in the House of Love," published in 1954

[thequotejournals]

“Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I'm not going to make it, but you laugh inside — remembering all the times you've felt that way.” ― Charles Bukowski

[quotemadness]

Be happy for no reason, like a child. If you are happy for a reason, you’re in trouble, because that reason can be taken from you.

Deepak Chopra

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

"It is a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger.” - Lemony Snicket

[tiredtheatrekid]

Me: sorry, you probably don't wanna be burdened by my problems

My therapist: 👁👄👁

[thoughtkick]

“Waiting is a sign of true love and patience. Anyone can say “I love you”, but not everyone can wait and prove it’s true.”

— lieinlove

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

"Sometimes the magic happens when we stop worrying about how things will turn out." - Unknown

[shisasan]

29 August 1921 The letters and journals of Katherine Mansfield : a selection to Dorothy Brett

[hatin]

via wehearit

[longliveuslove]

i’ll have to remember you for longer than i knew you, and i don’t think i’ll ever come to terms with that.

[stuckinapril]

“why are you tired? you haven’t done anything all day” the simple fact that i exist drains me. hope this helps

[cyberxbattalion]

[lamarodomwhowasoncrack-deactiva]

just bcoz im self-aware doesnt mean im in control

[sadallthedamntime-blog]

[hirxeth]

“You are going to suffer in ways you never heard of. You are going to want to die.”

Into the Wild (2007) dir. Sean Penn