Friendly Neighborhood Canary

Secondary blog to serena_notofthisworld. To be perfectly honest I needed a place where I could be HXH trash and obsess over yaoi and anime in general and generally just scream into the void about all of the above without being judged by people I know. Feel free to ask me anything ^.^ I'm real nice and it'll be fun!

[huntingformysanity]

Crippling depression

Cries for help through memes ignored

Boyfriend running out of ways to help/comfort me

Hey Tumblr, how's it going?

[yeagaswagga]

So I’m like finally watching HunterxHunter and I just need to get some things out of my system:

1. WHAT is the author smoking

2. WHAT is Hisoka smoking

3. WHY DIDNT ANYONE TELL ME ABOUT GON AND KILLUA????

4. (2011) animation budget all went to Killua’s gorgeous eyes AND I AINT EVEN MAD

5. Chrollo can like, really get it, any where, any time 👌🏼👀

6. Kurapika’s powers are like a whole ass anime universe on their own

7. Is it read Hunter Hunter, Hunter ex Hunter, Hunter times Hunter, or Hunter versus Hunter? (Can it just be hunterxhunter for my killugon heart)

8.The Author was literally trying to shove as many genres as possible into one anime and I’m just?? I’m here for it. It’s a whole new genre on its own

[backstageleft-deactivated202009]

I moved into summerstock housing tonight and a friendly orange cat immediately greeted my kitties to the neighborhood (he actually climbed into my damn car). 

But then when I stepped into my apartment building I found this:

[cryoverkiltmilk]

Make Chester an indoor cat

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

L E T H I M I N

[roddaprime]

[huntingformysanity]

I’m sorry you’re feeling depressed. Sending love your way! ❤️

Thank you Anon 💞

[almostwatch]

[huntingformysanity]

SCREEEEAAAMING

[hunterxjpeg]

Gon: I’m going to save Kite! I’m going to find Ging!

Killua: Gon Gon Gon Gon Gon Gon G-

[huntingformysanity]

I'm so depressed right now.

I don't know what else to do other than vomit my feelings onto tumblr.

Sorry to all my followers.

[toastyglow]

What people think perfectionism is: I’m going to do this 1,000 times until it’s completely perfect, and it doesn’t matter how tired I am or how many times I fail. Everything I do is super precise and I have absolute confidence but also am super pedantic about getting it right.

What perfectionism actually is: If I don’t get this right on the first try I’m going to cry in a corner and call myself a failure for the rest of my life. I’ve gotten nothing productive done because of this.

[alyssabethancourt]

See also: I know I’m never going to get this 100% right, so I’m never even going to try because that would be impossible to deal with.

[bananonbinary]

see also also: im going to keep hemming and hawing about my first try, revising over and over again because i cant bear the thought of any mistakes, and thus never actually finish anything. also im probably attempting something way above my level anyway, so i’ll feel even worse about how difficult it is for me

[huntingformysanity]

Literally me just now after trying to record ONE video of me singing for instagram.

I'm literally never going to achieve my dreams because I can't shake the feeling that I'm not good enough or pretty enough to be in the spotlight.

So I just never end up doing anything...

I haven't posted in months and I haven't performed in over a year...

I'm just so fucking lost now...

Sorry, this wasn't suppose to be a venting reblog but I guess it is now.

[huntingformysanity]

HxH re-watch update!

We've finished the Chimera Ant Arc.

My boyfriend tried so hard to predict the different outcomes of this arc and failed on many occasions.

He appreciates how wonderfully written this anime is and the ending tore him up inside.

Though he doesn't seem to show it, I believe he is now a broken man.

He now seeks more Hisoka scenes in the next arc to compensate.

A horrible decision really.

Welcome to HXH Hell, my love 💞

[sleepy-savior-deactivated202507]

I don’t think I’ll ever get over just how fantastically written the Chimera Ant Arc of Hunter x Hunter is.

It’s just so fucking good. The entire story arc is about a war between humans and monsters, but the twist? As the Monsters develop and slowly become more Human, the Humans begin acting more like Monsters. The journey of the protagonists and the antagonists run parallel in matching themes as they learn about their enemy.  Until by the end, you really don’t know who to root for. The reasons for fighting become blurred until it’s gotten to the point where they don’t even want to fight each other, the war ends before the battles do, but the battles are now separate from the war, personal, and it’s hard to decide who is in the right by the end. The entire show is fantastically written, but this story arc is just leagues above anything else.

