evil is a relay sport

diary for ⚓️ system incorporated. if you are a mutual on my main/my friend you can follow this blog :)

[ichbringmichum1]

[parkchanwoohoo]

[taxidermychrist-deactivated2025]

my autopsy results came back negative There was nothing in there

[hurteverything]

got my period and my cramps are so fucking painful everytime i think it cant get worse it gets worse

[hurteverything]

I HAVE HAD MAYBE 2 PERIODS IN THE LAST 2 YEARS WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE THIS WEEK AND THIS MONTH. I HATE MY STUPID BODY

[hurteverything]

got my period and my cramps are so fucking painful everytime i think it cant get worse it gets worse

[ahotknife]

what is mamdani’s plan to get me out of here

[rhymingwithpurple]

okay so get this: there's two guys and one has blonde hair and the other has brown hair

[szembe]

[hurteverything]

my day be like. be me

> hit and kill a bunny for the first time on the way to work. never hit an animal before today 9 years of driving never. i feel fucking awful

> forget to eat and start work 1 adderall 1 redbull in

> hear song from an album i associate with my dead uncle and we used to listen to together. try not to cry while cleaning kick plates

> just keep fucking working ig

> have intense intrusive thoughts of people trying to kill shoot and rape me in all kinds of ways for the next 4 hours. and no other thoughts no exaggeration

> go on 10

> coworker wont leave me the fuck alone so i cant eat

> go back to work. repeat intrusive thoughts. dissociate badly

> another 10. dont even remember it

> go back to work. dissociate. go on lunch at some point. out of it

> brain randomly starts trying to kill me again but now its like 3 different people ganging up on me in my head. want to kill self

> LEAVE

> be miserable even when out of work

[kosmogrl]

[nonlynear]

www.areyouabadperson.com

[capacity2]

There really is a game people are playing and I don’t know I just I just don’t know how to participate

[johnnycrass]

clap if you're a black hole of a person and have never been satisfied

[hurteverything]

I WANT TO CRAWL OUT OF MYSELF I CANT FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE I WANT TO PEEL MY SKIN OFF 😊😊😊

[hurteverything]

just another day as a miserable tar pit #yup

[capacity2]

Anything that reminds me of anything makes me wanna throw up

[daggerdoggy]

settings > wound > my wound > reopen

[daggerdoggy]

do not forget this