[huntingformysanity]

Yaaaaaaassssss!!!! Beautifully put!!!!

[hotdadcalendar-blog]

I literally can’t get myself to sit through movies that don’t have women. I’m like where the fuck are the women? Why are there so many men? This is boring as fuck goodbye

[sir-cockhammer-duke-of-chode]

Even if it’s historically accurate?

[marzipanandminutiae]

as everyone knows, women were invented in 1990

[ranger-truth]

All the notes of “women weren’t on old time battlefields” are wrong. There were more prostitutes and merchant women than there were soldiers in most every encampment. They followed the armies, marching alongside them, and notably ran the camps.

Many more women dressed as men to fight.

Long before female nurses were officially considered to be a part of the military, they were already on the battlefield. They merely didn’t get written into official reports because they were “invisible women”, “not supposed to be there”. Usually they would be local women running a makeshift care center out of their homes.

Movies involving ancient societies? Guess how many had female fighters?

Spies? Mostly female. Yeah, only the men were caught, usually (because nobody suspected the servant woman), but historians believe most cases had more women spies than men. Most cases meaning across time and continents.

Giving me a movie on samurai? Women were trained as well to avoid being captured and raped, and often fought just as hard as men. One woman notably survived multiple battles, and became a hero alongside her sisters after taking out 7 men before dying in her last fight (usually in sword fighting you’d be lucky to take out 2 enemy soldiers. 7 is fucking insane, but because she was a woman it was shoved under the records how the lord managed to survive).

Women have ALWAYS been on battlefields. Women have an intense history in driving victories and losses alike. They were supply runners, fighters, spies, assassins, prostitutes (look up how prostitutes essentially ran the western world, or even the social status of harem members. They literally fucking ruled), even underground activists.

The only time there weren’t many women were with cowboys. Actual western cowboys tended to be both POC and gay. In fact, any time women didn’t have a near equal or greater presence, there was a LOT of gay men.

[darthlenaplant]

History: either 80% female or 100% gay. And it’s 95% POC.

[severeni]

[huntingformysanity]

@zacharyhing

[falastinniya]

you’ve gotta stat romanticizing your life. you gotta start believing that your morning commute is cute and fun, that every cup of coffee is the best you’ve ever had, that even the smallest and most mundane things are exciting and new. you have to, because that’s when you start truly living. that’s when you look forward to every day. 

[jaspurr]

live your life like a ghibli movie where literally everything is charming and beautiful

[sprosslee]

Good advice

[huntingformysanity]

Incredible.

[murderxbaby-deactivated20190102]

Best friends for the ever!!!!!

[huntingformysanity]

I want one.

[elvensemi]

Does anyone else have that one friend whose sleep schedule is like an ever-evolving mystery? One day they’ll appear to be asleep for the entire 16 hours that you’re awake, but the next three they won’t appear to actually sleep at all. Sometimes they appear to be on Australian time, other times their schedule has adjusted to somewhere in the middle of the Pacific ocean. (I call this Cthulhu time.) You go a week without seeing them and you have no idea if they’re just really busy, dead, or if their sleep has simply synced up to the exact hours you’re awake and online. The only indication that they’re still in this mortal coil is vague posts about grocery shopping that pop up on their blogs at 4:12AM. 

[elvensemi]

I’m horrified at myself because I randomly decided on 4:12AM for an obscure and horrible hour in the morning, but after I posted I glanced down at the clock and 

did i just vaguepost about myself

[elvensemi]

There are two things I love about this post: 

the number of people who are, with apologies, That Friend

the fact it keeps getting splorts of notes every day at 4:12am

[lunarialaurre]

@norondor

[lady-feral]

I am that friend.

[threebigolsausages-deactivated2]

Type your url: fartgallery Type your url with your elbow: fafrtfgalldy Type your url with your eyes closed: fartgallery Type your url with your chin: hello, i am chin. i have been trapped on this man for 21 years with no means of escape. this is my first chance being able to communicate with the world, please send help. i dont know how much longer i have to t—

[yatosiblings]

I love that classic trope where a human helps a monster know what feelings are.

[hxh-textposts]